Too Rough | By : VanessaWolfe Category: Twilight Series > Het F > Bella/Jacob Views: 11964 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I may have gone over board with the warnings I picked for this story, but better safe then sorry. You can be the judge as to weather this is actually NC or not.
Fans of All Grown Up please be warned. This is MUCH darker than AGU and this is not the Jake I write about in that story.
BPOV
"Why do you do that? You do that when your upset, why?" Jacob tugged at one of my arms and gave up when I didn't budge. I hadn't even realized I'd been doing it. I shrugged as he set his soda can down on the floor. "I know you aren't happy right now, but I could make you happy you know..." he wrapped an arm around me and pulled me close. "if you would let me." He breathed in my ear. He pulled at my earlobe with his lips. "We could be so happy together Bella" he insisted.
He pressed his lips underneath my ear. He moved to my neck and started to kiss and suck it gently. I shrugged my shoulder up and pressed my ear to it hiding my neck. Undeterred he pulled me into his lap so that I was sitting sideways across his legs. My arms were still crossed over my chest, he rubbed his hand across my arms like he thought that would loosen them. I let him for a few moments. With each pass his fingertips brushed against the tops of my breasts. "It's okay sweetie, I won't ever hurt you" he murmured as he kissed my hair. I hunched over and curled myself halfway into a ball.
No, it isn't okay. Nothing is okay.
His hand went up the back of my shirt. Jacobs hand is too big, too rough. And hot. Not smooth and cool I thought as his hand was moving back and forth under my bra strap. Not the smooth cool hands I wanted. He gently laid me so that I was flat on my stomach on the couch. I folded my hands under my head. I thought maybe he was going to just let me sleep, let me die like I wanted to. I felt him taking off my shoes, pulling my sweat pants off my body. I eyed him with mild curiosity as he knelt next to the couch. He kissed the soles of my feet once. He kissed my calves as he slid a hand between my legs to rub my inner thigh. I felt him tugging at the hem of my shirt. He pulled it over my head, my limp arms moved up with it and stayed stretched out with my hands on the arm of the couch. After some difficulty he managed to unhook my bra. He kissed up and down my back, all over my shoulders. "Just relax and let me love you." He rolled me to the side so that my back was pressed against the back of the couch.
Jacob didn't remove my bra completely, just pushed the cups over my breasts to let them free. As he brought his mouth to them he told me how beautiful I am.
I could care less if Jacob Black thinks I'm beautiful, I thought as his tongue swirled around my nipple. He rolled me to my back and squeezed my breasts, pushing them together. He pinched and pulled on both of my nipples, too hard. Both the skin of his hands and the acts his was preforming with them, were too rough.
I hadn't even realized my eyes were closed, so I jumped when his tongue suddenly plunged into my mouth, right before our lips touched. "It's okay" he repeated. "Let me show you how much I love you, Bella." and his lips crushed mine again, his tongue passing between them seeking mine. He moved his hand down the front of my panties, at first just stroking my soft hair. Then I felt his fingers spreading me apart. His eyes watched my face for my reaction as he explored my folds but I was fixated on a crack in the ceiling.
He found my opening and traced his fingertip around the rim of it. The crack on the ceiling looked like a tree. One big crack with ...5, 6, 7 little offshoots.
After a few moments of that with no response from me he moved his fingers between my lips like he was tickling me or something. When he brushed my clit I arched my back and bit my lip. "There baby, thats what you like huh?" Once he figured that out he started making small quick back and forth movements over my clit. Despite my numb mind I could not help my bodys reaction. "I know what you want," he said jumping up and yanking off my panties and his shirt. He hopped on the couch and kneeled between my legs. "You are so perfect," he told me as he stared at my body. Then I squeezed my eyes shut as the boy who was not the one I loved pressed his mouth to my most intimate place. I struggled to keep my body still. Maybe if I could he would just go away and leave me alone. But my legs trembled betraying me. My breath started coming in gasps. "That's it, let me make you feel good" he encouraged me. He lapped at my juices I'd unwillingly made, and sucked on my clit. I looked down when he suddenly stopped to see him standing up and removing his pants. He stood next to my head, naked. I tried not to show my surprise at how thick he was. He knelt on the very edge of the couch and put his hand on my face. His thumb was on my chin, rubbing it and coaxing it downward. He guided his erection into my mouth and I felt my lips stretch around it. As he slowly moved his hips back and forth he groaned. I guess penis is an acquired taste.
"Oh you don't know how many times I've thought about this" Jacob reached over to grab at my breasts. My breast was shaking as he yanked my nipple up and down.
His hands are too rough.
It became sore, as did my jaw, as I felt him moving across my tongue, but I couldnt bring myself to care. He slowly pulled himself out of my mouth. When my lips closed he brushed his head against them, against my cheeks. He moved to lay on top of me, pressing his body to mine. He supported himself with one arm next to my head.
"I've wanted to make love to you for so long Bella." He was looking at me like he really did love me. Too bad I was dead on the inside and I'd never be able to reciprocate.
His other hand was between us, I felt a slight poke. Then when he was sure he was at my opening, he slammed into me breaking my barrier. I shrieked in pain and scooted backwards shoving against his chest. "Shh Shh Shh! Its okay baby, it's okay. Come here." I had clamped my legs shut. He pulled them back apart, I let him because I knew even if I resisted he was stronger then me and I would loose. It wasn't worth it, I didn't have the energy. "It's okay"
Why does he keep saying that?!
"Lets try this." He knelt and grabbed my legs pulling me closer. One leg was pined between his body and the couch, the other was dangling off the side. He pulled it up and held it to his hip. I grimaced as guided himself back in, not quite as hard but just as deep. After he was inside of me he started to rub my clit hard with his thumb. Once again I couldn't help arching my back. "That's it, that feels so good doesn't it sweetie oh yes. Yes." He started thrusting harder and I could feel him stretching me, it did not feel right. I was far wetter then before, I had not cum and neither had he so I knew was it was. I was bleeding, I could smell it. Oh God the smell. Jacob was pounding into me with no mercy now, moaning and watching me. I looked at his forehead to avoid his eyes, saw the beads of sweat forming on it. I could feel the small puddle under me, smell the rust and salt. "Bells I love you so much," he panted "more than anything." My eyes rolled back in my head, oh God the smell. "Yes, yes! That's it cum for me" he said rubbing my clit harder. I can't take the smell. "I love you Bella" As I blacked out I thought to myself, So this is what love is huh?
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When I woke up Jacob was shaking me. "Bella?!" When my eyes opened he sighed with relief.
"Oh my God I don't know what is wrong with me, when your eyes rolled back in your head like that I thought you were cumming too I swear it. I just thought your eyes had closed. If I knew you were bleeding that much I would have stopped. Please believe me I'm so sorry." I stood up and looked down at myself, I was dripping Jacob...and blood down my legs. His whole crotch area had my drying blood on it. I dry heaved and turned away. "Bells I'm so sorry I didn't think I was hurting you."
I pulled on my pants, ignoring my bra and panties. As I was running out the door of the garage I pulled my shirt on. I ran to my truck ignoring the pain between my legs and the stinging tears that had finally come.
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