A Bunch of Hook/Pan Oneshots | By : lexyhamilton Category: M through R > Peter Pan > Slash Views: 9605 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Peter Pan, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Title: Names for Feelings
Pairing: Hook/Pan
Rating: R
Warnings: Chan, implied non-con, oh-so-slight mindfuck.
A/N: Thanks to moshesque for the beta :)
Date: 12/26/06
Peter had never been aware of the beating sound before his capture. It must have beat before as well, he rationalized, but he had been so caught up in the moment that he could easily overlook it.
Now the thumping in his chest is a constant companion. Though constant is perhaps the wrong word. When Hook enters the room, it will skip a beat, then return louder, faster-- so loud that he’s sure the Captain must hear it too (how could he not?) and it doesn’t still even after he’s left alone, but continues for a long time, almost painfully frantic, not letting him fall asleep though it’s dark in the hold and he knows he will not be visited again until morning.
Though it dwells in his chest, it visits other parts of his body as well. When Hook has Smee tighten the ropes around his wrists, Peter begins feeling it in his hands, and it’s uncomfortable and makes him feel downright ill when he senses that rhythm in his hands all night.
He feels it deep down in his body when Hook has Tormented him particularly roughly and made him abandon all dignity and sob in time with the man’s gasps of pleasure. Hook won’t tell him what it’s called, what they do, but every such visit he asks, almost politely, whether Peter is ready for some Torment. ‘Torment’ it is then. Peter feels it throbbing even in the morning when he wakes, sometimes.
One day Peter finally asks Hook what ‘it’ is, because though the man despises him and enjoys Torment, Peter has already noticed he enjoys explaining almost as much. Hook laughs, but Peter guessed that he would and it doesn’t faze him. He just wants to know. The Captain calls it Fear. Peter’s heard the name before and now he finally knows what it is. The knowledge is helpful, somehow, and even the Torment that follows doesn’t seem so terrible. Not when he can put a name to the feeling Torment produces in him.
Days pass. Peter’s Fear beats steady and slow, mostly, and he’s beginning to notice another peculiar feeling arising. It’s painful, like all feelings seem to be, one way or another, and it’s a tension, slow but building. It swells when he thinks of returning home and then recalls that he cannot. It mixes with the pulse of Fear into a cacophony of monotone and sharp, crisp thumps.
The Captain changes. He lingers and watches Peter more often after Torment, so long that Fear sometimes dies down even before he leaves the hold. One day he calls Smee in, and Smee… with his mouth… just wraps it around…
Fear returns, pumping hard-he can feel it in the part that Smee is sucking-Smee must feel it too, it’s so loud. It’s not unpleasant, however. He wants to feel more and more Fear, and he does, until suddenly Fear stops down there and he feels incredibly satisfied.
It’s my favorite kind of Fear, Peter’s cloudy mind decides, but he is all too aware that it will be time for another kind of Fear soon, when he sees Hook sending Smee out and readies himself for Torment. Peter lies passive, resigned to letting whatever feelings may come just sweep over him. Perhaps he’ll ask Hook what that new tension is called after they finish today.
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