Human Pet | By : christineyoung Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 17279 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Disclaimer: I don’t own Twilight. That honor belongs to SM. I just like to play with her characters. I make no money from this story.
Chapter notes: The first part of this chapter is a dream sequence just in case of confusion. Enjoy!
Chapter 10
Bella POV
“Edward, I love you. I’ve missed you so much.
He stood in front of me “No, Bella. Don’t say anything else. I know what you did with him. You couldn’t wait for me, could you? That was supposed to be something special that we experienced together. I don’t want you anymore. You are tainted… poisoned by him. You are not good for me. You are not what I need.”
I couldn’t seem to comprehend the words that were falling from his perfect lips. His beautiful face was twisted with a look of disgust. Tears flooded my eyes and spilled over, coursing watery paths down my bruised and battered face. I could feel my heart shattering into a million tiny pieces.
“Edward… I -I didn’t want t-to…He f-forced me to.”
His golden eyes dissolved into a menacing black in seconds as fury ripped through his marble body. “No, Bella. You let him kiss you. Alice saw it, Bella. You can’t deny it. You didn’t push him away or tell him to stop. You wanted it. I don’t ever want to see you again, Bella. You have hurt me more than I’ll ever be able to explain.”
I watched as he seemed to disappear into thin air, evaporating into the night like he’d never existed in the first place.
I sank to the ground with my arms wrapped around my body, devastated. My worst fear had come to fruition. I could see James hovering in the background of the forest, gloating and laughing at me.
The darkness pressed in around me and the only thing left visible was his piercing red eyes, leering at me…
I sat up in the bed quickly, drenched in a cold sweat. I looked around the room wildly. James wasn’t there. I breathed a sigh of relief. I didn’t need him trying to comfort me again. I didn’t want him near me.
I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down. It was just another nightmare I told myself. The horror of it was that it really was my worst fear. I was terrified that Edward really wouldn’t want me anymore. I loved him more than my own life. I would die for him. After the episode last night, I was more determined than ever to fight James and his advances. I wouldn’t hurt Edward that way. I refused. I would not be James’ emotional weapon against the Cullen’s. I was better than that. Stronger than that. I didn’t love him and I damn sure didn’t want him. He was insane if he thought otherwise.
I got off the bed and went to the bathroom. I had my human moment and splashed some cold water on my sweaty face. I needed a clear head to think about how I was going to go about fighting James without getting myself killed.
I looked up into the mirror reluctantly and winced at my reflection. I always thought of myself as being rather plain looking but I looked horrible. My face was so pale and gaunt looking. There was a shadow of a bruise left on my right cheek and James’ love bite. I stood there a moment longer gazing at the stranger in the mirror when a thought came to me.
James was gone. I was in a motel and not his personal residence. Maybe there was a phone.
My heart thundered in my chest as I rushed back into the other room hoping against hope that he had forgot that most motel rooms came standard with a phone. Right there on the nightstand it sat quietly in all its glory. It was just a cheap phone but at this moment it was quite possibly the most beautiful thing that I had ever seen.
I cautiously picked up the earpiece and listened for a dial tone. Yes. The first real happiness that I’d felt since that day in the clearing surged through me. The emotion almost felt foreign. Evidently, the bastard was trusting me more. Or he slipped up. Whatever the case may be, he was a fool. I couldn’t hardly pass up a chance like this. But then I wavered for just a moment. Did I really want to call Edward’s family for help and put them into more danger? My options were limited. I knew that I could never get away from James on my own. But on the other hand, if something happened to one of them I would never forgive myself. I looked at the phone a minute longer. I might not ever get a chance like this again.
My fingers were shaking as I thought about the consequences that my actions could bring. I dialed the number to the Cullen’s house. As the phone rang, I rifled through the contents of the drawer in the table. I found a local phone book. Perfect. Edmonton, Alberta. Then I picked up the brochure about the motel and turned it over so I could see the address. Now I could tell them exactly where I was at.
“Hello.”
It was Carlisle.
“Carlisle!”
“Who is this?”
“Carlisle. Listen. It’s Bella.”
“Bella!!”
“Please, Carlisle. I don’t have much time. I’m in Edmonton, Alberta Canada. At a Super 8 motel. The address is 16818 118th Avenue. James is gone right now, but he could be back any minute. Please, Carlisle. I can’t take much more of this.” It was so unlike me to beg but I really was close to losing it. My skin crawled just thinking about what else might happen to me.
“Bella? Are you okay?
He sounded worried. I answered him truthfully. “I’ve been better, but I’ll be okay. I just want to come home.” My voice broke on the word home. I was losing control of my hold on my emotions. His voice was so soothing. It made me feel like it was okay to show how I was really feeling. That it was okay to let it all out, to share my pain.
“Shh…Bella. It’s going to be okay honey. We’re coming to get you. Hang tight. Try to keep James from leaving there. We’ll be there as fast as we can.”
“Okay, Carlisle. I’ll do my best but I can’t make any promises. Thank you for doing this. I know you just met me but I feel very close to you.”
“Bella. Esme and I already think of you as our daughter. You are a part of this family and we protect our family. We are happy that our son has found you.”
“But what if something happens to one of you? I would feel so guilty.” I was starting to sound hysterical as I agonized that I’d made the wrong decision. Maybe I shouldn’t have called Carlisle at all.
“Shh… Bella. We will be fine. There are seven of us and only one of him. Don’t worry about us. Just keep yourself safe. For Edward. He misses you terribly.”
“I miss him too. I miss all of you.”
“Alright sweetie. Hang tight. We’re coming to get you.”
The line disconnected and I hung up the phone.
I felt relief for the first time in what seemed like forever. They were coming for me. I was finally going to get away from James. Just as quickly as the relief had come over me, it vanished and was replaced by fear and worry. I was putting Edward’s family in danger. I felt selfish for calling them and wanting them to rescue me.
James. Just the thought of him made me tremble in fear. I could still feel his lips on mine. Taste him on my tongue. Feel him inside me. I shivered. I wanted him to never be able to touch me again.
I hated James.
Loathed him.
Despised him.
Feared him.
But no matter how frightened I was of him, I wouldn’t let him influence me any longer. This whole situation was entirely to easy for him and it was very quickly getting out of hand. Well, I was done being the pathetic and weak human. Things were going to get a whole lot more difficult for James. I was done being his doormat. It was time that I took some control over my own destiny. I owed that much to myself. I couldn’t control what that monster took from me, but I was for damn sure not going to give it to him. Whatever he got, he would have to take.
I laid back down on the bed facing the wall trying to keep my trembling under control. I wasn’t sure how to go about fighting him without getting myself hurt again. Not only that, but I had to try to keep him from moving on. We just got here but I didn’t know how long he planned to stay. I also didn’t know how long it would take the Cullen’s to get here.
The waiting was agonizing. I had no distraction from the anticipation of the Cullen’s arrival. It was too much to hope that James would not return before they arrived. No, I didn’t dare to hope for that. I just hoped that Edward’s family remained intact. I knew that the odds were heavily stacked in the Cullen’s favor but there was a very real possibility that James could destroy one of them before they ended his life. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if that happened. The guilt would be too much.
I don’t know how much time had passed. The day had turned into night. I tried to sleep to make the time pass a little quicker but my mind was too wound up. I turned on the television, hoping to make my mind think about something else for the moment.
I flipped through the channels looking for something to watch. I’d never been much of a television person but nothing was catching my attention. I paused my search when I saw a silver car on the screen. A silver Volvo. It looked just like Edward’s car. Edward. My panic increased exponentially when I thought about what would happen when they got there.
I was terrified that Edward wouldn’t want me any more. I’d never felt like I was good enough for him. I felt that was more true now than ever. I was used, dirty. No longer pristine and untouched.
What would I do if he pushed me away?
I couldn’t even contemplate it. I turned off the T.V. and curled into a ball on the bed. I tried to will all of my bad thoughts away so I could sink into the blissful oblivion of sleep.
I had laid there for maybe five minutes when I heard the door open. I tensed a little as fear gripped my body. I pretended to be asleep. I didn’t want to have to deal with him. I shut my eyes as I felt the bed dip under his weight, praying silently that he would just leave me alone for tonight.
I stifled a gasp as I felt his cold hand on my shoulder.
“Bella?”
I didn’t move, still pretending to sleep.
“Bella?” This time he shook me lightly.
Still, I refused to move. Suddenly, I was flipped onto my other side so that I was facing him. I sucked in my breath quickly, startled by the sudden change in my position.
He said, “Did you forget our conversation last night. If I speak to you, I expect you to answer.”
I glared at him defiantly, meeting his cold gaze. His red eyes pierced mine as he waited for me to back down. I wasn’t going to this time. It was time for me to stand up for myself.
I spoke slowly, choosing my words carefully. “Just because I’m here with you against my will doesn’t mean that I have to respect you. I didn’t choose you and I will never choose you.”
He looked at me with shock plastered all over his face. Then he snaked out his arm and slapped me across the face. The force behind the hit caused me to fall off the bed. I knew that this was going to end badly. I couldn’t even hope to have a chance against him physically, he was just too strong. But that didn’t mean that I had to lose my will.
I held my cheek with my hand and glared at him silently. I’m not going to lie, it hurt. But I didn’t cry. I noticed that the strange pull that I’d felt before was diminished. In fact, I could hardly feel it at all any more.
I felt strangely powerful. He couldn’t control me any more. He just stared at me with his eyes narrowed, considering me. I didn’t like what I saw in his gaze. The colors of his eyes were swirling, the black crowding out the red. I started to get scared. He had been nice to me when it suited his needs but now I’d pissed him off.
He leaned toward me and I got to my feet and moved away from him. I said, “Stay away from me!”
He stood up slowly and smiled. There was nothing remotely joyful in the expression on his face. It was quite frightening actually. Coupled with the possessive look in his eye, it was enough to send a spasm of terror shooting through my body. I backed away from him as he moved forward gracefully, stalking me. I kept up my movement until I felt the wall against my back. I was out room and out of time.
In an instant, he was standing in front of me pinning my wrists to the wall in his icy grip. He pressed his body against mine and said, “What is your problem, Bella? Things were going so well.”
I glared at him, trying to control the trembling of my body that betrayed my fear. I was determined to say what I had to say. I said, “Things were going well for you. Can you honestly expect me to like you after what you did to me?”
He leaned closer, his face dangerously close to mine. He said, “I only expect you to respect me.”
I laughed derisively. “You don’t deserve respect. You are a kidnapper and a rapist.”
He released my wrists and cupped my cheek almost tenderly. He wrapped his other hand around my throat, cutting off my airway. I gasped for breath as he leaned closer. He said, “You will learn to respect me, Bella. Even if it’s the last thing that you ever do.”
He brought his lips to mine and I squirmed trying to get away from him. My vision blurred from the lack of oxygen. I had to stay alive. For Edward. He was coming for me. I used my newly freed hands and pushed against his chest. I might as well have been pushing against a brick wall.
He released my throat and I gasped for air. He dragged me toward the bed and I struggled trying to get away from him. This was not happening again.
He pushed me over roughly and my head hit the wall. I blinked and let out a soft cry. Images of the last time were flashing through my mind. Mt trembling got worse. I couldn’t survive this time
He pinned my wrists above my head. I finally found my voice. “Please, don’t do this. James… Please…” I pleaded with him. What had I reduced myself to?
It didn’t matter any way. He wasn’t listening. He slapped me again and growled. He said, “Shut up, bitch. I’ve had enough of your mouth.” Then he pressed his cold hand over my mouth and said, “Shh.. I want to enjoy this.”
I felt my skin split as he sliced a new cut on my wrist and began drinking deeply. I felt the warmth leaving my arm as he pulled more and more blood from my body.
All the fight left me as I weakened from the blood loss. His hand left my mouth and went to waistband of my jeans. I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to block out what was happening. Tears escaped my eyes in a never ending flow.
He started to unbutton my pants and then he tensed. I opened my eyes. What was going on? He growled low in his throat sending vibrations through my body from where he was pressed against me. He said, “It seems that we are going to have company soon, Bella. We’ll have to continue this later.”
He pushed himself off me and in the blink of an eye, we were back in the car racing down the road. In my last thought as I lost consciousness was Alice. I hoped she could see where he was taking me. My head slumped against the seat and the darkness washed over me pulling me under.
End note: What did you think? I hope I did Bella justice. I know Bella might not seem like the type to call for help but she’s getting desperate. What do you think of the way she handled James? You might be wondering how she was able to suddenly resist him like that. James’ venom hasn’t been enough to change her but it has strengthened her abilities. Her shield is strong enough to resist his lure now. It also affects Alice’s ability to see her. That’s why Alice is having a hard time pinpointing where they are. Bella has to want Alice to see her and Bella doesn’t know about her ability. Review and let me know what you think.
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