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Find Myself In You	By : SensationalK Category: A through F > Black Dagger Brotherhood Views: 3874 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Alright People! The Last of The Last!!!
My baby is truly over!
Janelle and Tohrment are finally completed!! I love it!!!
Now let's get Luke some loving!!!
SensationalK
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Janelle watched Throe dance with his cousins on the dance floor. She sat at the table with the rest of the Mothers as they watched their little ones dance wildly on the dance floor. It was probably heaven for Throe since all of his cousins were girls. The only man out of his Father’s family to be born.
“Throe is loving it, ain’t he” Beth turned around to her; Janelle chuckled, “A true Ladies man” she nodded.
The all smiled at the slight of a bunch of four and five year olds giggling like massive Kindergarten on a sugar high; which they all were only to blame were their Fathers’. They were at John’s wedding reception it took a brunch of break-ups and make-ups to get John and Xhex to the altar, but they had made it. It had been sweet and cute, and a little gothic for Janelle’s tastes but again Frances had did his job perfectly to satisfy Xhexania and John’s taste. Suddenly Throe looked thrilled as Xhex came to him picking him up to slow dance with her little brother-in-law.
The woman laughed at the slight at all girls going jealous as the slight and storm over to their Mothers. Mary held Roxanne in one lap and Maria in the other as the girls pouted. Jane held Delilah in her lap as the girl raved about it wasn’t fair that Throe could dump them all. Cormia was bent over slightly to fix Gina’s hair barrette as the little girl still bounced in tune with the music. Marissa rocked a now tired Lillian. Beth was pulled on the dance floor by Eliza while Bella got up as Destiny whispered to her Mother that she had to go potty. Janelle was already filled with Anastasia’s sleeping body, the little three year old had gone dead to sleep after she walked down the aisle with Nalla as the flower girls.
Then men came back from the back rooms with a blushing John. They had done their annual you’re a married man, so your life is over now speech behind closed doors. Tohrment looked like a proud Father; he found Janelle’s eyes and smiled.
Janelle sighed dreamily, “He’s still looks good in a tux” she said out loud practically purring; the other wives laughed.
A big bloated Payne started to walk over to John like Mary; she was going to have twins. Janelle was hoping for boys; Throe needed some man buddies in a girl dominated world.
“Maybe we should tell her that her life is gonna be over after she steps out of the hospital” Mary murmured eyeing Payne; Janelle laughed.
“No, we shouldn’t scare her” Jane said through chuckles. Ehlena was at home; somehow Rehvenge had managed to knock that woman up once a year for the past five years, Janelle thought that he was going to break her parent’s record if he kept up with the tempo.
She was startled when the men came over; they had snuck up of the women. John was on the dance floor as Throe and him danced a three way dance with Xhex which was so damn cute. Janelle stared at Xhex; “Mm-Hm” Janelle titled her head to the side the women whipped their heads around.
Janelle had found the gift of sense if someone was pregnant, “Who is it?” Jane leaned over.
“Our bride” she nodded.
“No!” everyone looked at Xhex intently.
“Yes, people, look at her chest. I love the girl, but she does have little ones, and that size can only be explained if one: she has a great push-up bra, or two: they are swelling up” she spoke.
“That’s why for the rush wedding” Tohr spoke behind her Janelle looked up at Tohrment and grinned.
“At least they are going it right, we had baby, then lived together and then married” she teased him.
Tohrment rolled his eyes; “We are a modern family” he shot back.
“Right!” she drawled out the right at Tohrment.
Bella came back and greeted her husband, “Where’s Nalla?” she asked; Zsadist looked at his wife.
“Our little miss eighteen found a boy to talk to from Xhex’s side of the family,” Zsadist rolled his eyes. Nalla had grown in a beautiful eleven year old who now was starting to look at boys differently.
“I’m mad that you made me keep my gun at home” he grumbled, Bella shot her love a look.
“So that little gun in the middle of your back isn’t one” she looked at him with dark knowing eyes.
Zsadist shook his head, “I need my shot gun! I need something to cock, and blow a hole in the wall, Bella, these boys are dangerous at this age. I was their age too!”
Bella shook her head as the table let loose a laugh that startled Ana awake.
“Mama” she moaned sitting up in Janelle’s lap rubbing her eyes. “Hey, there sleepy head” Janelle beamed at the light of Ana’s blue eyes.
“Daddy?” Ana moaned out; Janelle looked at Tohr with an evil eye as he beamed and picked him his little angel.
“Daddy is right here” he kissed her cheek bouncing her with the rhythm of the music.
“Why did I even have a girl? She wants nothing to do with me. It’s always Daddy, Dada, Papa, and Daddy” she grumbled.
“Girls!” the women of the table shouted.
At the slight of their oldest brother holding his daughter the men bent over to sweep their girls out of their Mother’s arms and laps. Wrath walked to the dance floor to kiss Beth and sweep his baby girl off the floor and into his arms.
“Come on, Mama, let’s shake our booties!” Rhage nodded to the dance floor with both girls in his arms. “Yeah come on, mama!” both girls called for their Mother. Mary smiled and got up from her chair and walked to the dance floor.
Janelle looked Tohrment and he waggled his eyebrows. She conceded and got up from her comfy seat. The rest followed as the walked to the dance floor. Throe went from John’s arms to his Mothers. Ana was alive and awake as she bounced happily in her Father’s arms.
Tohrment leaned over and kissed Janelle, “I love you” he murmured.
Janelle smiled at him, “I love you too” she answered. “Tohrment, I have a little surprise for you” she winked at him grabbing his free hand and putting it on her lower stomach.
“Again!” he was startled, standing still mouth wide open. Janelle laughed, “Yeah, you still got it!” she hollered over the music. Wrath patted his brother’s shoulders and then laughed in his face, his brothers followed. Their wives stepped up to them; “She’s not the only one” Jane smiled; the female’s having evil grins on their faces. Wrath, V, Z, Phury, Butch and Rhage’s face fell; their mouths open just like their older sibling.
“No…” Butch couldn’t believe it.
“Next Summer is gonna be fun!” Beth hollered.
Janelle laughed as V feel over like a tree, diamond colored eyes rolling to the back of his head.
Some things would never change.
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Music is a big part of my life and I can not write without music as my muse. Here are the following songs that inspired each chapter.

Brian McKnight- Find Myself In You

Baby, I can't wait to get next to you, oh I can't wait to wrap my arms around your body

Baby I can't help but tell the truth

Oh it's so hard to wait till no one else is around

Gonna try to keep myself together

Gonna find myself in you

Baby no no

Before they take you back to heaven

Gonna find myself in you, no no

I hate to keep waiting

But there are some things that need my attention before I can get back to you

Anticipating my hands all over you baby, you know

I know just work to do

Ryan Leslie- Diamond Girl

I'm ready and I'm not afraid to say it

I'm tired of the game, already played it

I'm over all the other girls I dated

I tell you what you are

You're my diamond girl

You're the one I put the rock on

You're my diamond girl

You're the one that I quit the game for

You're my diamond girl

You're the one I put the rock on

You're my diamond girl

You're the reason I quit the game for

Morrissey- Dear God Help Me Please

Will you follow and know

Know me more than you do

Track me down

And try to win me?

Then he motions to me

With his hand on my knee

Dear God, did this kind of thing happen to you?

Sade- Long Hard Road

There's a long hard road ahead

But a voice inside me said

You know there's something that you need to know

It's gonna be alright

Said there's something that you need to know

It's gonna be alright

And when in this life, in this life

When I can only turn my chin

I know it's gonna be alright

Beyonce- Love On Top

Baby it's you.

You're the one I love.

You're the one I need.

You're the only one I see.

Come on baby it's you.

You're the one that gives your all.

You're the one I can always call.

When I need you make everything stop.

Finally you put my love on top.

B.o.B Feat Taylor Swift- Both of Us

I wish I was strong enough to

lift not one but both us

Some day I will be strong enough to

lift not one but both of us

Ever thought about losing it

When your money's all gone and you lose your whip

You might lose your grip when the landlord

tell ya that you due for rent

And the grass so green on the other side

Make a n-gga wanna run straight through the fence

Open up the fridge 'bout 20 times

But you still can't find no food in it

That's foolishness

Anthony Hamilton- I’ll Wait (To Fall In Love)

I'll wait for you to fall in love

I'll hold myself for only you

You know I will baby

Along the way I've tried my hand in love

In hope that one day it would bring that unity

The one that feels natural and true like an olden day movie

Not pretentious both interest agree

That we belong in love

As of now I'll give to stay

Kelly Rowland- Motivation

You can't stop there,

music's still playin in the background

And you're almost there

You can do it, I believe in you baby

So close from here

So baby I'm a be your motivation

Go, go, go, go

Motivation

Go, go, go, go

Usher- Lovers and Friends

Tell me again (Tell me again my baby)

That we'll be lovers and friends

(Ohh! I gotta know baby, oh yea)

Tell me again

Make sure you're right oh before we began

That we'll be lovers and friends

(Ooh! oh its a good look baby)
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