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The Black Holiday	By : Renee1985 Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 4724 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Scared!!!!

BPOV
Things for Edward and I have been going even better then I thought they could. We haven't had sex all that much however when we did it was awesome and short. He would only last for a little while and then be too tired to continue. I understood it was his job that had him running on empty. I was trying to be supportive but I would be lying if I said it didn't bother me at all.
There was two weeks of class left of classes and my room was a mess. I was packing and getting ready for when I moved in with Edward. Alice and I were staying with him for the summer. She was taking his spare room and I was or course, sharing his with him. I was happy he asked me because I wanted to keep my job and not have to move with my dad for the summer in that crappy town of Forks. We would be moving back into our dorms next semester so I was being picky in everything I took and what was going into storage. Edward's apartment was spacious; however with two girls we had a lot of stuff so Edward got us a storage space for the summer till school started again.
I went to brush my teeth, The tooth past made me feel nauseous. I have been sick for a week now but only my throat hurt and I had headaches other then that I seemed fine. However I was pale and didn't have much of an apatite either. I hadn't seen Edward in three days because I didn't want to get him sick and I missed him. He told me to go to the doctors or to come into the hospital and he or Carlisle would check me out. I told him I would when I had time and he agreed to let me go when I was ready. Right then Alice came running into the bathroom.
"Bella, do you have any tampons, Hey you look sick, are you ok?" she shut the door behind her.
"I am fine I have just been sick for about a couple days, that's all." I started to brush my teeth, "oh they should be in that drawer." I always made sure to restock when I got my period, so I would have them.
"Bella, did you just get off you period, cause there are none here, you must have not gone back to the store." I stopped and looked at her.
"No" I laughed, "I haven't had mine since -" I froze. When was the last time I got my period? When did I have sex without a condom? That's right, since Edward's birthday we have never used a condom, I stayed on the pill and we were careful. No I couldn't be pregnant could I? Everything went black.
"Bella, Bella are you ok? I am going to call Edward." I grabbed her hand and stood up from where she had rested my head on her lap when I fainted.
"Alice, no don't call him. Please. You know he is so busy at work and I don't want to bother him till I have to, I could just be hungry and fainted I haven't been eating to well, Please!" I begged
"Fine! Be we are going to CVS to get a test and your going to take it!" she huffed. Then grabbed my arm and our purses and we were out the door.
We got home and she ran me to the bathroom. I peed on that little stick and we both sat in the bathtub waitingÉ when the timer went off we looked and there it was the little pink plus sign. I felt my heart stop. I didn't know what to do what to say I froze in place. Alice seems to do the same thing we just sat there holding hands. When I finally came too, I looked at Alice and Squeezed her hand then tears just started to fall and I was crying.
"Bella hunny, it's ok every thing will be ok. We have to called Edward ok don't worry Hun it will be ok." She grabbed me into a hug. "Bella, stop crying Hun it will be fine." She kept saying it. I looked up at her and she was smiling and rubbing my back. I knew I wanted Edward and I wanted him with me right now.
"Alice promise me you will not tell Edward, please." I sighed, "I need time to think about this before I tell him, Ok. So please promise me." She took my face in her hands.
"Yes I promise. But I think the sooner you tell him the better it will be for you." She kissed my cheek and left knowing I wanted to be alone. What was I going to do? I didn't know how to be a mother. What about my body I was going to be fat and I would have to go to the doctors. Ironically I hated doctors and hospitals but I was dating one. With all the questions going on in my head I new I needed him and his opinion and his help. I relaxed myself and tried to calm my nerve, I didn't want him to know I had been crying. I picked up my cell phone.
"Hey Bells, what's up sweetie, I am really busy is everything ok." He seemed rushed and scared as well as very busy.
"No, everything is fine, I am calling because I need to talk to you and wanted to know what time you got home tonight?" I said as calmly as possible however I was anything but calm.
"Well Bella it is Wednesday and you know I have an all night shift tonight so I wont be home. If it is something important then come by the hospital and we can chat, other wise can this wait till Friday when I get home?" I was so mad. I didn't want to tell him this in the hospital and I wanted him to run home now and hold me; I could feel the tears start to run down my face.
"No, it is fine we will talk when you get home," I said quickly, I just wanted to hang up before the pain really hit.
"Alright then sweetie, I Love you and will see you when I get home." He hung up quick and I started crying. It was foolish of me to think he would come running when I knew the pressure he was having at work. There were only three full-time positions and 34 residents up for them. Yeah his father was one of the decision makers however that only put more pressure on him. I started to wonder if I could count on him at all. What if we had this baby and I was in labor and he was doing a major surgery he would miss it, or birthday parties or school plays. I would be raising this child alone that much I could see. He wouldn't want a kid he is to busy and I cant raise one alone, I don't know how to be a good mother or anything.
I was crying and upset and wanting Edward. Alice came in and saw I was upset, I told her what happened in my own way. She couldn't believe Edward wouldn't run from work to be at my side but then again I to be fair to him I didn't really stress the situation or how much I needed him. But I wasn't thinking right I just felt abandoned. She threatened to call her brother and I protested and told her no and made her swear she wouldn't. We decided we needed a night out. Her and jasper were going to a frat end of the year party and I wanted to go with them. I felt like doing something out of character.

EPOV
I was absolutely exhausted these days. I felt like I was running around with my head cut off. I had barely been home or seen Bella and I was missing her like crazy. My job was getting the best of me and I knew it was taking a toll on Bella and me. I tried to show her I loved her and we had sex a couple of times but I was so tired and came so fast that I new she hadn't but I was to exhausted to continue till she did. However she would tell me its ok and then rub my back till I was out cold.
I called Bella one night to see if she would come over and she told me she was sick. Right when she had said that I remembered thinking she looked different and her eating had changed. I felt like an ass, if I had paid more attention I could have picked up on it sooner. I told her to come in to get checked out I knew she hated hospitals but I wanted her to be healthy. I would have done an exam at home but I found out to late and she would have to wait till I got the time off to see her. She told me she would but I new she would wait till I got to it myself.
I had been running around all morning and had lunch with my dad. We talked about everyone and he asked how Bella was and I told him she was sick. He had asked me if she could be pregnant but I was sure that wasn't it. I assured him we were being careful even though we didn't use condoms I added in my head. She was on the pill and very aware of her cycles so that was the furthest thing from my mind or possibility. When we finished I ran to get back on duty I had stayed in lunch longer then I wanted and had a lot to catch back up on. Every now and then when my mind had a minuet of its own. I played with the idea of Bella and I having a baby and settling down, every time I thought about it; the smile on my face grew bigger, I like the thought. I found it funny that me "MR. One Nighter" as Alice called me was thinking of a family. However I knew we weren't ready at least not till she was done with school and I got the definite full time position at the hospital.
At around 5pm I was running to a surgery and my phone went off. It was Bella. I was planning on calling her later to reminder I wouldn't be home and I would feel better if she stayed in the dorm with Alice so she wouldn't be alone. She also never called me at work so I was hoping everything was ok.
"Hey Bells, what's up sweetie, I am really busy is everything ok." I rushed to get the words out but just hearing her voice put a smile on my face.
"No, everything is fine, I am calling because I need to talk to you and wanted to know what time you got home tonight?" She sounded to calm, but I was too busy to wonder the reason behind it.
"Well Bella it is Wednesday and you know I have an all night shift tonight so I wont be home. If it is something important then come by the hospital and we can chat, other wise can this wait till Friday when I get home?" how bad did I want it to be an emergency so I could run to her now. I missed her so much, however I was extremely late and worried I might miss it.
"No, it is fine we will talk when you get home," she said quickly, I sighed I hated having to hurry when talking to her. I all of a sudden wanted to be a garbage man or something less demanding so I could spend more time with her.
"Alright then sweetie, I Love you and will see you when I get home." I hung up and jumped into the elevator that was about to close. I started to think that I should call her back and really see what it was she wanted. We hadn't seen each other in three days and I knew it was because she was sick. What if she did go to the doctors and it was something more and she wanted to tell me or it was bad and she was terminally ill cause she waited so long for treatment. I felt myself in a panic attack till I reminded myself she sounded calm and if I had to worry she would have told me to come right now, which I would have. So I calmed myself and continued with work.

so I hope you like it i have more coming out so please review. also I don't know much about doctors so if i am wrong about anything i am sorry.
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