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The Black Holiday	By : Renee1985 Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 4724 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Party Night!!

BPOV
We got dressed and Alice would not stop bugging me about staying in and watching a movie or something. I wanted to go out and have fun with my friends I haven't had that since I came back from holiday with her and her family. Edward and I spent all our free time together and all my other free time went to me studying and doing homework. I hadn't hung out with Alice in over a week unless we were packing to move. Jasper came and picked us up and we all waked to the frat house; which was down the road.
I saw a bunch of people I hadn't since I got back and I had missed, however I knew my time was spent wisely when it came to spending it with Edward. I also saw people I wish I had never seen. Rose and her buddy were there as well and just for that fact I wanted to go home already and sleep. I was tired from crying all afternoon. I started to think about what I had said to Edward today and remembered how calm I wanted to be and realized that he probably couldn't tell there was something wrong and if I hadn't been so set on not sounding panicked her would have run to me right away. I started crying again.
Jasper came over and handed me a drink I didn't even think I just took it. He said I looked like I needed it and I gulped it down and smiled at him. He told me to hold on he was going to get me another. Alice ran over and told me I shouldn't be drinking in my condition. I didn't know much about being pregnant however I couldn't be that far along, so I took the second drink. I wasn't even sure if I really was these test cant be trusted and I didn't fell pregnant. The only sickness I had was a cold not morning sickness so I keep drinking.
I was a mess and by 12 o clock I was gone, Alice and jasper were too. I wanted to call Edward and tell him everything and have him come and get me. I told Alice I was going to tell Edward to come and get me and I would see her later. I went back inside and started to dial his number then remembered -only I don't know how I was able to -he was working tonight. I started crying and lay down on the couch.
When I opened my eyes I saw Rose holding my up by an arm and her friend with the other arm. I asked or though I was asking what they were doing. I remember her telling me she was taking me to Edward and he was looking everywhere for me. I told her thank you and that she was actually nice I think. My head was spinning and everyone was blurry. I only knew it was Rose because of her necklace that she always wore. It was the only thing that wasn't spinning.
I felt her let go of me and I stumbled into other arms. She told me I was with Edward but he didn't speak and his arms felt weird. I thought he was mad because I was drunk and he had to come get me. Alice must have called him and told him to come for me. I was starting to black out and I felt like I was going to throw up. I do remember saying repeatedly that I was sorry and I was never going to drink again. Not like I like to anyway. This was by far the worst I had ever gotten and I thought I would go into alcohol poisoning. I was a serious lightweight.
I woke slowly in the morning with the sun in my eyes and a stench I have and would never want to smell again. As my eyes adjusted I relies I was nether in my room or Edwards. I sat up to quickly and threw my head over the side of the bed and threw up. I looked around in a panic; my clothes were still on and covered in dried vomit. I felt something move next to me and looked over. It was Mike Newton the boy from one of my classes that had a crush on me. Oh my god, what have I done. I got up and found my shoes and ran out of the room and didn't stop till I made it to my dorm. I busted into my shower and threw my clothes to the floor. I jumped into the hot shower and froze. I sat down and started to cry uncontrollably. I was so upset I was shaking. What have I done? What did I do? I thought I was with Edward: didn't he come for me? I was so upset and confused I didn't know what to do. Alice walked in an opened the shower curtain.
"Bella, are you ok what's wrong? Are you hurt what happened to you last night?" she sounded worried.
"I...I don't know I thought I was going...home with Edward." I could barely talk over my tears and shaking.
"You didn't call Edward, I thought you said he was coming for you? I would not have left if I had known," she goes in the shower and shut the water off and pulled me into a hug.
"I...was going to butÉI remembered he had work and the I was out. I remember Rose saying something about Edward...and then I -" I stopped I started to cry harder and I couldn't continue.
"Then what Bella?" she had panic in her voice.
"Then I woke up in...Mike Newton's room." I was sobbing again
"Were you still dressed when you woke up," she sounded hopeful.
"Yes... but I don't know or remember what happened.
"It's ok Bella everything will be ok. Lets get you dressed and then I have to make a call." She pulled me to my room and helped me dress and set me on the bed. I felt like an asshole. How could this happen, how could I ruin everything I had with Edward. I knew he would never forgive me even if nothing happened. This was his worst nightmare and now I would defiantly raise a child alone if I were pregnant. OH GOD! What if I killed my baby with the amount of alcohol I consumed I new one drink might not hurt it but who know how much I drank. I was a horrible person I wanted to die. What do I do? Why did I go? Alice came back in the room and held me tight.
"Bella don't worry Edward is on his way. It will be Ok!" Pain and panic creped into my belly and all my limbs.
"No it won't." I cried, "he won't forgive me even if nothing happened, he won't forgive me." She didn't say anything she knew as well as I did he would be pissed. She grabbed me tighter and rocked me back and forth. I could not stop thinking it was over and the pain I would feel when he left me for good. I all of a sudden thought the time he spent at work was ok and not worth the stress I had allowed it, at least he came home and we saw each other. The thought of never seeing him or holding him was too much to bare.

EPOV
"Alice calm down I can't understand you, what do you want?" she was flushed and her words were running together, I couldn't hear on syllable she was saying.
"Bella, something's wrong with Bella, she wont stop crying. You have to come over now." I almost ran into a door I was running so fast."What happened, why is she crying?"
"Well I don't know all the details but I will let her tell you when you get here." She sounded reluctant like she did know but she wasnt saying. I hung up and ran to find Carlisle. I told him I had to go and that Bella was not ok and he threw me his car keys telling me his car was closer. I never drove s fast in my life I parked in the handicap spot in front of the dorms and ran to her room.
Alice met me in the living room and told me she was in her room and hadn't stopped crying since she got home. I had quickly wondered where she had gone to just be getting home. I could hear her crying through the door and I slowly opened it. She was curled up on her bed in a ball and looked like she was in so much pain. I ran over to her and scooped her up into my arms and held her. She started to cry harder and she gripped my arms and held me to her for a second like she was trying to get in one last hug. She pushed my arms away and stood up. Tears still in her eyes I wondered how she could see me they were so wet.
"Ed...Edward" she cried, "I am...I am so sorry more sorry then you will ever know." It was the longest sentence she had said so far.
"Bella. Its ok whatever it is it will be ok." I got up and walked to her and she held out her hand to stop me.
"Just...just let me get this out and then you... then you can tell me it will be ok." I stood silent waiting for her to talk. "Last night I was mad. I was mad at you because I wanted to talk and you were to busy." I tried to cut in but she stopped me. "It was stupid I know and I am sorry. I went to a party with Alice and Jasper. I got really drunk and I wanted you. I told them I was going to call you and have you come and get me." I was getting a little worried as to where this conversation was going. "Then as I dialed your number I remember you had to work all night. I couldn't find Alice and I lay on the couch crying. Then -" she paused.
"Then," I said when she didn't continue.
"I woke up in Mikes Newton's room and couldn't remember how I got there. I am so sorry I was fully clothed and had throw up all over me and I don't know how any of it happened." She was on her knees crying again and shaking with fear and sadness. I on the other hand had frozen. I felt as if my heart had been torn from my body and I could see it being shredded before my eyes. I didn't know what to do; I wanted to comfort her and tell her it was ok but all I saw was read. I quickly remembered Tanya and what she had done to me, this however felt even more painful if that was even possible. I was going to throw up I knew that much I had to get out of the room.
I ran past her on the floor crying and headed for the door. I herd Alice screaming something at me but I didn't make it out. I wanted to be away, I wanted to curl into a ball and shoot myself. I should have known this relationship was to good to be true. Someone like me is better being a player. That way I would never have to feel this hurt again, I had finally let someone in and see where that gets me. I felt stupid and pathetic.
With all the hatred I was feeling and how good I thought death would be right now; I still thought of Bella and how I was neglecting her and how understanding she had been. I had brought this on myself I mean a person could only be so understanding before they crack. I wasn't giving her what she needed even though she gave me mine. I should only expect her to go looking somewhere else for it after a while; however I thought it would take longer then four weeks. Dam it! Why? I love her so much and she had to pull this. At least nothing happened or she was to drunk for it to happen. Did she want something to happen with her and Mike Newton?
Who was this asshole, this kid who ruined my life. This little bastared screwed up my whole life, and to think I was dreaming of having a life with Bella. Now that was out of the question. I stopped at the liquor store on the way home and bough half the store. I had the next three days off; Carlisle cleared my schedule to give me time to take care of Bella before I knew what was wrong. Now I was the one who needed the time off.
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