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The Black Holiday	By : Renee1985 Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 4724 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Remorse

BPOV
I hadn't left my room in four days I was still in my pajamas from when Alice had got me dressed. I barely ate, only when Alice force-fed me with soup and light meals. I was so depressed and thought I was going to die from the pain I was feeling. I keep replaying his face and the anger I saw in his eyes before he ran from my room to never see me again. I keep my phone on the charger and on high just incase he called. I took it everywhere with me when I left the room for the bathroom.
I herd Emmett's deep voice coming from the other room and started crying again. He reminded me of Edward. I also herd Roses voice but I couldn't understand why she would be here. I heard Alice yelling at them and she was giving Rose a stern yelling however I couldn't hear what it was all about. So I turned around and curled up into bed and tried to drown them out. I herd Alice come in and she sat down next to me.
"Bella, I have to run out really fast, I will be back shortly if you need anything call Emmett or my cell. We wont be long. Jasper will be in the living room if you need or want anything here he can get you. Ok." She kissed my head and left. She seemed to be in a hurry, I rolled back over and cried myself to sleep like I had been doing for the last four days and nights.

EPOV
I had been drunk for my entire time off. I think I even remember taking an extra day and calling Carlisle to tell him I wont come in. I was so drunk that I woke up drunk and still continued to drink. I was drowning and I didn't want to feel. Feel anything, let alone the pain. On the second day I was so drunk I passed out and didn't know what day it was when I woke up; I was alone. I seriously thought about going to a bar and picking someone up. But I found myself describing he exact person I wanted and each time it turned into Bella. So I opted to stay home were it was safer anyway.
I was trying not to sleep to until I just blacked out because when my eyes were closed I saw her. I saw good images of her like the night of my birthday and nights after, and then I saw her on her bed in pain and curled up on the floor crying. I had never cried before over a girl not even Tanya, however when I saw her face and the pain in her eyes I cried. I cried a lot those three days, I wanted to comfort her and hold her in my arms. Every time I pictured holding her I would see a random boy standing in the background. The kid always changed but I knew who it was. I had never seen Mike so that's why his looks always changed, but his smile one his smug face never did.
My hand was throbbing with pain from where I punch a hole in my wall. On the fourth day I spent sobering up. I had to go work and get back to my life so I spent the morning cleaning and finally eating something other then gin and vodka. There was a hard pounding on my door and who ever it was; they were going to break it. I ran over and opened it before it came off the hooks. Of course it was Emmett, Alice and Carlisle. I sighed
"Edward we need to talk, there is something I have to tell you." Emmett said with a rush tone. Everyone walked in and sat down one the couch Bella had picked out. Dam it now I needed new furniture, great.
"What is it Emmett and why are you all here? If it is about Bella, I don't want to here it, do you all understand." I spat at them. I didn't want to hear their opinions on the subject I wanted to erase her name from my mind. I saw Carlisle and Alice eying all the empty bottles on the counter.
"Edward I know you don't want to but this I have to tell you. You wont like it but you have to know this wasn't Bella's fault." I was shocked. She was the one that got drunk, she didn't call me whether I was working or not I would have gotten her, she went to the kid's room, what the fuck was he saying. I notice Alice got up and went to my room but I was to stunned to care. Carlisle got up and went to the kitchen, I wish he hadn't I wasn't done cleaning it up.
"Edward I know what you're thinking, but she was going to call you, however she passed out while dialing your number."
"Emmett just fucking say what you have to and get the fuck out." I was infuriated again.
"Ok, but you have to promise not to do anything rash, this person already got what was coming to her, do you understand?" what the fuck was he talking about. Who is she? If he's talking about Bella I know she is sad I saw it for myself. "Promise me Edward." I new he would not let this up or continue till I agreed and I wanted this conversation over with. "Also you have to listen to everything before you speak. Got it!"
"Fine, what is it." I barked at him
"When Bella passed out trying to call you; Rose saw her and was with her stupid friend the one that hates Bella. Anyway Rose saw that she was trying to call you and her and her friend came up with the idea to get back at Bella. They picked her up off the couch and told her they were bringing her to you. They new Mike Newton was drunk and liked Bella. They went to his dorm but he was already passed out drunk and Bella had throw up all over herself, she almost threw up on Rose and her friend. They got mad and stopped her and she landed n her puke. Anyway they got into mikes room by his roommate and laid Bella next to him. I talked to the roommate and he even said nothing happened between then mike didn't even know a girl was in his bed. He woke up at 1 in the afternoon and never had a clue till I came asking question to him and his roommate." He sighed. "I am sorry this happened. I didn't know till this morning when Alice called and said she didn't know what to do with Bella, she won't eat or leave the room or stop crying. When I told Rose what was going on she started crying and telling me she was sorry. She told me what she and the girl did and didn't mean for it to go that far." His hands were clenched into fist but there was no way he was as mad as I was. "I am so sorry bro. I didn't know and I defiantly didn't know Rose would do that but everyone was drunk and not thinking straight. I just thought you should know, I know your thinking she is like Tanya right now, but you had to know this was not even the same thing. She wanted you and was tricked and carried to her -" I cut him off.
"Shut up Emmett, just shut the fuck up. If I ever see your girlfriend again I will beat the bitch myself. Do you understand me?" I was yelling and shaking I was so mad. I didn't know what to do. Carlisle came into the room and sat me down.
"Edward you have to go to her son. I know you love her and this was a very unfortunate event. We will make you presentable and take you to her." I smacked his hand away and stood up. I immediately wanted to run to her and pull her into my arms and apologize for everything and the pain. I knew I should have called her back or came home. I knew something was bothering her. I wanted her now.
"Edward here I made eggs, please son eat, shower and get dressed and we will go check on Bella together. Ok!" I sighed I knew he was right I was hungry and I smelled like beer. Then something dawned on me why was Alice here.
"Alice" I called, she came back into the room. "Why are you here, why aren't you with Bella." I was getting mad again, why did she leave her alone.
"Well I wasn't sure you would forgive her, I know how you feel about the issues that was at hand, and..." she paused. Everyone looked at me again
"And, what Alice! Spit it out." I couldn't take this I just wanted to be with Bella.
"Well there is something else you need to know. The reason she wanted to talk to you and was upset and drunk was..." she took a deep breath. "We think she is pregnant! She wanted to talk to you but when you seemed to busy she thought it could wait, however her body was to stressed and she blew up the situation. She and I both know that, she wanted you but didn't relies that telling herself to wait to see you would upset her more." I was sitting on the floor. So that is why Carlisle was here to check on her, he was here to see if she was pregnant seeing as how I couldn't do that yet. I jumped up and startled everyone; I threw the eggs down my throat and ran to the bathroom. I showered and got dressed; they were all in the car waiting for me. The anticipation to see her was killing me.
Alice let us in and we walked into her room. She was sleeping and talking in her sleep. She was saying my name; Alice said that had only been going on for the last few weeks, but since the incident she would scream my name begging me to come back. The pain shot through me, I had thought the worst of her. I knew I should have known she would never do that to me, I knew her better then that. She looked so peaceful and I didn't want to wake her but I had to. I had to see her eyes and feel her touch. I told the other to wait outside till I was done talking to her.
I walked over to her bed and sat down, staring at her body. She rolled onto her back and moaned my name; I smiled. I placed my hand on her tummy and took a deep breath. I new she was the one I wanted and the only one I would ever want. I would never neglect her for anything not even my job, if I had to I would start my own practice anywhere she wanted. I rubbed her belly and thought about what might be inside. I would do what ever she wanted, if she felt we weren't ready then fine I would handle that with her, because I knew this would not be our only chance, we would have as many kids as she wanted whenever she wanted. However if she wanted to keep it -which deep down I hope she would -well I knew we could handle that two, either way we would still be together. I was going to marry her and have a life with her.
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