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Storks and Wolves
Chapter 13
fusedtwilight: And first a flashback.
Flashback
Leah P.O.V
He said he didn’t love me anymore. He said he was sorry. He said he was in love with Emily.
It was a few weeks after he had met her. I still remember the day he had met her. I had introduced him to her, the second his eyes landed on hers’ he changed. The way he looked at her, he had never looked at me like that. Like a blind man seeing the sun, like a man with a new lease on life, like someone in love. I was disturbed by it. I tried to convince myself he was just amazed by her beauty; she was very pretty after all. But I wasn’t fully convinced.
The next couple of days Sam always found time to come over and visit. It kind of pissed me off because he had been so distant lately; I had to pull his hair and teeth to get him to go camping with me. Then Emily shows up and he’s here practically all the time. And he hardly talked to me, he spent most of his time with Emily, I remember one night I was home with Emily. We were talking and Sam showed up, he liked guilty, and anxious at the same time I tried to shake off the bad feeling in my stomach that something bad was going to happen. Then he broke up with me right there. I was speechless, even more so when he said he had fallen in love with Emily and wanted to be with her. I broke down crying, to depress to cuss at him. But good thing Emily was there. She was so angry, I had never seen her so furious, he looked so hurt when she yelled at him until he left. Then she hugged me and told me she was sorry, she never led him on or anything. She promised she would stay away from him, that our friendship wouldn’t be ruined by a boy.
I had tried to talk to Sam, to ask him why? What had I done to make him leave me? Was it my attitude? Was it the way I acted? Had I done something? He had said no, it was all him and no matter what I did he refused to take me back. Eventually my sorrow turned to rage; I cursed him and tried to attack him, but he merely grabbed my arms and kept me from hitting him. I still remember the look in his eyes… so sad and guilty. I told him to stay away from me and Emily, I told him she didn’t love him and never would. That she would never hurt me like he did.
But Sam was a persistent bastard. It wasn’t until I phased I had learned exactly how the accident happened. Sam had constantly been keeping an eye on Emily. Mom took Emily to the store to get some groceries, while he stayed behind to try and talk to me. Sam was at the store waiting, when Emily was alone he begged her to talk to him. She had refused at first but he wore her down. She had seen the pain in his eyes and being the kind person she is had to make it go away. She agreed to meet him that night in the woods.
He tried to tell her the truth, but she laughed at him. She was angry at him for hurting me and coming up with such a lame excuse. Then she made the mistake of comparing him to his father, and you know what they say about new werewolves and their tempers. He phased to close to her and she was cut on the face, and she learned it was all true.
Like I said I didn’t learn all this until I had phased. I had assumed along with everybody else it was a bear attack. I visited her a lot in the hospital. I would later learn during that time she would be visited by a devastated Sam. She had forgiven him, but he was an emotional wreck of course. I guess during all those hours they spent together, all those days they talked and she tried to fix his broken heart, her promise was forgotten.
I still remember that horrible day. I was coming to visit her in the hospital; I had some flowers with me. I opened the door and saw Sam with her. They were laughing about something.
“What are you doing here?” I demanded.
“Leah, I was just visiting Emily.” He said.
“Well I’m here now so you can just go,” I said angrily. I had two options. Go to him and cry and beg for him to take me back, or give in to the anger that made me strong. It was obvious which I was choosing. I refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry.
“Leah…we have to tell you something,” Emily said looking guilty.
I looked at her, then at Sam who looked at her and didn’t so much as glance over at me. I noticed his hand was on hers and she wasn’t pulling it off.
“You promised…” I choked.
“Leah it just happened, I’m sorry.” Emily tried to sit up but Sam stopped her.
“You promised you would stay away from him. You promised he wouldn’t come between us!” I shouted tears starting to form in my eyes. Of all the people I thought would hurt me, the two most unlikely people were doing right now.
“Don’t shout at her Lee, none of this is her fault,” Sam said.
“Look me in the eye Em.” I said walking up to her. I noticed Sam got a little tense when I came close to her, and that only added fuel to my rage. “Emily, look me in the eye and tell me this is just some really messed up joke, please tell me this isn’t happening!” I begged her. We have known each other for countless years. We were like sisters. I had always been there for her. When ever she was picked on I was there, when ever she needed a shoulder to cry on I was there, when ever she didn’t believe in herself I was there to give her strength. And this is how she repaid me?
“Leah I’m sorry but, you don’t understand.” she said. She actually had tears in her eyes. She was stealing the man I loved and the bitch had the nerve to cry!
“Don’t you cry! Don’t you fucking cry! You stole the man I love!” I screamed at her. She flinched like my words had actually struck her; she really began to cry now.
“Don’t shout at her!” Sam screamed at me, he was shaking in anger now. Emily looked at him fearfully. Sam looked at her and looked so ashamed of himself. He calmed down and looked at me with calm, sad eyes. “I’m sorry Lee Lee, I still love you and would like to be friends. We both still want to be your family,” He said nodding to a tear streaked Emily. “But I don’t love you like I love her. I’m sorry.”
That was the final straw. They wanted to be family? Friends? The thought was ridiculous. I began to laugh, the tears still running down my face. The two people I loved the most who had betrayed me the most actually expected me to want anything to do with them? To forget all his promises of love and a happy life together were all a lie? To forget all those times I had been there for her meant less then nothing? I closed my eyes and then I opened them to glare at him. What ever he saw he didn’t like because his eyes widened in shock.
“I hate you, hate both of you!” I shouted. I threw the flowers at his chest but they did no good. “I wish I had never met you, you are Joshua Uley’s son,” I said to him. Then I turned my hateful eyes to her and she looked scared. “And I wish that bear had finished the fucking job!”
I turned to leave but Sam had stepped forward to grab my wrist.
“Lee Lee please.” He begged sounding hurt.
Hurt? HURT?! I’ll show the bastard hurt! I spun around and slapped him across the face. The bastard didn’t even flinch. And my hand hurt like hell.
“I curse the day I met you Sam, I wish I had just left you to the miserable fatherless life you deserved.” I said. I wrenched my hand from his grip and took off out of the room, and out of the hospital.
As I ran home, my heart still bleeding from pain, my eyes dry because I could cry no more tears. I realized two things, one I was still in love with Sam. And two, I would never allow him to hurt me again. Boy was I wrong.
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Leah P.O.V
“Sam is here.” Embry said getting off the bed.
I said nothing. I knew it was only a matter of time before he came to find me. I should have known he would have thought to look here. I did tell he Embry and I were together; it would only be obvious I would be with him. Plus being able to sniff me out would have helped to I guess.
“What do you want me to tell him?” Embry asked.
“That if he would be as polite as to step in front of a moving train, that would be nice,” I said.
“I doubt he would be willing to do that,” He smiled.
“Damn.”
Suddenly we heard a loud knocking sound on the door; Sam’s voice broke through the night. “Leah open up I know you’re in there. We need to talk!”
“Good thing your mom is at work.” I said.
“Better go talk to him before he breaks down the door.” Embry said getting up to go answer the door.
“I’m not here!” I called after him.
I heard Embry open the door. Then a bunch of angry quickly said words. I thought I recognized Jake and the others voices, I heard the door close and Embry came back into the room. “He says he isn’t going to leave until you talk to him,” He said.
“Fine he wants to talk, I have only one thing to say to him.” I said getting up.
“Are you sure Leah? You don’t have to talk to him, not after what he said.”
“No I want to talk to him. There is something I have wanted to say to him for a while now, I just never did.” I said.
I walked out of his room, and Embry followed me. I wasn’t crying, my face was a perfect mask of calm. I think that made Embry more nervous. I had never been one to mask my emotions. If I was pissed I made sure everyone knew. Jake and the other were here they watched in shock as I very calmly opened the door. Sam stood there. Jared, Paul, and some of his pack mates were here to. Good, I wanted them to hear this to. Sam stared at me with all too familiar eyes. Sad, guilty, Pity. All too familiar in those eyes that used to look at me with such love and devotion, but those eyes belonged to Emily, all I got was this now.
“Leah please I’m so, so sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen. Please talk to me.” He begged.
He never meant for any of this. He never meant to hurt me, he never meant to break my heart, he never meant to treat me bad, he never meant to push me away, he never meant to give me a child. Isn’t it funny how the things we never meant to happen, happen? Just looking at him there brought back so many memories. When he broke up with me, when he told me him and Emily were together, at my father’s funeral, all those times when I was causing trouble in the pack. I remembered all those times, all those looks, and I said the most honest thing I could think of.
“Fuck you and the wolf you rode in on.” I said. Then I slammed the door right in his face.
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Sam P.O.V
I stood there stunned. I shouldn’t be, after what I did I’m lucky that’s all I got.
“Well that wasn’t anything new.” I heard Paul say. I then heard someone probably Jared hit him, to which I was very grateful for.
I wanted to start pounding on the door and make her talk to me. But then I remembered the look on her face when she looked at me, so cold and dispassionate. I knew now wasn’t the right time, I had to give her time before I could make amends. If that was even possible. Leah was known for hold a grudge. I turned around to face the others, Paul was rubbing his head and glaring at Jared who glared right back. “Let’s go back to the bon fire.” I said walking away from the house.
“What about Leah?” Jared asked.
“She needs time to cool off. Besides there are other people who I need to talk too.” I said. My thoughts were on Emily. What would she say?
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We phased and ran to the cliffs. I noticed many of my pack mates were thinking about Leah. Wondering if she was okay, some were even considering going to visit her when they got the chance. I remembered what she had told me about her body emitting a pheromone that causes wolves to feel more protective of her. I had to remember to do something about that, but right now I had to get back to Emily. I had to convince her I didn’t cheat on her.
When we arrived we phased back and I sniffed out Emily. She was still here. She was at the fire with the other imprints and the elders. When they saw us the imprints went to there respective mates. Emily was the only one who stood still. I didn’t like that. I was going to go to her and explain every thing but I got side tracked.
“Congratulations are in order Sam.” Old Quil said coming up to me.
Billy, Sue, and the other elders came up to me. Some like Old Quil seemed very happy; others like Billy and Sue were quiet, patiently waiting for me to talk.
“I don’t think this is something to be to happy about,” I said.
Old Quil looked thoughtful. “I am sorry; I am speaking out of terms again. It is true the whole situation is a bit complicated.” He said.
A bit?
“How is she?” Sue asked looking at me with stone cold eyes.
I flinched at the look she was shooting me; they were so much like Leah’s.
“Angry of course. She is at Embry’s right now. Jake and the others are there too now. I imagine they are consoling her right now.” I said.
“As they should, that’s what a family does right? Look after one another? Support one another?” She asked coldly.
Billy put a hand on her arm.
“Easy girl, easy. What happened was unfortunate. All that matters is what’s best for Leah and the child.” He said.
“Yes, your right Billy. I still think we should have her see one of our doctors,” Old Quil said. “La Push has plenty of people who are more then capable of taking care of a pregnant woman.”
“But how many of those people know La Push’s secret? And how many are qualified to care for a supernatural woman and her supernatural offspring? We have no idea how having two wolf parents might effect this child. I think for now we will have Cullen look after her. Cullen is a good man, and takes his job seriously, we can trust him.” Billy said.
“But Billy he is a cold one,” One of the elders said.
“I am well aware of what he is,” Billy said sending the elder who had spoken a withering glare. “But the Cullens have always made sure to keep the peace with us. Can we say the same?”
He was obviously referring to the time I tried to have the pack attack the Cullens when we learned Bella Swan was pregnant. Many of the elders felt I had been in the right doing what I did. But Billy was one of the few who wasn’t to happy with my decision.
“Those were different circumstances Billy, this child is a Quileute not a leech.” Old Quil said.
I left the elders to talk so I could go speak to Emily. She had her back turned and was watching the night sky.
“Emily? “I asked.
She turned around to face me. She must have seen the fear on my face. “I know you didn’t cheat Sam. I know it is because of the wolf thing,” She said. I smiled in relief. “But I am angry at you Sam, how could you say that to her? Why did you say such horrible things to her? After all you two have been through. You have been inside her head. How could you think so low of her?”
“Em I’m sorry, what else was I suppose to think? I was confused and angry. I didn’t think her being a wolf could have something to do with it.” I said.
“Well what are you going to do now Sam? How are you going to make this right?” She asked.
I lowered my head in shame.
“I don’t know Em, I just don’t know.”
fusedtwilight: Next chapter should bu up on sunday. Also i got a twitter account, so look me up. Plese review and vote.
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