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Storks and Wolves
Chapter 14
Fusedtwilight: A big thanks to my reviewers and my beta animegirlkiki. I hope you all will be watching the mtv movie awards tonight. I know I am.
Leah P.O.V
It had been a whole month since I have seen Sam.
A whole month to figure out new ways to curse his very existence (which I learned how to do in Spanish). After that night I refused to talk to him, to talk of him, and to even think of him. When ever someone tried to bring him up I would ignore them until they finally gave up.
I should be four months pregnant. Sadly I’m still three months. I phased a few times and that slowed the process down. I wonder if this child will ever be born. My mood swings have been causing the phasing. And to top it off my already obscene hunger is through the roof. Plus my breasts have gotten bigger, and the worst part…the wolves.
The next day after the incident, I got a nice little visit from some of Sam’s pack. First Eric came over to my house asking if I was okay and wanting to now if I needed anything. Then after he left another wolf showed up, this one actually brought me some food. Apples, bananas, grapes, healthy food for me and the baby. Then another came, and another. They all came asking if I needed help, or brought me gifts. Some brought food, some brought books to help with the pregnancy.
It got to the point were I kicked them all out the house and had Jake talk to Sam about having his wolves back off. Jake tried to suggest I should talk to Sam myself, but he quickly shut it when he saw the look on my face.
Every one feared my wrath, my hormones made me more unpredictable and dangerous then ever before. The guys actually pulled strings to see who would have to baby-sit me.
I was still seeing Carlisle, I had to. We had a little meeting with the elders (Which Sam was mysteriously absent) Old Quil tried to suggest I stay in La Push for the rest of the pregnancy. And before anyone could stop me, my temper ran loose and I told the old fart that if anyone tried to keep me in La Push I would skin them alive. I think he actually believed me, I have never seen him and everyone else go that pale.
They tried to get me to have Carlisle to come here for my check ups. But I wasn’t having any of that. Carlisle was more them willing to do it like that, but I needed to get out of the house and La Push. There weren’t very many places around here for me to go. And the baby kept me from phasing and having a nice stroll through the woods. The Cullen’s house was the only place now where I could have some interaction with other people.
The guys were great, don’t get me wrong. But sometimes I needed to talk to other….people for lack of a better word.
The entire household knew I was pregnant. Alice was just thrilled for me. She had already bought me some baby booties, a variety of cribs, a menagerie of stuffed toys, (Mostly wolves) and all kinds of baby gear. I told her I was having a baby, not a litter. She simply smiled and said “How do you know? You’re the first girl ever. You might have a litter of baby’s.” I came this close to killing her. Luckily Jasper was there and he helped keep me calm when I was being an uber bitch.
He followed me around a lot when I was around. Alice said it was because he was attracted to the happy emotions. Like when Bella had Nessie.
Why was I so happy I was attracting scar face you ask? Well a couple days ago, my baby kicked me for the first time. I had been home watching CSI with the guys when I felt something in my stomach.
“Whoa” I had said grabbing my gut.
“What’s wrong?” Asked Seth.
“Is the baby okay?” Embry asked.
“No it’s fine. He or she just…kicked me,” I said. I had my hands on my stomach when I said this. I was gently feeling, hoping it would do it again. There was something about feeling it do that that made me feel….happy? Hopeful?
“Did it hurt?” Quil had asked. He was over here because his granddad was driving him crazy at home. All he ever talked about was me and the baby. He was always harping on Quil to be extra nice to me and always make sure I was safe and comfortable. It got to the point where Quil couldn’t stand being at his own house.
“No it just surprised me is all.” I said.
“Can I feel it?” Seth asked excitedly.
“It’s not doing it now.” I said a little sadly.
And ever since that day my motherly instincts have been kicking in. It was like before that one little kick I had known I was pregnant. But now, it was like it actually mattered to me. All I have been thinking about now were college funds, baby toys, clothes. I had read every single damn book those kids had gotten me, pregnancy was scarier then I thought.
Speaking of scary, that big dumb blonde bitch Rose has been hanging around me too. We weren’t friends, but we had a respect for one another. She was useful to have around when the boys started acting like a bunch of fools.
Emmett was cool. But if he makes one more pregnant joke I swear to Christ…
Carlisle and Esme have been nothing but amazing. Plus Esme makes amazing food.
Bella and I have been spending some time. It was kind of awkward at first but we were able to bond, thanks to the fact our parents are together. And she knows a little of what I’m going through. Nessie has been following me more then any of the Cullens. She reminds me of when Seth followed Jake around. I think I have a fan. Jake has gotten a little jealous over how much attention she has been giving me over him.
Edward is still an emo. What else can I say?
Seth is Seth. All happy and excited to be an uncle.
And I and Embry…well we’re not an item. We are still taking it slow. Did you know he is also a bit of an artist? He’s not mind blowing amazing, but he does a good job. He made drew a picture of me that I thought made me look fat. Then I realized it was the baby bump.
Charlie found out I was pregnant. He was so happy when he found out; he actually came to our house to congratulate me. He told me how proud my father would be, which I really appreciated. Charlie didn’t know the full circumstances of the pregnancy. When he asked mom who the daddy was she told him it was something…un-naturalish. Charlie was still on a need to know only basis. But he got the gist of it.
I haven’t seen hide or hair of Sam since that night. Jake said he has talked to him and Sam said he would tell the wolves to back off. I should probably try and forgive him for the baby’s sake, but I don’t know if I have any more forgiveness left for him.
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Sam P.O.V
It had been a whole month since I last saw Leah.
One whole month of trying to think of a way to make up for what I said.
One whole month of Emily giving me the cold shoulder.
One whole month to get ready for fatherhood.
Leah was right, I am like my father. He wasn’t there for me, and now I’m not going to be there for my son or daughter because of my own foolish actions. I have been trying to get Jake to let me see her, but she refused. Not that I could blame him
It was driving me mad, every day I would get up and kiss Emily on the cheek. She would look at me and ask.
“How are you going to make it right?” and I would say: “I don’t know.”
I was at home drinking some coffee and reading a book. I had bought this book some time back when I asked Emily to marry me. It is a book on how to be a dad. We weren’t planning on having children yet. First we had to get married. But first we needed the maid of honor. And to do that I had to figure out a way to apologize to her for being such a fool
Emily P.O.V
I sighed as I drove over to Leah’s. Something had to be done.
It’s a fifteen minute drive from her place to ours, and during that time I let my mind wonder. Things have been hard for Sam this last month, and I didn’t help him as I should. But I was just so angry. Angry at Sam for hurting Leah, Angry at myself for being in the way, angry in general because there was nothing I could do to help the people I love. Except this.
Sam hadn’t seen her since that night. He wanted to give her time to cool off, but she refused to see him. Even Jake and the other refused to let him near her, although I know from Sue they have been trying to talk Leah into seeing Sam. With no such luck.
I had no idea what I was going to say. I was partially to blame for all this. If I had never met Sam then he and Leah would still be together and this baby would have a chance at a happy family. But I had to do this, for Sam, for Leah, and for the baby. Leah deserves happiness and I have to help her get that.
It’s only fair, seeing how I took so much of it away from her.
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I was crying.
CSI was on. It was the episode when Sara left the show.
“I can’t believe she just left a note.” I said wiping my eyes with a tissue.
“She’ll be back.” Embry said.
“Yeah I know but still, he deserves more then a simple good by note. I mean come on!” I said.
“You want some pickled ice cream?” Embry asked.
“Yes please.” I said.
Embry got up to go into the kitchen to make me some food. He gave me a quick peck on the cheek as he got up. Once he left Seth sat next to me.
“So how are things between you and Embry?” He asked.
“You still phase you should know.” I said.
“Yeah, but I want to see your side of things.”
“It’s good; we are taking it slow and everything. He hasn’t pushed or anything, which I am really grateful for. He has been nothing but a gentleman.” I said.
Seth just sat there taking it all in. He looked like there was something he wanted to say but was too scared to say it. I didn’t have to read his mind to know what he was thinking. I knew Seth was nervous about Embry and me getting close. He was concerned another Sam/Emily thing would happen. Truth was so was I. That was one of the reasons things were going slow. If it wasn’t for that fact I probably would have jumped his bones sooner. This pregnancy thing has been hell on my body. In a good and bad way. I read that some women’s sex drives are affected differently, some get hornier, and others don’t. Guess which one I was.
We made out, of course. I may be pregnant but I still have needs. And just so you know, Embry is skilled with his hands, besides drawing a picture.
“You’re worried he is going to imprint?” I asked. He flinched like he was expecting me to flip out. “It’s okay, I’m nervous that will happen too. But Seth I need this.” I said looking him in the eye.
“Why? Why Embry? Why not someone else?” Seth asked.
“Who else do I hang out with? Who else do I know that isn’t imprinted, or I can tell everything to? I need some comfort Seth. I need to be held and kissed and loved. It has been so long I have almost forgotten what it is like.” I said.
He sighed. “Well I’m not crazy about my friend dating my sister. But if it makes you happy, then I’m happy.” He said smiling.
“Thanks Seth.” I said giving him a hug.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door. “I’ll get it.” Seth said getting up to answer the door.
Embry came back in with my pickle and ice cream. He handed it to me and I instantly began to chow down. “How can you eat that?” He asked disgusted.
“I don’t know, it tastes so messed up but so good at the same time…” I said.
“Good thing Esme is helping to feed you. Your poor mother and brother are going to starve with out her help.” Embry said.
Seth came back in. And he didn’t look to happy. “It’s Emily.” He said.
“What?” I and Embry said.
“She’s alone, and she wants to talk to you Leah…alone.” He said.
Emily was here? And she wants to talk alone? I haven’t seen her since last month either. I remembered how understanding she had been when I told everyone. She didn’t freak out, she didn’t get mad, and she didn’t freak out. She and my mom were the only ones who didn’t think I was some whore when I told them. Must be a girl thing.
What should I do? Should I turn her away? Should I talk to her? I have a pretty good idea who she wanted to talk about, what she wanted to talk about. No one brought it up, because all they got was an icy glare. I should just have Seth tell her to go away. But the baby apparently had different ideas.
I felt a kick in my stomach, and I placed a hand on it and rubbed it gently. “What do you think? Yay, or nay?” I asked my swollen stomach. One kick, that means yes. “Let her in Seth.” I said.
“You sure?” He asked.
“Yeah, the two of us need a talk.” I said.
Seth nodded and left to go get her. Embry put a hand on my shoulder and gave me a comforting squeeze. “Are you sure about this?” He asked.
“Yeah, she has as much stake in this as any of us. Plus it might be good to talk to her.” I said
Seth and Emily came walking in. She looked nervous.
“Hi Leah,” She said.
“Hey Em,” I greeted.
“Can we talk? Alone?” she asked.
“Sure, let’s go in the kitchen.” I said. We left Seth and Embry in the living room while we walked into the kitchen. My stomach was squirming. Either it was nerves or the baby was in a playful mood.
We sat down at the table and for a few seconds we didn’t say anything. “You look good Leah.” Emily said.
“Thanks,” I said half heartedly.
“No seriously you do look good.” She said.
“You came here to talk about Sam right?” I asked interrupting her.
“Yes…Leah I know what Sam said was wrong. But he is really torn up about it. He’s been reading books about father hood ever since he found out. Please will you talk to him?” She asked.
“Why? So he can hurt me again? I’m sorry Em, but I’m done with him. I’m tired of getting hurt by him when he doesn’t mean to. I’m just tired of it all.” I said.
“Leah please?” She begged. “Sam’s been a mess. He doesn’t patrol any more, we hardly talk much, and he keeps so much to himself. Please Leah just talk to him. It’s his baby too, let him make it all right, let him help make everything better. Please just talk to him.” She said taking my hands. “He really is sorry Leah, he over reacted. Please help him, he’s lost Leah and I don’t know how to help.”
Sam, Sam, Sam, Sam, Sam! Fuck will I ever be rid of him! Why should I care if he is suffering? Good let the fucker suffer for once. Let him feel alone and betrayed, let him know what its like to despair. I should say no, I should just let the bastard get a small taste of all the shit he has put me through.
But then I look at Emily’s eyes so pain filled and begging for help. Fuck!
“Okay I’ll talk to him.” I said shutting my eyes.
“Thank you Leah,” Emily said.
“I’m not going to promise anything though,” I said. “We will just talk; I’m not ready to forgive him.”
“Thank you. Umm is it okay if I stayed for a while and just talk with you?” She asked. “I mean it has been so long and I would like to catch up.”
“Sure Emily.” I smiled.
We talked for like an hour. We talked about the baby, about the Cullen’s and what they think of it. We talked about baby names and what I have to look forward to soon. We talked about me and Embry, which she was very happy to here about. Finally she had to leave, we hugged one last time and I promised I would stop by tomorrow to talk to him. She thanked me again and left.
I sat down between Embry and Seth. They said nothing but I know they were listening. Wolf hearing helped I’m sure.
“I know you guys were listening.” I said.
They both had guilty looks on there faces.
“Yes, I am going to see him tomorrow. Do I want to no, but I am.” I said.
“Are you sure? You don’t have to see him if your not ready.” Embry said.
“I’d rather not. But All this drama and angst shit has to stop. Emily is right, it is his kid and I am going to need his help.” I said.
“You have us, you don’t need Sam,” Embry said a little heatedly.
“Thanks Embry, but I just want things some what normal again. I’m sick of having everyone walking on eggshells around me when ever they bring up Sam. Besides,” I smiled, “I can bust his balls and put him through some major guilt.”
Fusedtwilight: Who says Leah holds a grudge? Yeah right. Don’t worry Sam isn’t off the hook, not by a long shot. Next chapter Leah and him have a nice heart to heart and Leah will lay down the law. Please review and watch mtv tonight at nine.
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