To love, And imprint: inlaws and outlaws | By : fusedtwilight Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 1904 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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To Love and Imprint
Chapter 15
Fusedtwilight: Thanks to the best beta ever animegirlkiki! And thanks to the reviewers. Not much happens in this chap, lots of emotional stuff though and a little seth Lillith action.
Lilith POV
"Well that was...interesting," I said. Interesting my ass, that was in the twilight zone.
"I should go back there and tear them apart," Seth growled. "They want you to join them!"
"No they offered me to join, there’s a difference." He glared at me. "Easy Seth I was just playing," I said wrapping my arm around his waist. "You know I prefer my lovers warm blooded."
"Wait, are you saying you were attracted to the Amazon’s?" he asked sounding scandalized.
"Well they were pretty hot," I said. Seth stared at me open mouthed. "Come on you know I swing both ways."
"But still you are married!"
"And here I am with you walking through the woods with you wearing your ring." I said taking his hands I love so much into mine.
He sighed. "You gave me a heart attack earlier with your blood stunt, your worse then Bella was."
"I had to do something Seth, I couldn’t let those little cunts hurt you all any more, plus what they did to Able made me a little...vengeful."
"I know, I saw you toss Maria’s head into the fire." he said. He didn’t sound happy about that part. My darker side had always made Seth uncomfortable.
"I am a vengeful bitch Seth you know that." I said.
"Vengeance can be a dangerous thing, vengeance knows no limits and does not stop so easily."
"That’s why I have you, you’ll always be there to stop me," I said kissing him on the cheek.
"Lil did you want to see Able before we go back home?" he asked.
"Yes," I said sadly. Remembering Able made my heart hurt. The fact I had been unable to save him from Maria and her coven made a streak of guilt run through my hearts. My poor brother was raped and tortured for no reason other then sick twisted desire and revenge. Had it not been for me this would have never of happened. This was a lesson. Don’t fuck with someone unless you will kill them because they will come after you, or the ones you love.
"Hey don’t," Seth said wiping away the tears.
I continued to cry. It wasn’t just about Able though, it was about my mother. That freaky little girl opened up old wounds for me. I had been doing my best to suppress the pain and loss but now it was coming out. I was just happy it was in front of Seth and no one else.
"Don’t worry babe Able will be fine," he whispered.
"It’s not just him, it’s mom. It hurts Seth, it hurts so bad just like when I was a kid, she opened it all up and I can’t ignore it any more." I buried my face into his chest and cried.
Truth was it wasn’t just my mothers death. It was Brandon. When I was young and stupid I thought I had found Mr. Right. His name had been Brandon. He was wave and handsome I even gave him my virginity, so convinced was I that he loved me as much as I had loved him that I had been absolutely devastated when he broke up with me. It wasn’t even in person it was over the phone. Apparently his mom didn’t want mixed blood grand babies and threatened to write him out of the family will. So he dumped me and hooked up with some blonde haired blue eyed chic and never even looked at me again.
Lets just say my brothers paid him a little visit one dark night in a alley. No charges were pressed because all my bros had an alibi. Plus many of their friends lied and said they were with them elsewhere.
After Brandon I gave up on love, I made a mistake you see I gave him my heart, every damn inch and he smashed it into dozens of pieces. I became bitter and harsher and I gave up on love. That was why I perused Alex so aggressively. He was nice to me and came from a rich family. I figured life sucked and I wanted romance of some kind. I thought hey why not? Then he turned out to be working for Maria and he just wanted me for my body. He died. I saw a vampire stick her fist through his gut and suck him dry. I didn’t shed much tears for him. But I was still hurt by his betrayal. We hadn’t been too close but we were supposed to get married. His death or betrayal hadn’t scared me, but it had stung.
Then there was the emotional wounds I got when that bastard tried to rape me, no explanation is needed there.
All this pain and heart ache... like a bottomless ocean you could drown in but never die. That only little hell that exists inside of all of us and harbors all our darkness. It is like a cancer, a cancer of the soul that eats you away and leaves only a withered husk that was once a human being.
All that cold darkness. It is like a void, you can’t kill it, all you can do is fill it up with something. Seth is that something. He is my life guard who will always be there to keep me from sinking into the abyss.
I felt his body heat burning my cheek. I wanted this heat, I wanted to rid myself of this darkness if only for a moment. I kissed his chest. I licked my way all the way to his right nipple. He threw his head back and I could feel how happy he was feeling against my stomach.
"Lilith?" he asked.
I pulled back and hid nothing from him. I showed him my need, my loneliness, my empty place I could go to and do such horrible things and only feel numb. There was pain in his eyes. He knew this look. He always knew I never showed him that darkness because I was afraid it would scare him away.
"Please Seth," I begged. I reached up and cupped his face in my hands. "Please Seth, help me…I’m so cold."
It was chilly out but he knew I wasn’t talking about the weather. It wasn’t his body warmth I needed, not exactly. I needed to feel him, to touch him. I needed for us to explore each others minds and body’s. I needed to memorize every single part of the entity that is Seth Clearwater. To know the world is not a cold, harsh place. I need to know the world has it’s good bits. I need to know that Seth really was my soul mate. That one special person more precious to you then the world itself.
He grabbed me and kissed me. We did not hold back. Right then and there in the cold fading light in Washington we made love. We held nothing back from each other. It was heaven. It was love and sex at the same time, it was passion and ecstasy hand in hand.
There were so many times we could have died tonight. So many times when something could have gone wrong and we would have suffered a fate worse then death. So many times when we would have lost each other.
What we did in the woods transcended love and sex. It was like we found some new emotion that had no one had a word for but had existed since time itself. I wept such tears. But they were happy tears. I had an epiphany in the fog covered woods. Seth Clearwater truly loved me. He truly would love me no matter what. I could do so many horrible things and he would still love me, there was no way to erase this love, it was more enduring then a mountain against the wind.
And I knew with out a shadow of a doubt now that I loved him too. If anyone killed him I would hunt the bastard down until they were dead. Then I would join him in the afterlife. I could not live without him now. If anything happened to him I would not be able to endure.
I gave him my heart fully and truly that night. It was even I guess, I had his heart since he first looked into my eyes, and now for the first time he finally had my heart in his sweet firm hands. But my heart had been broken already and was barely in one piece already. Can a broken heart truly be salvaged?
How the hell should I know, but I am more then willing to try.
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Leah POV
I never really liked Able. He was cocky and a pain in the ass. He was like me when I first became a wolf. We butted heads a lot but we respected each other for Cain’s sake.
But as I watched as he slept, muttering and twitching every once in a while I felt awful for him. It broke my heart to watch Cain hold his brothers hand while he sleep, trying to comfort him in his sleep. What Maria had done was inhumane even by vampire standards. Humans may be food to them but you don’t play with your food. But what she and her freaky twins did to him…it affected everyone. The Cullens and the pack. Both packs.
We had seen violence, we had killed other vampires. But all that was in self defense, to see a man so broken he would like the dirt of someone’s foot, to see him so afraid his hair had turned white…it would haunt me for the rest of my life.
It sucked because the younger wolves were affected by this worse then us. They had never seen such a thing. It definitely left an impression on them. A bad one. Some of them really were afraid of vampires now, they thought vampires were easy kills. Sadly not all vampires are equal. Some are a lot more fucking a scary then others, and some have some really fucking scary powers.
It was unspoken but we all knew Able was definitely screwed up because of this. He was going to need some serious therapy. But who would it be? Not like we can find a human. That would be interesting. “Please doctor he was tortured and raped by vampires, what do you recommend?”
We could use Carlisle, he was a doctor, Edward and Jasper too. Obviously why they would be useful. Esme might help. Lord knows she could suck the depression out of an Emo
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Seth POV
After an hour of love making in the woods we lay spent on the ground.
I had used our clothes to make a little make a makeshift bed for Lil. There were leaves and broken twigs in her hair making her look like some earth Goddess of some kind. The fight with Maria and the twins had hurt her the most. First because of poor Able and because of her old wounds reopening.
I had to be extra gentle with her tonight because of her wounds. I didn’t want to cause her more pain, but I was surprised to see she was able to ignore the pain and seemed to only feel the pleasure. Because of her back wound she had been on top for most of it but we found some positions that let me take control.
I think the pain of her heart helped her feel the pleasure more then the pain. She was so needy right now. The loss of her mother and so many other pains now fresh and new. I had no problem making love to her. It helped ease the pain. I knew we were stronger now. Call it instinct but I felt our imprint become more powerful. Some of our stories tell some wolves actually sensed their imprint grow stronger. I thought it was just the lovey dovey stuff talking. But now I know the truth. Tonight something had happened that made the imprint grow stronger. I could feel it even now.
I trailed my hand along her belly, feeling things tighten in her stomach. "No more, or else we’ll be here all night." she moaned.
"Sounds like a good idea to me." I said with a smile.
She looked at me and my heart skipped a beat. There was such love and affection and love in her eyes. I have only seen such a look twice, both life threatening situations. Lilith guarded her heart. It was like a vast fortress filled with a maze of twists and turns. After losing her mom and going through so much she had learned to keep her heart safe.
I had a few keys to her heart. I knew I only had a few which is more then what others could boast. It wasn’t always easy between us. Her temper and inability to open up had caused numerous fights. But now looking into her eyes I knew I got more keys to her heart. Maybe not all, but a lot more then anyone had. That made me happy.
"We should go back home," I said. We had been gone a long time now, the last thing I wanted was for her family to think I had kidnaped her or something.
"I’d rather stay right here and bask in our bliss a little longer." she said.
"Your family might be getting worried." I said.
She sighed. "Yeah your right, so how did I get hurt?" she asked.
"A bar fight and doctor Cullen treated you at his house." I said.
"They’ll believe that."
"You been in a lot of bar fights?" I asked.
"Baby I’ve been kicking more ass then you have sat on." she smiled.
"My warrior woman."
She laughed and sat up and straddled me. We had another quick rump in the woods. Something to enjoy before we had to go back to those pains in the ass.
Stay in the woods and have sex, or go meet with the in-laws?
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Lilith POV
After we were done we headed back to the Cullen’s.
It was a little embarrassing to think the Cullen’s would know we had sex by smell alone. They were back home when we got there. No one said anything although Emmett was smirking and Edward was looking anywhere but at us.
They told us the Amazons left back to South America and had wished us well. Edward lent us his Volvo so we could ride back home. His Volvo was his baby but him and Seth were tight so he let him drive.
Before we left I visited a slumbering Able one more time. Cain and Leah were spending the night. I kissed Able on his head like mom used to and for a moment he didn’t stir. Like he found a moments peace from the nightmares.
Nether me nor Seth spoke on the way home. Instead I rested my head on his shoulder and we listened to some of Edwards CDs. It was nice. Driving down the road listening to some nice calming music just being next to Seth.
We soon found ourselves in La Push heading to Seth’s. I hoped to God my brothers didn’t try to jack Edward’s car while we slept. It might be to much temptation to resist. Plus Edward would kill them.
But when we pulled into the driveway all worries for Edwards Volvo were driven out of my mind.
Standing on the porch of the Clearwater house were my fathers and brothers. They watched us approach with angry and dangerous eyes. We looked at each other with a “What now?" Kind of look. We got out and walked over to them.
Before we could say anything they all pulled out a gun and pointed it at Seth. "Don’t you dare move freak!" Dad snarled.
Why the hell did they bring guns?
Fusedtwilight: Next chapter the inlaws are on the hunt and they have Seth in their crossfire, will lillith have to chose between her family and Seth? Please review.
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