You'll See | By : StargateFanatic Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Slash Views: 8666 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Woo! Another chapter! I'm really enjoying writing this...
I was tucked into the big bed, heading towards oblivion, when there was a soft knock on the door. Jasper stood and quietly opened it.
“How’s he doing?” Emmett asked, trying to be quiet, but failing.
“He remembered,” Jasper replied, succeeding where Emmett failed with his quiet voice.
“That’s good, isn’t it?”
“Yes.”
“How are you holding up?”
“…I’m holding.”
“That bad, huh?”
“Yesterday, he was in such agony… I was surprised he didn’t fall into pieces.”
“If it was that bad, I’m surprised you didn’t, either.”
“But today, after we took him to the hospital, he was…numb. He didn’t feel anything. I think that was worse than his depression and agony.” What are they talking about? How did he know how I was feeling?
“Don’t strain yourself too much. If you need to leave the room, remember that you can.”
“I wouldn’t do anything to hurt him.” I felt his eyes on me, but I kept mine closed.
“I know. I just know how your control can be.”
“Thanks for reminding me.”
“I’m only trying to keep both of your best interests in mind. What would you do if something happened to him? What if it was you who did it?”
“You know what I would do.” I was shocked, but I still didn’t understand what they were talking about. “We shouldn’t have this conversation here. He’s awake.”
“How can you tell?”
“He’s curious and a little shocked.”
“It sounds like he’s sleeping…”
“I’ll talk to you later, Emmett.”
I heard the door close and felt the bed shift. His hand stroked my face.
“I know you’re awake, Whitaker. You’re supposed to be sleeping,” he murmured.
“Nuh-uh,” I objected.
“You have questions.” It was a statement instead of the usual inquiry.
“It’s none of my business.”
“Look at me.” I opened one eye and gazed at the face of the man I was falling for. “You don’t have to be afraid to ask me anything. I’ll answer it if I can.”
“I could be happy with that.” He smiled.
“What would you like to know?”
“How do you know what I’m feeling?”
“I’m a type of…empath. I can feel what others are feeling.”
“That must be heck at times.” He nodded and chuckled. “What?”
“You never swear. Why is that?”
“Upbringing. Dad didn’t like it, so I never did. It’s a force of habit now.” He smiled.
“You loved them.”
“Yeah,” I agreed. “So, next question… Does anyone else have a…power like yours?”
“You’re okay with this?”
“Of course! It doesn’t change who you are.”
“Well… No one’s power is like mine. Emmett is the strongest of us.”
“Really? I had no clue…”
“Edward can read minds.”
“So that’s why he gets uncomfortable around me at times…”
“Why?”
I felt my face flush. “Some of the things I think about…”
“What do you think about?”
“…You.”
His lips crushed against mine.
I was panting when he pulled away.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize.” I regained control of my breathing. “So…anyone else?”
“Alice… She was psychic. She saw the future.”
“Why did she leave?” I slapped myself when the words left my mouth. “You don’t have to answer that if you don’t want to.”
He smiled sadly. “I don’t mind. I think I need to.” He sighed. “No one else knows why she left. She wrote me a note telling me why she did.”
“May I read it?”
“I burned it after I read it. I didn’t want to believe her.”
“So why did she leave?”
“You.” I stared at him in shock for long moments that felt like eternity, but were merely seconds.
“What do you mean me?”
“She saw you coming to Forks and me leaving her for you. She didn’t call you by name, but she did say you would have an old-fashioned name, probably starting with W.” He was staring at his hands the entire time, twisting them in an anxious manner. I placed my hand over his, stilling the movement. He smiled at me gratefully and continued. “It hurt when she left. I loved her, and I wasn’t ready to lose her. That’s why I didn’t want to believe her letter. I mean, I failed a year of school intentionally so I could spend this last one with her.” I slid forward from underneath the covers and hugged him to my chest, placing my cheek on top of his head.
“It’s her loss,” I whispered, “and my gain.”
He raised his head to kiss me, leaning forward as he did so, causing me to lay back on the bed. He settled his weight above me, resting his arms on either side of my body so I didn’t feel his full weight. His movements were slow and gentle as always, but I could feel the restrained need in them. So, instead of playing my usual subservient role, I took charge of the kiss.
I managed to roll us over so I was on top. Then, I didn’t hold back. Our kiss was passionate. When Jasper moaned into my mouth, it encouraged and aroused me simultaneously. He pulled back with a hiss when our erections brushed.
“Stop,” he pleaded. “I can’t…” I placed a kiss in the center of his chest before lying beside him.
“I understand,” I murmured. And I did. We weren’t ready for the next step. His eyes were closed and the stricken expression would not leave his face. I cradled his face in my hands and stroked his cheeks with my thumbs. “It’s all right. I’m not upset. We’re just not ready.” He opened his eyes, then, and leaned up to kiss me. It was sweet and chaste. He pressed his forehead to mine.
“I don’t deserve you.”
“I feel the same way about you. I can’t believe you’ve put up with my craziness for the past couple of months.”
“You’re too good to me.”
“I’m only trying to make up for the good you’ve done me.” His returned smile was small and filled with sadness. He pulled me back down to the bed.
“Sleep, love.” He pulled the sheets up to cover me, but he didn’t join me under them.
“What about you?” I yawned.
“I’ll be fine. Just rest.” He seemed to have some power over me, but it didn’t bother me. I did as he asked without hesitation.
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