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Focused Madness
Chapter 16

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connected: joined or linked together, related by blood or marriage, having elements connected together.
Example: Leah reads the letters to connect with her friends and family.

Leah P.O.V
Matthew was still asleep the next morning.
He looked so peaceful and innocent, nothing like what he looked like last night when he demolished his room.
I sat up and he did not even stir. I stretched my arms and decided since I was up I might as well read the letters. I opened my drawer and pulled them out; I was quiet, making sure not to disturb Matthew.
The first letter I read was the thickest and was from mom. I found some pictures in the envelope.
Dear Leah,
Hello sweetie, I know we talk on the phone from time to time but I wanted to write to you so in case you ever need me but can't contact me you can just read this.
We all miss you here. The house is so quiet now that you are gone; I am beginning to feel my age now that you have left. Lord knows how many more years I have before Seth leaves.
I have been going over your baby pictures a lot, I haven't cried this much in ages. I know you didn't have time to grab any photos so I sent you some so you can look at them and remember us.
I looked at the photos. One was from the day I was born, mom was holding me and dad was leaning down right next to her. They were both looking at the camera and smiling, the happiness was so clear on their faces. Mom looked a little tired but that was to be expected, dad on the other hand looked lively and energetic.
Another was of me and dad when we went on one of our hunting trips, we were both wearing cameo clothes and we had streaks of green and black paint over our cheeks.
Another was me holding Seth when he was a baby. I had to laugh because it was the day they first brought him home. I held him in my arms and I was looking at the camera with a look that said “What the hell is this?”
I was a little jealous of Seth when I was younger; he was the baby and got more attention then I did. But I warmed up to him after a few months.
Another was of me and mom baking a cake. We were both covered in flower and laughing.
There were a few more photos, I decided to look at them later and finish the letters.
Seth has been moping around, he really misses you. He does his best to keep a happy face; he is so much like your father. But I'm his mother; he can't hide anything from me.
I and Charlie have been going steady. He has been around more helping me not be so lonely. He hopes you are okay as well and he sends his love, I think he will send you a letter too. Knowing Charlie it will be the shortest. You got to love a man who doesn't talk too much.
I hope you are okay, wherever you are. When Jake told me some vampire showed up who knew where you were I was tempted to come over to the Cullen's and make him talk. Stupid I know.
I hope where ever you are you are happy and safe. I worry every day that hybrid will flip out and bite you again.
I know you are a grown woman now, you have fought monsters and come out the victor, but you are my daughter and no matter how old you are or what form you use you will always be my daughter and I love you.
I hope we will see you again soon. Be safe baby and know we are thinking of you every day.
Love, mom.
I smiled and wiped a stray tear from my eye. The next letter I read was from Charlie. I just had to see what he wrote. As mom predicted his letter was shorter.
Hey Leah,
It's Charlie. I hope you are okay, everyone misses you. Hope you come back soon, your mom misses you bad. Take care and watch out for yourself.
I could almost see Charlie sitting at his desk trying to figure out to write. I moved on to Seth's letter.
Hey sis,
How are you? I know we talk to one another on the phone but I wanted to write to you. Jake made Embry his beta. Since Quill spends most of his time with Claire and let’s face it Embry is the more mature and smarter one. I don't mind, Embry makes a better beta anyway. He is older and wiser.
Still haven't imprinted, I keep waiting though; all the others didn't see their imprints though so I am keeping myself on guard though. I have to wonder if I will have a controversial imprint? I mean Sam had Emily, Quil had Claire, Jake had Nessie, and the only ones who didn't have dramatic imprints were Paul and Jared.
Can you imagine if I imprint on an older woman? Imagine the look on mom's face if I brought home an older woman. Ha, ha.
I grinned. The idea of Seth imprinting on an older woman was just too funny.
School is still boring as usual; I do my best to juggle my homework and patrol. I still hang out with the Cullen's, my new life goal is to beat Jasper at Halo. I swear his military training gives him an unfair advantage. Just when I think I have him pinned down he snipes me.
I have taken my permit test and I passed. Next year when I turn sixteen I will try for my driver’s license. I figure since we get them early on the rez why not you know?
It sure is boring without you around here. The house is so quiet; it's not the same without you here. I hope Matthew is doing okay, I hope you guys have a nice place.
Fred seems like an okay guy. Freaky power he has though, you should have seen what happened when Sam damn near attacked him. I swear Sam ran almost as fast as you when he was running from Fred.
I hope you come back soon Leah, things aren't the same. You’re the only one who can keep the pack in line. We all miss you, we all hope you come back soon.
Be safe sis, love Seth.
The next letter was from Emily.
Hello Leah,
Well I hope you are okay. I am fine; I got a little scratched up that day as did Kim and Rachel they are fine, they all say hi as well.
Sam as you know is much better as well. We both are worried about you and hope you will return soon. You don't have to stay away Leah, the elders aren't going to punish you, and you don't have to look after the child.
Please come back home Leah, I miss you, your mom misses you, Seth misses you, the pack misses you. La Push is your home, we are your family. We don't care about Matthew; I made Sam promise he won't go after him. You know Sam won't break a promise to me.
We all know why you won't come, you don't want the Cullen's to have to leave and Jake to have to chose between the rez and his imprint. Hand him over to the other coven then, he isn't your responsibility, just give him to someone else to take care of and come back where you belong.
We hope to see you soon, love Emily.
I read the others. Some were more heartfelt, some made me sigh. Paul's letter in particular irritated me; he called me an idiot and told me to get my ass home where I belong and to ditch the freak. At least he cared enough to write a note.
All my old pack members sent me a letter, Quil, Embry, Jake. All telling me how they have been, all telling me they miss me.
Finally there was only one letter left; I had saved this one for last. The letter that was from Sam.
I held it in my hands; it felt like it weighed a ton. I took a deep breath and opened the letter. I pulled the note out and began to read.
Hello Lee-Lee
We have not spoken in two months and I miss you.
We all do, we are your family, your friends. I know you must hate me a lot for what I did Leah. Believe me I took no satisfaction what so ever when we fought.
But what was I to do Leah? Matthew is a danger. If the Volturi get their hands on him they could come back and wipe us out. Hell if any vampire got a hold of him they could wipe us out, you remember what he did to us in the field.
He attacked my imprint what was I to do? He already came close to killing you then he comes an inch to killing my imprint. What would you have done if it was Seth or your mom?
It took me a few days to recover from the battle; you really did a number on me. I seriously thought I was going to die in your arms. It would have been poetic huh?
While you cradled me in your arms and cried my heart hurt worse then my body at the sight of your tears. I hated him more in that moment because he had hurt you by making you hurt me.
I had the wolves in my pack search for you, for weeks I made them travel outside of Washington to try and find a trace of your scent, but then the elders ordered them back and if I had my way we would still be searching for you.
Your mother told the elders your reason for running off, when they realized the truth in them they decided to leave you be. They don't want Jake to leave, they want him to stay here where he belongs and take over for Billy when he retires. They know if the Cullen's leave Jake may leave and they won't let that happen.
Like I said if I had my way we would still be looking for you, I would kill that thing and drag you back home kicking and screaming.
I can't help it Leah, I am a protector of La Push and humanity, we kill their kind. It is the natural order of things. He is a danger and he almost killed two of the most important people in my life. How else am I to feel? How else am I to react?
I know you do not approve, but I did what I think was right, I was trying to protect my family. So I will not apologize for what I did and I will not ask for your forgiveness, I think we both agree I have asked way to much of that of late.
But know I bear you no grudge for what you did Leah, you are your own woman and you did what you felt was right. I just wish we did not have to come to blows, especially over a hybrid.
Speaking of blows I came close to fighting this Fred character, it seems like Forks is becoming a mecha for leeches huh? Jacob told me of a leech that was coming to learn the Cullen's ways, he told me he had met you and you pointed him here.
As soon as he told me I ran for the Cullen's. I did not care if I was breaking the treaty, all I knew was this guy had info on your location and I would find it.
I found him and a few of the Cullen's a little ways into their land. I demanded he tell me where you were and he refused to tell. I came so close to phasing and attacking him, but then I felt this inexplicable wave of revulsion and I ran away. Me running away from a vampire, can you imagine that.
I wanted to go back but every time I even thought of him I would get sick and I could not bear to be anywhere near him. The elders chewed me out good for my little stunt.
I have promised Emily that I will not seek out the hybrid, I have sworn this to her, it took her a while to get me to say it but damn it Leah I want you back home. Where you belong.
Jake told me Fred will be returning to where ever you are. I wish I could follow him so I can at least see you again, to know for sure you are okay, but I still am unable to think of him without being repelled.
So I am content with just writing you this letter in hopes it will clear the air between us so you will call me and Emily next time.
I miss you Leah, we all do. Our thoughts are filled about you and where you are and what you are doing. I hope the letters you read from everyone will convince you to drop the hybrid off and return home. La Push is your home Leah, I know you wanted to leave La Push but what life can you have with a hybrid?
Please Lee-Lee, if not for me then for Emily, for Seth, your mom, for everyone who wrote you a letter.
I love you Lee-Lee, Sam.
Tears feel down my face and fell on the paper. A sob escaped my lips. I was full of nostalgia right now and I kept on thinking about Forks and the rez and everyone I missed so much.
The letters broke down the damn the held back all the emotions I have done my best to keep sealed away.
I felt Matthew get up behind me, he wrapped his arms around my neck and laid his head against my back. He said nothing, just held me as I cried. Just as I did for him last night. Just as a brother does for a sister, or a son for a mother.

“You smell that?” I asked.
We were walking out of my room. We said nothing of my crying, Matthew didn't ask. As we walked out I smelled the familiar smells of cooking fat and grease.
We went downstairs and I found Fred in my kitchen making breakfast. He smiled when saw us. “Good morning. I heard you were up so I decided to make you all something to eat.”
“Thanks Fred-Fred!” Matthew said excitedly.
He ran to the table and took a seat. I walked over and took a seat as well. “I didn't know what to make so I made everything. Waffles, pancakes, sausages, eggs, toast. You name it. Hope you don't mind,” he said.
“Hey, why should I complain when a man cooks for me. Who says chivalry is dead.”
He smiled and got us our plates and some milk and an extra cup of orange juice. “Yay, our first breakfast as a family,” Matthew said taking a bite into his toast.
I and Matthew ate while Fred cleaned up, taking our dirty dishes and putting them in the sink.
“Matthew, I have good news,” I said. I looked at Fred and he nodded. “Fred has decided to stay with us.”
Matthew literally jumped from his chair into Fred's arms. Matthew was laughing and giggling. “Fred-Fred is staying! This is great!”
Fred sat him down on the chair and sat down with us. “I cleaned up his room, all we have to do now is plaster the walls and get him a new set of pillows and a new set of drawers and he is good to go.”
Matthew suddenly found his hands to be very interesting.
“Matthew, what did you dream of last night?” I asked.
Matthew did not speak.
Fred put his arm around Matthew's shoulder. “Come on Matt-Matt, we just want to help,” he said.
Matthew's hands clenched and unclenched. “Me remember mommy. Me remember day me is being born.”
“You remember that?” Fred asked.
“”Nessie does too,” I said. Fred looked amazed. “Even in the womb hybrids have extraordinarily advanced intellects,” I said.
“I was so small, my world so big. Then over time I grew bigger and bigger. Alone in the dark and the warmth. I could hear voices outside; I used to fall asleep to the sound of the world’s heart beat. Soon I grew too big for the world to hold me, I tried not to move, it was so hard not to move, but I didn't want to hurt my world.”
He wiped away tears from his eyes.
“My world was called Adora. My mommy, my world, my Adora. Daddy told her it was time to remove me, he said he was going to to give her a C-section. He told mommy he would remove me then turn her into like hims. Then we be family forever...but daddy is lying, he never mean to turn her, he let her die. Why? Why did he let her dies?”
“Oh sweetie.” I got up and walked around the table and wrapped my hands around him.
“I didn't want to leave, I tried to stay but he took me out...I don't understand, it not making sense, me remember mommy being broken and bloody, her eyes being filled with pain and terror, but daddy making Hypnia put her to sleeps.”
“Hypnia?” I asked.
“She being sister who make people falling asleep. He name her after Hypnos god of sleep. Daddy like to name us with names that are having meaning, mommy named me, she said Matthew is meaning gift of Yahweh, she say daddy her angel and she is loving me so much.” his body shook as he cried.
“Why me remember one thing then remember another? Me remember daddy pulling me out of mommy and him crying over her body, but now me remember him not caring much she die, she not die in pain at all she was asleep!”
His little fists slammed on the table and a chunk broke off. His body shook and his teeth were bared, a vicious snarl escaped his lips.
“Matthew, calm down,” I said quickly.
He continued to shake, as if he was about to phase. “Matthew look at me.” Fred grabbed Matthew's head and made him look at me. Matthew glared at me. It hurt to see him like this so much, but I glared back, never backing down from anything. “You need to calm down, I am sorry about your mother, I wish I had the answers but I don't. But you need to calm down now or someone might get hurt.”
He glanced at the scar on my arm and closed his eyes. “Me sorry Leah,” he said.
I got him a cup of milk and he drank it quietly. I picked up the bits of the table he smashed off. Fred sat with him in the living room as I cleaned up the mess. Matthew drank his chocolate milk, the only human drink he didn't mind. Matthew was quiet and I wish I had the power to read his mind.
I had been so afraid that his memories would make him revert to the mindset Joham raised him with, now I am beginning to realize that regaining his memories may make his condition worse than what it is already.
I already know why he remembers one thing and it contradict another.
Rosemary.
Matthew said she had the power to manipulate memories. What if Joham used her to manipulate Matthew? Took out his true memories and filled them with a bunch of bullshit.
What if Matthew remembers both his true memories and the fake ones? What would that do to a person? Especially one like Matthew who was already unstable?
His reaction to the memories of his mother was bad enough, who knows what any more would do to him. I cursed Joham to hell. Well he is undoubtedly in hell right now, but he sure did leave one hell of a mess for me to clean up.
I was becoming more and more thankful for Fred being here. He would definitely be a help with Matthew. Had he not been here last night when Matthew flipped out who knows what would have happened.
After I cleaned up the kitchen I sat down with Matthew and Fred on the couch. Matthew finished his milk and sat it down on the table. He leaned onto me and propped his legs up on Fred's lap. Fred glanced at Matthew but didn't say nothing. I ran my hands through his hair like I normally do when he is upset or when we are relaxing.
Despite the smell of vampire from Fred everything felt nice. It felt like any ordinary day. A family watching TV together.
That's what we were now. A family. I could not deny it, me, Matthew and now Fred were a family. All of us runaways, seeking a better life, a quiet life. A life that had no violence or drama. Our lives had been filled with enough of that, all we wanted know was peace and quiet.
“Ness-Ness birthday is coming up,” Matthew said.
“That's right. Do you want to get her something special?” I asked.
“Yes.”
“We'll go into the city and get her something. What do you want to get her?”
I had forgotten about Nessie's B-day coming up. It was a year today me, Seth and Jake were protecting her from Sam's pack. Now a year later I am in Canada with a hybrid and a vampire playing little house on the prairie.
Life sure can throw you a curve ball that is for damn sure.

October
Fred P.O.V
I was in the kitchen preparing the candy.
It had been little over a month since I joined Leah and Matthew and I am happy to say things have been going wonderful for us.
Matthew had no more episodes since his last. We had repaired his room and I had officially moved in. We let Lance know I was moving in so we had to pay extra rent.
Tonight we were celebrating Halloween. I was dressed as a Pirate; I had the hat, the eye patch, and the cloths with a fake plastic sword to finish it.
We would be staying home but we decided to dress for the occasion. We had been invited to a few parties but we had declined. I was still new to the whole veggie vamp and I was not comfortable being around so many humans.
Matthew came walking in. He had grown a bit in the last month; he looked like he was eight or nine now. He was dressed like Harry Potter, Leah followed him dressed as a witch.
“Ready?” I asked.
We all made our way to the living room and sat down. We had rented a bunch of scary movies to watch. It was hard to pick because so many horror movies have sex in them and we did not want to expose Matthew to that.
I sat the bowl of candy on the table. Of course the candy was for Leah and Matthew; I admit I have tried to eat human food before. I could taste all the ingredients and chemicals that made them up, but they held no appeal to me, not like they once did.
I quickly learned any food I ingest I have to regurgitate later. My stomach does not process human food; it just sits there and goes to waste so sooner or later it has to come out.
I and Leah had grown to trust one another a bit more. When ever she had to leave to go to the store she trusted me to look after Matthew. Good thing too, that kid is as curious as a cat, I had to always keep an eye on him, I could never risk letting him out of my sight, didn't want any more house pets getting lost.
Another thing I enjoyed was hunting. We would all go out and hunt animals together. Leah would let us have her catch; she didn't like eating raw meat.
I liked Priddis, it was quiet and we didn't have to worry too much about people coming to visit, we lied like a mile away from the nearest house.
I had almost forgotten what it was to be a part of a group, a family. A whole year of being alone helped me value companionship. I hoped to never return to it.
I did a lot of choirs around the house, fixing leaky pipes, taking out the garbage. Leah had made a list of things we all had to do every week. She didn't want to toss every thing on me.
Matthew had limited work. His mentality made it tough for him to wash a dish without breaking it unless he had one of us to help him.
“This is lame,” Matthew said. “That is not even being real blood.”
“Of course not, they are not really dying,” Leah said.
“Still.”
I chuckled. “Yeah, that blood doesn't even look appetizing, I don't know how these vampires can stomach it,” I said.
“I wonder where humans got the idea of fangs from?” Leah asked. “I mean they got the strength, the speed, the cold skin, the drinking blood part. But they got the fangs, the coffins, the sun, the shape-shifting, all that wrong.”
“Well if you are a human and you see sunlight hit a vampire and in the instant it does the vampires runs out of sight wouldn't you think they just burst into flame?” I asked.
“Yeah, I guess.”
“I don't know about the fangs though, they could have just come up with that. You know how some stories get warped or twisted over the years to make them scarier.”
“Believe me, you guys are scary enough,” she said.
“Matthew is being scariest of all.”
“Please, you are too cute to be scary,” Leah said pinching his cheek.
Matthew glared at her. “Matthew is not cute, Matthew is being scary.” he crossed his arms and smiled smugly at her.
“Who do you think is scarier? Me or Fred?” Leah asked.
“You,” I and Matthew said at the same time.
“Hey,” Leah said glaring at me.
“Well you can be rather frightful when you get mad,” I said.
“Stupid, sparkly blonde vamp,” she muttered.
I laughed.
Leah did have a bit of a temper, something told me her being a werewolf enhanced that trait.
But she could be very pleasant to be around. She was very level headed and very street smart. I also had to admire her will power. How many could do what she did?
It would be so easy for a vampire, there are fewer risks for us. But for Leah she had so much more to loose.
She was also a very beautiful woman. I could not help but watch her sometimes when she did not notice. The only complaint I had was her scent, but I was slowly getting used to it.
I admit, I have even had these little fantasies where I kiss her.
I would never dare do it. Leah was a very guarded girl and I know she would not like it if I did that. Not one bit.
The world wasn't so scary now. I knew everything about vampires, I knew what happened to Bree, I knew I no longer had to live in fear alone. And living with Leah and Matthew was like living with a family. We ate together, hunted together, laughed together, looked out for one another.
It was odd, a vampire, a werewolf, a hybrid, all living under the same roof.
The movie ended, it had been an old vampire flick. “What’s next?” Leah asked.
I held up the next DVD. “Zombie Nazi's extreme,” I said.
“Nazi's?” Matthew asked.
“Basically it's a movie about a bunch of Nazi's scientists who dig up the bodies of dead Nazi soldiers and resurrect them as zombies and try to start world war three. Kind of lame but I hear it is really graphic.”
“Eh, it's Halloween,” she said shrugging her shoulders. “Besides, Matthew has seen worse, right Matthew?” she looked over at Matthew.
He was holding the DVD for the movie. He held it in his lap which was littered with candy wrappers. He was staring at the cover which had a rotting zombie in an S.S uniform with the infamous symbol glaring from behind. Matthew stared at it like he was trying to make sense of it.
I hope he does not ask what a Nazi is.
“Matthew?” I asked.
“Me...me....see this before.”
“When did you see Nazi zombies?” Leah asked.
“Not thems, this.” he pointed to the swastika behind the zombie.
“Where did you see that?” I asked.
Matthew closed his eyes, his face set in a deep scowl.

Matthew's memory
Rosemary held me close as we got done watching the movie. Sorrow, grief and anger swirled around the room. Some of my sisters cried a little, unable to bear the dark knowledge daddy just showed us.
Even I cried a little. The images from the video were too overwhelming.
Father turned the lights back on and spoke. “Now what did we learn?” he asked.
“That humans are horrible,” Hypnia said drying her face.
“True, what else?” daddy asked.
“They are stupid. They kill one another for the most idiotic reasons,” Serephina said.
“True. What else?”
No one said anything.
“Well I am sure you are wondering why I showed you all this video. I know I have told you of how flowed humans are, how primitive and backwards. But I needed to show you. As much as it pains me to to it I had to show you haw dangerous the world is. You think it was bad on film? Try being there yourselves. Humans are to afraid. Afraid of life and death, of change and history, of each other and themselves. This even happened less then a century ago yet humans have already begun to forget about it. Some even dare say it is a hoax.”
“But how can they say it was a hoax? All the videos and the survivors testimony,” Thessaly said.
“They are ignorant, they are stupid, ignorant, or some odd combination of that. They have such short lifespans, they cannot believe anything unless they see it and touch it themselves. Then they write it down or record it and pass it on to their offspring, but they chose what to believe or not to believe.”
He walked in front of us, his hands clasped behind his back. “I also showed you this to show you the reason why we hide from humans. If they are good at one thing, it is finding ways to kill. It started with their teeth, when they would bite and claw one another when they were still apes. They they moved on to clubs and rocks, then spears and swords, than crossbows and catapults, then canons and bombs and guns. But the greatest weapon was the A-bomb. The ultimate realization of the human desire for death and destruction.”
We all shuddered at the memory of the video he showed us.
“One thing the Volturi got right is keeping us a secret. Humans crave death my children. They will use every excuse to do it, over politics, religion, or some self-righteous desire to prove they are superior. Then when they have won the war and the land is destroyed and bathed in blood they become wide eyed and moan in despair. Then they say how wrong it was and try and make little token gestures and say they have learned from their mistakes only to repeat them years later.”
He stood in front of us, his hands behind his back.
“Vampires are more evolved, but even we have our weaknesses. Like humans we fight over territory, which is pointless seeing how there are over five billion humans in the world. See everything human is intensified, the good and the bad. We are immortal so we lack the humans ability to adapt and evolve. We depend on them to procreate new vampires and in some cases hybrids like you. One of the main problems humans have is they are too close minded; they exist in hundreds of different tribes and forms of government. Their own passion which makes them so great also cripples them as they are unable to cope with each others beliefs and costumes. The Nazi's were the result of ignorance and fear and the human desire to kill, a very deadly combination as the Jew's discovered. Germany was going through a rough patch and they had no one to blame, then along comes one man and he gives them a way to release themselves of their anger and frustration.”
“So if humans and vampires are no better then what makes us so special?” I asked.
“Because, you will have all our strengths and none of our weaknesses. Over time you will slowly infiltrate their governments and seats of power. What I teach you will help you for that day. See humans are so weak because they depend on to many things to live, they are driven by fear of death. They are ignorant and stupid. Vampires are too aggressive and territorial and unchanging. But by mixing the two species, hybrids will be more fit to take over the world. No more wars, no more damage to the world, no more blood bath's over territories that we need not fight over. In making hybrids we make a species more fit to rule the world than human or vampire. This will result in the eventual extinction of vampires and humans but sacrifices must be made for the common good. Some might call me mad or power hungry, but I know I am flowed. After all I am a vampire. But vampires like humans can have a special few who have the power to change the course of history. I am one of them. Unlike the others I am willing to make the sacrifices we need to make to stop the fighting and the wars. I see the patterns my children, if the humans are allowed to continue then the day will come where they will learn of us vampires and they will not tolerate us.”
“Could the humans really make weapons to kill us?” I asked.
I had seen father fight before, it was hard to believe he was in danger of humans.
“Of course, like I said if anyone can find a way to kill something the humans can and will. They will scorch the earth to eradicate us. Think of it. All these human governments and these human religions wage war on one another. For what? Human families can not even accept one another in their own homes. If they can not accept themselves or each other in their own homes why should they accept us? And once they have eradicated us they will return to one another and in the end destroy themselves.”
“What will we do father? Tell us,” Alley asked.
“We wait. We have time; we have patience, which is something the humans barely have. Given enough time and strategy, when our numbers are greater and the blood is perfectly mixed we will bring a new order.”
“But father, surely you could not father a whole species, not by yourself?” Rosemary asked.
Dozens of voices agreed.
“True. If I am to speed things up I will need assistance. But fear not, I have reached out to some individuals who I think will enjoy helping us. Their reasons different then ours but none the less useful for our own goals.”
He clapped his hands together. “Now, let’s hunt, I don't know about all of you but I am quit thirsty.”
We all began to leave the room. I saw Serephina move to father and was talking to him to quietly for me to hear over the voices of my sisters. Rosemary held me in her arms as we walked with the others. Preparing to find some unfortunate humans to feast on in the jungle.
“Rosemary, do you know who daddy is going to have help us?” I asked.
“I do,” she said.
I like Rosemary, she is one of my favorite sisters. She looks after me a lot.
“Who are they? How will they help us?” I asked.
“If father wished you to know he would have just told you and the others,” she said.
“You know what he plans, I know you do. Father trusts you to tell all his plans. Why won't he tell me his secrets, I am his son you know,” I said feeling pouty.
“Stop that now Matthew. You are still young and growing. When you reach maturity father will let you take a more active role. You are very important to his plans you know. He just wants you to enjoy what little child hood you will have before you take the responsibilities me and the others have,” she said.
I sensed she was being honest.
“Okay, when I grow older....do you think I could use my power to fill the world with love? Maybe that's what daddy wants me to do, use my power to fill the world with love.”
Rosemary sighed. “I am afraid not even your power can change the heart of the world little brother. Father's plans for you are more practical. You will find out soon enough.”

Matthew P.O.V
A few days later, Volturi attacked and I was never finding out what daddy's plan for me is being.
Daddy had so many plans, he thought he had all time in world, but he never got to see them throughs.
None of us did.
Is this why daddy wanted Rosemary to protect me? So when and if something happen to him I take overs? Was he wanting me to carry on his legacy?
Should I carry on legacy?
“Matthew? What is wrong?” Leah asked.
I look at Leah and Fred-Fred, they are being very worried now.
Daddy say vampires and humans are flowed. He is saying we hybrids take over. In old days me think he right. But now me think he may be little bit wrong.
If humans and vampires are being weak then why Leah love me when she has every reason to hate me? Why Fred live with us and drink animal blood when he have every reason to want to kill us so he have land to himself and continue drinking humans.
Yet here they are being with Matthew, loving me's and protecting me's from the world.
Maybe daddy spent too much time looking at bad side of world and not enough looking for good. Maybe to change world I need not do it like daddy, he say there be one person either human or vampire who change the world. Why can't me's be one hybrid?
What if here and now me make world a better place, by showing other wolfies and vampires that peace and cohabitation is possible. If we cohabit with one another then we can live with humans to.
Me smile at them and hand Fred-Fred DVD. “Nothing, Matthew just thinking too hard.”
They looked at one another and me is knowing they not believe me's, but they not say anything.
We watch movie and me very cozy sitting between Leah and Fred-Fred.
Me know daddy wrong now. It true, humans, vampires, werewolves, none of them perfect. There are being many things wrong with people of all sorts, but although we may be having different idea's and customs in the end it not matter. We still people, we still love and hate and live and die and think and feel.
I have seen the strings of the world; I have seen the delicate colors of every emotion man or beast can feel. Maybe daddy right, maybe man kills self in end, maybe man learn better and make friends. Maybe in order to understand peace we must understand one another, see things from others point of view. Leah supposed to hunt vampires, Fred-Fred supposed to eat humans. But they chose different, they understand like I do that the world is a point of view, they understand good and evil not as easily seen.
I have seen good and evil in many forms, I know this, what we do is a very good thing. It fill me with hope (which is a golden yellow) that one day all people live, love and laugh with one another.
Maybe in order for us all to make world better place we be learning to love each other, no matter how different we being.

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