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Focused Madness
Chapter 18

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Leah P.O.V
“Are you sure you want to return Leah?” Jake asked.
“I am sure Jake. Time for me to come home.”
“You know Sam will raise a fuss,” he said.
“Sam can kiss my ass. If he tries to hurt Matthew I won't hesitate to stop him this time,” I said.
Jake was silent on the phone. “You have changed Leah. I can hear the seriousness in your voice. Would you really fight Sam over Matthew after what happened last time?”
“Yes, I haven't come this far to lose Matthew to Sam's wrath Jake. Sam will either accept him or back the fuck off and you can tell everyone I said that.”
“Wow, I thought mother hood was supposed to soften you.”
“It can also harden you Jake. You can be all smiles and laughs outside but when someone threatens your kid the claws can come out.”
He whistled. “Domestic life suits you Leah.”
“Blow me.”
He laughed. “Glad to see you haven't changed to much Leah. I will inform everyone of your return.”
“I'm calling mom and Seth next.”
“Okay, I will call Sam and tell him the news.”
“I have already called Carlisle and told him. Once I settle things up here I will drive back down to Forks.”
“You sure you want to leave?”
“I would like to stay longer but Matthew is still aging too quickly for me to use the whole hormonal imbalance excuse. Besides, I figure we can live in the Cullen's house when they leave.”
Jake was silent on the phone for a moment. “Yeah, that will be soon.”
“Sorry Jake, I know it will be tough on you.”
“Yeah. I decided to stay when they leave.”
“You have?” I asked surprised.
“She may be my imprint but they are her family. I can't just follow them around taking all her time from them. Besides I won't just drop the pack, not after all these years of building it back up.”
“Will there still be a spot waiting for me when I come back?” I asked.
“Of course. I didn't think you missed being in a pack.”
“Don't get me wrong, the privacy has been a blessing, but it is also kind of lonely. I miss running with other wolves and patrolling. I run with Fred and Matthew but it’s not the same.”
“So Fred will be living with you too?”
“Of course. He is a member of this family to you know. He has been a great help.”
“I am glad. Nessie will be glad to see Matthew, wait until you see how much she has grown up,” he said with pride.
“Does she know you won't be going with her when you leave?” I asked.
“No. I am waiting to tell her. I know she will be heartbroken, I will miss her, and I will visit her of course. But I have too many responsibilities here; I can't just drop them all.”
“Glad to see one man can imprint and not just do a one eighty on everyone,” I muttered.
He laughed. “Yeah. Well, I got to go, I will see you soon Leah.”
“See you soon.”
I hanged up and sighed. Time for the next call.
I had already called Carlisle and talked to him. He is happy to hear we will be returning. He already confirmed they can only stay one more year then they will be leaving. They just can't hide it anymore.
I dialed the house and hoped mom and Seth would be home. Four rings and someone picked up.
“Hello?”
“Mom?”
“Leah, sweetie how are you sweetie?” she asked.
I had stayed in touch with mom and Seth all these years. It was not easy, all the birthdays, and other holidays I missed. I sent them mail and cards but I still missed celebrating with them. The holidays got really emotional because mom tried so hard to convince me to come back.
“Good, hey is Seth there?”
“Yes.”
“Get him would you.”
“Sure. Seth!” she called.
I waited a moment and heard Seth move in the living room. “What is it?” he asked.
“It's Leah,” mom said.
“Hey sis,”
“Hey. Listen, I got some good news.” I took a deep breath. “I am coming back to La Push.”
For a few seconds there was nothing. Then the phone erupted in cries of joy.
“Oh my god really?” mom asked and I could hear the tears running down her eyes. Seth I could hear jumping up and down in the back ground.
“Yes. We should be back sometime this month.” I winced knowing she would notice the we part.
“We?”
“Yes. Me, Matthew, and Fred,”
There was silence.
“Leah you cannot bring that boy back here,” mom said seriously.
“Yeah mom like I am actually going to bring Matthew to La Push,” I said rolling my eyes.
“Leah Sam will try to kill him and you will leave again!”
“Sam isn't going to do a damn thing mom. I am moving back with Matthew and Fred and we are going to live together.”
“What?! Where are you going to live? Not La Push.”
“No, as you know the Cullen's will be leaving soon. When they move we will move into their house.”
“Leah.”
“Look I am tired of running, I miss you, I miss Seth, I miss my friends I miss my home. What happened was unfortunate but who the fuck thought it was a good idea to bring humans to a game involving vampires? Not mine. Sam was as much fault as were we and I am not going to let Matthew suffer anymore because we fucked up and his daddy happens to be a psychopathic, raping piece of shit who thought he was some kind of god and filled his kids heads with a bunch of bullshit!”
I took a deep breath and composed myself.
“Matthew is older now; he has better control of his instincts. He is actually saying I instead of me now. This is how it is going to be mom.”
“Then why don't you just give him to the Cullen's when they leave?”
“Because...I don't want to let him go mom.”
“Leah?”
“I know this sounds crazy, but I love him. Not imprint love, thank god. But I have fed him, I cook him good, I hunt animals with him, I have helped him learn to read and write, every night we sit down and watch TV, I read him the same stories you and dad told me when I was a kid, I play with him, I protect him. I can't leave him. The idea hurts too much.”
I wiped the lone tear from my eye.
“He is mine now mom, mine to love, mine to protect. Sam and the others will have to accept that. Jake does, he's all for me coming back.”
“Leah what about your life? You can't raise a hybrid and have a normal life.”
“I'm a werewolf mom, I can't ever be normal. And I am okay with that now, the life I have with Matthew and Fred is good, no great. I have a job now. I work five days a week at a little shop. Fred stays behind and watches him for me. He can protect him and us because of his gift.”
“Leah...you haven't slept with him have you?” she asked a fearful note in her voice.
“For god's sake mom no!” I said blushing. Christ you sleep with one vampire then they think you sleep with them all!
“Well, after that Nahuel I was worrying you had a fetish or something.”
“Please don't say fetish.”
No one should ever hear their parent say fetish. The fact they know what it means opens a whole can of worms you do not even want to think about.
“Seth, your quiet, what do you think?” I asked.
“I just want you back Leah, if that means I have to accept Matthew and Fred I'm all for it, I met Fred, he's cool, and Matthew is awesome. As long as you are home I will be happy.”
“Thanks bro. Mom?”
I heard her sigh. “Aw to hell with it, get your ass back here young lady and bring those cold one's with you. I don't care; I just want you back in my arms again.”
“Thanks mom,” I said.
“Don't thank me yet, when Sam finds out he is going to throw a fit.”
“Well tough, he can't come near Matthew, not with Fred around. I wouldn't be surprised if Sam knows by now, Jake said he would be making some calls.”
“Sweet lord when the elders find out. Don't worry baby, I will do what I can to smooth things over. I may not care much for them but if they make you happy then I will suck it up.”
“Thanks mom.”
We talked for a little while longer and then we hanged up. I put the phone down and sighed.
“So how did it go?” Fred asked.
I looked and saw he was leaning in the doorway. He wore a pair of tight fitting jeans and a white button up shirt that brought out the yellow in his hair and eyes. He had his arms crossed and I could not help but look at the muscles that tightened as he stood there.
I looked at him for a second, admiring the view. Ever since we got things out in the open between us something had changed between us. I was looking at him more, watching him, observing him. I caught him looking sometimes too.
It was like knowing he liked me too was waking things up in me. Primal things, needful things, womanly things. I did the best I could to control myself. God knows I do not want him to smell the lust coming from me like I was some bitch in heat.
I was also more worried about Matthew. Him and his damn soft pink. If he saw the feelings going on between me and Fred he might take them the wrong way.
“Good. Mom took some persuading but I convinced her in the end. I imagine Sam is having a major shit fit right now.”
He walked over and gently picked up my feet and sat down, and then he placed my feet on his lap. I shivered because of how cold he was. Then to my utter amazement he began to give me a foot massage.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Are you uncomfortable?” he asked.
“No, it feels great. But why are you rubbing my feet?” I narrowed my eyes at him. “You aren't one of those perverts who have a thing for feet are you?”
He laughed. “No, you just look real tired right now Leah. Carlisle taught me massage techniques for examining muscle tension and discomfort. I figured you could use a good foot rub. You work so hard and now you are stressing about the move.”
“I am not stressing.”
He gave me a look and a raised eyebrow.
“Alright maybe I am a little.”
“Are you having doubts?”
“No, but this whole thing is stupid. It happened two years ago, what’s the point of hunting Matthew now?”
I sighed in relief as his cold fingers worked their magic.
“Damn, if I knew you were this good I would have had you do it ages ago.”
He chuckled.
I was really enjoying the massage. The feeling of his ice cold fingers smoothing out my muscles made these little shivers run down my legs. It was very intimate, but I was enjoying it.
“So when do you want to leave?” he asked.
“A few weeks, I have to let work know I am quitting and then we have to tell Lance we are moving,” I said.
“It will be nice to go back to Forks,” he said.
“You liked Forks?”
“Yeah. It was quiet.”
“What about all the rain?”
“I like rain.”
“You do?”
“Oh yeah. I like the way it sounds when it hits the earth, it's very soothing.”
“Yeah, I know what you mean.”
We sat there, in comfortable silence. Him rubbing my feet and me just laying there enjoying the feeling. I was glad we were going back, no more hiding, no more fear we would be discovered. The past two years had been good for me; it had taught me many things. I knew there was still a possibility it could all go south, but right now I don't care.

Matthew P.O.V
I sat on the stairs watching Leah and Fred.
I smiled seeing the soft pink colors of affection and comfort. Talking about their feelings seemed to cause a reaction that made the feelings enhanced. Like shining more sunlight on a flower to grow.
We were all happy. The house was bright with the colors of our happiness. We were like our own little sun. Soon we would go back to Forks and live there and Leah can visit her family and we will be safe from the wolves because with Fred and with my help they won't be able to come near us.
I have not done anything to make Leah and Fred love one another more. It has been tempting. But I will not manipulate them like that.
It will happen, I can see it. Then Leah will phase and live forever and we can all be together forever as a family.
And none of us will ever be alone ever again.

Alice P.O.V
Carlisle had already told us the great news. Leah and Matthew were coming back to Washington.
We were all happy to hear this, Leah kept in touch with us, but she never told us where she was hiding. I had a pretty good idea where they were. All I had to do was try and see areas that were blind spots in my vision.
Nessie was happy when we told her, she was two years and some months but she look like she was four or five now. “Matthew is coming, Matthew is coming!” she said dancing around.
Everyone was happy our friends were coming back. I wish I could say I was as happy. But there was a sense of unease in my heart. Like something or someone was whispering something urgent into my ear so low I could not hear them.
It got to the point where I went to my room to contemplate the reason for this feeling.
“Alice, what is wrong?” Jasper asked me.
I was pacing around the room and Jasper stood by watching me.
“I don't know. Ever since Carlisle told us that they were coming home I feel like...like something is going to happen, something I should know but I don't know what. It's driving me crazy!”
“Could it be your power trying to warn you of something?” he asked.
“It must be, but I don't know why I can't see anything. It can't be Leah or Matthew, I don't get nothing form them. So why am I feeling this way?”
A wave of peace and calm gently filled me. I stopped my pacing and stood there. Jasper walked up behind me and wrapped me in his arms. “Relax; maybe you are just worried about the wolves starting problems.”
I sighed. “Maybe your right Jazz. But I feel like I gave forgotten something important. Something that has to do with Leah and Matthew. I just wish I knew what.”

Fred P.O.V
“Well you ready to fold yet Fred-Fred?” Matthew asked with a smug smile.
“I am not ready to fold yet kid,” I said.
“Boys,” Leah said rolling her eyes.
We were all playing a game of cards. I had been really good at cards as a human; my father taught me everything I know. He was a professional player when he was younger. I had been teaching Matthew what I know, he learned quickly, and then again he learned everything quick. It was scary how quickly hybrids mentally matured. Matthew looked like he was ten but he was already reading college level books and knew how to do advanced geometry (Though he did not like it)
The problem when it came to playing cards with Matthew was he could read my aura and know if I was bluffing or not. I tried using my power to make it hard for him to read me but he still was a tough little bugger to beat.
We had been playing for over an hour now, Matthew won five games, I won two.
I raised my power a little and Leah and Matthew winced. I looked at my cards and saw I had three kings. I smiled and put them on the table.
Matthew smiled and showed his hand, all aces.
I groaned in defeat.
“You did good Fred-Fred, I almost couldn't see the sense of victory you had when you got your cards.”
“What color is victory?” I asked.
“Vermillion,” he said smugly.
“I never liked that color,” I muttered.
“Yay! Matthew is card king!” Matthew said throwing his hands up in the air.
The sound of thunder could be heard; soon the sound of raid drops hitting the house could be heard. For a human it might not be heard, but for me it was like rocks hitting the house.
“Ohhh, it's raining, it's pouring, the old man is snoring,” Matthew sang, “can we go play outside?”
“It's raining,” Leah said.
“So, you and I run hot and Fred-Fred not bothered by cold, please Leah, let’s go play in the rain?” he begged her.
“No,” she said firmly, “we will get all muddy and wet.”
“But that is the point, when was the last time you played in the rain Leah, please?” he begged.
He gave her those wide coffee brown eyes and I knew she would fold. She tried to look away but it was like he was a magnet, every time she looked I saw her resolve crumble.
“Fine, we will go out and play in the rain,” she said.
Matthew threw his hands up in the air and made a “yippee.” and went running upstairs to go get his rain cloth's on.
Leah sighed and looked at me and smiled. “Feel like getting wet?” she asked.
“Sure, I told you I like the rain. You ever try running as fast as you can when it rains?”
“No, are eyes can get hurt by the drops hitting our eyes if we run to fast,” she said.
“Well it's amazing, when you run at full speed it's like the water drops float in the air,” I said.
“Sounds neat.”
“It is. Being a vampire can be real fun, now that I don't have to eat humans it is even more fun.”
Matthew appeared wearing a pair of yellow rain boots, a yellow rain coat with the hood pulled up. “Come on Leah and Fred-Fred, let’s go!”
“We're coming,” I said getting up.
We locked up the house. Leah and I did not bother putting rain cloth's on. Before we left Leah put a pair of towels on the front porch for us so when we got back we wouldn't track water into the house.
We followed Matthew as he danced in the rain. We weren't worried about being seen, no one in their right mind would be caught in this rain. We walked into the woods, Matthew sang and danced and we followed him. Whenever he saw a puddle he would stomp on it sending water flying high into the air.
It was amazing to see him take such delight in such simple thing. I tried to remember if I was like that as a child, but those memories had already begun to fade by time and the burning fire of the venom made them seem like shadows in the mist. From what I could understand I was quieter and tamer than most kids, but I had my moments when I could entertain myself with the most mundane things.
“Let's play hide and seem in the rain!” Matthew said. “I will hide and you will both seek. Count to one hundred!”
Before we could say yes he ran off into the woods. We counted to one hundred and began to sniff him out; it wasn't easy because the rain was quickly washing away his scent.
All I needed was to find his heart beat. Thirty minutes later we heard the sound of his heart. We snuck around and saw his yellow coat. But something was off. The coat was too still, the heart beat was coming from close, real close.
I was about to tell Leah but before I could she sprang forward at the coat. “Got you,” she said.
She grabbed the coat and found it was just a coat and a pair of boots propped up with sticks.
“Oh that sneaky little-”
Before she could finish a giant glob of mud came shooting from the trees and hit her in the back. Matthew came walking out of the woods, his hands covered in muck and he was completely drenched in water. A look of absolute mirth was on his face, his eyes twinkled with mischief.
“Surprise Leah,” he said.
Leah turned around, her eyes narrowed on him. “You will pay for that.”
She dropped the coat and reached down grabbing as much mud as she could and tossed it at Matthew. He dodged it and soon he and Leah were tossing mud balls at one another.
“Come on Fred-Fred, come play,” Matthew said.
I shook my head. “I'll let you two goof off. Someone has to be mature here.”
Leah and Matthew looked at one another with a raised eyebrow. Then they turned to me and pulled their arms back and soon my face was struck by two globs of mud.
I wiped the mud out of my face and sighed. “On the other hand.”
I moved at full speed. I grabbed two hand fulls of mud and tossed them at Leah and Matthew. For over an hour we laughed and played, tossing mud and muck at one another and laughing like we were kids.
By the time we got home it was dark and we were all covered in wet earth. We washed ourselves off in the rain and grabbed the towels Leah had placed on the front porch for us. After we were all dry we walked into the house.
“That was fun!” Matthew said.
“It sure was, you little ninja you,” Leah smiled at him.
“I fooled you both didn't I?”
“You sure did,” Leah said, “let's go get you washed up.”
She took him upstairs to get him washed. He may look ten but he still liked to have Leah help wash him from time to time. We have been trying to ween him of that. I had to wonder if Matthew would ever fully heal from his mental trauma, would he still be like a child even when he reached full maturity?
Jane's power was supposed to be like the fire we feel when we are being turned; I shudder at the thought of her power magnified. Just thinking about that monster makes a streak of anger run through me. I know what she did to Bree, how she tortured her with her power. Now without even meaning to, she hurts another I care for. Because of her Matthew may never have the mentality of an adult.
He was smart, but he still acted like a child. All because of Jane. I know one thing is for sure, if the Cullen's even fight the Volturi I will be more than happy to help them, and Jane will be my number one priority.
I locked the door and went upstairs to get a shower. I could hear Leah in the bathroom down the hall with Matthew. I went into my room real quick and grabbed a fresh pair of cloths and went into the unoccupied bathroom. I was just as dirty and I figured I would grab a quick shower while Leah was helping Matthew.
I wish I had enough sense to lock the door.

Leah P.O.V
“Are you sure?” I asked him.
“Yes Leah,” Matthew said. “I am a big boy now, I don't need you to help me wash.”
I sat his cloth's down on the counter. “Okay, I will leave you to it.”
“You should go get a shower to Leah, you are dirty,” he said.
It was true, I was covered in as much muck as he was. “I will, if you need any help call okay?”
“Okay.”
I turned and walked out, closing the door as I left. I heard him turn the water on and heard him humming a song. Satisfied he was alright I walked into my room and grabbed some clean clothes and headed for the other bathroom at the end of the hall. I wish I had enough sense to knock first, because I hadn't considered the possibility someone was in it.
I mean I didn't hear anyone inside, I didn't see light shining through the cracks of the door. I smelled Fred's scent but I figured he was changing in his room, which was right next to the other bathroom.
I opened the door and saw Fred was in the bathroom. Had I been human I might now have seen as much as I did. But we wolves have a real good night vision which right now was a bit of a double edged sword.
Fred was in the bathroom, he had his shirt off and was pulling down his paints. With my enhanced vision I saw every little detail of freaky Fred. He was pale, which was expected for a vampire, he was well muscled all over. I had seen him without a shirt before and know he was well muscled. He told me he had worked out before he was turned to add some muscle to his frame.
But now that I was seeing the whole package I really saw how muscled he was. He had muscles everywhere. More than Edward and Jasper, but not as much as Emmett. He was well proportioned everywhere, and I do mean everywhere.
I should have closed the door or closed my eyes but it was like I was mesmerized. He was one of the most beautiful men I have ever met in my life, and that was when he was clothed, but without cloth's, when I could see the perfection he had enhanced by the venom he was truly beautiful.
He was one of those men you thought were tall but lanky until he lost the cloths and you saw how well muscled he was.
Little beads of water were running down his chest, stomach and certain other parts, a result from the wet cloths. He had laid a towel down on the floor to put the wet clothes on.
Just when I began to wonder why he hadn't noticed me his head snapped up, his eyes went wide and in less than a second he had a towel wrapped around his waist, depriving my eyes of the wonderful sight of his naked body.
“Leah!” he shouted.
I closed the door, the very vivid memory of his wonderful naked body was having very tingly affects on my body. Two years I have gone without sex and now here I am all horny again. I blame Nahuel, good sex has a bad affect on the libido.
“I am so sorry, I didn't think you were in there!”
“I thought you would be cleaning Matthew!” I heard him shout.
“He wanted to clean himself this time, he's going through the big boy phase.”
“The what?”
“You know, the thing kids go through when they want to show how grown up they,” I explained to the door.
He was quit for a while, I was about to leave when he said through the door.
“How much did you see?” he asked.
“....Everything,” I whispered.
More quiet this time.
“By everything you mean?”
“You're freaky Fred? Yep.”
I heard him choke on a laugh. “My freaky Fred?”
“Well you are well endowed.”
There was another longer awkward silence. “I have never been seen naked by a girl before,” he said.
“Was it good for you to?” I asked lightly trying to make fun of the situation.
He said nothing. I remembered who I was dealing with and realized I may have gone a tad too far in saying that.
“Leah I am done!” I heard Matthew say excitedly from the bathroom.
“Coming,” I called.
“Well, um....sorry for rushing in,” I said.
“Sorry for not locking the door,” he said.
I walked back down the hall to Matthew's bathroom. I opened the door and found he had already put his clean clothes on.
“Leah I cleaned myself, I-” he stopped when he saw me. I cursed myself a fool. His fucking empath powers would tell him something was up.
“Leah? What’s wrong?” he asked.
“Nothing. Go, I need a shower.”
“What about the other one?”
“Fred is using it,” I said.
I grabbed his shoulder gently and led him out of the bathroom. “Leah what is wrong? Why are you having swirl of dark and soft pink?”
“Matthew go!” I snapped.
He flinched and I felt bad for snapping at him. I sighed and pushed the shame away. I gave him a smile and calmly spoke.
“I am fine, now I really need to get a shower. And if you see Fred don't say anything to him about my colors or ask him about any colors you might see whirling around him okay?”
He leaned forward and whispered. “Did you and Fred-Fred have an embarrassing moment like people on TV?” he asked.
I decided to just say yes, no point in lying to him. “Yes, but that is all I will say, don't be asking anymore about it okay?”
“Okay Leah. I will go in my room and mind my own business.”
“Thank you.”
He pecked me on the cheek and left me to go into his room. I closed the door and sighed. I undressed and got in the shower. I turned the water on hot and began to wash the muck from my skin.
My thoughts turned to Fred, no matter how hard I tried the memory of him naked and so exposed was like fire. I could not help but remember.
God damn vampires! Why did they have to be so fucking good looking! I mean super-strength, super-speed, immortality, but no they also had to be so fucking beautiful.
I remembered how his chest was covered in mud and water, with his tall body and muscles he looked like a well groomed wild man.
A sigh escaped my body and I turned the water all the way to cold. But even that could not temper the fire that now raged inside me. I was a mother, a wolf, a worker at a grocery store, a native girl in self-exile, a protector. But none of these things helped keep my bed warm.
How many times did I cuddle with my pillow? How many times did I cuddle with Matthew? He still had real bad dreams of wonder bitch, Jane's power and needed someone to sleep with him to help keep the nightmares at bay.
What can I say, I like to cuddle.
I miss having a man with his arms wrapped around me, I miss hearing the sounds of a heart beat under my ear after I wake up to find myself using someone's chest as a pillow. I miss the warmth and the comfort of sharing a bed with a lover, not someone you consider a kid.
Taking care of Matthew these last two years had helped me keep all those feelings at bay. Even when the neighbors who took an interest in me tried to flirt I never had such a reaction to them. Many of them were good looking, or had good personalities. But the idea of being in a serious relationship with a human seemed to farfetched and risky.
But Fred was breaking down the dam where I kept all my womanly needs from the purely lustful to the need for a man to hold and cuddle. Was it because I had gotten to know him and shared with him my thoughts and feelings? Or was it simply the power of his vampire looks getting to me?
I had formed a bridge with him formed on trust, friendship, and pain. The pain we both know so well. The pain of losing a loved one, the pain of fear and uncertainty when you are alone in a hostile word with no one to back you up.
But in making this bridge had I left myself open to an invasion by a friendly force?
My body shuddered as my hands progressed down. Thinking about Fred made all kinds of fantasies running in my head. I imagined myself kissing that wonderful abs, running my fingers down them, remembering the feel of those cold hard muscles on my fingertips.
Things began to progress from there, the fantasy became more heated, more sensual. I cursed my body for turning on me now, things were just getting back to normal between me and Fred after Matthew went and opened that can of worms.
But now that I had seen the Fred beneath all that clothing, when we talked and I learned I was the first lucky one to see him naked and commented on that third leg of his. When I inadvertently let him know how much I enjoyed seeing him naked.
I know that there was no amount of time that could heal this wonderful wound. I knew that things would be very different now between us.
I growled low in my throat and decided to take care of the frustration my body now felt. I would have to wash myself thoroughly to make sure neither Fred nor Matthew could smell the scent of my release. There had been enough embarrassment to last a life time tonight.

Fred P.O.V
I always wondered how it was possible for a male vampire to get an erection without blood?
As me and Leah talked and she complemented my size I was shocked and horrified to find myself growing aroused.
I had been horrified and embarrassed at first but as Leah talked and I smelled the slight arousal wafting from the door I could not stop my body from reacting.
The idea that she liked what she saw caused a small form of pleasure to leak into the shock and embarrassment. I had been so quiet during our talk because I was trying to compose myself.
Luckily Matthew had announced he was done with his shower and Leah left. I breathed a sigh of relief. Her scent lingered though, a phantom reminder of how close and intimate we had just been.
I should have locked the door or turned the light on, surely if I had done that Leah would have figured I was in here when she saw the lights leaking from the cracks of the door.
I didn't have the lights on because vampires have excellent night vision. To me light and darkness were one in the same. I hardly ever used the lights because for me it was pointless. But I should have had the common sense to lock the door, I thought she would be helping Matthew clean himself, but why didn't I hear her coming?
The sound of her heart beat should have warned me, why hadn't I noticed it?
Now things would be more awkward then ever between us. How could I look her in the face knowing she had seen my most bare essentials?
I had turned the water all the way cold and did not even shiver. My body was still hard, I could still smell her scent, her arousal and I growled in my throat. It had been a long time since I had gave me release, but in the absence of anything else what else could I do?

Matthew P.O.V
I sat on my bed and smiled. I could sense dark pink coming from both Leah and Fred-Fred. My plan was working.
I knew Fred-Fred would be in other shower, I sensed him. Leah and he forget I can sense people when they are close enough, I sense Fred-Fred move from down stairs to up. Me know it time, this good opportunity. I hate to be sneaky with them but I need them to be together.
Using my power I made Fred unaware to his surroundings, I weave threads of ignorance and neglect around him. Then I told Leah I can wash myself. I prefer having Leah with me when I wash but I am fully capable of it.
I just like to me they think I am more dependent on them then I am. They forget I was living all by myself for a long time before they find me.
Leah leave and I listened closely, but I need not hear what happens when I sense it. I laugh quietly to myself as I sense their embarrassment and their desire.
Me not proud he manipulate them like this, but it only way we be happy together forever. Me and Fred never age, Leah only age when she wants. I don't want her to age, I want her to stay with us forever. If she and Fred give into their desires then she will stay immortal and we can all live together forever.
Me think about Leah growing old and wrinkly, her lovely black hair turning white and silver with time and one day her body giving in to death. That gives Matthew horrible feeling in his heart. The idea of watching her slowly die makes me so sad.
These little tricks I am pulling on them is taking longer than it would if I use power on Leah and Fred-Fred, but me would never do that to them. Why make them love one another when I can make it happen naturally.
Who knows, by the time we return to Forks Leah and Fred may already be together. Life is good for me now, we will return to our friends in Forks, Leah can see her friends and family and her and Fred-Fred and me can spend our lives as a family. Big brother Nahuel and his aunt can come and visit us and we can have family picnics and celebrate holidays together.
I laid down and covered myself with the blankets on my bed. I am feeling tired now, lots of fun with Fred-Fred and Leah in the woods and rain to. So tired now. Me go to sleep.

Matthew's dream
I dream I am walking through the jungle, it is day and the air is very humid and I can hear the distant sounds of animals. The jungle is louder during the night, when the predators are running wild and looking for prey.
I came across a large stream, I lean down and take a sip from it. I look in my reflection and see I am not alone. There is a familiar girl with me, she wears a white dress and has long black curly hair and skin a little lighter than mine. She smiles at me and I look up at her.
“Morphia?” I ask.
“Hello Matthew.” she bent down and kissed me on the cheek. “I missed you.”
“Morphia, you have gotten taller,” I said.
“I grow very quickly Matthew.”
“I do to,” I said.
She smiled. “I can't wait to meet you Matthew, the others talk about you so much, and we are all excited to meet you. And when you come back to us everyone will be happy and we will be whole.”
“What do you mean?” I ask.
She smiled. “You will see soon Matthew.”
She disappeared from where she stood and I wonder what she meant. Then I decide to swim in the river like I did when I was younger and soon I forgot all about Morphia and her words. After all it was just a dream, right?

Joham P.O.V
“Father, I have prepared the others,” Seraphina said.
I looked up at her from my desk. “Good, when will you reach Priddis?” I asked.
“Late tomorrow night, after we acquire Matthew we will sneak him onto the private jet, which will fly us back here. Hypnia will keep him sedated the entire time so he does not cause a problem.”
“Very well done Seraphina, will you take Brand with you? I know she has been dying to prove her worth,” I said.
“No, she will remain here and continue her studies, her father spoils her to much,” she said with a frown.
“You cannot blame him, he never thought he would have a child, none of us did, until I learned the secret,” I said.
“Father, if Matthew proves to be difficult what will we do?”
“What do you mean?”
“According to what Morphia has learned Matthew has developed strong attachments to this Leah and Fred. He may seek to return to them when he finds where he is.”
“Yes, I have considered that possibility. I do not blame him for wanting to return, they are his coven now. But I am his father and I will reclaim what is mine. If he proves to be too fond of them then we will have Rosemary modify his memory, it would not be the first time we have had to do it.”
“As you wish father.”
She turned and left leaving me to my thoughts. Things were coming together, soon the army made from my seed would be ready, with Matthew on our side our power will be magnified beyond comparison and we will strike back at the Volturi for what they did and just as they usurped the Romanians they too will be replaced by a new power.
Me.

Fusedtwilight: Next chapter Fred and Leah have a lot of tension to deal with and Matthew's family come to claim him. Will Leah be able to protect Matthew or will she lose him forever?
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