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Heaven's Done Falling	By : caughtinthestorm Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 15518 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter Two

Edward’s POV

The feel of her warm breath against my cold neck and ear was enough to drive me crazy. When Bella was around me all sense of what’s right and what’s wrong seemed to go out the window. She pushed me to limits that seemed as if they may be impossible for me not to exceed. For her own good I had promised myself that nothing would happen between us until after we were married, until after she was changed. It was too dangerous and I spent the better half of my time protecting her from monsters like myself; when I wasn’t protecting her from herself that is. And yet here she was, unknowingly, tempting me and my word.

As I carried her up to my room she planted feathery soft kissed along my jaw and face. She really didn’t know how much I wanted to push our relationship beyond infuriating kisses, she didn’t know that all I wanted was to lie her down and show her the many pleasures a man and a woman could share. I closed my eyes, needing to clear the risky thoughts that were crowding my head. How was I going to resist her sweet suggestions of intimacy? She meant no harm and her needs were perfectly human. I on the other hand wasn’t human and couldn’t trust my own actions. I counted as slowly as possible to ten and then proceeded through the door. The thought of not being with her every night tore at my non-beating heart and the thought that perhaps I should stop my nightly routine passed quickly through my mind.

My family didn’t make things any easier. Many times I had taken my sexual frustration out on them and it seemed that they were thinking along the same lines as Bella. Even now, far away from the house, Alice and Jasper were thinking and talking about our relationship in a most frustrating fashion.

He just needs to realize that he’s not going to break her, Alice thought restlessly to herself. The agitation in her thoughts threw me off. Had Alice and Bella been talking about our relationship? Did she know something that I didn’t?

Edward’s always been stubborn, but I’ve never seen him act so ridiculously. What could possibly go wrong? He won’t eat her, or maybe he will, and they’ll both be satisfied. Jasper grumbled to himself. I knew that with his last thought there would be a cheeky grin spread across his idiotic face.

He wouldn’t be as grumpy either. Emmett would keel over if they did it! There would be no end to his sarcasm. Alice was giggling, she had to be giggling, and I scowled.

“What’s wrong, Edward?” Bella’s beautiful voice broke through my thoughts and I smiled down at her.

“It’s nothing, love, I was just thinking about Alice and Jasper.” I placed her on the bed and took a seat beside her.

“What about them?” Her curiosity was evident, but I shook my head and kissed the tip of her nose softly.

“Honestly it’s nothing, I was just prying.” I didn’t add that their thoughts were about our relationship and what a grouch I was. I didn’t need Alice’s thoughts to tell me how Emmett would react to my sex life. If he found out, and I knew he would from people unnamed, he would never let me live it down. It really was inevitable, I just hadn’t thought out a solution to that future problem yet. Emmett really was a pain in the derrière when he wanted to be and I was one hundred percent sure this was a time when he would want to be.

“You seem unhappy about their thoughts,” Bella said quietly.

“It’s nothing, promise.” I felt bad for keeping this from her. It really was silly to hide it, but I knew Bella better then she thought and I knew that she would try and use this against me. She’d tried to convince me that it was alright for me to take her innocence; that it was alright and she trusted me. I suddenly had a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Because I knew that it wasn’t alright and that she wouldn’t be safe. I knew that I was the monster.

Bella’s POV

“Edward, I need a few human moments. I’ll be back as soon as I can.” I searched my belongings and pulled out my bathroom bag. I ducked out of Edward’s room with my pajamas draped over my arm and made off into the bathroom. Though pink wasn’t my favorite color I put on the pajama set, only one of the many Alice has bought me, and looked at myself in the mirror. The pants were made of a warm flannel material with cute cuddly polar bears printed on them. The top was a plain tank-top that was the same pale pink as the bottoms. I assessed my appearance and was surprised that the color looked nice against my pale skin.

I unraveled my braid and pulled my brush quickly through the long brown mass of my hair. It hung around me in a wavy thick curtain almost to my waist. Brushing my teeth and washing my face were the last tasks that needed to be done and then I was on my way back to Edward’s room. I opened the door and proceeded carefully into the twilight. Edward lay propped against the pillows of his bed. His naked chest was pale in the darkness and I was surprised that he was waiting under to covers for me to join him. Normally his fear of chilling me made him lay on top of the blankets and as I neared enough to slide under the covers I wondered if he was completely naked.

Cautiously I lifted the blankets and peeked slyly at his lower half. He seemed not to notice my investigation and motioned for me to slide in beside him. Blushing, I slipped under the blankets. Without a word he positioned himself so that he was spooning my back and we were both looking out of the bedroom windows into the wet night. Rain pounded heavily against the glass panes causing quiet pattering noises to fill the silence. Thunder rolled and lightning lit up the angry night sky.

“Tonight would be a good for playing ball.” I murmured thinking about the baseball game I had once witnessed the Cullens play. They had to restrict their games for nights when thunder rumbled so they didn’t cause suspicion with all of the loud noises.

“No, it would be entirely to wet to play right now. You would get soaked and freeze before the game was over. We couldn’t have that.” His lips brushed lightly against the shell of my ear causing a tremor to go through my body. I snuggled closer and closed my eyes.

“Edward, why aren’t Alice and Jasper home yet? What were they thinking about earlier?”

“They’ll be home soon. They wanted to make sure we had a nice evening alone,” he answered simply. His hand snaked around my midsection and he rolled me over to face him. With a smile I leaned forward and brushed my lips against his. He hungrily pressed his frosty lips against mine and I willingly opened my mouth to him. His tongue danced along my lips and slid slowly into my mouth and caressed my own.

I groaned into his mouth, but pulled away reluctantly, “You didn’t tell me what they were thinking.” He lay still for long moments thinking about it. The answers were forming in his head and he was trying to edit them so that he didn’t give away anything away that he didn’t have too. I frowned at him, “Don’t hide things, Edward, I’m sure I can take it.”

“I don’t know if I can take it,” he mumbled so quietly that I barely heard him speak.

“Pretty bad then, is it?”

“Yes, and if I promise to tell you when the time is right, will you please not press it?” He asked hopefully.

“Do you promise you’ll tell me when the time is right?” I insisted dejectedly. My curiosity ate at me, but if Edward thought the time wasn’t right, I would trust him.

“Bella, love, I promise you that I will,” he assured me softly.

“Can you tell me one thing though?”

“Yes, what would that be?” He lifted a brow quizzically and looked at me cautiously.

“Were they thinking about me?” His face fell before he could control it. But, he collected his features and looked at me earnestly.

“Alice and Jasper were thinking about the both of us. They weren’t thinking anything badly; not about you anyways. They were mostly thinking badly about me.”

“Talking badly about you? What ever for?” I asked, knowing that he wasn’t going to give away anymore. He shook his head and ran his hand up my ribcage slowly. I shuddered under his touch and leaned my warm body against him. For months I had been holding back. I wanted to respect his wishes about holding off until we were married, really I did. But some days I found it hard to even look at him and not want him. And here we was, lying pressed against me, half naked, running his hands up my body.

I groaned, pushed his shoulder to roll him onto his back and then shyly climbed on top of him. Normally when I found myself on top of him it was because he’d put me there, not because I climbed onto him. I was, more often than not, too shy to be so brazen. He looked up at me guardedly as I positioned myself over his groin, but he didn’t say anything until I leaned down to place delicate kisses along his collarbone.

“Bella, please, we can’t do this,” he protested, grabbing my shoulders as I moved my mouth timidly down his chest. I looked up into his topaz eyes and saw that he was clearly uncomfortable with my actions.

“We’re not doing anything yet, Edward,” I claimed softly and walked my lips teasingly across his chest to play with one pale nipple. He hissed and pushed me away before I could continue.

“Please, you don’t know what you’re doing,” he said, holding me at arms length.

“No, I don’t know what I’m doing. But at least I’m willing to try!” I exclaimed angrily. My cheeks were bright red from embarrassment.

“I’m not talking about your lack of experience. You don’t understand what you’re doing to yourself. I’ve told you that it’s too dangerous and you provoke me anyways. I’m not so strong as to ward you off forever.” He let his arms relax and I stayed where I was. He pinched the bridge of his nose trying to clear his head.

“Edward, it’ll be alright. You’re not going to kill me.”

“You’ve said it yourself, Bella, you want to do things properly. This isn’t properly at all. After we’re married and you’re changed, things will be fine and it will be safe.” He let his hands fall to his side. He was looking up at me tightly.

I scowled down into his eyes. Inside, my heart felt as if it was breaking. I knew he wasn’t rejecting me completely, but it was hard to convince my heart that it was for my own good. “I was the one who said we should wait. I’m taking it back. I need you, Edward, can’t you see that?”

“Of course I can see that, sweetheart, and I need you too. But I’m afraid for your well being. I want you Bella, but I want you alive.”

I felt the weakness in his argument and I wasn’t sure if I should persevere. I looked down at my hands where they rested on his muscled pale abdomen. His skin was smooth beneath my palms and I slowly slid my hands up his chest, up his neck, and stopped at his face. His expression was stony but I pushed the unease I felt in the pit of my stomach aside. If I could just get him to understand that I loved him and that he wouldn’t hurt me, he wouldn’t hold back anymore. He wouldn’t push me away.

I held his face in my hands and leaned down to kiss him. He didn’t respond to the press of my lips against his. Slowly I began to lose some of my enthusiasm. I was debating pulling away from him. I was deciding whether or not I should just get up and leave him alone. Except his arms lifted and he held me in place with a hand behind my head. I felt his other hand slid up my back and press me more solidly against him and he fed hungrily at my mouth.

He hesitated momentarily and I whispered, “Don’t stop, please, don’t stop.”

Edward’s POV

Alice had had a vision, of that I was sure. Her thoughts raced through her head wildly and I was bombarded by a stampede of encouraging thoughts that I tried to block out. As strong as I was I should have been able to ignore them, but how badly I failed.

Edward, its fine, don’t worry. I wouldn’t tell you it is alright unless it were. I’ve seen it all, don’t mess this up, Alice thought fiercely. I’d known Alice for years and I knew that I could trust her, but what if she was wrong? What if I let myself go and I killed my love, my only reason for living?

Don’t be stupid little brother, take the chance. Ali’s never wrong and you know that. Have faith in yourself. Jasper’s encouragement ripped at the remaining threads of sanity I’d been holding onto right out of my hands.

You’re strong enough to restrain yourself. Oh and we’ll be coming home in a few hours so don’t rush things. Make is special. Silently I cursed Alice’s persistence.

Bella moved on top of me and I felt myself respond to her sweet smelling soft body. She’d pleaded for me not to stop, not to continue the crazy game of innocence. I looked at her uncertainly, but all doubt was thrown out the door when she innocently wiggled her hips to get comfortable. I closed my eyes as she ground herself against my erection and fought a smile when she gasped in response. In a flash I had pushed her back onto the bed and propped myself between her lovely thighs.

Bella’s POV

He ground himself against me and again I gasped at the firmness hidden behind his pajama bottoms. A firm hand slipped under my shirt to caress my breasts tenderly. My small nipples responded to his touch and he ran a thumb repeatedly across the sensitive nubs. He playfully pinched first one and then another and my breath caught in the back at my throat from the rush of pleasure that surged through me. Leisurely he pushed my tank top up and pulled it over my head. One hand slid behind my back to unsnap my bra and toss it aside.

“Bella, my sweet Bella, you are so incredibly beautiful,” He whispered, lowering his head and taking my nipple in his mouth. The coldness of his tongue roaming over my breasts made me shiver underneath him. My hands came up and wove their way through his thick bronze hair, tugging ever so slightly when his teeth grazed sensitive skin.

Still running his tongue over the hard peaks of my breasts he reached beneath himself and undid the tie of my pants. Reluctantly he lifted up and tugged the pink fabric down my hips and tossed it aside.

“Blue looks absolutely incredible on you. You look so sexy.” He groaned and kissed his way from between my breasts to my navel. His tongue swirled around it and trailed lower to my panties. I lay perfectly still as he placed kisses across the satin line at my hips. The only movement I made was when he pulled my underwear from under my bottom.

Carefully he pushed my thighs apart and exposed me to his view. I heard him growl and saw him make as if to lower his face. Quickly I grabbed him and smiled eagerly, “Edward, I’m the only one naked. Let me see you.”

He nodded quickly and leaned back to pushed his own pants and boxers down his pale legs. I gasped at the sight of him hard and ready. He truly was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I reached out and touched him, timid at first, becoming bolder by the second. He was thick and heavy in my hand, the cold shaft’s size really was intimidating and I wondered momentarily if perhaps he were too big for my small body. His eyes had fluttered shut while I touched him for the first time.

“Do you like it?” I wondered out loud.

“Oh, yes,” he murmured through clenched teeth. His eyes were open again and he was looking down at me intimately.

I played for a few moments longer and then he carefully pushed my hands aside and continued with what he had been about to start earlier. He spread my legs and lowered his head between them. His tongue snaked out of his mouth to slowly caress the sensitive folds between my thighs, causing me to shiver in delight. Never in my life had I had a man touch me so personally. His soft licking and sucking became more hungry and fierce as if he were trying to devour me with his chilly mouth. Expertly he swirled his tongue around my clitoris causing me to moan and buck my hips toward his mouth eagerly.

Savoring the new feelings I was experiencing, I completely relaxed against his mouth. My hands absently came up to play with my breasts and I was surprised to hear him moan at my actions, “You make me want to rush through this.” One of his fingers slid gradually into my slick opening, making me cry out in pleasure. I moved my hips again and he took it as an invitation to move the finger in and out in a smooth rhythm. I felt him crook his finger when he entered and it caused me to cry out. It was as if he knew that that one motion was going to cause a better reaction.

“Edward,” I called his name breathlessly. I could feel a new need filling me. A pressure was building in my abdomen that needed to be let go, but how? I moved my body against his face and hand trying to achieve the release my body was crying out for. Sensing my urgency, Edward moved his hand faster making sure that he went as deeply as he could. His mouth played against my pussy lips with the same frantic pace until finally the pleasure bubbled over the top and I was screaming his name into the dark room. He pulled his finger out, licking it clean before running his tongue once last time across my wet opening.

I panted, my chest heaving with the reaction of my body, and Edward drew himself up my body until his was positioned between my legs. I couldn’t form the words to tell him how wonderful that had been before he was positioning himself at my entrance and pushing his way in inch by inch. My body reacted to his instantaneously and my first reaction was to buck towards him. But he was too big and I gasped at the slight pain from stretching to quickly.

“Bella, sweetheart, take it slowly. I’m trying not to lose complete control.” He pushed forward again inch by inch until he was entirely wrapped in my body. The feeling of him pulsing within me made my pussy quiver sporadically. All pain had passed and the feel of him in me made me lose focus of what I had been about to say. I sighed in pleasure when he began moving in and out, the rhythm was upbeat and it caused me to gasp each time he drove himself back in.

His arms wrapped beneath my shoulders, holding me into place as he pounded into me over and over again. He pressed kisses along my collarbone and up the side of my neck until his face was nuzzled against my neck, his nose in my hair. I felt his lips pull back and he grazed his teeth against my throat. A speck of panic blossomed in the pit of my stomach and I stiffened. Sensing that he had scared me, he pulled his face away and looked down into my eyes. I studied his face carefully. There was nothing there that hinted that he was losing control. I relaxed and grinned up into his now serious face.

“It’s alright, sweetie, please don’t,” He had started to slow the pace and I felt as if I were losing him. My body pulsed around him and the thought of him pulling away from me made my breath catch in my throat. Edward nodded and suddenly we were moving across the bed. I found myself perched on top of him and he was the one looking up at me.

“Rock your hips, love,” he murmured feverishly. His hands rested on either side of my waist waiting for me to move. Out of the blue I became very self conscious. I tried covering my body up with my hands, but Edward only chuckled. “You’re beautiful, Bella; don’t ever be ashamed of your body.”

Meekly I bobbed my head but still didn’t move. He smiled and grasped my hips firmly. Ever so gently he moved my entire body back and forth across his slender hips. I felt him move deeper within me than he had been before and it caused a stab of pain to jolt through my body.

“Are you alright?” Edward asked worriedly. His hands stopped moving my body.

“I’m fine, you’re just deeper than you were earlier and it shocked me.” I answered huskily. I moved my hips underneath his hands to show that I was alright. Suspiciously he watched as I moved my body above his.

“I love you, Bella,” he groaned, feeling his own needs tugging at him. I smiled down at him.

“I know, and I love you too.” I ground myself against him as hard as my body would allow. He moaned beneath me.

“If you continue like that, I shall not be able to hold off much longer.”

I leaned back and rest my palms on the bed, rocking my hips as quickly as possible. My hair hung loosely and tickled across Edward’s firm thighs. His soft hand traveled up my stretched ribcage and fondled my breasts as they bounced up and down.

“I don’t want you to last much longer. I want you to come like I did.” I gasped as my orgasm began building back up again.

He grabbed a hold of me again and changed our position. I found myself on my knees holding on to the metal frame of the bed. Edward slipped himself back in and pounded furiously into me. My hair danced wildly around me and the bed slammed against the wall with each thrust I took into my body. His need became apparent with each driving thrust that cause his hips to slap against my bottom. I shoved myself against him more eagerly, my orgasm building, the weight in my abdomen becoming more apparent each time he pushed himself in.

I gasped again and screamed out as my orgasm rocked me, “Edward, oh, oh!”

He pounded into me once, twice, three times more until he was calling out my name in his own height of pleasure, his orgasm making him twitch within the recesses of my vaginal walls.

“Thank you, Bella,” he murmured. I felt him slowly slip out of me, causing me to shudder in pleasure. I let go of the bed frame and let him lay me down beside him.

“For what?” I asked a bit breathlessly.

He was quiet for a moment before he answered, “You trusted me enough to let me do that with you. You believe in me more than I believed in myself. For that I thank you.”

I smiled at him, satisfied that he was happy and things had gone well. Then something popped into my head, “Esme and Carlisle aren’t going to be very happy.”

“What about us?” He questioned with a brow raised, “You know they love you just a much as I do. They won’ care that…”

I hurried to interrupt him, “Not about that, sweetie, I’m talking about the bed frame.”

“You can’t have done that much damage to it, love,” he smiled down at me without looking at the flowery frame.

“I didn’t do it Edward, you did. Those last couple of thrusts shoved the bed too hard against the wall and it’s made a hole.” I pointed to the spot where the metal frame was partly imbedded into the wall. He glanced at it and cringed slightly. The paint had chipped away and small pieces of the wall had crumbled down onto the pillows.

“Don’t worry about that, Esme is quite crafty and likes doing things like that. She’ll understand I am sure.” He paused for a few moments and I barely heard when he said, “Bella?”

“Hmmm…” I murmured already half asleep from the nights tiring activities.

“We can’t make a habit out of this. It’s still too dangerous for you, even though I know that I can control it. Whose to say I might not be able to next time.” He said against my ear, but I had already drifted into unconsciousness and left him to ponder it himself.
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