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A second chance	By : StupidLambIam Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Jasper Views: 11993 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Still Bella’s’ point of view-

Morning came way too early.
I stayed with Jasper until sunset, and then went home.
We talked about how all the other Cullen’s had been doing.
We kept that conversation short.
He didn’t tell me where they were or what they were doing, but I was thankful to at least hear that they were fine.
The rest of my night at home consisted of emailing Renee and reading.
I had read until 2am for some unknown reason.
I was terrified to fall asleep.
I knew exactly who Id dream of and I was terrified to feel the fresh pain full on again.
It had slowly started to dissipate, as in it wasn’t the week after it happened anymore.
Thank God for Jake.

I spent my Sunday cleaning and doing homework.
I thought about going to hang out with Jasper, but I decided I could wait until Monday.
Even though I honestly didn’t want to I had duties at home.
That night I had trouble falling asleep.
I didn’t want to read so I just layed in my bed staring at the ceiling.
A million thoughts bounced around the inside of my skull.
How could Alice leave Jasper? He was her soul mate…..supposedly.
But then again it happened to me, so maybe Soul mates where bullshit.

Jasper knew how I felt; he knew the pain that I did.
It would make it easier to talk to him and get along I think.
When I walked into the house I wasn’t expecting there to be anything left inside let alone a Cullen…
The fact that he was willing to be friends surprised me.
Before I left that night, he told me it was to stay between him and me.
Meaning I couldn’t say anything to Charlie, Jacob or anyone.
Not that I would ever mention it to Jacob.
Him and almost everyone on the rez, was glad the Cullen’s had left.
I wonder what HE would think of me and his brother being friends.
I wonder what he would think about us being in the same house together…so close.
IDEA! Maybe if Jasper and I became close, Edward would see the light….
It was the perfect opportunity.
And maybe, a miracle would happen and we could get Alice to come back….

Monday during school I could think of nothing but my plan.
During every class I doodled on every piece of paper the teachers handed out.
It looked like I was writing, but I couldn’t focus on the actual subject of discussion.
I was hoping again…. Plotting to get my life back to where it used to be.
Jasper was my way out. He was my miracle.
I wasn’t sure whether or not I should tell him what I was thinking.
He could take it offensively. He could think that I was using him.
Honestly I wasn’t. Being friends with him would be awesome, he was an amazing ....
vampire hahaha.

By gym I was dying to get out of school.
It was almost unbearable.

As soon as the bell rang and I stepped outside I was running to my truck.
It almost didn’t start quick enough, and I was driving out of the school parking lot.
I was so excited to see Jasper it was almost strange.
I almost frowned at the joy I felt.
Was it okay to feel this happy.
Not the normal kind of happy, but the happy I felt when I saw “Edward.”
I said his named aloud to myself, waiting for the familiar pain to return to my chest.
But oddly enough it didn’t…I couldn’t picture his face anymore.
Jaspers replaced it and I shuddered.
Jasper, Jasper, Jasper…

Before I drove onto the long drive way, I stopped the truck in the grass and rested my head on the steering wheel.
Why was I so happy to see him? Was it because he was Edwards’s brother?
Because he was a Cullen and reminded me of the past?
Every time his name crossed my mind I smiled.
When I was with Edward and they were still around, I had always looked at Jasper.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved Edward, wanted to be with Edward and no one else.
And I would never cross Alice, she meant more to me then Jasper.
He always made me feel better…
I saw this as unhealthy.
It was wrong to have a little crush on him.
After everything that had happened.
It almost felt like I was betraying Edward in some way.
Liking someone else….and it being his brother for god sakes.

Seeing Jasper almost made me forget about the pain of losing Edward.
And when our skin touched electricity had traveled up my spine.
60 minutes ago I was planning on using Jasper to get Edward back, but now every time I thought about Jasper, it was all I could think about. He was actually willing to stay here for me when Edward left me.
“Gahhhh! Stop thinking right now Bella, stop!” I yelled at myself out of nowhere.
Just when I was starting to build up a normal life again, a vampire showed up again.
What the hell was it with me and vampires!!!!?

After about a ten minute argument with myself I decided I had to see Jasper.
Even though it probably would have been better If I didn’t, I couldn’t turn back now.
I had been waiting for this all day.

When I pulled up in front of the house Jasper was already standing there waiting for me.
My heart skipped a beat and I knew he had heard it. He was already grinning as well. Shit….
I got out and slowly walked up to him.
“Hey…how has your day been so far?”
I asked nonchalantly, focusing on a rolly polly that was making its way down the stairs.
“Just like every other day. Are you hungry?”
I nodded.

When we went in, we headed straight to the kitchen.
I sat at the counter as he began looking through the fridge.
“You know how to cook?”
He pulled out a bottle of water and handed it to me.
“Well you know, we never sleep I always have to find something new to preoccupy my time. And since you’re going to be here a lot why not learn.”
That made sense.
I honestly didn’t see Jasper cooking though; it was going to be interesting.
Jasper cooking for me….I felt warm inside just thinking about it and I giggled.
He looked over his should at me.
I shrugged and he chuckled.
I loved when he laughed. It was melodic and it always seemed to make the hairs rise on my arms.

“Esme asked about you today.”
I smiled hearing him say that.
“What did she say?”
I watched as he put the skillet onto the burner and begin to chop up some sort of meat.
“She wanted to know if you were doing well and mentioned something about maybe coming to say hello.”
My heart sped up a little bit.
“Really? That would make me so happy. I miss her so much.”
He sighed. “Oh believe me she misses you too. She’s always talking about how Edward is such a fool.”
I laughed. He was. There was no reason for him to do what he did as I had mentioned before.
But was there really any reason for me to care at all anymore?
Jasper had come back, and I could still stay in touch with the rest of them now.

Even though what Edward had done broke me down so badly, I believed now that I could move on and be happy.
“You know Bella, since you’ve been here, I’ve been getting nothing but happy and peaceful vibes from you. Are you really that comfortable around me?” I nodded. “I honestly am. Please don’t believe other wise.”
With lightning speed he moved from in front of the stove to right in front of me.
He was leaning over the counter, grinning. “But…whenever I get close to you, you get nervous. It’s not a scared kind of nervous, but it’s a….well I don’t know. An anxious nervous? Can you tell me what that’s all about?”
I swallowed hard. “N-no, well I mean, I don’t know….haha I mean what could it be?”
Give me a break, telling him how I felt would ruin us being friends.
It would ruin the Cullen’s staying in my life…it would ruin my happiness all together.

He raised an eyebrow and moved in a little closer so our noses were only inches apart.
“And then your heart speeds up and your breathing becomes shallow.”
Something deep inside me told me that he knew exactly why and he was teasing me about it.
I wasn’t quit sure how to respond.
“W-well, uhm yeah, about that…I don’t know?”
Suddenly he backed away and started to continue what he was doing. “Do you like Chinese food?”
My mouth fell open wide. He just dropped wherever he was going with that completely.
I let out a huge breath and my shoulders relaxed.
Again he chuckled to himself.
“Y-yeah.”

That was the last question he asked me until he was done.
Even though he could be quick at everything he took his time making the food.
He sat and watched me eat the entire time. It was embarrassing.
He had commented on how I was feeling.
“Don’t worry I’m not judging you. It’s interesting to watch you eat. I don’t remember what its like to eat actual food. Is it good? How did I do?” I smiled up at him.
“Its’ amazing. You made it perfect. But did you expect to have made it bad? You’re a vampire, everything you do is perfect.” He busted out laughing.
His voiced echoed loudly around the kitchen walls.
“Oh Bella you’d be surprised.”

I shook my head in denial.
“Okay whatever you want to believe. But, It's time I eat as well. I’m going to go hunting. Would you like to stay here until I return?” I frowned at the thought of him leaving, but I knew he had to.
“Actually, would you mind if I stayed tonight, I don’t feel like going home. Ill tell Charlie I’m spending the night at one of my friends from school.”
He nodded. “Are you sure you feel comfortable enough to do that.”
I told him I did. When he left I watched him run off into the forest.
I didn’t see him, but the blur he left as he moved.
It was unnerving to be alone in the house by myself.
Or maybe it was the fact that I was already starting to miss Jasper, even though it had only been about a half an hour.
I decided to lay down.

I picked Jaspers room only because Alice used to share it with him and I had spent a lot of time inside it.
As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out.

Jaspers POV:

Time didn’t seem to go fast enough.
I was so excited to see her again.
The feelings were overwhelming.
Never had I felt this way for someone since Alice.
Never would I have thought it would have been towards Bella.
She was amazing. Everything about her.
Her scent, her smile, her laugh, her warmth.
The way her heart started to race when I got near.
She was hiding her feelings from me.
The slight pink that graced her cheeks gave her away.
Even in the beginning I could feel a connection with her.
I made her blush then too…but she was Edwards then, and I Alice’s.
That was the way it was meant to be…..or so I thought.
Maybe every event leading up to now was to bring us together.
I didn’t know if I believed in destiny, but it all happened for a reason.

It was dark by the time I returned.
All the lights were off, but I could hear her heart beating.
I could hear her in my room….
I pictured her laying in my bed.
Curled up amongst the covers.
Suddenly I needed to touch her, wanted to feel every inch of her pressed up against me.
I didn’t just want to, I needed to.
I was hesitant, it only being 3 days since I saw her for the first time in months, but I couldn’t take it slow.
I had to risk scaring her a little.
This was my chance to finally make her mine.
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