I Should Have Gone To Rehab | By : selfproclaimedbeauty05 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Slash Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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OMG!!! Thanks so much for the reviews. I wasn’t expecting the responses I got but I love it. So, it has definitely lit a fire under my ass to update faster. I am working on two other stories as well, so I will try my hardest to update fast. But anyways on to the story. Read, Enjoy, and Review!!!!!! Also Te Amo by Rihanna is the inspiration behind this chapter. If you haven’t heard it, you really should.
Chapter 2: Doesn’t It Mean I Love YOU
“Jacob, we need to talk.”
That is when my world fell apart. I could feel that he was about to leave me. He had been cheating on me this whole time. I looked into his golden brown eyes. They were no longer the eyes of my lover but my enemy. I instantly felt my love for him turn to hate. I shrugged his hand off my shoulder. I got up off the floor. I turned my back to him and just looked out the glass door that faced the woods. I felt anger and pain began to rise inside of me.
“Jacob, can you please look at me. I want to tell you face to face. I don’t want to talk to your back.” At that statement, a growl ripped threw me.
“Edward, don’t even try to be a man about it now. You obliviously can’t face me anyway, seeing as you did everything behind my back in the first place.”
“Jacob, you don’t understand. I didn’t want you to find out this way. I was going to tell you tonight, but you happen to beat me home. Bella and I are sorry that this happen but we can’t be together anymore.”
“B…Bella and you.” I said softly. I turned around to face him. He had no emotion on his face. There was barely any emotion in his voice. It was like he was telling me to park the car. That is when I exploded.
“HOW dare you come in here and talk to me like I MEANT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO YOU! We have been together for a fucking year and as soon as some bitch throws herself at you ….YOU been FUCKING CHEATING ON ME! Then you have the NERVE to tell me I don’t understand. Well, understand this FUCK YOU EDWARD and that BITCH!!!! I NEVER want to see you again! The wolf in me wanted to submerged but I pushed it back down. I was angry of course, but I refused to phase. I knew that if I did the pack would know everything.
I pushed past him to leave but before I could get a good distance Edward grabbed my wrist tightly and turned me around to face him. He looked furious his eyes were no longer the golden brown I loved but black.
“What makes you think that I don’t love you. I DID NOT want to hurt you, but I love her too. I can have a normal life with her. At least as normal as possible. I can have a family with her. You couldn't give me that. ”
“NEWSFLASH! Edward you aren’t normal!!” I yelled at him. His somewhat calm demeanor was immediately gone. I tried to push him off me but his grip was too tight on me. I twisted my wrist again but the just managed to grab the another one. My eyes widen when I realize that he might try and hurt me. I tried again to get out of his iron grip but he just slammed me into the nearest wall. Now, I was trapped by the wall and him. The anger I was feeling shifted to fear. Tears were trying to break through. I didn’t want to cry not in front of him. I didn’t want he to see how much he had hurt me.
He began to speak softly. “ We have to hide our relationship. We could never be together openly. You are risking your life to be with me. I can’t keep doing this to the both of us. I love you but I am just not in love with you anymore. I am going to be with Bella but I do still want you in my life.”
The raged from earlier was clearly gone. All that was left was pain. My body was shaking. How could I be in his life, especially when he cheated. If he didn’t want to be with me anymore, then he would never see me again. I heard a growl come from him and the grip on my wrists tighten once more. I winced in pain. He must have heard my thoughts. I forgot to throw up my mental block this whole time.
“Jacob Black, don’t you dare think about running from me.” He said in a deadly tone. He buried his face in between my neck and shoulder. I gasped in utter disbelief. He placed a gentle kiss on my neck. The tears that I was holding back finally started to fall. I couldn’t believe him. One minute he was telling me he couldn’t be with me anymore. Now he was beginning to planted small kisses on my neck and jaw line. He released the grip he had on my wrists. I grabbed a fist full of his t-shirt. I needed to hold on to something. His hands went to my face. I tried to move my face so he wouldn’t see me cry. But he wouldn’t let me move. I began to cry harder. I bit my lip in frustration, I felt my lip begin to bleed. How dare he tell me not to leave when he wanted me gone anyway. What the fuck did he want from me?!
“Let me go, Edward or I will….” Before I could even finish the sentence. He kissed me. I knew he could taste the blood on my lips. He just kissed me deeper. I tried to open my mouth to plea for him to stop torturing me, but all he did was slide his tongue into my mouth. He began to taste every inch of my mouth. I wanted him to stop but I all I could do was kiss him back. My grip of his shirt tighten causing him to crush me into the wall more. Then our erections touched. My body began to shake harder. I couldn’t breathe anymore because Edward was kissing me breathless. I had to get away from him. With all the strength I had left in my body, I pushed him away from me. He hit the wall across the room. Luckily he didn’t go through the wall.
“Don’t you fucking try it. I will not be your whore on the side. You can’t fuck me and then go be with her. I refuse to let that happen.” I quickly ran out of his room. I knew he was going to come after me. I got to the front door and as soon as my hand reach the door knob, I was grabbed again. I was now looking at golden brown eyes again but this time they were laced with the passion he once had for me.
“Please, Jacob don’t leave like this. Just let me make love to you one last time before you go. I can’t let you go knowing that I will never get to feel you against me again. Please just give me that.” Edward sighed and rested his forehead against mine. Fresh tears come back to my eyes. I went from shaking to trembling in an instant. He wrapped his arms around me and I cried harder. I cried harder because I knew I would miss his scent. Especially, now that it no longer was refreshing….It made my nose burn and itch, just like Bella.
“I am sorry, Edward but never again. Go to Bella.” With that said, I moved out of his grasp and out of his life.
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So you guys got another chapter out of me in less than a 24 hour span. I hope you guys love it. I will update later tonight. So plz review!!! Next chapter will be two years later. …
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