Temporary Lovin' | By : fallen4lautner Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 2376 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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[A/N-Tell me your thoughts, good and bad.]
Song credits: Metallica-Of Wolf and Man
I woke up as soon as my body smacked against the hard floor. It startled me so much that I sat straight up, my hand grasping at the top of my bed. I looked around as I clutched the sheets up there, wide eyed. It was early morning, just as the sun was rising. There was no Bella and no Edward. Thank God.
I really don’t get the point of these nightmares. Why can’t I just get her out of my head? It’s bad enough she tortures me with her kindness and beauty during the day, but now I have to deal with it at night too? And that leech just had to make an appearance? What is wrong with my brain?
I’ll never get a regular nights sleep.
I shake my sleepy head and get up to my feet and head to the bathroom to get ready for the day.
“Dad!” I yell, standing at the door of the bathroom with the toothpaste in hand, but no toothbrush. “Where is my toothbrush?”
“It’s in th—“ He started to answer my question, but then the ring tone from my cell phone interrupted him. I dropped my toothpaste immediately.
[‘Bright is the moon high in starlight. Chill in the air cold as steel tonight. We shift, call of the wild. Fear in your eyes, it’s later then you realize…’]
“Oh shit, my phone!”
I completely forget about the tooth or paste or brush or whatever I had asked my Dad. I forgot about it all. I run into my room and snatch my phone off the end table, flipping up the front to see who was calling.
Betcha can’t guess who it was.
“Hello?” I crooned after pressing the talk button.
“Hey, Jake,” Bella’s voice chimed in through my phones receiver.
“What’s goin’ on, Bells?” I was trying my best to sound cool.
“Well… Edward…” She began slowly. I already know what was coming. I was going to be the last resort. I slump onto my bed and put my head in my free hand. “He’s going hunting today. So I thought maybe, if you wanted to, maybe we could go… do something? Or… something.”
I put the phone away from my ear so I could sigh without her hearing it. I know her intentions are good, but this crap is killing me.
“Yeah, sure. What didja have in mind?” I asked after setting the phone back against my cheek.
“Uhm, I don’t really know. Library, I guess? I have a lot of studying to do and I could use the company.”
“Yeah, give me a half hour and I’ll meet you there.” I wasn’t looking forward to this anymore. I was hoping she wanted to hang out just because she wanted to. But I get to see her, so it’s okay.
“Alright, see you in a bit,” She replied back as I get up to find a shirt to throw on.
“Bye, Bella.”
There is nothing back on her end. She doesn’t even say goodbye anymore. She hung up without even saying goodbye to her best friend. Or at least I thought I was.
I guess everyone was right. People change when they’re in love.
And everyone else is left in the background. She’ll never notice me like she does him. He engulfs her every move. If he was to say jump off a frickin’ cliff, she’d listen. I’ve been there even before she met him. I should’ve been the one who had her. Not that life sucking vulture. At least I’d be able to keep her warm when she got cold. He’ll just get her sick.
He makes me sick.
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It didn’t take me long to get ready. I was dressed and half way there within twenty minutes. It never usually takes that long for me to organize myself. It was one of the many perks of being a guy.
I never felt the need to do extra prepping for Bella. She makes me feel comfortable just the way I am. That’s what made me like to her so quickly. She wasn’t judgmental. Not that it matters anymore. She has Edward now, mehmehmehmehmeh.
Whatever.
Bella was already at the door waiting when I got to the Library. She shot me the half smile I’ve always loved. I bet it could brighten any mans day. She had on a simple v-neck black shirt with some regular jeans. I stuck my hands in my pockets as I walk up to the door to meet her. Just as I go to tell her ‘hello’, someone bumps into my elbow on their way to the Library doors.
It made me stop in my tracks and watch the world in front of me slow down.
I wasn’t able see her face due to the locks of wavy crimson hair. It laid down to the middle of her back in long layers, bouncing with each sway of her hips. She wore dark jeans that hugged every inch of her legs along with the top was blue plaid, the back buttoning in the middle so it showed off her curvy figure.
I never had seen her before, ever. This was a pretty small area so everyone knew everyone. I notice Bella eyed me with a weird expression and turned her head to watch the girl disappear around the corner. She looks back at me and says, “Do… you know that girl or something?” I stare at the door the girl just entered into not thirty seconds before as I slowly start my steps the rest of the way up to Bella and reply, “I was gonna ask you the same thing.”
I shook my head to rid the thoughts, placing my hand on Bella’s shoulder as I open the door for her, gesturing for her to go on in first. The redhead was just a random girl. No one important. Besides, why worry about a complete stranger when I got the woman I want right next to me?
She was just a random girl..
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