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The Brother I Never Knew
Chapter 25

Jamie P.O.V
She was so beautiful.
She was so scared, covered in blood staring at me in horror. I can only imagine how scary I must appear to her. Especially after she saw I and Leah rip that vampire apart. I wanted to go to her, to hold her, to kiss her... Nothing in the world mattered but her, nothing at all…but that's not true.
Leah P.O.V
I phased back to human and checked on Alex. She was alive but she lost a lot of blood. I checked her wounds. The vampire bit her but there was no transmission of venom. She needed a doctor and there was only one person I could call. I grabbed my bundle of cloths and whipped out my cell. I dialed the Cullen's. Luckily Carlisle answered and I told him what happened. I told him to head on over; luckily we were just outside the border of La Push. He couldn't get into trouble. I looked over at Jamie; he was just staring at her.
"I told her we shouldn't go too far but she wouldn't listen," Ashley was muttering. Alex was a very pushy person. I could so see her wanting to walk farther then was necessary. She's a huge health nut and probably dragged poor Ashley with her as she tried to burn off some fat. Which was ridicules seeing how she has a very athletic body. But Alex never let herself rest, always afraid to get some useless body fat. "Leah?" She said noticing me. "Why are you naked?" She asked turning red.
"It's okay Ashley everything will be fine. Jamie…Jamie? Jamie!" I said trying to get his attention. All he did was stare at her, there was a look in his eyes like there was a struggle going on. He looked at her with a mix of adoration and revulsion. What is going on? "Ash, I'm going to change into a wolf," In told her.
"A wolf?" She squeaked.
"Yes a wolf. Sam will be here soon and we will explain everything I promise. I need you to come over here and keep pressure on Alex's wounds for me, or she will bleed to death." I said.
"You're not going to leave are you?" She asked.
"No, but I need to see what is wrong with my friend, now please come over here." I said as gently as I could.
She got up and walked over to us, Jamie let out a whimper and she glanced at him nervously. Once she got over to me she looked like she was going to faint.
"Oh god all this blood," She said turning white. I wonder if she is afraid of blood. I grabbed her hands and pushed them firmly on Alex's wound which was on her chest. She made a sound like a gurgle and swayed. I guess she is. I don't know what the problem with blood is? But I have killed my fair share of vamps and animals to not be affected by it.
"Keep pressure on this I'll be right back," I said.
I got up and walked closer to Jamie, I quickly phased. I was unprepared for what I heard. I thought Jamie was already making history as the first sociopath Werewolf. Now he was making another first.
Jamie P.O.V
The girl Ashley was so beautiful. Everything about her was beautiful, her face, her eye's, her name. I want to go to her, comfort her, love her.
"No I don't. I don't even know this girl."
She is so beautiful.
"I guess I have seen better."
Nothing matters but her.
"What?"
Nothing matters but her, not my friends, family, or my life.
"Of course it matters. She is just a girl. Why should her life matter above all those people?"
We will love her.
"No we won't!"
We will protect her.
"Let her protect herself, I owe her nothing."
She needs us.
"No she doesn't."
She is good for us.
"She is weak; look at her she is pathetic. A little blood and she is feint."
Love her.
"No."
Love her.
"No"
LOVE HER!
"NO!"
I tried to resist. But there was something about this girl pulling me toward her. The wolf in me was trying to bind me to her. No not the wolf, something older, more profound. It was trying to wrap our destiny's together like to serpents intertwined. That was what the wolf wanted, but I don't. I remembered Sam telling me about imprinting, something that makes a wolf find his soul mate after he phases. I remembered seeing Sam and Emily, Jared and Kim, and other wolves and their imprints. I remembered how dedicated and powerless they are to these women. I don't know who this girl is; I don't want to be bound to some weakling. I don't want to imprint at all. Why should I lavish her with my attention? What has she done to deserve such a thing? Am I to give up my mind, body, and soul to some girl simply because some instinct tells me to? No I refuse, my life is my own, my body, my mind, my soul, it is all mine. I will give none of them away. NONE OF THEM!
But the instinct was fighting me; it was trying to make me love her. Love? I love no one. There is no such thing as love. Love is just something people came up with to make life seem more abstract. You either like someone or you don't simple as that. I will not imprint on this girl, she is not worth, but there is another who is and I would have her as the center of my affections. But the wolf may not give me a choice.
Leah P.O.V
Holy shit! He's fighting imprinting.
"Impossible! You can't fight imprinting," Quil said.
"There is nothing to fight, it's not fightable," Jake said.
"Well he is doing it," Embry said.
"Jake I called Carlisle, he should be here soon," I said.
"Is she okay?" Jake asked.
"She's alive but she lost a lot of blood, he bit her but he didn't shoot her up with venom. But she is losing a lot of blood," I said.
"I'll tell Sam. We will be there in a sec. Sam is freaking out, not only is he worried about Alex and Ashley but him and his pack can here him too. There all freaking out," Jake said.
"Just get here soon. I'm going to try and snap him out of it," I said.
"Be careful Leah," Seth said.
I walked over to him and nudged his shoulder to get his attention. "Jamie, are you okay?" I asked.
I needn't ask him, I could here his inner turmoil. There was a war going on inside his head. The cold rational part that was Jamie was fighting with the wolf. Jamie was actually fighting imprinting. A part of him wanted to give in, but another part, a stronger part was fighting it. He saw imprinting as the ultimate enslavement. He would not give himself over to some unseen force and let it decide his fate. He was so munch unlike Sam. I wonder what Sam was thinking?
Sam P.O.V
I ran as fast as my legs would allow. Paul and Jared flanked me as I ran. I was worried about Ashley and Alex, Jake had informed me Leah had called Carisle and he was on his way. But I was also worried about Jamie, why was he resisting this? What was wrong with imprinting? It was the most perfect thing in the world.
"Yeah," Jared said.
"Got that right," Paul said.
The voices of all the other wolves in my pack that had imprinted agreed. I could feel his pain, we all could. It wasn't a pain of the body, but of the heart. A pain that only comes when one denies true love.
"Not love," I heard Jamie whimper. "No such thing as love."
"Yes there is Jamie," I said. I showed him all my memories of Emily.
"What about Leah?" He asked "Don't you love her?"
"I still love Leah, but not like how I love Emily. Emily is my soul mate, she makes me feel things, makes me think things I never did with Leah, Emily changed me for the better." I said then I showed him how reckless and cocky I used to be when I was with Leah. And how more mature and responsible I became after I met Emily.
"You only became responsible after you hurt her," He said.
"I had to, this isn't a game Jamie." I said.
"Maybe not, but I refuse to bind myself to this girl," He said.
"Why what's wrong with her?" Jared asked.
"Look at her, she's weak," He sneered.
"She was just through a traumatizing event; you can't blame her for being shaky. Having a imprint is good for the both of you, it makes you a stronger person, a better person," Paul said. He thought of how angry and wild he was before he met Rachel.
"Oh yes because you're just so much more nicer compared to what you were before," Jamie said sarcastically.
"Don't fight this Jamie. Imprinting is a natural thing," I said. The other wolves agreed. "Just let it happen, you're lives will be so much better, you will be so much more happier," I said.
"Yes because imprinting has made so many lives better," He said. Then he showed us all images he had picked from our skulls. I hadn't been aware he was moving around our heads until he showed us all the images of our past. He showed me my memory of a crying and broken Leah after she learned I left her for her cousin who was more like a sister.
He showed us all the memory's Jake had with Nessie, but the pain he went through when he realized he would have to continue phasing to be with her. He would become immortal and live with her for ever as long as she did. While his friends and family grew old and died, how one day soon he would have to leave with her when her family moved. There where other memory's. Not just from me or Jake but from other members of both packs who had imprinted.
Quil who wanted to be with Claire but knew he had to continue phasing until she came of age to make her decision. He wanted to grow older with his friends, he wanted to stay the three amigos with Embry and Jake, but he knew that there time was going to be limited by the imprinting.
I saw Embry's memories. He was happy Jake and Quil where happy, but a small part of him resented it. He was slowly losing his friends, he had no imprint to make him not want to phase. He didn't want to stay young but he didn't want to lose his only true friends in La Push either.
I saw Seth and how lonely he was. He had to abandon his human friends because I had ordered it. Collin and Brady had been his friends, but the stress of the two packs and out different idea's drove them apart. He was so lonely now, he had fun with the Cullen's but he wished he could hang out more with other people. But he couldn't because they where either with there imprints or had other things to do. And he could not go back to his human friends because they would not forgive him. And he couldn't make human friends because how can you make friends with ordinary people after the things he has seen.
I saw Jared and how he wanted to go to college like he had planned. He wanted to become a teacher and move to a city. But Kim wasn't a city girl. She wanted to live here. Jared was going to become a small town teacher when he wanted to move to the city and teach.
I saw Paul and how he struggled every day to control his temper. He hadn't come from a good home. His father a drunk, his mother apathetic to her only son. He wanted to be a good person so bad it hurt. He was afraid he would lose control of his temper and drive Rachel away. Rachel who had been the greatest thing in his life. Rachel who had brought him more happiness then being a wolf had.
There where other memories to. Other visions of broken dreams and hurt feelings from other wolves, both the imprinted and none imprinted had been suffering.
"That's right Sam suffering," Jamie said. He gave a pained grunt; the instinct was still fighting him. "You say imprinting is a blessing, I say it is a curse. How many lives have been ruined by it? How many dreams were broken or given up all for the sake of imprinting. How many friendships will have to be forgotten because of it? Imprinting doesn't make us stronger, it makes us into something less then human, it makes us into puppet.," He said.
No one said anything, everyone was wrapped in there own battle now. Jamie's words had hit home for many. We where all thinking about what he had said.
We finally arrived and I smelled blood and vampire. Leah had built a fire and was tossing bits of white flesh into it, causing purple smoke to rise. Edward Cullen and his brother where there helping her. Jamie was still there but he was frozen staring at Ashley. Fighting the desire to imprint.
Ashley looked feint at seeing all us wolves. I could only imagine how terrified she must be right now.
Your wrong kid," Jake said. Jake and I still kept our connection. I have no idea why, it must be an Alpha thing. "Imprinting saved my life; I was so depressed over a woman once. Imprinting on Nessie saved my life, I was ready to give up on it all and cease existing. Then I met her and found new meaning. You think I don't know I have to give up my life to be with her? You think every day I don't think how I will live with her forever while my father, my sisters, my friends all die? You think I haven't realized me Quil and Embry have grown apart? It kills me to think of all that. But even though I have imprinted I have not forgotten them. I have forged bonds with them that can never be forgotten or replaced. I will always be there for either of them. My family too, but Nessie has made me such a better person, and I am still friends with Bella and I know the road will be difficult as long as I have her I can make it." He said firmly.
I told the other wolves exactly what Jake had said. They couldn't here him so I had to tell them myself. Jake's words brought strength to the pack. They became invigorated with a new found resolve and determination. I had to wonder if it was a natural talent, or if it was because he was the true Alpha.
What ever the reason every one got out of there rut's Jamie had put us in and found the will they needed to go on. They knew too that the bonds they had created with their friends and family weren't broken or forgotten, they would always be there no matter what.
"Powerful words Jake, but nothing lasts forever. You can be strong now, but when the time comes those bonds will be irrelevant and you will leave everyone you once loved to be with her," Jamie said.
"If it is fated to be, then it will Jamie," I said.
"Fate is such a slippery concept though Sam. Most of the time it's just an excuse to do what you want anyway," He said thinking of Leah.
"You think I wanted to hurt her?" I growled at him. "I didn't have a choice, I wanted to be with Emily, I hated to hurt her and I couldn't tell her the truth."
"Why? Why couldn't you spare her any further torment and save what ever relationship her and Emily could have?" He asked.
It was against the rules, she wasn't a wolf then and no one had imprinted on her," I said.
"That's a pathetic excuse," He sneered.
"What did you just say?!"
"If you really loved her like you said you did Sam you would have never been able to allow her to suffer. You would have said to hell with the rules and just told her," He said.
"How dare you say that!" I snarled. Paul and Jared and some of my wolves where growling at him to. He just sat there calm as could be. "I loved Leah, but I loved Emily more! I hated myself for the pain I brought them both. What I did to Leah, how I hurt Emily. You think I wanted all that?"
"Then why weren't you there for her?"
"I thought if I stayed away from her, if we stayed away she would move on and find someone to help her ease the pain. Then-"
"Then what? She would forgive you and you could all be one great big happy family?" He laughed. But the laugh was a bit of a whimper to because the wolf was still clawing at his psyche. "You saw into her mind as a wolf Sam. You know how much she loved you. She gave you her heart and you shattered it and swept it under the rug, hoping your love for your imprint would help you forget it was ever there. This is the truth Sam, you never loved her. At least not like she loved you. Her love for you was more powerful then yours was for her. And when you imprinted you left her all by her self hoping such wounds would heal themselves. Then she phased and you thought finally she can move on when she she's the truth. She saw the truth and grew to hate you more, I think she saw how her love was never truly returned. And when she was unable to forget you tried to ignore her, to let her fend for her self when the rest of you're pack treated her as a lesser because of her sex. You did all this to escape the truth, you never loved her you just didn't have the balls to admit it."
And with that I snapped. Next thing I knew there was screaming and yelping and I had Jamie's throat in my mouth.
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