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The Brother I Never Knew
Chapter 26

Jamie P.O.V
The truth hurts.
But so does having a pair of jaws wrap around your throat and have them squeeze till you feel the teeth dig into your flesh.
The pain helped me though. It helped me focus on something other then that dammed girl. And who says pain can't be useful?
I didn't fight it, it would be pointless. Sam had to strong a hold on my neck and if I fought I would only cause damage to myself. And as long as I didn't have to look at her I was happy. But at the same time I wanted to get out of this situation, being chewed at the neck does cause some emotional irritation after all.
"So what are you going to do now Sam?" I asked.
He growled and tightened his grip on me. "Shut up! He said using the power of his alpha voice.
"Are you going to kill me now?"
"What? No, of course not."
"Then this is kind of pointless isn't it, unless your going to do something you might as well let me go. I'm not scared of you Sam you're too soft." I mocked him.
Hegave me a little shake to scare me, but I wasn't fooled. I could here his thoughts; my little rant had made just about everyone mentally vulnerable. Plus add my little tiff with Sam and emotions were high and no one was even trying to block their thoughts.
Sam wouldn't hurt me. I was his brother, and no matter how pissed he was at me he wouldn't hurt me. He was too weak. Letting his emotions get in the way of his rule. If it was me I wouldn't hesitate to put Sam in his place. But Sam was too noble, he had no idea what it took to rule.
"Sam quickly come here!" Carlisle said.
"This isn't over." He said.
He dropped me and came trotting over to Carlisle. I got up and went over to Leah to help her toss the remains. She took one look at me and smiled. "I don't know what you said to piss Sam off, but you have my thanks," She laughed.
I wonder if she would laugh if she knew how serious the talk had been. I wonder if she would be thanking me if she knew it had been her that had started the fight. She would find out soon enough, when you share a mind with a group of people, things don't stay hidden long.
Leah P.O.V
I haven't seen Sam snap like that in a long time.
A few of the wolves were helping to find any left over pieces of the vampire and tossing him into the fire. I hope Alex will be okay. I may not like her but that doesn't mean she should die. There were still people who loved her, who would miss her. It wouldn't effect me much if she died but hey.
After enough wolves began looking for stray pieces I went over to where Carlisle and Sam were. Edward was with them acting as translator. Emmett was near by but was keeping a close eye on the wolves. He wasn't breathing, he still had some trouble with blood, but he was keeping close to his father and brother. Ever since Sam tried to attack the Cullen's Emmett had a strong dislike for Sam and his pack. I can't say I blame him. If anyone tried to gun for my family I would hold a grudge.
He watched everything with careful eyes, watchful eyes. Seeing him like this, so alert, so aware, so ready surprised me. I was so used to seeing the goofy big brother, and now I was seeing the sharp mind behind the goofball. He was still an idiot, but he was a good soldier. He knew his place, he was no doctor, and wasn't useful with communication. So he held back waiting for orders, while making sure Edward and Carlisle were kept safe. Emmett was a goofball. But when it came time he could switch from goofball to warrior like flipping a switch. I saw some of the wolves eyeing him warily. He saw them watching and just flexed his muscles slightly, but slightly was all he needed. He may not be a telepath but the message was clear. "Mess with me and mine and I'll fuck you up!" Got to love those subtle messages.
Sam was nudging Alex and licking her face.
"She has lost a lot of blood. We must do a blood transfusion; do you know her blood type?" Carlisle asked.
"A+" Edward said translating for Sam.
"Blast! We don't have any of that available. Sam does anyone here have that type?" Carlisle asked.
"I do, hold on."
Sam went behind a tree and I heard him phase. Then I heard some rustling sounds and he came out dressed in a pair of sweats. "I'll give my blood," He said kneeling down by her form and extending his arm.
Carlisle reached inside his bag and pulled out a tube and needle. "Wait!" I said kneeling next to him. "How could this affect her? I mean how would her body react to Sam's blood? I never heard of a wolf giving blood before."
They all paused at that. What if her body rejects the blood? "She is dead anyway," Edward said. "She is losing blood and unless she gets blood now she will die. We need to try."
"I agree," Carlisle said.
"Then lets do it," Sam said.
Carlisle rubbed some alcohol on both their arms and stuck the needle in Sam's arm and the blood made its way into Alex's body. We were all waiting. What for? Who knows? Maybe we were waiting for her to go into convulsions, or wake up, or burst into fur. God if she turns into a female wolf I am going to be pissed.
I mean it would be nice to not be the only wolf with a vagina. But after all this time of being the lone female wolf, it was like the only unique thing I had going for me right now. And if she became a wolf she would be a bitch about it. She was a feminist after all. Don't get me wrong I'm all into girl power and all. But Alex was like one of those annoying women who thought she had to constantly prove something, if you were a guy you had to be really careful around her. Too mean you're a dick, too nice and you're treating her with kid gloves. And another thing, the bitch was competitive as hell. She always had to be the toughest, strongest, smartest girl. I know if she did become a wolf she would want to prove she was the best female wolf.
God please let her just live. Not live and become a wolf. I know the chances of her becoming a wolf are phenomenally slim. But hey there is a first time for everything right?
It has been a few days since the incident in the woods and there is good news and bad news.
Good news, Alex will be okay. She is still unconscious but she'll pull through. She still has some serious injuries to heal from; the official story for her attack is…you guessed it a bear attack. Ashley is still scared stiff. And after everything she saw we had to let her in on the little secret.
Bad new, Jamie is in some big trouble. I don't know what he said to piss Sam off, but what ever it was not only shook Sam and his pack, but Jake and the ones in our pack who had been phased as well. I don't know what was said and no one will tell me but man he sure pissed off a bunch of people. Plus he has to deal with his imprinting thing or what ever it is he has with Ashley. Sam is going to talk to the elders about it. I wish I could see the look on their faces when Sam tells them the kid actually rejected imprinting.
As for me, I'm still helping the Cullen's deal with the pups. It is a full time job. All the energy we get as wolves packed into a bunch of young energetic punks is a nightmare. It was tough having to help raise them and make sure they has all there needs met. We are planning on taking them to play baseball with Sam's pack.
There is still tension between the two packs. That can't be helped. But when we take the pup's to play baseball both packs will be attending. We considered having the Cullen's join, but seeing how many of Sam's wolves are very anti-vampire; we threw that idea out the window. Its okay, these things take baby steps.
As for me and Jamie. Well that is still complicated, on the one hand I still feel nervous around him. On the other, I fell like I should hang out with him. We freaks have to stick together. But I have no idea on how I should handle him. I have begun to do some research into the subject of sociopath behavior, and so far I don't like what I have found.
I have decided to put myself on the market. I'm tired of watching everyone find love and get to be all happy and ever after. I want love too damn it! But I doubt it will be soon, the perfect guy doesn't just fall from the sky. And after Sam I have learned to have higher expectations.
Jamie P.O.V
Being a wolf was really beginning to suck.
Sam had gone all big brother on me, and grounded me. I'm not even allowed to phase, which I am sure has nothing to do with all the other wolves being scared of me.
Ashley was still scared of what she saw. Sam explained everything to her. He had her come over and had me explain certain things to her, like the whole stupid imprinting thing. Once I was back in her presence the wolf in me started to act up. I instantly left the room and let Sam explain it to her.
I don't care what imprinting is. A way to find the ultimate mate, a way to help continue the species, or a way to make you a better person. All my life I have had no control, but things are different now. I will allow nothing to take my freedom now, not this wolf thing, not Sam, and not some weak little girl.
There is only one girl I want. And I will have her, no matter what.
I sat in my room reading.
I was in my room, where else could I go. I had no friends; Sam and I were giving each other the cold shoulder. Emily had tried unsuccessfully to try and get us to talk but that had no success.
I would like to visit Leah or even the Cullen's but I am grounded. There was enough tension in this house already, and Sam was still irritated at me. Plus I still needed a place to live.
I was considering what to do when my cell phone went off. I checked my caller I.D and saw it was Tom. Tom was a fellow student who went to the Quileute School. He thought we were friends but I was just using him because he was pretty popular at school and had some good drug contacts.
"What?" I asked answering the phone.
"Dude, where the hell have you been? You disappeared." he said.
"I've been busy. Let's just say I have been going through…one hell of a growth spurt."
"Okaaay. Hey you busy tonight?" He asked.
"Why?"
"I know this great party that's taking place in Forks." He said sounding excited.
"Why Forks? I thought we like to have these things on the rez?" I asked.
"Well this is one of the more mature party's us kids like to throw. And it's the kind your brother frowns on." He said.
"Meaning there will be booze, drugs, and sex. And since it's in Forks there is nothing Sam could do since it's outside of his jurisdiction," I said smiling.
"Pretty much. So you in?" He asked.
"Well I am supposed to be grounded…what time?" I asked.
"Past our bed times, you think you can sneak out?"
"Don't we have school tomorrow?"
"Nope, it's a holiday for us tomorrow. So you in?" He asked.
I had to weigh the pros and cons. Sam and I were still feuding, and if I was discovered then I could be in more trouble. On the other hand I was deeply bored, and this party could help me be in a better mood. "Will there be ecstasy?" I asked.
"Hell yeah!" He said.
"I'm in." I asked him the when and where. He said he would come and pick me up, but I knew there would be a risk Sam would hear him. Wolf hearing and all. So I asked him to meet me some where and he agreed. We hung up.
I knew Sam would be home tonight. There were plenty of wolves in his pack for him to be able to spend more time at home. More time for him to get a good night's sleep. And having heard his loud rumbling snores I know it will take a lot to wake him up. And while Sam, is away, Jamie will play.
Leah P.O.V
"Uno!" One of the kids shouted.
Me, Esme and some of the pups were playing Uno. We were in the kid's room playing with some of the kids. It was raining outside much to the pups sorrow. They had wanted to go out and play some football. We can't let them play outdoor sports outside the house, they tear the yard apart, especially if it is muddy out. So I and Esme were playing some games with them inside.
"Ah crap," I muttered. Did I mention I suck at Uno?
Eric the wolf was really happy he had won, again. He had one like three times; he was really good at this game. Maybe a little too good because the other pups were starting to get angry. Especially when Eric began to rub it in their faces.
"Oh yeah, I rock, I'm the man!" Eric said doing a little victory dance.
"He learned that from Emmett." Esme said seeing the look on my face.
"Oh yeah baby I rock, and you all suck!" He said pointing at the other pups.
I was so totally going to have a talk with Emmett about what he teaches these kids.
"Shut up!" One of the kids shouted jumping off his seat. "You cheated, there is no way you could have beat all of us three times."
"I didn't cheat! I can't help it if you're a bad player." Eric smirked.
I knew what was going to happen before it did. The kid jumped up and pounced on Eric, within a few seconds they had phased and were nothing but fur and claws. The other kids got out of the way, but cheered the two on.
"Get him Eric!" Some cheered.
"Whip his butt." Others said.
Esme got up and tried to pry them apart. Baby wolves were no danger to a vampire, their teeth and claws weren't sharp enough to hurt a vampire. But when Esme grabbed them the pup who attacked Eric clamped his jaws on her arm and began to chew on it. And I wasn't going to have any of that.
"Hey! Stop that!" I shouted. When he didn't stop I got up and smacked him on the nose. It seemed to snap him out of it because he was looking at me with guilty eyes.
"It's okay dear no harm done," Esme said with a smile.
"No, he should know better," I said. "This woman has taken you into her home; she has put clothes on your back and food in your mouth. You do not start fights here and you do NOT bite her, understand?"
The wolf shook his head and there were actually some tears running down his face, I wanted to comfort the poor kid who I did just yell at in front of his friends.
The wolf went over to Esme and began to lick the part of her arm he had bit.
"Its okay sweetie, now both of you go and get changed okay?"
The two nodded and left to go and get changed into some clothes. The rest of the kids went back tot doing their own thing, they were used to the fighting now. Business as usual for them.
"You okay?" I asked Esme.
"Yes Leah, I am fine," She said showing me her arm. Not a scratch.
"Sorry you all have to deal with all the kids." I said helping her pick up the torn cloths.
"Leah I love having the children here." Esme said with her sweetest smile. "I love children, there no bother really."
"You're a better person then me, you get to be the sweet mother and I'm the monster under the bed." I said.
"Leah, children need discipline. And sometimes a firm hand, they may be intimidated by you know, but given enough time they will come to see you as some one who just wants them to be good people when they grow up. Don't worry Leah, there is a difference between discipline and abuse." She said with a sad face.
"Thanks Esme, you know you have some good advice. Tell me, what would you do if there was this…guy who you think has a thing for you. And he is nice, and smart, but comes with a lot of baggage."
"Baggage?"
"Crap, stuff that makes things difficult between the two of you."
"Oh, go on," She said.
"Well lets say the guy is related to someone who hurt you, and he has a certain….mental issue. But he is so nice and hasn't done anything to hurt you and you would like to be friends and help him anyway you can." God when did I start trying to get advice from a vampire? I'd probably have a better chance with dear Abby.
"Hmmm, well has this person done anything to hurt you?" She asked.
"No, but he does have a certain social interaction issue with others. But to me he has been nothing but nice and considerate."
"Is there anything else about this young man that may be driving a wedge between the two of you?" She asked.
"Well there is an age gap, he is sixteen," I said.
"Well I know a thing or two about age gaps, Carlisle may be older then me vampire speaking, but I was a little older then he was when I was turned. All I can say is do what you must for this man, but do what you must for yourself always. When I was a human I always put everyone else's needs before mine." She said.
"Yeah but you still do." I said.
"Not like when I was human, when I was human I was unable to say no, or voice my opinion even when I knew I should have. But I was too concerned with pleasing others then I was with pleasing myself. I sometimes I wonder if I had been more independent, more thoughtful of my own happiness, could things have gone differently for me."
"I thought you were happy with Carlisle?" I asked.
"Oh God I am, more happy then I ever was as a human. But I still have to wonder you know? Just what if I had been stronger and maybe my son would still be here." She said sadly.
This was so wrong. I hadn't meant to make her feel bad, but that is what I am best at. Weather I want to or not. I walked up to Esme and I gave her a big hug. How could anyone see that look on her face and not want to make her feel better. "I'm sorry for making you sad." I apologized.
"It's okay, I'm fine. But Leah, you need to make sure you are sure you want to help this young man. To help someone means to take on a certain kind of responsibility for them, it means you have to help them through their own…baggage while maintaining your own. What I'm trying to say is, if you want to help this man then do it. But don't surrender your own happiness to do it. Once you do that then it is no longer worth it." She said.
"Thanks Esme, I appreciate the advice." I smiled at her.
"My pleasure dear, now how about some ice cream?" She asked.
At those words the whole room lit up with excitement. The pups were already heading downstairs to the kitchen. But Eric and the other kid had walked back in, both looking guilty. Eric apologized for being snotty, the other boy whose name was Trent was more nervous about his apology. But he did wind up hugging Esme and saying he was sorry for hurting her. Esme being Esme just laughed and gave both the boys a hug and told them to go downstairs for ice cream.
I felt a little twinge of envy as I watched Esme with them. She was such a natural with children. She said it was important for children to have discipline in their lives. But is that what I wanted to be? The one who always had to be the one to give the spankings, and the time outs? Maybe I just wanted to be the nice one and not the scary one. Never thought I would say that.
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