An Unexpected Romance | By : princessjolie92 Category: S through Z > Vampire Academy Views: 7135 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 27
RPOV
“Do you know what kind of worry I have been going through since I was told that you have been to see Victor Dashkov,” Adrian told me in an eerily calm voice as he set back in the chair. The look on his face was stoney. His voice had a chill to it that I never heard come from him. Though it wasn’t harsh it was cold and unnerving. I chilled me down to my very marrow.
“Adrian-” I begun but he didn’t let me finish.
“I agreed to this because I knew that you need to put all of this behind you. But to know that you went there to see him. To actually stand just inches away from him. I would do anything for you Rose, anything, but as you know one thing that I wouldn’t have done is to take you to stand before the man that tried to kill you and almost succeeded in doing so.”
“So is this about who I went with? Or is it this about me actually going?” I snapped at him. I was feeling defensive. Though I knew that he would be like this I still wasn’t exactly prepared for it. But as soon as the words were out of my mouth I knew that I should have never said them. I have never seen his green eyes look so deadly. And though I am well trained dhampir I can honestly say that I am afraid.
“Is that the only thing you heard about what I just said? Is that the only thing you think is the problem? Do you really think I give a damn about Dimitri fucking Belikov?”he said his voice was like steel as he stood from his seat to and begun walkingg towards me. Every step he took I took two back, until my back hit a wall. “This is about more than you going there with Belikov. You have fucking betrayed me!” He yelled at me as he towered over me.
“Adrian, I didn’t-”
“Don’t say you didn’t Rose. Please for the sake of what little sanity I have left don’t say you didn’t. I can’t even look at you right now without rage coursing through me. You know that if you would have mentioned to me that you had planned to see Dashkov I would not have agreed to this. I would not have arranged for us to be here. I have done what I can to protect you and to give you what ever you ask of me than you go and do this. And for the life of me I can not understand why you would go behind my back so you can go see that man.”
“Adrian, I didn’t plan on going to see him,” I told him quietly realizing why he was so angry. “Going to see him is the last thing I expected to do when I got here.”
“Then why in the hell did you go? Why would you even put yourself through that? Or me, because you had to know that when I heard of this it would not sit well with me.”
“He sent me a letter. He threatened to tell everyone what happened that night with Dimitri and me.”
“So you went because you wanted to protect you ex-boyfriend?”
“No I didn’t go for me. When I got that letter I went to Dimitri so I could give him a heads up. I could care little about Dashkov threat it doesn't effect me. But it does effect Dimitri, so he set it up for us to go,” I told him as I placed my hand on his cheek. I was half expecting him to pull away from me but he didn’t, which I was extremely grateful for. I needed some reassurance that even though he was angry that he wasn’t so angry that he didn’t want my touch. “I knew you weren't going to like the idea of me going but I went anyway because some part of me just had to know what it was that he really wanted. Some part of me also wanted to see him behind those bars so every time I thought about him in the future all I would see is him through those bars. Some part of me knew that seeing him like that was going to give me some form of peace of mind.”
“Rose-”
“No Adrian listen to me. I know that I messed up going to see Dashkov. But I needed it. Though I didn’t know that I needed it I really and truly did. A weight has been lifted of my shoulders now. A weight that I didn’t even know that was there. It was as though seeing him there was the beginning of me finally realizing that he can’t hurt me or Lissa anymore. Seeing him like that made me realize that I am still alive and so very grateful that I have this chance to be happy. I understand that you are furious with me and you will be furious with me for a long time but please Adrian you have to know that going there wasn’t about going behind you back to see him or to imply that I didn’t care for all that you have done for me. Though tomorrow I am going to go to that trial and watch as they put him away for life, I am going knowing that he can’t hurt touch me anymore. I going with a confidence that I didn’t even know I had anymore. He took a piece of me that night Adrian but I got it back now.” I told him as tears streamed down my face. I hadn't even realized that I was crying till his hands started to wipe the tears away.
Though his eyes were still hard with anger they weren’t as scary as they were before. “I understand everything that you are saying Rose, and I am so happy that you have moved on from everything that he has done to you, but I am still very angry and upset that you went. I am going to leave to blow off some steam so that when I get back I won’t feel like throttling you.” he told me as he dropped his hands from my face and backed away from me.
“Adrian wait,” I begun as he begun to walk away from me.
“Rose please just give me this time to cool off before I say something that we will both regret.” he said to me without turning around.
“Okay.” I said just before he slammed the door.
Though I knew that I wasn’t forgiven completely for what happened I understood why he had to leave. I knew he understood all that I said and I knew that he knew I was right about needing it. But no matter how much he understood to know that I would go see Dashkov without him there or knowing put a huge strain on him. He worried so much about bringing me here and how it would effect me in the end, and for me to actually stand before the man that was the cause of all this, was something he could handle right now.
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