Scent | By : lordoberon Category: Twilight Series > Slash > Edward/Jacob Views: 16280 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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WARNING: KINDOF SPOILER FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T READ "ECLIPSE" YET!
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I apologize for taking forever to update. I wasn't sure how to end and continue this. Finally though, I just sat down and wrote. I did not mean for the ending to be sad, but somehow it just came out that way.
I hope you like it! Please review after reading! :)
SCENT
A Jacob/Edward Fic
Chapter Three
by lordoberon
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Jacob's POV
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Jacob felt so tired, but so satiated. He felt like he was a wild animal. He had just vented all his passion, spilled it deep into his lover’s body. The rage of the animal was gone, and he was content. His hips already hurt a little, and he winced as little scrapes on his back from Edward’s fingernails touched the cold tile wall.
He laughed as Edward righted the ruined stall wall. Then the vampire hunkered down on all fours and pressed a gentle kiss to Jacob’s lips. This made Jacob smile.
Jacob’s body was still flushed from all the movement. He thought about this as he got up and cleaned himself up. Yes, someone might walk in. But probably not. He was partly surprised that no one had come to investigate, but also not surprised. The noise might have scared curious people away – or told all too much.
He remembered that before, Edward had bitten him when Jacob had blushed very red when he was embarrassed. Now, his blushes did not seem to have quite the same effect on Edward, even though Edward had earlier claimed to be very thirsty, and that Jacob smelled good.
This was something that Jacob thought about as he walked back and resumed his sitting position. Edward had moaned earlier, a soft arousing moan, as he evidently thought about his thirst. Jacob had seen that shadowed, dark look in Edward’s eyes – guilt, as he saw Jacob realizing that that moan had been of thirst, longing. But was it ONLY longing for blood? Or was it arousal, too? Jacob wondered if maybe the idea of drinking his blood not only aroused Edward’s natural vampire hunger instincts, but also his sexual urges, too. Could the idea of drinking Jacob’s blood arouse Edward?
He decided that he had to test this theory. He sat down again, and pulled Edward so that the vampire was crouching on all fours before him again. Again he put his tongue against Edward’s ears, against his neck, sucking, but not too hard. They didn’t want to leave any marks traceable that anyone might see. He stopped, and Edward’s face was pressed into his shoulder as the other boy gasped for breath. Jacob could feel that body responding to his touches.
As Edward began to breathe more raggedly, Jacob gripped his arms, asking, “What? What is it?” He thought he already knew the answer.
He was right. When Edward raised his head to look at Jacob, his eyes were open wide and that look of agony filled them again. He pushed himself away from Jacob and leaned back tentatively against the opposite wall.
“I can’t do this anymore.” His voice was hoarse. “I can’t do this.”
Jacob sat up. “Do what?”
“I can’t…I can’t…let the thirst drive me crazy. You’re driving me crazy! I should just walk away…”
Jacob leaned forward and grabbed the other boy’s arm. No! He didn’t want Edward to leave! He knew Edward was having a hard time with the thirst, but he didn’t want Edward to leave because of it. He would rather Edward be satiated. He could tolerate the pain.
“Do it then. Just do it, alright? I don’t want you to go. I don’t want you to have to avoid me forever. I want to…see what happens, this time. I know it’s going to hurt, but that’s okay. I can tolerate the pain.”
Edward looked up at Jacob, and his eyes were curious. He had his clothes all back on now, but Jacob noticed a crooked button and adjusted it, making Edward smile.
“Why are you willing to stand the pain for me?”
Jacob tried to say it, tried to look into those eyes and say it to Edward’s face. But he couldn’t. So he turned his face away, and returned to his position against the tile wall. “I’m willing to…because I can’t let you go. And I know that, more than our weird relationship or the lust, what you really, REALLY need from me, what brought us together in the first place, is the scent of my blood. So I want you to take what you need. I’m giving it you. I’m giving it to you because I care, I guess. In some weird, stupid, dangerous, ridiculous way, I care about making you happy. That’s why Bella is yours, and that’s why I’m willing to stand the pain. In return…” He finally lifted his head and looked Edward straight in the eye.
“In return, I get to be with you, like this, Just the two of us. No interruptions. It’s perfect, in it’s own warped little way. I like it.”
He smiled, and Edward smiled back. Their smiles were sad, but they both knew that Jacob was right.
Edward crawled forward and sat down next to Jacob. He put an arm around Jacob’s shoulder, and the gesture was sweet and friendly, almost like something a friend would do. But they were not friends. Jacob couldn’t exactly say what they were. Lovers, he supposed.
He turned his face to look at those beautiful black eyes, the red lips and glowing hair, and that pale skin. “Do it,” he whispered. “Right now.”
Those eyelids slowly drooped down until Jacob could only see a tiny slit of Edward’s dark eyes. Then that head leant down and Jacob felt those cool lips against his neck. Gently that mouth kissed over his neck, over and over again, soft and smooth. Jacob closed his eyes.
It came as a surprise, almost, when the bite came. Jacob winced against the pain, and felt the blood seep from him. It was a cold sting that filled his neck. He could hear Edward’s soft moan transform into a throaty, vicious growl. Those hands were holding him down as he trembled, one hand on his arm, the other wrapped around his waist.
Jacob slowly reached out a hand and let it drop lazily down Edward’s form. He felt slightly disconnected from his body, like he might black out any minute. When his hand cupped the firm hardness in Edward’s trousers the vampire moaned, and for a moment he pulled away in surprise. But then he was drinking again, and his tongue lapped more eagerly than before. He bucked against Jacob’s hand once, twice, and then Jacob was fading away.
When he awoke, he found he was in the forest and Edward was leaning over him. The vampire put a finger against his lips when Jacob tried to speak, and said, “Hush. No goodbyes. No protests. I…you were right. You were right about everything. Thank you.”
And the last Jacob saw before he fell into a deep sleep was the pleased, warm golden-red gaze and the smile turning up that beautiful mouth. Then Edward was gone.
ALTERNATE ENDING FROM EDWARD’S POINT OF VIEW:
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Edward's POV
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Edward slowly leaned down and pressed his lips against Jacob’s neck. He could feel the pulse, fast and heavy and hot against his mouth. He resisted for a moment more, gently licking over that soft skin and pressing gentle kisses against Jacob’s neck.
Then, he couldn’t stop himself anymore. With a moan of satisfaction he bit down, and sighed in pleasure as the first drops of that luscious blood dripped onto his tongue. He pressed himself closer as the flow continued, faster and thicker. His soft moans transformed into throaty, vicious growls as he drank with more eagerness. His body was tense, arms holding down Jacob as the boy trembled. One hand of his rested on Jacob’s arm, the other was wrapped in a supportive way around the boy’s waist.
He was surprised that Jacob had not told him to stop yet, or hit him, or blacked out. Suddenly, weakly, one of the boy’s hands reached out and touched him. Slowly it trailed down his body, leaving Edward even more in sensual heaven as those fingertips ever so gently grazed over his body. He jumped in surprise when that hand, surprisingly strong, cupped at his arousal. He hadn’t even realized that drinking blood could be sexually arousing to him, but so it was. Edward pulled away, licking blood from his lips as that hand slid up and down. He threw his head back, panting, as that hand gripped harder around his cock. He was extremely hard, he realized.
Hurriedly he unbuckled his pants and pushed down his boxers, sighing as that hand now touched his skin. He bent his head down again, groaning as the ministrations were coupled with that hand on his pleading cock. Edward whimpered in pleasure and drank slower, savoring the taste, as that hand moved faster. He came silently, holding the boy in his arms. Jacob sank into unconsciousness, and Edward finished quenching his thirst.
Later they were in the forest, and Jacob awoke. The boy opened his mouth as if to speak and Edward quickly pressed a finger against those soft lips. “No. Don’t speak. Don’t say anything. You were right. I…you were right. But I can’t say goodbye. Thank you.”
He couldn’t find words for how thankful he was, that Jacob had given himself like this to Edward. He felt ashamed for drinking the blood of someone seemingly human, even though one could call Jacob an animal of sorts, as he was werewolf. He felt ashamed because he had not only obtained Bella’s love, by some great fortune, but he also thought that in some strange way, Jacob Black had fallen in love with him, too. The boy hadn’t meant to have Edward mean so much to him, nor had Edward thought he could feel so much for Jacob. But he did. It WAS more than lust. It was something special. They were connected.
But now, he had to break that connection and move on. Things could not go on like this. He could not strive after that scent forever.
So with one last smile in Jacob’s direction, Edward turned and left.
It was so hard to not look back, but he forced himself not to. Looking back could mean giving in to it all.
His comfort was the image of Jacob smiling and laughing as they had run through the forest that one day. That was the image he was determined to keep a place for in his heart.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thanks for reading! :D Reviews appreciated.
P.S. For those of you who desperately wanted a happy ending - there is now a sequel, titled "Affliction." PLEASE R+R it!
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