Adult-FanFiction.org : Books

The House That Jacob Built	By : astartelydianna Category: Twilight Series > Het F > Bella/Jacob Views: 8795 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or make any money from this story.

Chapter List
- 2
- 3
- 4
The House That Jacob Built

Dreams

Bella POV

“Sorry.” He mumbled, while making a bed on the floor for himself, being a gentleman and letting me have the bed. He smirked suddenly unable to resist. “If you’re still cold I can think of plenty of ways to keep you warm.”

I had noticed on a few occasions since discovering his secret that there was a bad side to Jacob. There was my Jacob, the one who befriended me when I first came back to Forks no questions asked. Then there was the bad Jacob, the one who was that little bit wilder, bolder and usually wore a wolfish grin. I preferred my Jacob but part of me like them both. My Jacob gave me warm fuzzy feelings inside. This Jacob made me feel like it wasn’t butterflies but a tornado in my stomach.

“It’s not really that cold in here.” I shrugged, not sure what else to say. I wanted to strip down to my underwear to go to bed, but he wasn’t turning around. I had a sneaky suspicion that was deliberate.

“Bella, I’m giving you fair warning so don’t get mad at me.” I heard him say, but my focus was on him stalking towards me. “I’m going to kiss you now.” My mind panicked but then I felt him crushing me to him. His lips were all but assaulting me. He was boiling.

My hands moved to push him away a bit, just to back off a little. I wondered when he had taken his t-shirt off. I knew he didn’t wear one much these days but I still hadn’t quite gotten used to the mass of muscles he now had. I blushed at this thought. I was a goner.

I felt his tongue forcing my lips apart and exploring my mouth. I must have given into him because I felt my tongue joining his. When did I start kissing him back?! How did this happen?! Did I have no control on my hormones at all?!

I heard what sounded like a growl coming from his throat as I kissed him back and he started to loosen his grip on me a little. His hands ran up and down my body, one found its way under my jumper and along the skin of my back. He stroked the skin of my back and pressed me against the length of his body. I could feel a solid lump between us and I didn’t need to guess what it was.

His kissed slowed to something less bruising, but just as deep and passionate. I heard what sounded like whimpering and moaning long before I realised it was me doing the moaning.

“Jake?” I murmured, pulling my lips away from his. He moved to kiss my neck and behind my ears. “Jake? We should stop...” He pulled away and looked down at me, eyes on mine.

“You don’t want me to stop.” He said huskily. “Not really.” I shuddered involuntarily and let out a deep breath.

“Whether or not I do...” I answered carefully, no making any promises. “Charlie is just down the hall...Billy is in the next room.”

“I don’t care.” He replied, leaning to kiss me again. I sighed into his kisses and leaned into his embrace.

“I do.” I whispered, between kisses. “Please Jake...we need to stop before things go too far.”

I heard him sigh and then he pulled away from me. He nodded silently and I wondered if I’d hurt his feelings. This was my Jacob again not the Jacob who had started the kiss.

“Bella?” he asked softly, turning away to climb into the sleeping bag on the floor. “Can I take you on a date?”

“Sure.” I replied. What was the point in playing hard to get after that? It was obvious I liked him as more than a friend now. When I was sure he had turned the other way I slipped my jeans and jumper off and climbed into his bed. I fell asleep to with the smell of Jacob Black all around me and a funny feeling in my stomach. I wasn’t as naive as I’d like to think. His kiss had definitely won my body over even if my mind was still uncertain.

Jacob POV

I rolled over after I was sure Bella had gotten in the bed. To my surprise she was already asleep. I loved the sight of her asleep in my bed. It’s a shame that we weren’t alone because I know she liked that kiss. As I thought about it though I thought that maybe it was a good thing. I didn’t want to rush her into something she would later regret. A kiss was one thing but I sure as hell knew I couldn’t control myself.

Tomorrow morning she might not mind that we had kissed even if I had been a little...enthusiastic. However if we had continued would she have resented me for rushing things when she wasn’t sure how she felt. It would have probably ended up making things awkward and pushing her away.

I had to try to control myself. I heard Bella turn over on the bed. I watched as she pulled the covers up more and hugged them tightly to her.

“mmm...Jacob...my Jacob....” I heard her mumble. I smiled. So she did think about me.

Bella POV

I woke up in unfamiliar surroundings. I sat up and realised I was in Jacob’s room. I remembered last night and looked down to the floor.

Jacob was no longer in the sleeping bag. It was undone and he was mostly hanging out of it. I smiled, he obviously got rather warm. I suddenly noticed a bulge in his shorts and felt my face get hot and knew I must be tomato red. I quickly looked away feeling rude.

I quickly pulled my clothes on and quietly let the room. Not that it would matter because Jacob looked like he was in such a deep sleep that the school marching band could parade through the room and he would still not wake.

I found Charlie and Billy in the kitchen, both sat with tea and a paper.

“Morning Bella.” Billy greeted me. “About time one of you kids woke up.” He had one of those knowing grins. I wondered whether he thought we’d been up to something. I helped myself to a cup of tea.

“What time is it?” I asked.

“nearly eleven.” Charlie replied. I blushed, I really hadn’t meant to have slept in so late. We must have been up later than I thought. “So did we miss anything good last night?”

“Not really.” I shrugged. Then I remembered something. “Oh, wait! Look, Jake got me a graduation present.” I held my wrist out so that he could see my bracelet.

“That was nice of him.” Charlie replied smugly.

“Yeah, Jake thinks the world of her.” Billy added. I blushed feeling very uncomfortable with the direction the discussion was heading. “Speaking of Jake, would you mind going and waking him up, Bella?”

“Um, Yeah, Sure.” I replied.

I put my mug down on the table and walked back towards Jacob’s room. I poked my head around the door and smiled. He was right where I’d left him.

“Jake?” I called to him. He didn’t react. I knelt down next to him and shook him. “Jake?” He mumbled and went to roll over.

“Bella....you’re incredible....” he murmured, causing me to freeze on the spot. I felt my cheeks burning again. “God Bella...” Ok, I needed to wake him up right now! I couldn’t hear anymore of this! I shook him as hard as I could.

“Jake!” I almost shouted at him. He sat bolt upright nearly head butting me in the process. I leapt back in shock.

“Bella?” he asked, his mind focusing on where he was. “Oh, morning Bella.” He smiled at me and I relaxed again.

“Jacob Black, did you know you talk in your sleep?” I asked him threateningly. I saw him blush a little.

“What did I say?” he asked.

“Oh I think you have an idea what you said.” I replied, that wanting to repeat what he’d said. “It sounded like a good dream none the less.” He blushed more at that and I knew he knew exactly the sort of thing he had said. “I’d much rather you didn’t think about me like that when I have to hear you think it! It’s embarrassing!”

“Sorry.” He mumbled. “It’s not like I can help what I do in my sleep.”

We were both silent for a while not really knowing what to say.

“Billy wanted me to wake you up so...” I said uneasily, getting up to head back to the kitchen.

“You talk in your sleep too.” Jacob said quietly. I stopped still. Crap. What did I say?

“I know.” I replied. “Normally nightmares. I overheard Charlie telling Billy once...that he still sometimes hears me screaming in the night.” I didn’t know why I was telling him this. I felt his arms wrap around me from behind.

“Actually....I only heard one thing. You said ‘mmm...my Jacob...” he told me. I could almost hear him smiling as he said it. Stupid wolf. “I didn’t know I was yours...” Now he was teasing me.

“Actually, that’s not what I mean when I say that.” I said slowly. “It’s sort of how I separate you...in my head. Like there’s two Jacobs. There’s my Jacob...my best friend, the boy I made mud pies with...then there’s the other Jacob who is more confident and rude and sometimes mean.” It was mostly the truth. Enough to stop him thinking my dreams weren’t so very different from his.

“I promise, I won’t ever hurt you Bella.” He said softly in my ear. I felt it then. A rush of emotion that swept over me and out it all came. Tears started running down my face and sobs escaped my lips. Jacob turned me to face him and pulled me against his chest as I continued to cry.

“I just miss them so much...” I sobbed. “Not just him...them...all of them...they were like family.” I could feel him rubbing my back and nuzzling my hair.

“Ssh Bella.” He soothed. “You still have me. There are people here at La Push that will always consider you family.”

“I had everything planned out Jake...my whole life.” I cried, clinging onto him. I felt like I would disappear into darkness if I let go. I felt him tighten when he realised what I meant, that I wanted to be one of them. He said nothing though. Now wasn’t the time. “It just hurts so much...”

“Do you still love him?” he asked me quietly.

“Of course...part of me will always love him.” I whispered. “I’ve gotten over him mostly...I think, but my mum always said your first love almost never works out but always stays with you.”

“Then what is it that causes you so much pain now?” he asked me, lifting my chin so I looked up at him.

“Because...I held it in before I guess...it’s the rejection I guess.” I whispered. “I knew I’d never be good enough, but he made me believe I was and then...”

“I’m so sorry Bella.” He said softly. “I don’t know why he left...but he’s crazy.” My tears had nearly stopped and I felt warmth spreading through me. It was as if all the pain and rejection that filled the hole that Edward left had left me and something else was filling it now.

I looked at Jacob’s dark eyes staring down at me. Jacob. Jacob was filling that gap. As if my heart had finally said goodbye to my love for Edward, leaving me space for me to love Jacob. It was that moment I realised I did. Not just as a friend either. I leant up and kissed him ever so lightly on the lips. He was too shocked to move.

“Thank you.” I whispered softly to him. Then I began to feel a bit funny. Everything span and everything was threatening to do dark. Then everything did go dark.

Jacob POV

Bella looked at me with those big brown eyes. She looked like she was thinking hard about something. Then a look of shock crossed her face. I watched in shock as she leant up and kissed me ever so lightly. I didn’t move in case I scared her.

“Thank you.” she whispered softly to me. I felt her swaying against me and then her eyes closed. I picked her up carefully in my arms and carried her out to the kitchen.

“Chief? I think Bella needs to go home.” I said sheepishly. “She kinda just fainted.” Charlie and Billy looked over to me. Billy looked confused and Charlie looked concerned.

“What did you do to her?” Charlie asked me accusingly. Thanks for the confidence Charlie.

“She’s not pregnant is she?” Billy asked. “Women faint when they’re pregnant.” Charlie glared at me suddenly.

“Don’t look at me!” I protested. “I haven’t touched her like that I swear! She just...I think she finally got over it.” Charlie calmed down instantly, as if he knew exactly what I meant.

“What do you mean got over it exactly?” he asked cautiously.

“She just started crying...then when she stopped she looked calm, then happy and that’s about when she fainted on me.” I said. “Shall I put her in the truck?”

Charlie nodded silently and followed me to the truck.

“I’ll see you guys later.” He said, waving as he climbed into the truck. “Thanks for the party.”

Charlie POV

‘About time’ I thought to myself looking at my daughter sat limply back into the seat. I wondered why it took this long to get that Cullen boy of her mind... I knew first hand how long it took to get over a broken heart but...why now. Unless someone had taken his place in her heart... I looked in the rear view mirror at Jacob Black stood watching the truck drive off. I smiled to myself. Good for him.

Author’s notes: and there you go. Bella’s decided how she feels about Jacob and thinks she’s ready to tell him. Keep your eyes open for the next chapter for what happens next xx
- 2
- 3
- 4
You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.
Report Story

The House That Jacob Built