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I Should Have Gone To Rehab	By : selfproclaimedbeauty05 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Slash Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Alright Guys, here is another chapter. I am really enjoying myself with this story. I hope you guys will enjoy it just as much as me. I want to thank everyone who is reviewing and reading my story. I am glad that you guys care about little old me. But Anywayz on with the story…..

Chapter 3: Do U Think About Me? Why Should I?

Two Years Later

“Hey Jake, come downstairs!”

“Okay dad here I come!” I was laying in my bed. It was a very bad day for me. Today was May 12. Today was the day that Edward and I had started to date. It would have been our three year anniversary. But it didn’t matter now. I had heard from my dad that Edward and Bella were now engaged. I should have know he would stay true to his words and stay with her. I just didn’t get what she had over me. I understood what he meant about the normal part but what else. She was a complete bitch. Alice told me that the Cullens only put up with her because of Edward. If Edward was happy they weren’t going to complain. I frequently talked to Alice and Jasper, but rarely anyone else in the Cullen family. I just didn’t want to feel their pity or them asking me if I was okay constantly.

After we broke up, I just got tired of seeing their love affair thrown in my face. Everyone kept talking about them like they were royalty. It made me sick to my stomach. I hadn’t talked to anyone for almost a month. I didn’t feel like eating or leaving my room. I barely phased. I just couldn’t take that Edward was gone from my life. My family and friends became really worried about me. I had dropped a lot of weight from refusing to eat. I was getting weaker by the day, hour, and minutes. I just didn’t want to feel the pain I felt. I just wanted him to come back to me and say he fucked up. That he loved me and never meant to leave me in the first place. It got so bad to the point that my dad checked me into the hospital. I stayed there for three weeks. I had still refuse to eat or speak to anyone. So they had to force me to eat. I just couldn’t convey emotion anymore. I felt numb inside and out. The only person that got me out of my depression was Jasper. I didn’t know why he helped me when he did. Carlisle had pretty much given up all hope of me recovering. He didn’t know what else he could do medical wise. He suggested that my dad be prepared to lose me because at this rate I was not looking good.

All I know is that I was laying in my bed in between half dead and alive. My skin was on fire and I felt nausea from the food that was practically shoved down my throat. I just wish somebody would come by and end it for me.

“Jacob?”

“What are you doing here?” I asked weakly.

“I came to see you. I was worried about you. I could feel you all the way at my house. I had to see you.”

I laughed weakly. “ So what do you care? Your brother is happy with his new girlfriend. You don’t have to worry about a war starting if we aren’t together. So why did you waster your time, Jasper?”

“Because, I know you are stronger than this. You have more strength than anyone I know. If you were anybody else right now you would have been dead a long time ago. I refuse to let you waste yourself anymore.” He said at me angry. He grabbed his golden blonde curls in frustration. I thought that smell gesture was cute. I smiled at the gesture. It was the first time I smiled in two months. At the thought of that I felt tears running down my face.

“Oh, Jacob. Please don’t cry.” He came over to my bed. He did the unexpected. He wrapped his arms around my weak body and just held me. I felt like a dam and let everything flood out of me. I let the pain, the hatred, and the sadness out. I realized why I was trying to kill myself slowly. I hadn’t let go of my emotions. I kept them bottled in the whole two months. I didn’t let anyone know how I felt. I just couldn’t tell my family or pack that I was in love with Edward Cullen and that he left me for….Bella. My body trembled and I could barely catch my breathe with all of the crying I was doing. When I thought I was done I cried some more. I just couldn’t stop. And the whole time Jasper held me. He never let me go, no matter how much it hurt him. When I finally stopped I was so exhausted that I fell asleep in Jasper’s arms. The next morning I awoke to Jasper sitting in the chair across from my bed. He stayed the whole night with me. I looked at him and for the first time I realized myself worth. I didn’t need Edward. The only thing I needed was myself and my family.

“ See I told you that you were stronger than that.” Jasper smiled at me and walked out of the room.

From that point on I was no longer in pain. I wasn’t even sad. I was content. I began to eat. I started talking to my family and friends again. I was slowly but surely turning back into myself.

Then last year during winter, I decided that I wanted to leave La Push. It wasn’t like I was still depressed over the situation. I was over Mr. Edward Cullen. I just wanted to go away. When I decided I was going to take off. I didn’t know exactly where but I couldn’t stay here. I had went to go clear out my bank account. When the clerk informed me of the amount I had I almost had a heart attack. Edward had deposited over a hundred grand in my bank account. I guess he knew me well enough to know I was going to try and leave Washington for good. I was hurt and touched at the same time. Did he want me to leave and the money was a good riddance gift? Or was he trying to say I love you and I want you to be comfortable where ever I decided to go?

I was going to leave, but something stopped me. I think it was my pride. Why should I be the one to leave. I was here first. Edward was mines first. If anything Bella should be the one to leave out of Washington. Edward and her both could go to hell and rot there. I refused to let them chase me away from my family and friends. They could kiss my ass.

“JAKE!!!”

“I AM COMING!!!” I yelled back at my dad. I was so deep in thought that I completely forgot about my dad asking me to come downstairs. I finally got out of bed and walked downstairs. I walked to living room where I knew my dad was. I seen that he was holding some type of lavender envelope and a white letter. It looked like an invitation of some sort.

“I can’t believe Charlie is letting his daughter actually marry that leech.” My dad looked up at me when he realized I was in the room.

“Dad what are you talking about?” I gave him a confused look.

“Bella. She is really marrying the youngest Cullen. They just sent us a invitation. They only reason I would think to go is because it is Charlie’s daughter. If she wasn’t I would not be going.” I walked quickly over to my father and snatched the invitation from him. I began to read

You have been cordially invited to the Union of Isabella Swan and Edward Cullen.

I looked at the envelope and it was address to my dad and me. I couldn’t believe this shit. Who the fuck does this bitch think she is? I should go to Forks and rip her fucking head off. I didn’t think the little slut had the nerve to send that type of trash here. She knew what she was doing by sending that invitation. She knew that she was the one who broke Edward and me up. Yet, she didn’t care. She got what she wanted. She got My Edward. I was pissed . So pissed, that I didn’t even realize that I had thrown on a pair of jeans and a white tee shirt. I put on my motorcycle boots and grab my helmet. I was about to head to the Cullens house. I was completely sick of this shit. It was time I did to Edward what I should have done that night. I was going to kick his ass.

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Alright People, I am going to bed. I am completely wiped out. My daugther has been driving me up the wall. But anyways, I hope you love it. Read, Enjoy, and Review!!! Up next the confrontation…..XOXO!!
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