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Trapped	By : LovingPipersBoys Category: Twilight Series > Slash > Edward/Jacob Views: 12126 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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This was going to be our special evening.
A week without Edward hurting me or touching me has led us here, to this night. There were candles everywhere, rose petals on the bed, on the floor and covering the bubbles inside the bath that he had drawn for us. It was such a wonderful and romantic scene.
Too bad that it's so fucked up and I was a prisoner being held against my will.
Although I was grateful to him for not raping or beating me for a full week, I was still on edge and angry about my current situation. It's been four long weeks since my first night here. I've been given small freedoms and privileges since then. In a sick way I'm happy to have the illusion of normalcy.
I was allowed to walk around the house as long as I had my collar on. I watched movies with the Cullen's on "family movie night" with Edward's arms wrapped firmly around me, showing everyone that I belonged to him. Something that he wasn't above saying whenever anyone had certain thoughts of me. I also sat with him as he played the piano. When I showed some interest, he decided to give me lessons to pass my time. One day he had even brought me home a stack of motorcycle and car magazines, saying that he wanted me to feel comfortable in my new home. I got to eat whatever I wanted for dinner and ate at the kitchen table with Alice and Esme keeping me company. For just a few minutes I was able to pretend that everything was alright.
Edward seemed like a loving boyfriend and it almost felt as if I had a family again.
Almost.
Now I was sitting in a chair in "our" room waiting for him to come and get me. I didn't understand what was so special about tonight that he had to do all of this romantic crap. I have given him what he wanted by…doing what Emmett had done to me for him but some how that wasn't enough.
He wanted something more.
Maybe my love? But he wasn't going to get it and he had to know that. Maybe to keep my sanity I would learn to deal with being here and accept the fact that I was his lover but I would never give him my heart.
Never.
"Why do you have to fight this Jacob?" Edward's voice interrupted my thoughts as kneeled down in front of me, taking hold of my hand.
"You took me from my home Edward. You raped me and beat me for weeks. How the hell did you think I was going to feel about you?"
He looks down at the ground for a second, lost in thought before looking back at me.
"I took you away from people who didn't love you, who didn't deserve you. Did you see what little it took for them to throw you away like trash? And for what? Money? To save a bankrupt reservation?"
The vampire laughed coldly and I shivered now realizing that they sold me out to save their own way of life. But that couldn't be the only reason. Could it?
It was possible but it hurt too much for me to even consider it.
"No, you did something to them. It was some kind of mind control, it had to be."
I swallow hard, fighting the burning sensation in my nose and the watering in my yes. I wasn't going to cry. I wouldn't. I've shed enough tears over the past four weeks to fill a river. I was done crying but the hurt was still there and it would be for a long time to come.
"I did nothing of the sort and you know it Jacob. All I did was promise them money, more than they would see in their life times and they gave you up just like that. It's sad really. You see, I wouldn't give you up for anything in the world. Nothing could possibly mean more to me than you do. I mean, don't you feel it? Don't you feel how perfect we are for each other?"
I look at him, unable to speak for a moment.
What the hell was wrong with him?
Did he actually believe the things that he was saying?
"Yes I do because it's the truth. You may not see it now, but you will, in time."
"I doubt that Edward. If I was so important to you and you just had to have me so fucking much then why didn't you just approach me and tell me all of this instead of kidnapping me and forcing yourself on me? You had to know that those things would make me hate you, not love you."
He gave me a look which suggested that I already knew the answer to my own question.
"You wouldn't have me and you know it Jake. You're disgusted by me, by what I am and you already had years of hatred built up inside you. There wouldn't have been enough words in the English dictionary to convince you to give me a chance, let alone love me. This was the only way."
He stood up and kissed me on the cheek before pulling me up.
"Come now. I have a surprise for you."
I followed him as he walked into the bathroom. I stood in the door way as I surveyed the room. It was very nicely decorated with flowers, candles and even more rose pedals. My attention shifts as Edward turns on some light soothing music. I knew what was going to take place soon. I sighed as he moved to stand behind me. I raise my arms to allow him to take off my shirt. I didn't want this but if I played along then maybe he would be gentle with me tonight.
He removes my collar and excitement washes over me. Maybe I could phase.
"Don't even think about it Jacob. You'll only hurt yourself. Besides, you would have to drink a hell of a lot of water and be out of the collar for twenty four hours before the drug will be out of your system. So no phasing for you lover."
I sigh and clench my fist in despair before turning my attention to the outdoors.
There was a big window on the side of the tub and I could see the beauty of the full moon. It's light shinning in was a nice background to the scene inside. I always loved the way it looked. Even when I was alone in my room, miserable over fake Bella's decision to be with Edward. I shake the memory from my head as I step out of my shorts that Edward had pulled down. I waited as he stripped until he was as naked as I was. His pale skin was a stark contrast to mine and looking at him reminded me of vanilla ice cream, cold and silky to the touch and tasted as sweet as his lips did.
It's amazing the things that you notice even when a situation is far from ideal.
Edward smiled at me and I cringed knowing that he had heard my thoughts.
"This doesn't mean that I like you or want you to touch me in any way Edward. So don't even think that you're starting to win me over because you're not. You never will."
"We'll see about that. Now come, I don't want the water to get cold."
I climb three steps before stepping into the Jacuzzi tub. Once I'm settled I lean up for Edward to take his place behind me.
If I didn't hate him so much I could enjoy this. The water was still hot and the smell of the bubble bath along with rose petals sent a wave of calm over me that I hadn't felt in over a month.
It was a good feeling.
I leaned back against a warm chest, the temperature of the water had given Edward's body the illusion of life and I was happy that I didn't have to feel the coldness of his skin for once. I close my eyes as Edward runs his finger tips over my arms and day dream about my life before.
I missed my family and friends even though they were the ones partially responsible for my situation. I still longed for them. Even if the part of them that I loved the most was a lie.
"I know you won't believe what I'm about to say but I'm going to say it anyway. I'm sorry for your pain Jake, but you have to know that I'm not sorry for what I've done."
I say nothing in response to his words. Instead I lean my head back on his shoulder. Suddenly feeling tired. The weight of everything was crashing down around me as I keep my eyes closed and exhale deeply in an effort to forget.
At this I fail.
"I can make the pain go away if you'd like."
My eyes snap open. I turn my head slightly to look up at him.
Was he going to let me go?
Oh God, please let that be the case.
His grip on my arm tightened, his frustration showing through his action.
"I am not letting you go nor will I ever let you go. I was just offering you something that could make you forget for a little while. I just want to help take away your pain. Contrary to what you believe, I do not enjoy seeing you hurting like this."
I'm disappointed but I'm also curious as to what this something was.
"Ok. Whatever it is I'll take it. I just need to escape the sadness for a while."
He kissed my temple, ever so softly and I almost believe that he cares for me.
Almost.
"There is only one condition. You must let go and accept what I am offering without fighting me. Can you do that just this one time?"
Not knowing what else to say I reply with a simple "yes."
I could now feel his lips on my neck as his hand slip under the water, finding my cock. I groan in annoyance, not ready to feel the roughness that was sure to follow.
I was surprised when he started to stroke me ever so slowly and gently. I closed my eyes and lean my head back against his shoulder, following through on my promise to let go and accept what he was offering me.
I could feel my heart rate increasing as I became hard in his hands, the feel of his touch sending jolts of electricity through my body. I didn't even notice when I raised my arm and looped around the back of his neck, my hand gently tugging at his hair.
I should feel ashamed of myself for this action but right now I couldn't find the strength to care. All I knew was that I was forgetting about everything. My mind was blank. All I could feel was Edward and what he was doing to me, how good he was making me feel.
"I'm glad you like this baby. I told you that I could make you feel good."
The huskiness of his voice as he whispered in my ear had stirred something within me, I didn't know what just yet and right now I lacked the mental capacity to elaborate any further.
His thumb grazed the tip of my cock before he slid back down my length. I moaned deeply at the sensation and shook a little as I was caught off guard. The feel of Edward sucking on my neck only intensified my pleasure. His free hand was now teasing my nipples making me melt in his hands in a way I never would have thought was possible. I could feel the heat rising within my core, the build up and Edwards slow but steady pace was killing me, I was so close yet so far. I started bucking into his hand, trying to hint at him to increase his speed which only made him loosen his grip before stopping completely.
I growled in protest before reaching down and placing myself back in his hands, my grip on him tight as I moved us both around my sensitive flesh. I arched my back and was approaching my climax when his teeth sunk into my neck, shocking me, causing me to loosen my grip.
Edward laughed.
"Now that I have your attention. I want you to lean over the side of the tub for me."
Once again keeping true to my promise, I did as Edward commanded resting my head on my forearm. He then leaned over, tilting my head up he kissed me on the lips. I felt his tongue brush over my lips, asking my permission for entrance and I accepted, opening my mouth and inviting him in. His free hand reaching down to touch me once more and I can't control the gasp of welcomed surprise that was muffled in our kiss as it deepened.
After a moment Edward pulls away and takes hold of my hips. I am grateful for the water that will act as a lubricate but I knew that I would only feel pain once he entered me.
"Jacob."
I hear his voice call out to me.
"Please trust me. I am not going to hurt you. I told you that today was special and that I was going to take your pain away. I've never lied about my intentions so just relax. You're going to enjoy this."
Not trusting my own voice I only nodded and braced myself for the pain. I could feel him spreading my cheeks before something that was the opposite of pain beckoned me. It was different but it was wasn't painful and I found myself wanting more of it as his tongue danced around my entrance, pushing in a slight bit to tease me. Certain areas felt better than others as oh's and ah's came out in a hum of delight from my vocal cords.
This was nice.
I was upset when he stopped and his tongue was replaced with the head of his cock. I tightened my grip on the tub and pressed my head a bit harder into my arm.
"Relax handsome. I'm not going to hurt you." Edward's voice was whispering into my ear for a third time almost hypnotizing me. "I want to make you feel good and this is only the beginning."
He then pushed into me a bit more and I felt pain but it was nothing compared to the pain that I had felt a thousand times before at his hands.
I allowed myself to relax a bit and to my surprise his entering me got a little easier. It still hurt but it was now more of a dull ache.
It took a little while as he entered me inch by inch. When he was finally buried deep within me I breathed a sigh of relief. He then slowly withdrew down to the head before returning to the warmth of my hole. I could feel him trying to hold back as he moaned lustfully at the friction. He continued his movements and I liked it more and more as Edward made love to me for the first time.
I didn't know what to make of this. Of him, of my feelings, I just didn't know. It was so confusing. Yes I hated him and what he had put me through for the past month but this was amazing.
Deciding to take what was happening at face value, I allowed myself to lose my senses to the motions of his hips.
Suddenly my body felt as if it were being given a message from deep within. It felt so fucking good that I nearly screamed and when Edward pushed into me again, assaulting the same spot I realized that he had found my prostate.
"Oh God, Edward." I called out without meaning to.
I have never felt so much pleasure from something so wrong in my life. Here I was, his prisoner and forced lover and yet I was pinning away for him, wanting him to bury himself deep within my body and pound into my love button with everything he had.
"Keep going…right there…don't stop." I heard my voice echoing off of the bathroom walls in unison with Edward's moans as my tight hole gripped him with every thrust.
Shit, I didn't even remember opening my mouth in the first place.
He plowed into me a bit harder and his motions were a lot swifter but he wasn't hurting me. He was pushing me over the edge but I was so far removed from pain that I failed to remember the definition of the word.
I was so close and by the sound of Edwards incoherent words, he was too.
He hit my spot once.
Twice.
Three times and that's when I sent my seed spilling into the water beneath me as Edward keep going, hitting me in the same place forcing another orgasm to rip through me, every part of my body going weak. I was so spent that Edward had to hold me at he continued to the point where I was about to black out before he shot his load deep inside me.
He continued to hold me until the two of us stopped trembling. Once the use of my limbs had returned we stepped out of the tub and into the shower where he helped me wash my body and I, despite myself, returned the favor.
Once we were done we wrapped towels around the lower halves of our bodies before Edward took me in his arms.
"I told you that I would take away your pain. You must learn to trust me Jacob."
He then kissed me.
I think it shocked us both that I didn't turn away.
We returned to the bedroom and dressed before Edward placed a blind fold over my eyes.
"What the hell is going on? What are you about to do to me?" I couldn't help but question.
"You'll see."
He then led me out of the room and down the stairs. I knew the house pretty well now so I know that we were heading towards the dinning room. Edward was still standing behind me when we came to a stop. I put my hands out in front of me and gripped one of the dinning room chairs.
I wondered what all of this was about.
I could tell by the scent of the air that all of the Cullen's were in the room.
This made me a bit nervous.
"Are you ready?" Questioned Edward from behind.
"Yeah, I guess."
That's when he took off the blind fold.
I knew that I looked like a fish out of water with my mouth hanging open.
On the table were several wrapped boxes and a cake. There were balloons, a banner that read "Happy Birthday Jacob" and oddly enough, a motorcycle helmet with a set of keys placed on top of it.
"Happy Birthday Jacob." Edward smiled at me.
With everything that had happened over the past several weeks I had completely forgotten about my birthday.
As Edward guided me to the chair, giving Emmett a look of death along the way, I couldn't help but wonder if maybe this could work. Not even my own father had gone through such trouble on any one of my birthdays.
I shake the thought from my head. Maybe I had been away from normal people for far too long and I was starting to lose my mind. But tonight had been decent so I would allow myself to be ok.
If only for tonight.
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