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Now You're My Whole World	By : astartelydianna Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 9055 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Now You're My Whole World
- 2-Fire
- 3-3
- 4-4
- 5-5
- 2
- 3
- 4
Chapter Three: Burn
“Come on, sleepy head wake up!” Jake’s voice called, I cracked my eyes open and winced at the light now pouring in the window at me. “You can sleep if you want but you should probably know that it’s nearly ten.”
I sat bolt upright in my bed. I immediately felt guilty. I knew exactly why I had slept so late. I had woken up poor Emily and Sam with my screaming last night at least three times. Emily had been so worried and I had felt so guilty that I hadn’t gone back to sleep properly until some point after six this morning.
“I’m getting up right now.” I replied, and then I turned to him. “Now scram so I can get dressed!”
“Sorry!” he called, closing the door on his way out. I quickly got myself washed and dressed and headed out to the kitchen where Emily had a huge breakfast laid out at the table and already half the pack had turned up including some new faces I hadn’t seen before.
“Morning Bella.” Sam greeted me.
“Help yourself before this lot eat it all.” Emily smiled.
“Thanks” I nodded, picking up a roll and adding a few pieces of bacon before tucking in.
“Hey Bella.” One of the new faces said. I looked closer and grinned back.
“Quil, you joined the pack! That’s great!” I grinned.
“Trust the vampire girl to thing this is a good thing.” A girl I didn’t know said, rolling her eyes and leaving the room.
“Don’t mind my sister, I’m Seth by the way.” The young boy sat next to Quil said with a huge smile on his face.
“Hi Seth, nice to meet you...so did I do something wrong?” I asked looking around the group.
“No, that’s just Leah. Charming isn’t she?” Jake replied.
“Bella sit down and eat your roll before it gets cold.” Emily chided. I pulled out a chair to sit down, unfortunately my co-ordination let me down again as I tripped over the leg of the chair and knocked into Paul spilling his drink everywhere. Promptly a huge line of curses came from his mouth.
“Sorry.” I squeaked, rushing to clean up the mess. “I really didn’t mean to do that.” Paul however hadn’t even heard me because he was still swearing. “Just let me know when you’re finished with the swears.” Paul instantly smirked up at me.
“It’ll be a while us high school drop outs have a lot of curse words in our vocabulary.” He replied. I stared at him for a moment before replying.
“Wow...” I commented. “You even know the word vocabulary.”
Then I picked up my bacon roll again and sat down. Paul however got up and left the house.
“Oops.” I mouthed to Emily.
A while later the crowd in the kitchen had thinned out and I helped Emily clear up; I glanced guilty out the down as I picked up Paul’s half empty coffee cup. It really had been an accident. I lifted the cup to my lips, wrinkling my nose because it was cold but sure enough I could taste it had sugar in it. I tipped away the cold coffee and made a fresh one.
I found Paul outside sat with Sam watching Seth try to take on some of the older boys. I placed the coffee silently next to him and turned to leave.
“What’s that?” Paul asked, causing me to turn back.
“It’s coffee, what does it look like?” I replied. He looked like he was going to snap back but then shout his mouth again.
“Thanks.” He mumbled.
~*I'm no superman

I can't take your hand

And fly you anywhere

You wanna go, yeah*~
I tried to hide my shock as I turned and practically ran back into the house. Emily looked at me suspiciously as I quickly picked up a towel to help dry the dishes.
“Do I even want to know?” she asked.
“Paul was...polite.” I replied. “To me!” Emily burst out laughing at this.
“You two are priceless you really are.” She smiled.
It didn’t take long to clean up and then we headed outside to join the others who had decided that a game of soccer was in order.
“Come on Bella!” Embry called. “We’ll go easy on you!”
“Come on there’s no way you can think this is a good idea.” I replied.
“What’s the worst that could happen? A ball in the face maybe? And it’s not that hard a ball.” Jake chuckled. I looked at Emily who had gone to join in so I really had no choice. Fortunately I wasn’t as terrible as I first thought, although there was no way I was anywhere near as fast as the pack. We had split into two teams of five; Sam, Jake, Quil and Seth were on my team and Paul, Leah, Emily, Jared and Embry were on the other side and we were winning seven to two.
“Shoot Bella Shoot!” Sam shouted at me. I kicked the ball as hard as I could and it just slipped past Jared’s fingers between the goal posts we’d marked out...then bounced off the side of Jake’s car and flew back hitting me square on the nose. Then I was looking up at several tanned faces.
“I didn’t really mean for you to get hit in the face Bella.” Jake told me, helping me up.
“You obviously jinxed me.” I mumbled, rubbing my nose and checking it wasn’t bleeding. “Ouch...”
“Are you ok?” Paul asked.
“Is there another definition of ouch?” I asked, rubbing my nose some more. “God I thought you said that ball wasn’t hard Jake!”
“You didn’t break it did you?” Emily asked, coming to usher everyone else away.
“No I don’t think so, just a bruised ego....again.” I replied, sending her a reassuring smile.
“Maybe us mere humans shouldn’t play with them...that could have just as easily been me.” Emily said.
“No, it could really only happen to Bella.” Jared chuckled. “You really are the clumsiest person I know.”
“Thanks.” I replied. “I think I’m going to get a drink...anyone want anything?”
“Soda please!” Jake shouted.
“Me too!” Embry called.
“Please!”
“Oh I’ll come help you Bella, we’ll just bring out a tray.” Emily grinned. “There’s no use offering them anything they’re like children if one has something they all want it!”
“I hope that doesn’t apply for you...” Sam murmured, kissing Emily’s cheek. I glanced away slightly, feeling embarrassed at how intimate they managed to look whenever they were together. They really were in love. It looked like the most special bond in the whole world.
~*~*~
“Hey Jared slouch would you, I can’t see!” Jake yelled, tossing a gummy bear at Jared’s head. Jared just laughed and picked the sweet off of the floor and ate it.
“You wanted to sit on the couch so desperately so you deal with it.” He grinned.
“Can you turn it up Jake? Quil’s crunching his popcorn to loud.” Jared said, shoving Quil would slouched next to him on the floor.
“Are we actually going to see or hear any of the movie?” I asked.
“Probably not.” Embry smirked. “Come sit down here with me Bella, front row seat!”
“Yeah because that won’t start world war three.” Jared murmured.
“I’m sure he doesn’t mean any harm.” Kim said, whacking Jared lightly on the arm.
“Yeah right Kim, that’s like saying Jake’s never thought about it either!” Quil laughed.
“OK guys! Seriously that movie is starting now!” I called over them before a fight really did break out.
~Paul POV~
I could hear laughing as I entered Jake’s house. I had nothing better to do than join the others for their movie night and it did involve free pizza so who was I to complain. Sam and Emily wanted their alone time and Leah had gone out with her latest love interest...hopefully it would finally take her mind off of Sam and give the pack five seconds peace. I hovered in the doorway as I heard her voice...Bella was definitely here, I could smell her too. Sure enough that pull was there, luring me into the living room which was absolutely full between the wolves, Kim and Bella. I had known Bella would probably be here but I hadn’t been sure. I knew she had been spending a lot of time with the pack but I also knew she had a tendency to avoid Jake sometimes when he got a bit...clingy? was that the word I was looking for?
I know he’s backed off as much as he can, no that he knows about my imprint on Bella but it’s still hard to see him so close to her even as a friend...especially knowing that whenever I get that close the only words that come out of my mouth usually result in a fight.
Why did I have to imprint on her? Jake was horrified when he found out because he kept hoping he’d imprint on her. It was hard to just stop loving someone and I appreciated Jake stepped back without so much as a word, he knew how...intense the imprint was. Despite the fact that I don’t like Bella that much I felt possessive of her all the time and the thought of anything happening to her made my blood run cold. How could it be possible to imprint on someone you don’t like? What is the point in that?
It’s not that I hate her...I don’t hate her really we just clash. Every single time I see her I say something mean and then of course she has to be stubborn and get in a fight with me about it.
“Hey boys.” I greeted, entering the room fully and making my way over to the couch. “You going to take up the whole couch between the two of your asses or are you going to share?”
“If you’ve got such a problem with our asses you can sit on the floor.” Bella replied. “Now sssh, I can’t hear what she’s saying.” That little....
“Hey didn’t anyone ever teach you to respect your elders?” I asked. “Grown ups on the couch, pups on the floor.” Jake sighed and shuffled across the couch all the way to one side, I spotted Bella give him a quick look that said “thanks a lot!” before she sighed and shuffled up against the other side as far as she could go. I went to sit in between them but not before gesturing at her legs which after a glare she moved from the couch and placed on the floor. “Much better.”

~*I can't read your mind

Like a billboard sign

And tell you everything

You wanna hear*~
“Just don’t start a fight again, as funny as it is we really won’t see any of the film if you do.” Jake said.
“Come on Jake! That’s funnier than the movie hands down!” Jared laughed.
But I wasn’t focusing on them. I was focusing on Bella, her small soft body pressed against my arm, her scent filling my nose. Part of me was jealous that she had been leisurely leaning on Jake and smiling before I got here and now sat rigid as far from me as she could and looked mighty annoyed about it.
“No need to sulk, you can put your feet back up again now if you want I just wanted to sit down first.” I said, I knew my voice didn’t sound particularly nice but I was trying to be nice....just not very well.
“I’m fine thank you.” She shrugged. I suppressed a growl. God the stubborn girl pissed me off. She pushed all the wrong buttons; and unfortunately all the right ones too.
“Who’s got the pizza?” I asked. A box waved in the air from the floor and I took it. “Cheers, I’m starving.”
“You lot are always starving.” Kim replied. “If you want more, you’ll have to order more that’s all that’s left.”
“Really? You greedy lot!” Paul snorted. Then after the chuckled died down, there was silence as we watched the film, until I spoke again. “So who’s got the soda?” Wordlessly a can of cola landed in my hand. I glanced at Bella next to me, she hadn’t even looked away from the screen, then down at the open can in my hand. “Is this yours?”
“If it shuts you up it’s yours. I didn’t want anyone getting up again.” She replied.
“I might not want your germs.” I smirked. She glared at me.
“Don’t drink it then.” She said, through gritted teeth.
“Well...as long as you haven’t got anything nasty...” I said, with fake thoughtfulness. I saw her fists clench but she said nothing.
By the end of the film Jake was snoring led halfway off of the couch, Jared had Kim cuddled up in his arms and I’m pretty sure they just ate each other’s faces the whole way through, Seth was still munching the popcorn and sweets on the floor, Quil just sat looking at the screen with a rather bored expression and Embry was on the phone ordering more pizza...Bella however was also asleep.
She was actually relaxed! She was never relaxed around me when she was awake; so it was quite nice to watch her sleep, even nicer that she had unconsciously leant against me in her sleep. I knew it was only because I was so warm and she didn’t know it was me but it was still nice. She smelt so good I didn’t want to move for fear that she would wake up and move as far from me as she possibly could.
By the time the pizza arrived Embry had put on another film for us to watch, but while I sat eating my pizza I was paying more attention to Bella than the television. It didn’t matter how much I tried to ignore it, I just couldn’t ignore her. Stupid imprint. I didn’t want a girlfriend, I didn’t mind the occasional bit of fun of course but I certainly didn’t want to have the one I’m supposed to spend the rest of my life with picked out for me at twenty-one.
~*I, I can be everything you need

If you're the one for me

Like gravity, I'll be unstoppable*~
The snoring to my left stopped and Jake sat up.
“Whoops...did I miss the movie?” he asked. “You got more pizza, excellent.”
“Yeah, Embry was still hungry.” I replied.
“God the tv is up loud.” He commented reaching for the remote.
“That was so we could hear it over your snoring.” I told him bluntly. He scratched his head sheepishly and then noticed Bella asleep the other side of me.
“At least I wasn’t the only one who fell asleep.” He pointed out. “How long has she been out?”
“About two hours now.” I shrugged. “Maybe a bit more, this is nearly the end of the second film.”
“Really? She hasn’t...woken up?” Jake asked.
“Nope.”
“Well, looks like you’re stuck there now then.” Jake laughed. “I’m not letting you move until after she wakes up, you’re not waking her.”
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“Bella hasn’t slept more than a couple of hours at a time without waking up screaming for months. She needs every bit of sleep she can get!” he replied.
“Are you serious?”
“Sure,sure.” He nodded. “She woke Emily and Sam up loads last night, Sam said Emily was really freaked out by it. Bella sounded like she was being murdered or something. Charlie told Billy it’s been happening since the leeches left town.”
“Why hasn’t she seen a doctor?” I asked. “That’s not normal.”
“Tell me about it.” He replied, turning his attention back to the tv. I glanced at Bella again, she looked so peaceful it was hard to imagine she having trouble sleeping. Well that was what I thought anyway. By the time film three was nearly over Bella was starting to moan in her sleep. The boys made a few jokes about what she was dreaming about but it was soon clear that it was not a...pleasant dream, when she suddenly let out a scream and her fists clenched as she wrapped her arms around herself.
Everyone looked at her in shock as she gripped her hands around her arms and screamed again.
“Bella!” Jake called, moving in front of her to shake her awake. I just watched in shock. She really did look like she was worried someone was trying to murder her...like she was dying. “Come one Bella, it’s alright.” He pulled Bella into his arms but that just caused her to fight until suddenly her eyes flew open and she looked around at us in shock. “Bella?”
Bella’s eyes focused on each of us in turn and then she turned bright red before getting up and running from the room.
“I’m so sorry about that.” She called after her. I shook my head, once again she was running outside into the dark by herself.
I got up and slowly made my way to the door where Jake was about to run after her.
“Leave her, I’m going to follow her for a little way behind, give her some space then bring her back here.” I told him. “Can you do some damage control? They look seriously freaked out in there and you probably have a better explanation than I do.”
~*I, yeah I believe in destiny

I may be an ordinary guy with heart and soul

But if you're the one for me

Then I'll be your hero*~
I followed her from a distance just like I said I would until she reached a clearing in the woods and slumped down on a broken tree trunk. I gave her a minute to calm her breathing a bit before walking into sight. Her head snapped up to look at me instantly.
“Can’t I even have one minute alone?” she asked.
“Too dangerous.” I replied.
“I don’t care.” She snapped. I tried not to bite, I tried so hard to ignore her and not start a fight but I didn’t know how much longer my temper would be able to stay in check. “What are you doing here?”
“I told you, it’s too dangerous.” I said.
“Then why didn’t you send Jake or someone else?” she asked. “What help did you think you’d be? You’re not exactly mister sensitive.”
“It doesn’t matter, you don’t look like you want to talk about it anyway.” I shrugged.
“I just can’t believe it did that. Why did you let me fall asleep?” she demanded. “Now everyone’s going to think I’m crazy!”
“Of course, I just knew somehow it would be my fault.” I muttered. “No one thinks you’re crazy....well no more than usual anyway. Everyone has nightmares Bella.”
“I am not talking about this with you.” She spat. “Go away now and leave me alone.”
“Stop being a baby and just come back to the house.” I growled.
“Grrr! All you ever do is yell at me!” she shouted, standing up to glare at me.
“Because all you ever do is yell at me!” I replied.
“Because you’re always rude and mean to me!” she shouted.
“You usually deserve it!”
“I do not! You’re just out to be mean to me!” she protested, shoving me even though I didn’t move.
“I am not!”
“Are too!”
“No I’m not!”
“Yes you are! You hate me!”
“I do not!”
“Yes you do!”
“I don’t actually hate you!”
“Yes you do!”
“No I don’t”
“Prove it!” she shouted, shoving me again. “You can’t even have one conversation with me without starting a fight!”
“Fine.” I breathed roughly, before grabbing her waist and pulling her body flat against mine and I crushed her lips under my own. She gasped which allowed me to slide my tongue into her mouth and run it across hers possessively. I felt her body stop resisting and just go sort of limp in my arms as I kissed her harder. I heard her moan softly as she started responding to my hands running over her body, pressing her as close against me as I could get her. I didn’t want to stop kissing her, surely I could live without oxygen if it meant I could keep doing this. I felt her hands still pressed against my chest from trying to push me away start to grip the material of my shirt. I was on fire, more so than normal. I felt so hot I was sure I would burn her. I groaned to myself as I felt her pressing against me knowing there was no way she wouldn’t have felt me. I was right and suddenly she was shoving away from me.
~*So incredible

Some kind of miracle

When it's meant to be

I'll become a hero-o

So I'll wait, wait

Wait, wait for you*~
“What the hell?!” she shouted, snapping me soundly across the face. I saw her wince as she did so knowing that it must have hurt her a lot more than it had hurt me. “What do you think you’re doing?!”
“You kissed me back.” I shrugged. She growled and spun on her heel stomping back towards the house. I followed her, but kept far enough away not to piss her off any more. In all fairness it was probably a mistake to kiss her in the first place because now I knew that was no way I would keep her out of my head.
~*I can be everything you need

If you're the one for me

Like gravity, I'll be unstoppable...*~
--Hero by Sterling Knight
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