Love of My Life | By : princessjolie92 Category: S through Z > Vampire Academy Views: 3374 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter IV
After Christian dropped Rose off at her rooms she got herself ready for the night but still wasn’t to tired after all the things she had heard to day. As she had told Christian she was very proud of him for choosing the responsible choice of keeping and raising his son. And Lissa's decision will always be a shocking one to her, but at least the kid will live. But it was her conversation with Adrian from earlier that was playing across her mind. During the conversations she learned why he wasn’t to made that she was involved with Christian, he was actually happy about it and was going to support them through the whole thing.
Flashback
“Lissa could you give me and Rose a moment to talk?” Adrian had asked her after all the pleasantries of them greeting each other.
“Yeah, i'll go ahead and make my way to Christian's you two can meet up with me.” She told them before she got up from the chair she had set in than left the room.
“What is this all about Adrian?” I asked taking the seat next to him.
“You know that promise I made you take in order to have your adventures to Russia?”
“Yeah I remember.” I said nervously, the last thing she wanted to do was break his heart when he did so much for her, but she wasn’t quite sure she was ready to give up Christian, well that is until she found out what his decision would be about the baby because that would make or break them.
“I wont hold you to them.”
Now that shocked me, “You wont?”
“No Rose I wont. I would love more than anything to date you, and for you to love me as I love you, but I am afraid that would not be good for your health.” he told her nervously as he ran a hand through his stylishly messy hair.
“What do you mean it wont be good for my health?”
End of Flashback
I cant believe how far that woman would go to have me out of her nephew’s life, Rose thought to herself as she drifted off to sleep.
~RH+CO~
Over the next couple of days Christian and Rose spent their time together as much as possible, they spent most of their time establishing their relationship and learning whatever else it was to learn about each other. They also spent a great deal of their time learning each other bodies, on several occasions they came very close to having sex, but one of them would always back off before it got that far. And much to Rose's frustration it was usually Christian that ended things before they could have sex. But she didn’t blame him much, the boy did have a baby on the way with his ex, his protection had failed him once before and it might take him a while before he was comfortable with going that far into the relationship. So sucking up the fact that she most likely wasn’t going to be getting in any anytime soon she decided to be patient and let her mind settle on other things.
During the time that they spent together neither really brought up anything about Lissa and the baby, though the baby did run through their minds constantly. Especially for Christian who has of yet to tell his Aunt about the baby. He didn’t know how to tell her that he had fucked up and now he was to be a father and she a great aunt. Tasha Ozera was not going to be a happy woman, and Christian knew this. He also knew the longer it took for him to tell her the worse her reaction was going to be but he just didn’t have the guts to do it as of now. But he knew if he didn’t do it soon he never would get it done.
“You do in fact know that at some point you have to inform your aunt that you are having a kid right? Because I don’t think she would appreciate it to much if you come home with a baby that she had no warning about.” Rose told Christian as if she was reading his mind. They both were lounging in his dorm, he was sitting on his couch holding his head in his hands while he looked at Rose who had made herself quite comfortable laying on his bed and in a pair of his sweat pants and a tee-shirt that was entirely to big on her the same with the sweat pants, her clothes were soaked from the rain that was still coming down in sheets.
“I do know that, I just don’t know how.” he told her, kind of irritated that she seemed to know him a bit to well, as though she could read him like an open book, he just hoped that she never told anyone the secrets that she was only privy to since there wasn’t much he could hide from her.
“Well first you have to start by actually calling her, than you just have to let it out. It is probably best if you don’t think about it and just say it as soon as you know you have her attention.”
“I don’t think I want to tell her over a phone Rose.”
“If I remember correctly, Tasha just moved to LA.” she said looking at him to giver her confirmation which he gave her, “Than that means she would have to fly all the way to Montana if you want to tell her in person.” again he confirmed what she had just said. “Well she is your aunt and you know her better than I do and probably better than I ever would. But I know if it was me I would tell her on the phone so by the time she flew here from California she would be a bit to tired to light me a new one, quite literally. But than again what do I know, your aunt has always been more of a mother figure to you and I haven’t really had one of those.”
“That's how you would tell your mother if you were to find out you were pregnant?”
“I would tell her from the phone or send her a letter, seeing how she isn’t really in the states anyway. And what ever her reaction was to the news I wouldn’t really care. It is my life I get to chose how I want to live it, I have been doing that since I was little why would I care about her opinion in this when all the times I really wanted it she was never there to give it.” she told him shrugging her shoulders, “Whatever time it was in my life that I actually cared what my mother thought died long ago. Her job will always come first to her. I am nothing more than the service she paid to the Moroi community of creating a potential Guardian that had great potential to just as lethal as her parents. I was breed for pedigree purposes, but you know what to hell with it.”
“I am sure that is not the only reason Rose,” he told her as he set down next to her on the bed and gently wiped away the tears that had spilled from her eyes. “I am quite sure your parents had you because they loved each other, but neither really knew how to express that to a child so they did the best thing they thought for you. Your mother, well we all know she isn’t really the maternal kind, she probably really wished she could be but it was something she just couldn’t measure up to. And your father, well with his life it was probably just to keep you out of harms way. A man like Abe Mazur has enemies, and his enemies would love to get to him through you. But here at the academy they couldn’t reach you. What your parents did for you was the best thing they could have. And to be honest with you I am happy that they did, because you wouldn’t be the Rose I know and care for today.”
“Thanks Christian.” Rose told him as she gave him a small smile and wiped the rest of her tears away.
“Anything for you beautiful.” he said as he leaned down to catch her lips with his. After five intense minutes of kissing to the point they both were in desperate need of oxygen Christian pulled back and rested his forehead on Rose's. “I love you.” he whispered to her when he pulled back a little to look into her eyes.
Those words shocked Rose to her core. All she could do for a moment was just stare at him. He had tole her the words that she had only heard one other person, but he was taken from her not so long after he had admitted to such. She feared the same would happen with Christian but as soon as that thought crossed her mind she vowed it would never happen, not while she still grew breath. She was going to make sure that he live for a long time so he could tell that to her always.
As these thoughts ran through her mind it must have taken to long for her to regurgitate the words because a hurt look crossed his face before he pulled away from her and his face turned into a cold mask. That shocked her out of her musings, she hated such a look on his face, and she would soon have it wiped from his face.
“You don’t have to tell me that you love me too, I just thought-” but she didn’t let him finish, she launched herself at him and begun to kiss him senseless. When their lips was swollen his hair sticking up at all sorts of ends from her hands pulling at it to deepen the kiss and get him as close to her as he would allow before pulling totally away she pulled back just enough to look him in the eyes.
“I love you too.” she said in a gentle whisper but it was the loudest declaration to the both of them.
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