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Heat of the Moment	By : astartelydianna Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 6422 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Author’s notes: now Edward is back Bella has a choice to make and they’re both willing to fight for her. Hehe plenty of sauciness to follow. Enjoy

Part Five

Edward POV

I could see what she was trying to say. She wanted to explain whatever her relationship with Jacob was and probably apologise a million times.

“I feel so awful.” She muttered. “You weren’t here...” I pulled her to me and wrapped my arms around her warm body.

“I told you to move on Bella. I’m not mad.” I told her. “I admit it was not pleasant seeing it through Jacob’s eyes but I understand Bella. He was there for you.”

“But we’re not even together...I don’t really know what we are.” She sighed. “I just couldn’t resist it.”

“I know, love. There are things that you needed that I couldn’t give you. That couldn’t have helped.” I told her. “I just want you to be happy and safe. Even if you choose him, even if I have to share you, would and I’d be grateful. Bella after being without you, after believing you were gone and I’d never see you again...even being in the same room talking to you is something I am grateful for. I love you.”

I lifted her chin and placed a kiss on her nose. She looked up at me with her big brown eyes and I couldn’t help but lean down to kiss her. Her lips were so warm against my own. She sighed softly into the kiss and as I drew back she pushed forward. She started to kiss me back and I knew I should stop. I allowed her a few more moments before pulling away.

“Please...” she whispered. I wasn’t sure what she was pleading for. Bella gave in then and sobs shock her body. I held her while she cried, not knowing how best to comfort her in this strange situation.

“Bella love, tell me everything I’ve missed.” I said leaning us both back to lay on her bed.

“You already know most of it.” She mumbled. I lifted her fact to look at me.

“I want to hear your version.” I replied. “Tell me everything.”

“I tried to follow you, you know. I gave up in the end, I just led, curled up on the ground. I felt like I was
dying. It was Sam Uley that found me. I don’t remember much of the following months. I remember going to your house. I knew there was no one there but I was too scared to even look through the window. I didn’t know what would be worse, seeing it completely empty or seeing the furniture and everything there just as I had last seen it. I would look for you at school. I couldn’t walk in the woods...everything reminded me of you. I just felt empty. Eventually my dad convinced me to start interacting with people again.” She smiled slightly at this. “I started spending time at La Push. It was the only place that didn’t remind me of you. I did hear your voice though, a few times, as clear in my head as if you had been stood right next to me. When I was riding the motorcycle for the first time I heard it. I don’t know why I got them in the first place I just had to get them. Jacob fixed them up for me. I lost control and came off the first go. Even Jacob didn’t want me back on a motorcycle for some time after that. I suppose you know how he’s felt since the beginning...he helped make me myself again.”

Bella POV

Edward just continued to lay there while I explained the things that he had missed. I knew the part I would find most difficult to explain was next.

“I don’t really know quite how it happened. I’m so sorry Edward.” I said.

“Don’t be sorry love. I want to know. I would like to know please. Everything...” he whispered to me.

“I’m not sure I can but....he kissed me. To start with I was pushing away but he kept kissing me and then I was kissing him back. I don’t really know how we ended up getting....so carried away. I think it was a mixture of things. I do love him. Not the same as I love you, but I do love him. It was also a great distraction. When your hormones take over your mind it becomes very hard to think. I felt free....” I hesitated before I continued. I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. “there was no being careful or having to stop. I guess that’s why things went as far as they did. This morning I told him I loved him. But I think he knew I didn’t mean it as much as he would like.”

“So how do you love him?” Edward asked impulsively.

“I’m not sure. He’s my best friend but there is something more to it. I suppose I could’ve have been very happy with him. I would have been able to love him like he wants.” I replied.

“But now I’ve ruined it by coming back here...” he sighed sadly.

“No, that isn’t what I meant. I mean...when I fell in love with you Edward...I gave you my heart completely. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to love anyone else as much as I love you. No matter where you are or whether we’re together.” I murmured. “If you hadn’t turned up I suppose Jake and I would have eventually become an item properly. I would love him and be happy but I would never love him like I love you. The problem now is...I wish things could just be like they were before but it’s not that easy is it. You promised you’d stay with me as long as I wanted you to. Then you left. You seem to be pretty useless at keeping promises Edward. Also...I don’t know if I can go back to being...careful all the time.”

“I guess I understand that too.” He said sadly. “I’m not sure what the situation with my control is now. I can’t promise you anything in that department. However thinking I’d lost you for good does tend to shift your perspective on things.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“Well I thought I’d lost you Bella. If you were gone I wanted my existence to be over. So the thought of anything that might result in that terrifies me. Being around you is easy now. I’m not saying that I would be able to do the things that Jacob can, but being around you, kissing you and holding you are easier.” He explained. I blushed heavily when he mentioned me and Jacob. How could he stay so composed while discussing the woman he loves having sex with someone else?
As if to prove his point he rolled over so that he was slightly on top of me and kissed me. He allowed me to kiss him back and then kissed me harder, pulled me to him instead of pushing me away. I did have to come to an end though as at least one of us can’t go without oxygen indefinitely. I sighed in disappointment when he didn’t kiss me again.

“I’m not pulling away because I don’t want to Bella. Believe me I do want to.” He whispered. “But I think you need to find out what it is you want as well.”
Edward left in the afternoon before Charlie got home. As it turned out Charlie wasn’t mad. Jacob had called to explain we had gone for a walk and I had tripped and fallen over the cliff edge, which he believed because let’s face it he knew me. He told Charlie he’d pulled me out of the water and that after I’d dried off I fell asleep. So Charlie wasn’t worried at all.

I called Jake to let him know I wasn’t ignoring him now just because Edward was back and told him I’d come see him tomorrow.

Then I was in my truck heading to the Cullen’s house. As I reached the turning I stopped. I had come up here so many times...to find it quiet and empty. It was too hard to believe they were really back. I took a deep breath and continued up the track. I looked up at the house and couldn’t help but feel a rush of relief when I saw lights on inside.

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Author’s Notes: ok so there you go. Bella’s tempted by Edward but still doesn’t know what to do. Sorry to all those smut fans there’s wasn’t any in this but there will be in the next one promise
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