Adult-FanFiction.org : Books

I Should Have Gone To Rehab	By : selfproclaimedbeauty05 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Slash Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or make any money from this story.

Chapter List
- 4
- 5
- 6
I do not own nor do I make profit off the characters of The Twilight Series or this story.

Okay, you are getting another chapter but after this I am taking the weekend off. I want to thank everyone for reviewing and supporting the story. You guys are what is keeping me going right now. I have a few requests for Jacob’s date to the wedding. No wedding this chapter, but next one I promise. So, I hope you guys like who I choose. Read, Enjoy, and Review!!! Sorry about errors, I wanted to hurry and post the update.

Chapter 5: Remote Control Me

One Month Before the Wedding….

“What the hell was I thinking? I can’t believe you didn’t talk me out of it. What kind of friend our you?” I yelled at Alice on the phone. I was sitting in a hotel room in Port Angeles. The day that I shifted, Sam was also phased as well. I was so mad and hadn’t thrown up my mental block, so he seen everything. So he wasn’t happy and I was banished from La Push land. Luckily they granted me permission to still be able to phase but not in La Push. I only had one day to get my belongings. Luckily I had lots of money when I got banished. And to think the whole time Edward and me were hiding our relationship from my dad and the pack for nothing, I ended up getting banned anyway. My dad wasn’t to happy to say the least. He stopped talking to me for a week straight. But out of the blue he called me yesterday. He told me that he would love me regardless of who or what I wanted to be with. He was more mad that I hadn’t told him. When I told him the whole story about Edward and me, he no longer was fond of Bella. He already didn’t like Edward but that just made him hate him. He wanted us to have a very open relationship. He said he may not be able to relate to the situation that I was in but he had his heartbroken before. It was funny now that I didn’t live with my dad and there were no more secrets between us, we just grew closer. But I guess that is how life works. I was just happy that he was talking to me again.

“Jakey, you know I am not going to talk you out of doing anything. It is very important that you do go.”

I was switching through channels aimlessly. I was bored out of my fucking mind. Since I was now officially free from the pressure’s of La Push . Alice, Jasper and me thought it would be a good idea to move in together. Alice was searching for a two bedroom and two bathroom house. I didn’t mind the couple living with me. After the episode in the Cullen’s back yard Alice and Jasper said they did not support Edward dating Bella. In fact the only reason Alice was still going to be in the wedding still was because she already paid for the dress. But Jasper said he would not be in the wedding at all. Edward and him got into a huge fight over it. I don’t know what all was said, for some reason Jasper won’t tell me.

“I think I have change my mind.” I ran my fingers through my hair. My hair was getting rather long. I haven’t cut in two years. It was now touching the middle of my back. I wanted to cut it but for some reason I just couldn’t. Edward always loved my long hair. When we were together he would always play in it or run his fingers through it. I sighed at the memory of those tender moments we shared. It still seem unreal to me to go from loving him so damn much to not standing the sight or touch of him.

“Jacob, I would never encourage anyone to go to their ex’s wedding but you need this.” Alice gave me some reassurance.

“Fine, but I would really like to go with a date. Unfortunately I don’t have anyone I want to take. My dad was going to go but you know how he feels about Bella and Edward. I can’t ask you because you are in the wedding. It would be awkward if I went with Jasper.

“Don‘t worry you will have a date.” Alice said with excitement in her voice. I knew that tone. She was up to something.

“Alice, tell me what is going on?” I yelled with frustration. I hated how she was always in the loop of things
first.

“Jacob haven’t you ever heard patience is a virtue? Just open your door and you shall receive.” The line went dead. The cow hung up on me.

“What the fuck is she talking about?” Without hesitation I open my door to my room and was very surprise to see….Paul.

“Paul, what are you doing here?” I asked with a confused look on my face.

“Is that how you answer the door when a friend comes to visit you?” He smiled.

“No, I am just surprised to see you. I pretty sure you know I don’t live in La Push anymore. I thought you guys aren’t allow to talk to me anymore?”

His face darken. “I will decided who I want to talk to, Jacob. I am a grown man not a fucking little kid. Now are going to let me in or what?”

“Oh sorry, come in.” I left the door open so he could come in and walked over to the large king size bed I was lying down on. I sat down again. I made sure that my back was towards the headboard. It wasn’t that I didn’t trust Paul, I just was being caution. He was looking around the large hotel room. I got the presidential suite just for the hell of it since I could afford it now. He sat down on the couch that was across from the bed.

“So, why did you come to see little old me?”

“To be honest, I was worried about you.” The look in his hazel eyes definitely expressed some concern. I never really notice how beautiful his eyes were. They reminded me so much of someone I knew.

“Why, I am perfectly fine now. I am exactly kinda glad to be free of the tribe and La Push. I needed to get out. It sucks that I was force to leave instead of by choice.”

“ Jake that is nobody fault but your own. If you weren’t fucking that leech, you wouldn’t have to worry about being banished.”

“Hold the fuck up a minute. Did you come here to talk shit or did you come to check up on me? Because if you are going to be an asshole, you can get the fuck out.” I told him firmly without breaking a sweat or yelling.

“Okay, I am sorry. I just …. Damnit Jake! I fucking missed you , okay!” He got out of his chair and came towards me. “When I found out about ….what had happen with that leech and you. I was pissed. “

“What because he was a vampire? It was….” I didn’t even get a chance to finish when Paul brought his fingers to my lips to silence me. I didn’t fight it, I let him talk.

“It wasn’t because he was a vampire, but because he fucking hurt you. He hurt the one person I really give a damn about. When you were in the hospital, I couldn’t handle it. I didn’t understand why you were wasting away. I just know I prayed to whatever god was out there to help you get better. I wanted you to get better because…I wanted to be able someday to tell you that I ….I love you. I loved you since you were fourteen.” His hazel were studying me. It was like he was trying to figure me out. I had only see Paul express one emotion, that was anger. To see this emotion coming from him now made me see him in a new light. He became suddenly more attractive to me. It was like he finally was letting his guard down.

“Paul, why didn’t you tell me? Why did you wait so long to tell me?” I got up from the bed. I was standing in front of him. It was a definitely a lot to take in. I just found out that one of my really good friends was in love with me. What if Paul would have just told me from the beginning. He probably would have saved me a whole lot of heartache. Damnit Paul, talk about your bad timing.

“Jake, please don’t hate me. I know it is a lot to soak in. Just give me a chance.” He got off the bed and walked towards me. I don’t why I took a couple of steps back. But my back was now to the wall. I looked at the gorgeous man in front of me. He was only a few inches apart from me. He grabbed both my hands and intertwine our fingers together. He rested his forehead against mines. It was a gesture I was use to doing with him. I remember when I use to get mad at my dad and runaway from home. I would sneak into Paul’s house. We would sleep in bed like this all the time. At the time I was only twelve and everything seemed innocent. I just wish I knew then what I know now. I probably would have given Paul all of me, just like I did with Edward.

“Jacob, please say something.” Paul’s mouth was only a inch from my face. I could feel his cool breathe on my lips. It wasn’t like Paul wasn’t a catch. His hair was not long like mines but he did have a shag. His hair use to be short but since I went to the hospital he didn’t cut it. His hair always looked so soft. His russet skin was absolutely flawless. His muscular figure was to die for and his towering height made head turns. I was already 6’3” and Paul was at least three inches taller than me. He had a very beautiful smile even though you barely got to see it. He full lips looked very kissable. Apart of me really wanted to kiss those lips. I even wondered how soft they were. I felt myself harden a bit at that thought. But really did it for me was his eyes. Those fucking eyes reminded me of someone I should hate. But I just couldn’t. The look Paul was giving me right now was something I missed. Clearly that thing was Edward. I felt guilt quickly hit me. I would not think of Edward, nope. I refused to let him dictate my life any further. I needed to move on. He had moved on. So why shouldn’t I.

“Paul, can you help me forget about him?” I said in barely a whisper. I looked at him with desperation in my eyes. Tears were threatening to spill from my eyes. I tighten my grip on his hands.

“I will try. Only if you let me.” Then he kissed me. It was a chaste kiss but it was the sexiest kiss I had ever received. I knew than that I didn’t need to reassure him that I was going to try and make this thing work. I just simply kissed him back with as much feeling as I could. It wasn’t love yet , but it was definitely freedom.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Okay, Guys next chapter I promise is going to be the wedding and a lemon!!! I know you guys have been waiting for Edward to pop back up. Well he is going to come back with full force….Have a Happy Weekend guys!!!
- 4
- 5
- 6
You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.
Report Story

I Should Have Gone To Rehab