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Find Myself In You	By : SensationalK Category: A through F > Black Dagger Brotherhood Views: 3874 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Like I promised!!!

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Tohrment slowly came to himself from his deep sleep…as much of a deep sleep that he could have with the constant ringing of his door bell. He grabbed his cell on his bedside table and groaned at the slight of the black number glowing 2:43 in the damn morning. He moved from the bed, out of the bedroom and into the hallway to head towards the front door. He assumed that it was either Blay bring a drunken John to crash on his couch or one of his brothers asking him if he could take the nightshift somewhere. Tohrment and his Brothers had started the ‘The Brotherhood Security’ years ago when Butch finished high school.

He answered the door, “Janelle?” he went to reach for her.

She looked like the world just dropped on her shoulders. Her beautiful eyes were glassy, red-rimmed, and tears were still falling from them. She looked like a mess, the warning that her Mother gave him a day ago went ringing in his head.

Janelle came easily in his arms; he closed the door, holding her tight. She wrapped her arms around him and grabbed onto his shoulders and sobs started to wrack her body until she was crying hysterically. He moved to his living room sitting her on the couch as she clutched him.

“I’m. Sorry. I-I-I didn’t. Want. Too. Wake. You. But. I-I-I need. Someone. Right. Now” she spoke through her powerful sobs.

Tohrment rocked her gently, he kissed her forehead, “It’s alright, Janelle, any time, and any where is what I promised you if you wanted to talk. You need this right now; I’ll hold you all night if I need too” Tohrment held her, his words causing Janelle again to sob and wail. Tohrment wanted to let her release all of her torment, her pain and all of her hate right now even if meant a soaked T-shirt.

Janelle was held by Tohrment until her sobbing wore her out finally the pain in her heart and the fear in her head started to loosen not all gone, but a tiny piece finally able to crack away. Tohrment looked down to Janelle after minutes maybe hours of crying and wiped her face; she had fallen asleep on his chest. He moved quietly; her still healing wounds wouldn’t allow her to sleep on his couch comfortable, and his soul wouldn’t let her.

He picked her up, making sure that she didn’t hurt her and moved to his bedroom. He laid her gently on his bed, fluffing the pillows and tucking her in. He moved to get off the bed but Janelle’s hand stopped him.

“Stay?” she pleaded to him.

Tohrment wanted to protest, but the lost, feared look in her hazel eyes made him nod automatically and he moved into the bed with her.

“Please, hold me?” she asked again her voice soft and pleading. Tohrment swallowed praying to God that his libido wouldn’t start acting a fool at this precious moment, not after the trauma that happened to Janelle.

He moved closer to her, turning onto his side and wrapped an arm around her, tugging her close to her body. Janelle moved in close to him Tohrment was overwhelmed by her with fresh mocha scent, ‘Dear Virgin! Please, let me a gentlemen, let me just hold her’ he let out a silent prayer. Janelle calm breathing told him that she had fallen asleep with one last kiss to her soft brown curls. He fell asleep.

Janelle woke up peacefully instead the panicky that always made her jump awake. She opened her eyes; her body was warm and calm. She felt a soft breath on her neck, and heavy thick arm wrapped around her waist. She moved her body closer, she felt so safe. Last night had been her breaking point, she didn’t want to call her Mother or wake up Mary in the night and she had wanted to be comforted by Tohrment. He had answered his door, took in his arms and held her as she finally let some of her pain out.

Janelle felt Tohrment move closer to her, and then blushed, she had forgotten about men and their morning…She blushed deeply as Tohrment started to rub against her, her body lighting up and flushing with heat. His hand moved from her stomach to her thigh and rubbed against it. He murmured something, and nuzzled against her neck. She bit her lip as his stubble rubbed against her sensitive neck, her body coming alive.

“Morning” he murmured into her neck.

“Morning” she answered back, her breath a little hitched. Tohrment’s movement stopped and he backed away, probably realizing it wasn’t Wellsie he was rubbing against but Janelle.

“God, I’m sorry” he murmured, Janelle turned around and saw his shamed and embarrassed face.

Janelle smiled at him, “Don’t worry, you must have had a nice dream” she sat up, stretching her back.

Tohrment stared at Janelle, fuck, he had been doing fine, but his damn morning erection fucked up his track record, and before he knew it he was now hard as a rock. Looking at her, he wanted so roll over her and make love to her so soft and sweetly until both of them came apart. Damn skippy he had nice dream, a naughty dream of her, spread out for him… on his dinning table.

“Thank you, Tohr.” Janelle murmured softly to him, she looked back at him.

“You don’t need to thank me, Janelle, I’m always there for you, anytime, anywhere, just like I promised,” he sat up taking her into his arms and kissed her warm cheek.

“But still, I want to make breakfast for you,” Janelle moved from the bed, “Don’t” she held up a finger as Tohrment started to protest, “Let me, or I’ll be a very cranky woman” she teased him.

She moved from the room, leaving him behind in bed. Tohrment moved from the bed to follow her, but stopped at slight of his cock poking of his boxers. Dammit, he tried to will it away but it wouldn’t work. Mustering all his strength, he pictured his Father’s mother and that did the trick. He forever might he sexually stunned but at least he could walk properly.

He stretched for a moment, and then went to the floor to his morning push-ups and sit-ups before heading down the hall to his kitchen. Janelle was already mixing a batter for pancakes, frying up some bacon he had in the freezer.

“You want me to help?” he asked standing in his kitchen actually feeling a little goofy.

Janelle smiled at him and shook his head, “Nope, you plant that fine ass on your couch and let me” she waggled her eyebrows at him. Tohrment’s chest inflated as she called him fine, and walked with a skip in his step to his living room.

It didn’t take long before Janelle came into the living room limping slightly with two plates of food. “There you go,” she handed him one plate and sat down besides him, and they watched quietly the afternoon news.

“I should have made a brunch since it’s close to 12” she murmured quietly.

Tohrment shook his head, he swallowed and then spoke, “Naw, this is good. I haven’t had a good homemade breakfast like that in a while” he murmured.

Janelle blushed, Tohrment thought it was utterly sexy the way her cheeks flushed, and went back to watching the news. They had both finished their plates and each sat in the corner of the couch.

“Well I guess I should be going. Don’t you have to get to work soon” Janelle asked getting up, looking at him.

Tohrment shook his head as he walked Janelle to the hallway, “Nope, got the week off,” he answered her. He stopped for a moment, mustering up all of his courage, “Well since you cooked breakfast for me. I would really like to take you out tonight for dinner as a thank you” he spoke in a rush.

Janelle turned to Tohrment, a slight smirk on her lips, “Are you asking me out on a date?” she asked him, her eyes peering at him with mischief.

Tohrment swallowed and before he stop himself he blurted out, “Yes!” he blushed as she winced from his tone.

Janelle smiled, Tohrment was asking her out of a date, “What time?” she asked, Tohrment’s look of relief made her heart sigh.

“Around six, I don’t want to go too late or early,” he told her.

Janelle smiled at him and nodded, “At six, Tohrment. I see you then” she opened his door and walked out, closing it behind her.

Tohrment felt like a teenager again, his heart was thumping. He felt a shit ass grin stretching across his mouth. Yeah, he may be older, but he still had it. As he went to turn and walk towards the living, the door opened behind him. He couldn’t get the smile off his face fast enough, so Wrath saw his grin.

“You didn’t” Wrath closed the door behind him.

Tohrment laughed; “I didn’t, but I’m trying” he winked at his brother.

Wrath laughed, “She’s a fine female, Tohr. She’s going to make you happy if you let her” he patted his older brother’s back.

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Janelle felt nervous when six started to come around, she had dressed as best as she could. She didn’t need her crutches anymore, but she still walked with a painful limp, so no heels for her. She was dressed in a pair of beige slacks, a white silk plunging blouse, beige flats, and she had golden jewellery on. She rubbed her arm, jingling the golden bracelets that she was wearing. She had put her hair up in a bun, and earth color tones make-up. Her door rang, and she grabbed her brown clutch and headed towards the door.

She answered the door, and smiled at Tohrment. Jesus, the man was dressed in a pair of slacks and a tight blue sweater that brought the man’s navy blue eyes out. She looked at him and swallowed.

“Beautiful” Tohrment murmured, catching her off guard. He had been checking her out also, but smiled, “Not bad yourself, sugar” she murmured, closing her door, and locking it.

“Where too?” she asked Tohrment, as the head down the elevator.

“I haven’t been on a date for years so I decided on Sal’s” he said, Janelle smiled and nodded, she liked Sal’s, it had some great food.

They took Tohrment’s restored 1969 Mustang that Janelle fell in love with the moment she had seen the marine colored baby. They made it to Sal’s and took a booth in the back, they ordered and ate, the conversation was light; talking about her brothers, Father and Mother that Tohrment had met over the last couple of months.

“That Frances” Tohrment shook his head, Janelle laughed, “I did give you warning.”

“I guess you did, but still, he’s quiet a character, and I can’t believe he made a pass at Manny. I think if Payne would have been there she would have flipped or laughed” he spoke, shaking his head at the memory.

Janelle sat up in her side of the booth and smiled, “Frances has a weakness for doctors. He’ll jump on one, gay or not” she chuckled. “He got it from being with my Mother had her work all the time. He loves white lab coats they turn him on,” she spoke now laughing.

They food was finished, Tohrment order dessert, “I know the boys that owns this place and I can’t never resist leaving this place without eating iAm’s German Chocolate cake” he sat up.

Janelle stiffened at the name, “This is Trez and iAm’s place” she asked, he nodded, his head titling. It was good two minutes later that their piece of cake was brought by the brothers themselves. They had heard that Tohrment was in the place so they wanted to greet their friend personally.

“Tohrment, how it going, my man?” Trez spoke to his friend.

Tohrment smiled at his friend, standing up and clapping forearms with him, hugging both brothers quickly. Tohrment looked down to Janelle wanting to introduce them to her, but her face was scarlet red. He looked up to the brothers; their eyes had a knowing look, a lusty and hunger spark in them. Tohrment stepped in front of their view of Janelle, and he swore he wanted to growl and fletch his teeth, and take both of them down for even looking at her so hungrily.

Trez and iAm looked up at him both of them staring deep into his eyes. It was a stare down, a quiet non-violent fight too which Janelle was the winning prize. Tohrment nearly sighed in relief as iAm took hold of his brother’s shoulder and pulled him away.

“Come on, Trez, let’s go. See you later Tohrment” iAm walked away, pulling at his older brother’s arm, Trez stare at Tohrment. It like he was sending him through his eyes that he better take care of her, or he’s in the world of hurt if he fucks up. Tohrment nodded and then went to sit back down.

Janelle had stared at the three men and then stared at Tohr as he sat back down and ate his cake.

Janelle’s lips turned into knowing smile, and she started to giggle, “I guess you won” she said towards the man.

Tohrment looked at her with innocent eyes. “Come, Tohrment, I waiting for all of three of you to start beating your chest and going ape on each other. Did you win?” she teased him.

Tohrment lips turned into a grin, “I think I did,” his chest puffed out, Janelle laughed harder.

As Janelle’s laugh subside, Tohrment stared as the woman made a transition from happy to holy smokes seductive.

“What are you going to with your prize?” her voice had that husky tone of a woman that was ready for sex.

Tohrment’s cock got hard so quick that it hurt, he swallowed, “I can think of a few things, but I rather not show you them here” he murmured.

Tohrment didn’t understand how a beautiful evening can turn so sexy in a few seconds. He watched Janelle eat her piece of cake and became unbearably hard. He was sure that he was going to rip through his slacks if she kept the way she licked at the spoon to get the rest of the chocolate fudge off. Tohrment pulled his wallet out and slapped four twenties on the table; he adjusted himself before he got up.

“Let’s go” he grinded out, his voice tight. Janelle looked surprised and then smirked as she got up even with her limp, she followed Tohrment out of the restaurant and towards the Mustang.

Tohrment opened her door, but before she got in she was grabbed by the back of her neck and Tohrment’s lips came crashing down on hers. The passionate kiss was fast, and before she knew it was she was putting on her seatbelt as Tohrment moved out of the parking lot.

Janelle touched her lips; she hadn’t been kissed like that in forever. As the Commodore came into view, she got excited, Tohrment pulled into the underground garage. Janelle opened her car door; to excited too wait for Tohrment. The man’s face was hard and strained, Janelle wonder why for the moment. As soon she got into the elevator, she was pushed flushed to the mirror, and Tohrment pressed himself between her legs. His big hands grabbing her upper thighs, she got what he was doing and lifted them up to wrap around his waist.

His lips was on her, his bugle was rubbing against her core making them both moan into each others mouth. Tohrment pulled her closer to him as he wrapped an arm around her lower back and neck, their grinding got harder, and they got lost in each other. A chime told them they got to their floor Tohrment grabbed hold of her, and she held on tight as Tohrment carried her to her apartment. She gave him the key, and held on tighter as he let the hand around her neck go and used it to get the door open.

Slamming the door behind them, he made his way to her bedroom. Tohrment leaned over to lay her gently on the bed; Janelle licked her lips as she watched Tohrment strip. She moved to remove her own clothes. When Tohrment was finished she had only her black lace underwear. She hadn’t got the chance to take them off before Tohrment crawled over her, he pulled at her hair band and threaded his fingers threw her curls. “I love your hair,” he took a deep breath in the side of her neck smelling her hair and her skin’s scent.

Janelle moaned as his lips skimmed over her neck and shoulder, his hands wander down her body and up again, cupping her breast. Thumbs teased her harden nipples causing her body to jerk in pleasure and push more of her flesh against him. Her hands wander down his tone back, his tan skin so smooth and soft over hard muscles. She cupped his ass, feeling it flex as he grinded against her, wandering towards the front she felt his steel abs, coming over his pecs and the tight small nipples, Tohrment moaned, Janelle smiled this might be really fun also. He was a male perfection, she wanted more of him, and she wanted all of him.

Tohrment settled his weight downwards before Janelle got the idea to flip the switch and tease him senseless. He wanted the woman under him withering with want before he took her. His lips followed his hands, cupping her breast higher, his left thumb played with one nipple as his mouth descended on the other, biting, sucking, licking before moving over to the other one. His eyes never left Janelle’s face, her pink lips parted as she panted; her eyes shut close, her cheeks flushed. She was all the woman he needed right now, primal urges deep inside of him telling him to skip foreplay and take her with wild need, but he needed to go slow. He needed to watch her, her trauma was still fresh at any sign of fear or pain, he needed to stop right there and then and not after he hurt her.

Leaving her harden nipples, he kissed down her stomach, his hands on her flanks, caressing. His tongue came out and licked the line were her lacy panties started, he noticed that Janelle was a type of woman that kept every body hair away from her body; Janelle jerked under him and moaned. He kissed farther down, to the crotch of her panties. She smelled like woman, his tongue play over the lace, feeling the damp patch. She was wet and ready for him, but he wanted to taste her, he wanted to feel her come undone on his tongue. He crooked a finger over her panties and pulled it to the side, revealing wet lips. Alternating at looking at her wet lips and then her face, he kissed the crease where her pelvis met thigh. A breathy call of his name made his smile and kiss at those lips.

Janelle whined; Tohrment took in the sound, kissing the wet lips again running the tip of his tongue over the slit. Again Janelle whined in protest, Tohrment smirked, she wanted him so bad. He dipped his tongue in delving deep into her core and cherished the loud moan he was given. Tohrment moved away, that sexy underwear had to come off he wanted to pleasure her right. He got up on his knees tugging on the panties; Janelle moved her hips, closing legs and lifted them up so that Tohrment could pull the garment off them off.

Tohrment flung that offending garment them over his shoulder and grabbed Janelle under her knees, he was carefully with her right leg since her upper thigh bone had been fractured and she still walked with a limp. Grazing over Janelle’s body, his cock pulsed as his eyes swept down that lovely face, over large full breast, soft panting stomach and a wet pussy that glistening with want. Pre-come pool at the tip of him and dripped down on the bedding, scooting back and leaning back down, keeping those sexy legs wide for him as he tasted Janelle.

Flattening his tongue, he licked her upwards, dipping the tip of his tongue into her tight core before coming up to her harden clit, flicking at it and taking it into his mouth to suck. He held Janelle down as she screamed in pleasure, hazel eyes coming open to watch him, shock written all over her face. Tohrment knew now that her former lovers before him weren’t never as thorough as him, which he didn’t understand, Jesus, Janelle tasted so damn good.

Janelle watched Tohr eat her up; literally eat her like she was going to be his last meal in a long time. He feasted on her, his marine color eyes watching her watch him. Tohrment’s mouth was all over her wet need with his tongue deep inside of her rubbing her walls so good finding her nerve endings that flared with pleasure. Janelle knew that he was giving her show as how to please her when he lifted his head, licked his glistening lips, moved forward, bending her slightly putting her legs over his shoulder so she could see her own swollen need. Janelle’s breath hitched as his tongue came out, his fingers parted her and with a speed that she never knew that a man could use his tongue at he flicked over her clit. The slight alone was already too much, the knot in her lower stomach came undone and she screamed as she came.

Tohrment smiled at the slight of his woman coming so hard, that the finger that he put inside of her was being clamped down from all sides. If his one finger already feeling like that, he wondered what his cock was going to feel being squeezed from all sides.

“Tohrment, take me, take me, please!” Janelle moaned, her arms reaching out for him.

Tohrment nodded, he wanted her too lowering her hips to the bed again. He grabbed his cock, still wanting to tease her a little; he rubbed the head of him over her wet core. They both moaned, he wanted to slap himself for being such a tease because now his cock had a taste of what was coming and was throbbing painfully.

Janelle knew that Tohrment was trying to tease her blind, two could play that game. Grabbing one breast, she bent her head to suck on her own nipple, her other hand coming down to tease her own sensitive clit between her bent legs and spoke, “Make me feel good, Tohrment, make me feel so good” her voice was deep and husky.

Tohrment’s eyes went wide and then narrowed, his nostrils flaring, he grabbed her hand, pulling her fingers into his mouth, and then he fell deep inside of her.

Janelle moaned, “Fuck me!” she hollered.

She tended to get a little wild in bed, but it seems that Tohrment didn’t mind at all because he did. He screwed her so hard that her eyes started to roll to the back of her head.

Tohrment knew that wouldn’t last more than a ten minutes, his cock had been half hard since this morning for the female under him. His balls were full and ready to be released, but he wanted to feel her come on him. He wanted his cock to feel what his finger already felt. His face buried in her end as he pounded into her, he gather all of his weight on one side of his hand, he use the other hand to travel down her body and to her clit. Clamping the harden nub between his fingers, he put pressure on her and then rotated his fingers. Janelle came undone, screaming her pleasure, her fingers digging into his back. Tohrment cried out, so much pressure, she was squeezing him to tight that his release made him buck and shoot out like bullets.

Tohrment came down and fell on top of Janelle, Janelle smiled. She kissed his temple as small shudders rocked his body, she felt so good, like this was suppose to be.

“I’m so in love with you” Tohrment murmured, Janelle wouldn’t have heard it if she hadn’t read in his lips as he pulled away.

“Hmm…That sounds so good, say it again” Janelle kissed his lips, “I’m in love with you” Tohrment murmured again as she pulled away.

“Baby boy, you had my heart when you kissed me the first time in the hospital” Janelle answered him. Tohrment fell to her side, and Janelle rolled over to lay half on top of him.

As they started to fall asleep the door bell rang. Janelle shot up from the bed, and winced; “I forgot that was supposed to take Nalla tonight” she got up the bed.

“Go answer the door; I need to change the sheets. Up! Up!” Janelle pushed Tohrment to his side; he laughed and rolled over and then got up. One minute the woman was drowsy from the great sex he had given her and then next she was running around. He put on his boxers, his slacks and his wife beater, and moved to the door. Janelle was still naked as she moved to change the sheets.

Shaking his head and a shit ass grin on his face, he walked to her door; Nalla’s voice already could be heard through the door as she complained why Janelle was taking to long.

Tohrment opened the door, “Uncle TT!” Nalla eyes widened and threw herself from her Father’s arms into her Uncle’s. Tohrment held his niece close to him, and kissed her cheek.

Looking at his brother, Zsadist looked stunned, “Is everything okay?” he asked looking into the apartment.

Tohrment smiled at him and nodded his head; “Yeah, everything is fine” he winked at his brother.

Zsadist watched Janelle shoot out of the bed room, pulling her hair up in a bun, limping towards them, wearing a pair of sweatpants and Tohrment’s blue sweater. Zsadist knew then what he had just interrupted he looked at Tohrment as he turned his hips to pass Nalla to Janelle as she took hold of his daughter to kiss and hug her. Tohrment then turned to him and smiled; Zsadist gave him brother a knowing smirk and nodded.

“I’ll pick Nalla tomorrow morning when Bella and I come back from NYC” he said, Tohrment nodded and stepped back. He swallowed the laugh he watched Zsadist nearly run to Wrath’s door through the peek hole.

Tohrment walked back to the living to see Nalla picking out a DVD from Janelle’s collection. He recognized his sweater on Janelle and smiled.

Janelle saw his stare and looked at her clothing; “Sorry, but it was laying there” she blushed.

“I like it on you,” he murmured flopping down next to his woman and wrapping her up between his arms.

Nalla turned around; Tohrment was stunned as the little girl glared at him and stomped over to him, squeezing herself between them to cuddle up on Janelle’s side. Tohrment chuckled, Janelle gave him curious eyes but he waved it off.

The movie ended up being a restored version of The Little Mermaid. By the time Ariel was marrying her Prince Eric, Nalla was spread over Janelle’s lap, asleep. Janelle’s soft fingers were running over the little girl’s multi-colored locks.

“Do you ever want kids?” Tohrment couldn’t stop the question before he came out.

Janelle smiled at him, “Yes I do, I got bitten by the bug when I was taking care of Luke. Ever since I was ten, I wanted a baby of my own, but I also knew that I wanted to give my children a good life so I study hard in school to get good grades, made my career as a mid-wife. Even though, I pictured myself with three kids by now” she answered him.

“Three?” Tohrment was shocked most women wanted one or two.

Janelle nodded, “I don’t want to go overboard like my parents did, but I do want two or three. I saw how siblings affect each other, I want that same love like me and my brothers, or you and your brothers” she spoke to him.

Janelle moved her legs, “Usually, I sleep with her in one bed, but I don’t know if my bed will be big enough for the both of us” she said.

Tohrment frowned, “I’ll go back to the apartment” he started to move but a shake of Janelle’s head stopped him.

“No, I’ll put her in my bed; we can take the couch for the night if that’s alright. Just hold each other” she murmured, Tohrment smiled and nodded. Janelle got up, grabbing the little girl, Nalla’s limps dangling in the air and her head resting on the woman’s shoulder.

Tohrment stretched on the couch, Nalla’s feet had been planted his lap and he hadn’t moved since the little thing fell asleep. Janelle came back, she had changed into night cloths, a satin sleeveless pyjama set in brown, and the top was again a V-Cut with lace embroidered. Tohrment thought she looked damn beautiful, she also had a pair of basketball shorts in her hand.

“These are my Father’s, you’re almost the same size, and so they should fit you” she tossed them over to him as she walked to the kitchen.

“You want like a glass of red wine?” she asked him, he nodded. Coming over to him after he took off his slacks, and put on the shorts Janelle handed him the wine turning off the TV, and putting on a CD, Janelle returned to Tohr, curling her body on his side savouring the way his arm fit around her.

They talked for a while, Tohrment knew about Janelle already from his talks with her parents and brothers, but hearing stories from her own voice made him bloom with love. Janelle quieted down after a while and Tohr thought she fell asleep, but he was startled when she spoke again.

“Tohr, I want you take it easy, alright” she looked at him.

Tohrment looked down at Janelle, her eyes soft and sad. He understood exactly what she meant, “I am, love, I am,” he kissed her forehead, and then her full lips.

“I was attracted to you the moment I saw you, but Wellsie had only been dead for a less than a year and I wanted to cherish her memory. Hell, if wasn’t you, I would have shut down to everything I wanted and need. I love Wellesandra, we loved each other hard, but it was something that your Mother told me a couple days ago that gave me a wake up call. That strong love that I and Wellsie had shouldn’t be wasted, it should be shared. I know that you would cherish it, I want you to cherish it, I want you to love me back as hard as I’m going to do for the next years to come” Tohrment murmured.

Janelle sat up looking up at Tohrment, “Tohrment” she sighed, tearing coming to her eyes, “You’re making turn into a girly girl” she wiped her tears.

Tohrment chuckled, “I like it when you get soft and tender. It makes loving you much sweeter” he murmured, kissing her again with much more passion than the chaste kiss before.

Tohrment pull back, “And what about you? I wanted to make love to you earlier to make sure you felt safe, but I know that I got a little wild at the end,” Tohrment kissed her knuckles.

Janelle sighed, “Lash put a scar on me bad, but I’m going to allow myself to scum into the fear. I can’t be those victims that Mary always talks about. Lash might be stronger than me, he may be able to ruin my body, but here” Janelle placed his hand on her chest, over her beating heart; “He’ll never get in and ruin that. The whole time he was using me, beating me, raping me; I was gone, I was in Germany with my Mother’s family on the North Sea like we usually go when I visit them, on the sandy beach, the sky was clear and blue and I was teaching Luke how to build a sandcastle,” she spoke.

Tohrment felt his chest inflate, Janelle was strong, tougher that she looked; he fell in love with all over again. Leaning over, he kissed her again; he had his eyes close and was melting into her. It wasn’t until Janelle voice was telling him to stop, that he froze, “God, I’m sorry” he noticed that his hand was under her shirt, teasing her again and his erection was pushing against her.

“Don’t be,” Janelle smiled at him, her face flushed with want, “I love to make love to on this couch, but Nalla is in the other room, and you should know now that I’m a loud woman in bed” she waggled her eyebrows.

Tohrment let his head fall and he laughed, “I forgot about that little tyke, man, I would so get a ass beating from her Father if she walked in on this” he got up.

Janelle eye’s fell to his crotch, “That got to hurt” she looked at him.

Tohrment grabbed his erection, and adjusted, “It’ll go away in a few minutes. Don’t worry” he told her, pulling her up and into his side, Janelle moved to pull the duvet over them. Even though Tohrment knew that he was get a sore neck tomorrow he still fell asleep, at peace with just holding Janelle.

That was hard…and it actually made me blush!

Til Next Time!!!!!

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