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Affairs of the Heart	By : CaptainParisStarr Category: G through L > The Infernal Devices (Series) > The Infernal Devices (Series) Views: 2984 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Jem
- 2-Will
- 3-Colin
- 4-Jem
- 5-Will
- 6-Colin
- 7-Will
- 8-Jem
- 9-Will
- 10-Colin
- 11-Will
- 12-Jem
- 13-Will
- 14-Jem
- 4
- 5
- 6
Will jolted awake at the sound of coughing. Sliding out of the bed, forgetful of his own nudity, he passed Jem the water glass without thinking. It wasn't until Jem was finished taking his medicine that the full reality of the situation hit him.
He had fallen asleep in his best friends bed. Worse, he had fallen asleep after masturbating in his parabatai's bed, while fantasizing about said parabatai... and then he'd been caught at the scene of the crime! His cheeks flaring with heat, he quickly reached behind him for the semen stained top sheet, intent on covering himself up, as he suddenly felt unusually shy and self-conscious. “Jem... I...” He tapered off, at a loss for words, as his knees gave out and he sat bonelessly down on the floor beside the bed.
“Will, what is this? Why were you...?” Jem gestured at Will and the bed behind him after setting down the now empty glass, the drug already having its effect on him. Some color was already returning to his cheeks, and he had stopped coughing and gasping for breath.
“I was... I mean... This is...” Will's mind was blank. There was no way he could tell Jem the truth, that he'd come here to fantasize about Jem while Jem was on his date with Colin, but his mind offered up no alternate explanations.
It was then that Jem noticed the stains on his sheet; the one now wrapped around Will's body to cover him. “Is that semen on my sheet? Your semen?” Jem's mind started making the connection.
“Yes, it is.” Will's eyes were downcast as he whispered the confirmation. If only the floor would open up and swallow him whole, or a meteor would strike the building! Anything to keep him from having to confess the truth of what he had been doing!
“Will! What were you thinking... playing with yourself in my bed? How long have you thought about me in that way... or were you even thinking about me? Was it just for the thrill of it?” Jem hastily backtracked as he realized that he had no evidence that Will had been thinking about him at all, other than the circumstance.
“I... I was thinking about you.” For reasons unknown, the embarrassment fled Will as soon as he heard Jem state what had happened. “Ever since I saw you kiss Colin in the alleyway... I've been... curious, I guess... yeah, curious about you. Physically, I mean.” Will was strangely calm as he spoke, like all the other emotions had fled him with the embarrassment.
Jem sighed, and sat down on the floor next to Will. “Nothing like that can exist between us. Even if Colin was not my... lover.” The word still felt foreign in Jem's mouth, but made him blush nonetheless. “Nothing could be allowed to develop. It would be illegal.” Jem finished, mentally adding; 'Despite the fact that I think about you the same way I think of Colin.' It would only make things harder if he told Will that.
Sighing, Will stood, and, his shyness gone, cast aside the sheet so he could get dressed properly, unaware of Jem's eyes tracing over the lines of his body as he did so, lingering on his shapely ass and the glimpses Will gave his friend of his manhood. He kept his back to Jem as much as he could while dressing himself.
The silence stretched out between them as both friends searched for something to say. “I thought that I'd have time to... I never meant to fall asleep.” Will eventually muttered.
“Neither did I.” Jem added with a half smile.
“What do you mean?” Will cast Jem a curious look over his shoulder as he buttoned up his shirt.
“The only reason that I am so late getting back is because I fell asleep in Colin's bed.” Jem replied, feeling almost giddy as he confessed.
“In his bed? Did you... are you... Jem! You must tell me everything!” Will exclaimed, as he sat down on the edge of Jem's bed, pulling his friend up beside him, his excitement overriding any lingering embarrassment at being caught in Jem's bed.
“We went to his place after meeting up, intending just to talk about... boundaries, how far each of us wanted things to go, that sort of thing. And we did talk, but with our bodies instead of...” He trailed off, shifting uncomfortably, and winced as his still sore ass muscles clenched at the memory.
Noticing, Will's eyes widened further. “You didn't!”
“No, but we came close. I did... feel him inside me. But only his fingers, not his... well, you know.” Jem blushed and swallowed, gathering his thoughts to ask Will about something that was bothering him.
“Did it feel good?” Will asked with genuine curiosity.
Nodding, Jem whispered; “It was the most amazing thing that I have ever felt.” He shifted again, biting his lip.
Misunderstanding the gesture, Will stood. “Jem! Please tell me that he did not force you...!”
“What...no! Will! No, I was not forced. I wanted to, it's just... That felt good, but something else he did should have, but didn't and...” He blushed, shifting yet again.
“Oh? What did he do?” Will was curious in spite of himself, and, even knowing that he should not be discussing sex with Jem at all, he sat down again, close beside his friend.
Jem hesitated, desperately needing to know if Will thought it was normal for him to not like having his dick sucked, or if it meant that there was something wrong with him. However, embarrassment warred with the desperation.
“Jem, you can tell me anything. You know I won't tell anyone else what you say.” Will slid closer and gently rested his hand on Jem's knee. When Jem continued to hesitate, he leaned closer still and whispered; “What is it? I promise I won't judge you for whatever it is you're worried about.”
Jem turned, and Will's blue eyes met his silvery ones from only inches away. “Will... I... Yes, I know you won't judge or tell anyone this. But that doesn't make it any less embarrassing to say.” Taking deep breath, he continued. “When we first got back to his flat, we were just planning to talk... and kiss a bit. Alright...” Jem amended as Will raised an eyebrow. “More than a bit for the kissing. But we weren't really planning to go much further than that. What changed that plan is the fact that we were interrupted by another guy who lives in the boarding house, a boy named Andy. He was drunk and...” Jem trailed off, blushing furiously.
“And what...?” Will swallowed down the dread that had settled in the back of his throat, fearing that Andy had assaulted Jem or Colin for being gay.
“Nothing like what your thinking. Andy's like us... he likes boys rather than girls. He didn't hate us for what we'd been doing, rather the opposite, in fact. He wanted to join us, and he kept... implying that I was a... rent boy. Like that was the only reason Colin would want a boy as pretty as me...” He trailed off again as the self doubt that he'd felt at the time came creeping back.
“Don't tell me that you believe him! You don't look anything like a whore.” Will unconsciously reached over and brushed a few loose strands of hair out of Jem's eyes, tucking it behind his ear.
Ignoring the intimacy of the gesture, Jem took comfort in Will's touch and continued. “No, I don't believe him about that. Its the pretty-boy bit I'm doubtful of.” He spoke lightly, like he was joking around with Will about something like normal.
Smiling, Will teased Jem back. “Don't, you are a pretty-boy. Almost as pretty as a girl... you're just missing the dress. Hey, I wonder if Colin would like to see you dressed up as a girl. I could help you with the stays-” Jem swatted him, blushing again, and Will burst out laughing.
“Oh? If I didn't know any better, I'd say that you don't want to see me in a dress, but rather wearing nothing at all.” Jem paused then, realizing that he had gone beyond teasing and was actually flirting with Will. “Anyway...” He chuckled humorlessly, dropping the teasing tone. “Andy also said that he thought my mouth was made for wrapping around his, or another man's... cock. That's when Colin tossed him out of the room, literally. But it got us thinking and...” He blushed harder.
“You used your mouth on Colin?” Will gaped at Jem, unable to quite picture Jem taking that part of any male- of him- into his mouth.
“Yes, and he loved it. Loved the feel of me sucking and licking him...” He stopped talking as he realized the unintended effect his words were having on Will. “But when he went to do the same to me... It hurt. It was like my body enjoyed it too much and pleasure became pain. So much sensation that it overwhelmed me. Is that normal, Will? For me to not like the feel of someones mouth on me there?”
Will hesitated, then answered carefully, making no effort to hide his erection. “I think so. It is a very sensitive part of the body to begin with, and... yes I think its normal for some guys, for you, to be so sensitive that it just hurts rather than pleasures. But I don't know for sure since... I've never experienced it myself.”
Jem's eyes widened. “You... haven't? But all those tales about whoring and whatnot...?”
“I have had sex.” Will lied smoothly. “With several women, some were whores, one or two weren't. But It was all straight sex, nothing like that.”
“With women? Will, if you like girls... then what are you doing right now?” Jem asked, confused.
Will was confused too, until he realized that his hand had slid higher up Jem's leg than he'd intended to go, and his fingers were rubbing circles into the soft skin hidden below the thin fabric of Jem's pants. Briefly wondering what Jem would do if he moved his hand higher still, then over to rest on the parts hanging between Jem's legs, Will snatched back his hand, blushing hard. “I... You're the only guy who I've ever liked in this way... Normally I do go for girls. Maybe I'm just curious because I know that you do like boys...” Realizing he was beginning to babble, Will stopped talking.
He didn't notice Jem get up until he heard the bolt slide home as Jem locked the door. “Do you want to?” He whispered as he glanced back at Will over his shoulder.
Blushing harder as Will realized that Jem knew he was hard, his eyes widened in realization. “What... what about Colin? Are you sure that we should be... doing things like that?”
Guilt clouded Jem's eyes for a second, but he shrugged it off. “No one has to know about this, Colin least of all. What we do here, tonight, does not concern him.”
“If no one else is going to know... then yes I want to find out... how your mouth feels against... me...” Will's arousal was increasing exponentially, just thinking about Jem kissing and caressing that part of him. He was literally panting with arousal as Jem fell to his knees in front of him.
“Jem... No, not like this. We should both be on the bed.” Will scooted backwards as he spoke to make room for Jem.
“Lie down then, on your back.” Jem climbed up onto his bed next to Will.
A minute later, after much shifting, Will was reclining back against the pilled-up pillows with Jem lying between his spread legs. Feeling somewhat shy again, since he'd been lying when he'd said he'd done anything sexual with anyone; well almost anyway. He had kissed a girl once, but that was the true extent of his sexual experience, and now he was about to be sucked off by Jem!
He opened his mouth to say that he changed his mind at the same moment Jem's hands slid over his still clothed erection. All thought fled Will's mind as his hips bucked upwards involuntarily, pressing himself firmly against Jem's curious hands. His jaw dropped as Jem dipped his head and, keeping eye contact with Will, slowly grasped the zipper between his teeth and dragged it down. Both boys froze as the sound seemed to echo loudly around the room, but when no one came running to see what they were doing they relaxed again.
Jem drew back slightly, laughing. “This is actually the safest place we can be for this! No one would ever suspect that we're exploring each other sexually inside the Institute itself, and it's so big with everyone's bedrooms spaced out so much that it is unlikely anyone will hear us.”
“True, its unlikely that- Jem!” Will gasped as one of Jem's hands slipped inside his open pants and underneath his underwear, to stroke his length.
Jem took a deep breath, trying hard to avoid showing Will how nervous he actually was about doing this with Will, and tugged Will's length out of his pants. His eyes widening, Jem had to swallow hard again before letting out a breathy laugh.
“Jem? What...?” Will was confused- this wasn't the reaction he'd been expecting from Jem.
“Nothing, you're just bigger than I'd thought. Actually, you're bigger here than Colin is, than I am.” He smiled up at Will, as the other boy blushed as he realized the compliment that Jem was trying to give him.
“I'm bigger than you? Prove it.” Will meant the words lightly, not realizing exactly how Jem would prove something like than until the older boy shifted enough to undo his own pants.
“I was joking Jem, you don't have to...” He was cut off by Jem's lips lightly pressing against his own.
“I'm not doing this to prove anything. It's just... I want you to see me like this, and my pants are rather confining at the moment.” Averting his eyes, Jem somehow managed to confess his desire for Will to see him without blushing.
Too stunned from the kiss to do anything but nod, Will watched as Jem pushed his pants down enough to expose himself, proving that Will was truly bigger than his friend.
“Jem...” Will hesitated, as Jem's eyes met his once more. “Before you... do you want to try something else first?”
“What do you have in mind, Will?” Jem asked shyly, wondering exactly how far Will was expecting to take things.
“Come here.” Laying back, Will let Jem climb up on top of him. “Straddle my hips...” Jem blushed and shyly dropped his eyes. “Not like that! I'm not asking you too...” Will blushed as he realized that Jem thought he was asking for sex, for Jem to ride him. “I just want to try rubbing our cocks together.”
Understanding, Jem nodded and straddled Will's hips and thighs- after removing his pants completely and unbuttoning his shirt. Then he wrapped one hand around Will as he coaxed Will's hand around him.
Will couldn't help but gasp slightly as he stroked Jem lightly; the feel of holding the other boy's cock in his hand was nothing like holding his own. For the first time, he could appreciate the hard yet silky feel of the organ without being distracted by pleasure. Removing his hand, he licked the tips of his pointer and middle fingers, then gently rubbed the wet digits over the very tip of Jem's cock. “Does that feel good?”
“Y-yeah. Yeah, it feels really good.” Jem let his head fall back as he let out small sounds of pleasure.
“I think Colin was right.” Jem jolted back upright at his other lover's name.
“A-about what?” He stammered, disconcerted by Will casually mentioning Colin when they were in bed together.
“That you're too sensitive down here for oral stimulation. When I do this to myself, yes it feels good, but my reaction is nothing like yours just was. You looked like you were about to cum just from me rubbing your tip a bit. And this is fairly minor as far as stimulation goes. Anything significantly more intense than this... yeah I can see it feeling so good that it hurts.” Jem looked away guiltily and Will made the connection. “That's why you offered to blow me. Because you're still worried that you're not normal... Jem, look at me.” Will reached over and grabbed Jem's chin, forcing the silver haired boy to look at him. “There is nothing wrong with you. You're perfect, just as you are now.”
“Except for my drug addiction problem.” Jem lowered his eyes, still trying to avoid Will's gaze. He just could not believe that there wasn't something horribly wrong with him- didn't his yin fen dependency mean that there was, because he wasn't strong enough to resist?
“Even that. Jem, that has made you the boy you are today, and I love that person. Not romantically...” Will blushed as he realized that he sounded like he was confessing to being in love with Jem. “But as my friend, and brother... well, okay, maybe not as a brother, but as a friend and lover. But I'm not in love with you, don't worry about that.”
Jem laughed as Will hastily corrected himself. “I love you too Will, but in the same way you described. If I'm in love with anyone, it's Colin, not you. Despite wanting to do this with you ever since I had to...” Jem trailed off, blushing hard.
“Ever since... What?” Will realized at that moment what Jem was likely referring to. “Ever since you had to help me urinate? Yeah, I guess that would have been the first time you touched another guys manhood.”
“Yes, it was. I loved feeling you in my hand, even soft, more than I let on at the time. Only how embarrassing the situation was kept me from getting hard.”
“I was actively fighting not to get hard at that time too. That was before I realized that you like boys instead of girls. Had I known... Well, who knows what would have happened...” He broke off gasping as Jem stroked the tip of his shaft down the length of Will's to shut him up. Moving closer, he rubbed his entire length against Will's, thrusting his hips gently to gain momentum. Holding back his own pleasure, Jem waited until Will's hips started twitching, eager for more stimulation, then he quickly pulled away, lowering his upper body as he did so.
“Jem! Where are you- Oh God!” Will exclaimed in surprise as Jem swallowed the head of his cock, one hand around Will's base, the other underneath himself. Unable to see what Jem's hidden hand was doing, he could only surmise that it was stroking Jem's cock based on the pleasure moans that vibrated Jem's throat around the tip of his shaft.
Leaning back, Will gave himself over to the building pressure, amazed at how good Jem was at this since it was only his second time sucking a man off. Alternating suction with long strokes of his tongue, Jem quickly drove his friend crazy with lust and pleasure. Will thrust his hips involuntarily, forcing Jem to hold him still, and moaned wantonly, as his hands grasped the back of Jem's neck and shoulders tightly to prevent him from withdrawing his mouth. Not that Jem wanted to, even as his jaw ached from Will's size.
“Jem! Jem, I'm gonna... JEM!” Screaming his parabatai's name, Will came, spilling hot seed down Jem's throat. Prepared for the taste now, Jem swallowed all of the semen without thought, or gagging on the intense taste. But he couldn't help but cough slightly as he pulled back after licking the last drops from Will's tip.
“Jem!” Alarmed, Will reached behind him, but was stopped.
“I'm okay. It's just that Colin didn't come in my mouth so I wasn't fully prepared for it.”
“Oh.” Will blushed as he realized what Jem was saying. “So... you don't like the taste?”
“I didn't say that. Actually, I do like the taste of semen, it's just a very... intense flavor.” Jem explained quietly.
“Ah, I see.” He realized something then. “You were touching yourself while you were using your mouth on me, right? Did you...?”
“Come? No, I was too focused on not hurting you for that. It's hard to not use teeth while doing... that.” Jem confessed shyly.
“I thought as much. Well, not the part about not using your teeth, but the rest... Come here.” He patted the bed beside him.
A moment later, they were lying down on the bed, facing each other, Will's hand stroking Jem's shaft as he tried to get Jem off. “I want to do to you what you did to me, but I know that it would just hurt you.”
Jem said nothing, too lost in his building orgasm to register what Will had said. Smirking, Will increased his pace, and soon had Jem spurting cum all over his hand.
As Jem recovered, Will lifted his semen soaked hand to his mouth and, tentatively, lapped up some of the milky fluid.
“How do I taste?” Will blushed as he realized Jem had noticed what he'd done. Covering up his embarrassment, Will laughed and offered Jem a taste.
“Find out for yourself.” Will didn't expect Jem to want to drink his own cum, so he was surprised to feel Jem's tongue tracing the line of his palm as he licked off some of the semen pooling there.
“Jem... Fuck that's hot!” Jem's eyes met his and the knowledge of what effect his actions had on Will lit them up. Will watched, his cock twitching, as Jem licked his entire hand clean. “Damn... I'm already ready for another round-” He broke off yawning, the lateness of the hour finally catching up with him, and the intensity of his orgasm had left him feeling sexually exhausted.
“Get to bed, Will. Oh, and I think you're a liar.” Jem's eyes glittered mischievously as he accused Will of lying.
“I am not! What did I ever lie to you about?” Will deadpanned, dreading what Jem would accuse him of lying about.
“You lied when you said you had had sex with a woman, didn't you? You were acting like I was the first person to ever touch you sexually. Is that true? Am I?”
Will sighed, dropping his gaze for a moment, before meeting Jem's eyes again with calm deliberateness. “Yes, I lied about having sex. I kissed a girl, once, when I was about ten. But that's it. Aside from tonight, I have never been with anyone sexually.”
Jem only smiled as Will confessed the truth, but, to Will's eternal gratitude, he did not ask why Will had lied about his experience.
“Anyway, I should get going. As much as I'd like to sleep here, with you this time.” Both boys smiled as they remembered that Will had been sleeping alone in Jem's bed earlier that evening. “But it would not do to be caught here in the morning, not after what we did.” Climbing out of bed, Will quickly dressed himself, as Jem pulled on his nightshirt. “So... I'll see you at breakfast. Goodnight, James.” Will's use of Jem's full first name did not go unnoticed as he left the room.
“Goodnight, William.” Jem called as he closed the door behind him and turned his steps towards the tower where his own bedroom was located.
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