I Should Have Gone To Rehab | By : selfproclaimedbeauty05 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Slash Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 6: Bad Romance
An Hour Before the Wedding
“Jacob, wake up it is almost time for the wedding to start.” I heard a familiar voice say.
“Umm…Give me five more minutes.” I had my face buried in my nice fluffy pillow. I was surround by Egyptian cotton sheets in my California king bed. It was so nice to finally have my own place. I exactly had a bed that I could sleep in comfortably. The bed at my dad’s house was way to small and hard.
“Jacob Black, if you don’t get your sexy ass out of bed. I will be force to take you.” I felt the covers being removed from my naked body. I rubbed my eyes to clear my vision. I was greeted with lustful hazel eyes and a smile.
“Have I ever told you that you had a nice ass?“ My ass was slapped.
“No you haven’t. But if that is how you are going to wake me every morning, then I am going to have to sleep late more often.” I smiled at Paul. He was halfway dress in the Armani suit I brought him. He was wearing the black suit pants and the wine colored shirt I picked out. But his pants weren’t button up yet and I could see the black briefs he was sporting. The shirt he was wearing wasn’t button up either. He well chiseled body was tempting me. I couldn’t believe my luck. I had a gorgeous half undress man in my room and I was too afraid to let him fuck me. I rolled out of bed in all my naked glory. I could feel Paul’s eyes all over me. We hadn’t sleep together yet because I wasn’t ready yet. Even though it had been two years since I have had sex, I just couldn’t do it just yet. Paul had been nothing but great to me. He was patience with me. He knew part of me wasn’t completely over Edward. But he said he would never give up on me. I was trying to move on. I wanted to give Paul everything but something was stopping me.
I was walking to my closet when I felt Paul come up behind me. He wrapped his arms around me and buried his face in my hair. I could feel him taking in my scent. His clothed hardness was rubbing against my ass. It felt so huge. ‘Fuck I am so horny.’
“Paul…? We are going to be late if you don’t stop.” I was barely able to talk when he grabbed my dick. ‘God, it has been so long, since I have been touched.’ I knew I was having doubts about having sex with Paul but I could feel them starting to slip away.
“Please hurry up and get dress. You are torturing me slowly. I only have so much control.” Paul groaned at me. I sighed in relief. I was glad he didn’t continue because I didn’t have the strength to stop him. I turned around and kissed him.
“Thanks for being so patience with me. I know you have been waiting for me. It will pay off, I promise.” I kissed him again. “Now, lets get ready. We have some people to blow away.”
“So are you ready to go and face your demons?” Paul looked at me nervously.
“As ready as I ever will be.”
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The church was packed. There was barely any seats. The only ones open were close to the front. I believe that everyone from Forks was here. I didn’t think that Edward and Isabella were that popular. But I guess because both of their parents were well respected in town, everyone would show up. I was anxious and nervous. I don’t know why. I just couldn’t believe I exactly going to my ex’s wedding.
“It looks like we have to sit up front on the bride’s side.”
“I don’t care were we sit. Just as long as we find a sit It is really fucking awkward with me being here.” I scratched my neck nervously. I could feel everyone’s eyes on Paul and me. I really didn’t want to be here but I was not going to back down from Bella’s invitation. I was going to walk into that church with my head held high. I made sure I brought Paul and me the best suits money could by. My suit was Prada . Both were custom made to fit and black. I wore a nice white button up underneath my jacket. I had my hair in a low ponytail that was at nape of my neck. I know it was bit cocky but I left two buttons undone to show off a bit of my chest. At this point I really didn’t care what anyone thought. I didn’t even bother wearing a tie. I down right refused. I wasn’t here to be formal. I was here to look gorgeous with my very handsome new boyfriend.
“You will be fine. It will be okay, Jake.” I pouted at the thought of my worrying so much. Paul grabbed my hand we he noticed me pouting.
“Okay, I will. Hey before we sit down answer me this. Do I look okay?” I looked at Paul sincerely. I knew I looked okay but I just wanted him to say it. We were now walking down the aisle to get to our seats. Paul was still holding my hand. I could feel all the older people in town staring at us.
“If I was a guy and gay…I would do you.” Paul give a very sexy smile and I think I blushed because one of the old ladies next to him heard the comment.
“Thanks, babe.” I smiled
Once we got into our seats. Which sucked by the way. They were right in the second row on the Bride’s side. So that meant I got to see Edward marry Bella in close range. I looked on Edward’s side and it seem like a lot of the town girls were wearing black. I guess they were mourning for the fact that after today, Edward Cullen was off the market for good. If only they knew.
“What time is it?” I asked Paul. I was getting agitated. I don’t know why I couldn’t shake this feeling I had. I just…wanted to scream. People had finally stop coming in the church. Everyone was done being seated.
“It is five minutes till 11.” That meant five more minutes until Edward was completely gone. He was already untouchable but now he was going to become non existed in my life. I tapped my foot nervously. I think Paul could see the anxiety building in me.
“Jake, baby do you want to go outside? Do you need some air?” He grabbed the hand he was holding earlier and rubbed it gently.
“No, I am okay. I just want this to be over. I am just ready to move on from him and her. I want to be completely free of them.”
“You will be don’t worry.” No sooner when I heard those words. I picked up a somewhat familiar scent. Edward was on his way down the aisle. I didn’t even turn around. I couldn’t. My breathing became somewhat short . I prayed that Paul didn’t notice my frantic breathing pattern. I felt my heartbeat quicken. I subconsciously clenched Paul’s hand a bit tighter. I looked up at the altar. The minister just got there. I knew it would only be seconds before Edward made it there. And just when I thought I had a little bit of time to recover from the anxiety built up in me. I felt his eyes on me. I didn’t want to look up at him. I wanted to look everywhere else but at those golden brown eyes. I just couldn’t do it. I knew that if I looked up my façade would crack a bit. I could feel Paul’s eyes going back and forth between Edward and me. He squeezed my hand in comfortable. I was trembling. It was just like the night when he left me.
“Jacob?” I heard my name uttered in a very low tone. I almost missed it. That is when I ripped my eyes off the floor. I looked at him. The expression on his face was one of confusion and dread. I felt Paul’s hand let go of my hand and rest on my thigh. I looked over at Paul. He was no longer eying Edward but he was looking at me. His hazel eyes were looking at me in away I never seen before. It was like he needed me to tell him something. Because he knew the look that Edward was giving me. Edward wanted me. His eyes were trying to convey to me how he fucked up. He knew he was making a mistake but it was too late. I knew that if I didn‘t give Paul what he needed I would most likely lose him forever. I knew what I needed to do. I would be damned if I let Edward control the last possible piece of happiest I could still get. Just because he realized how stupid he was. The wedding march began to play. Everyone was standing up. But Paul and me were still sitting down. I could still feel Edward looking at me. I took my eyes from Paul to Edward. Edward didn’t take his eyes off me for a second. His future wife was walking down the aisle but all he could do was stare at me.
‘Stop looking at me, Edward! Look at your wife. That is who you love now!’ I shouted the thought in my head. I knew he heard me. Because he winced a bit and pulled his eyes away from me. I could see it took all his strength to take his eyes off me, but I was relieved. I turned back towards Paul.
“Paul…..I am ready.”
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Okay, So I know I said it was going to be a lemon in this chapter. But I thought it was good to leave
Off on this point. Sorry I haven’t updated in awhile I had a relative who got in a really bad car accident and my schedule has been really crazy. But I hope you guys like it and Plz Review….Next chapter is a Lemon for sure.
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