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The Black Holiday	By : Renee1985 Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 4725 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Open Book

BPOV
OMG. I was so turned on and pissed off at the same time. I could not believe that Mr. One Nighter had stopped –after giving me one of the best orgasms of my life –and told me we should go to our own beds. Oh I wanted to punch him square in the face. When I got back to my room I was so upset; I actually started to cry, the feeling of rejection was too much. I felt dirty and wrong, how could I have fallen so fast and allowed myself to go through with what happened. Why was I so stupid to think that he actually really liked me, or that I might be the one for him, but I guess he just uses girls like Alice says. However it wasn’t just that we stopped it was the fact that he stopped it, was I not good enough to sleep with him like, those other Sluts he’s banged all the time? Did he notice I wouldn’t be good in bed just from finger fucking me? God I hated him right now, on the contrary I hated myself; I hated that I liked him too much for my own good; I mean we just met each other. How would I face him tomorrow or the rest of the week for that matter? I took a long shower trying to wash away my feelings, emotionally and physically. I went to bed crying and so pissed off I was shocked that I could even fall asleep.
I woke up late in the afternoon and my eyes hurt so badly, Probably from crying last night. I washed my face and got dressed. I sat on the edge of the bed afraid to come out, afraid to see him. I herd a small knock on my door and I was immediately tense and scared. “Bella, you up yet?” I herd Alice say through the door. “Yeah, I am just finishing up getting dressed, I’ll be down shortly,” I sighed. “Ok, hurry I need you on my team for cards, Edward and Carlisle went into town so the teams are uneven, so make it fast.” Good Edward wasn’t here, so I wouldn’t have to worry about seeing him for a while; I took a big breath, relaxed my muscles and went down to play cards. The day seemed rather slowly, every time I herd a door shut; my body tensed and I felt my heart go into overdrive. Alice seemed to notice and asked me about it, but I told her I was just still kind of tired. Edward and Carlisle still weren’t back by dinner time, I was thrilled that he wasn’t there; however I felt sad or a unexplainable ache in my gut telling me I still wanted to see him. Wow, I am going to need serious therapy, if the death of my mom and step-dad didn’t send me over the edge, it felt like this pain would, I thought. I thought.
After dinner we were all in the family room, still minus two people. What could they possibly be doing this long, ugh. I wish my brain would shut up. I focused on Alice and Rose’s conversation; they were planning a shopping trip. Oh I hope they don’t ask me, I hate to shop. I thought to soon, right then Alice turned to me. “Bella, you want to go shopping with us and have a girls day?” she asked. She of all people knew I hated shopping, however I also knew she would ask, hoping I would say yes, but not this time. “Sorry Alice, I was hoping to get some work done, you know how backed up I am with homework from all my absences,” I said. She gave me a polite smile and winked at me. She knew why I had said no and it wasn’t just because of my homework, which was semi true; I just didn’t have as much as I was saying. I could not stand to spend the day with Rose; I would go crazy and do something I would have never thought possible. She turned back to Rose to continue her conversation, not pressing the issue anymore. I picked up the book I had started reading last night. I hadn’t even heard when Edward and Carlisle came in. they greeted everyone and asked how their day was. I didn’t even look up from my book. I keep my eyes on the page but I wasn’t reading, I tried but I read the same line 3 times; so I stopped and just keep my eyes on the book. I felt someone sit next to me and my body tensed. “How is the book? You seem to be very into it,” he said, with his gorgeous voice. I wanted to smile my body relaxed immediately after hearing it, but I was still very pissed and trying to avoid everything Edward. I scooted my body over and leaned as far away from him as I could. “Yes. The book is very interesting thank you, now if you don’t mind I would like to get back to it,” I snapped, I herd him sigh. “Bella,” he said in a whisper, so not to draw attention to us. “Can we talk, there is something I need to say –“ he paused, “I don’t want you mad at me, I want to talk to you about last night.” I looked at him; I could feel the hurt and rage building again. It took all my control to keep my voice down, “ listen Edward, I really don’t want to hear it right now, I don’t want to talk to you, I understand, so lets not bring it up again,” I turned back to my book. We didn’t talk the rest of the night, and he never left the couch we were sitting on. I was so happy when it was late enough to be bedtime. I said goodnight and retired early. I took the book; I knew I wasn’t really tired so I would read some. About an hour later I heard a knock on my door. “Bella, can I please come in we need to talk,” he sounded sad or guilty, maybe? “Edward, please go away, I really am not in the mood to talk to you right now, maybe tomorrow.” I sighed, I wasn’t sure I would want to talk to him then anyway, or ever for that matter.
“Bella, I am coming in we have to talk and I don’t want you to be mad, I want you to listen,” he scoffed. I remembered I hadn’t locked the door I went to get up to lock it quick but he was in the room before I was even off the bed. He shut the door and locked it. I noticed he had something in his hand. I sat down at the edge of the bed looking at the floor.
“Bella,” he paused, “ we need to talk about last night and why I stopped us –“ I cut him off.
“Listen Edward, don’t worry ok I get it, I know I am not that attractive and sexy. It is fine really, there is no need for you to beat yourself up about my feelings or anything ok, so can we drop it.” I was so proud I got through that without crying. I looked up and he looked, pissed. Yeah, Pissed, there was no other word for it.
“Isabella Swan.” He half yelled, then pause to control his voice, I think. “You think I am that shallow and don’t find you attractive. The whole reason I didn’t go farther with you last night was because I was trying to respect you and show you that you were special to me. Not like all the others; I wanted to show you that I cared about us, to not push it too much and take it slow. I will be the first to admit that we did do more then I thought we were going to do but I had not planned that. The reason I even kept going was because of how much I am attracted to you; I didn’t want to stop touching you, but I knew I had to. I am so sorry if you got the wrong impression and felt rejected or hurt. I guess I didn’t think about how you would feel.” He sighed
“I guess not,” I whispered, half to myself, he heard and gave me his gorgeous smile.
“Bella, there is something else I want to tell you and I don’t want you to freak out, Ok,” he looked intently into my eyes,
"Promise me you won't freak."
"I promise," I took a deep breath bracing myself. He took a seat next to me one the bed and grabbed my hands and placed them in his.
“Bella… this is hard for me to say, and the fact that we haven’t even known each other for very long makes it even that much harder.” He took a deep breath; I felt my body tense more. “I think I am starting to feel something for you Bella, and it is new to me and scares the hell out of me. I haven’t felt this way about a person in a really long time. The reason I am telling you this is because I want you to know how I feel and that I am attracted to you in more then one way. I am attracted to your mind and your personality as well as the way you look. You don’t have to say anything I just wanted you to know. I hope I am not scaring you or anything, I know this is rather soon, but I would like to take you to dinner sometime before your vacation here is up.” He let out a sigh and then looked at me. I couldn’t tell you how fast my heart was fluttering and the butterflies in my stomach. I could relate to exactly how he felt and even though we have only known each other for little over a week, it felt like an eternity. I turned my face to meet his eyes; I could tell this conversation was very hard for him.
“Edward,” I smiled, “I think I could relate to how you feel. I feel the same way.” We both smiled.
“I am very sorry if I hurt your feelings last night, that was never my intention.” He rubbed the back of my hand.
"It's ok, I forgive you, just don't ever do it again or you will be sorry." I laughed.
“I wont, promise. That reminds me.” He said, pulling out a little wrapped box from behind his back. “It is late I know, however I wanted to get you something for Christmas, and seeing how I didn’t get a chance to leave the house till today, I thought you might like it.”
I opened the box and there was a heart shaped locket with a flower design on the front. I started to cry it was so pretty.
"If you don't like it I can get you something else, I thought you would want to put your family picture in it," he said softly.
"No, I love it. It is so beautiful." I leaned over and kissed his cheek.
We sat on my bed talking for hours, or what seemed like hours. We both started to yawn and my eyes felt really droopy. He got up off the bed, "I think I should go to my room now, I am extremely tired." He sighed and yawned again.
“Would you like to sleep here,” I said, he looked at me questionably, “strictly platonic, clothes on and everything; just us holding each other?” He seemed to debate it for a second and then crawled back onto the bed. I pulled the covers out so he could clime in, then I shut the light off. He scooted closer to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, then pulled me tight against his chest. I relaxed immediately, I felt so safe, so secure in his arms. I had the best dreams that night.

EPOV
The next morning after Bella’s and my little escapade I got up early, I knew Carlisle was going to town and I wanted to go with him. I wanted to talk to him about how I felt toward Bella. Whenever I had a problem or a concern, I could always ask my dad. Carlisle always knew either the right thing to do or say in any situation. I also knew Bella was still mad so I thought she might like the time away from me, even if I didn’t want to be away from her. However this trip served a third purpose as well, I wanted to get Bella a Christmas gift and this has been the only time I have left the house since I got here. Carlisle was shocked to see me up so early, but I told him I wanted to go into town with him today, and there was something I wanted to discuss with him. The car ride was silent I was trying to organize my thoughts and I could tell Carlisle was giving me time to think. When we got to town he had a ton of thing to do and I had my own agenda, so we decided to meet up for an early dinner and then him and I would hit a movie together and spend some much needed quality time. I went shopping for Bella’s gift first I wanted that off my mind. It wasn’t hard, I found it in the first jewelry store I walked into; a beautiful heart shaped locket. I thought it would be nice to put her mothers photo in it so she could keep her with her always. Then I went to the bookstore and got wrapped up in it for a few hours, I love books. The final thing on my agenda was to shop for furniture and things for my new apartment. I didn’t have one yet; however my real estate agent had sent me photos of 4 possibilities. When I went back with Alice I was going to look at them to see if they would do. .
At 630 Carlisle and me meet up for dinner at our favorite Italian restaurant. He had to bring up the conversation first I was too scared.
"Edward it seems like something is bothering you. Is it work, I know I am your father and soon to be your boss, but I told you before I will treat you like everyone else, as you requested."
"No, dad it's not work." I sighed.
"Is it the apartment thing? You know you can live with your mother and I. you can find a place later once your more settled. I know the commute is long, but you get use to it after a while." He looked a little panicked.
“No, dad its not that either,” I sighed –the commute from our house to my dads office was long, that’s why I was going to stay with Alice and find something much closer. I didn’t want to work 10-hour days and be driving for another 2 hours on top of that. I took a deep breath, “It’s Bella.” I waited
“Oh,” he said after a minuet. “I see, I should have seen this coming, you too did seem sort of close these past few days,” he sighed, “Edward, son you know I love you, and I have never said anything on the subject before, however I know your “Reputation” as your siblings call it; and well Bella is at a hard time in her life, with losing her mother and all, and I am not sure if your type of relationship would be the best for her. Your mother and I are found of the girl and would not want to see her hurt further.” He looked down, “I am not saying that your not good enough for her, what I am trying to say is, if you want Bella for no more then sex, then I will be disappointed in you; however I think the reason you are bringing her up is because you feel for her and want more then just sex, but your scared, am I right?” he asked sounding pleased with himself.
“Dad, yes your right, and I am terrified. I haven’t felt this way about a person in so long, I don’t know what to do. Plus I have only known her for a little more then a week. How is that possible?” I placed my head in my heads; I was so confused.
“Edward, I know your past and I know why your scared, what happened to you was unfair son; yet you cant think that everyone is like Tanya, if you do, you will end up alone.” He put his hand on my shoulder. “I have seen the way you look at Bella and the way she looks at you. I think you will be surprised, I think you should talk to her and tell her what your feeling, tell her your scared, tell her everything. What do you have to lose?” he smiled.
"Dad, I don't think any girl wants to here that a guy is in love with her after only knowing him for a week." He looked stunned, like a deer in headlights.
"Dad are you ok?" I must have given him a heart attaches.
"No I am fine, it just threw me to here you say that." He waited, "Is... Is that how you truly feel?"
"Yes, I think it is." I took a deep breath. When I looked up Carlisle's face was gleaming.
“Well I am happy that you finally found your other half, on the other hand I think it would be best if you kept your true feelings inside for now,” I looked back down at the table, he continued, “still you should talk to her and tell her everything you can, for example tell her you have feelings for her and that your scared, then take it slow invite her to dinner or something, like a date. That way she knows you’re interested but want to take things at a quite pace. So you don’t scare her.” he felt me relax under his hand. He always knew the right thing to say and the best way to handle a solution. When we finally left the restaurant I was feeling better about telling Bella, but I knew she was still mad at me so I would have to word everything just right so I didn’t piss her off more. We went to the movies then headed home.
When we got home I could tell she was still mad, she didn’t even look up from her book when we came in. I sat next to her and tried to talk to her but she snapped at me and told me to leave her alone. I did as she asked, only because we were in a room full of my family and this conversation was meant to be in privet. She went to bed early even though she didn’t look tired. I waited a descent amount of time then departed to my room and got Bella’s present from the bag. I went to her room and spilled my guts out. It was the hardest conversation I ever had, on the other hand it was the best too. I found out that she felt the same for me; I was on cloud 9. She also loved her gift. We spent the night talking until I felt I couldn’t keep my eyes open anymore. As I left to go to my room she asked me to stay. I had to think, to make sure I could control myself lying with her. Looking into her eyes gave me confidence that I wouldn’t hurt her or her trust and respect. I climbed into her bed and cradled her in my arms. She was so soft and warm.
She fell asleep first and I lay there staring at her face, tracing it with my fingers lightly so as to not wake her up. She was gorgeous. I wanted her in my arms forever; I never wanted to let her go.
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