A Demon's Angel | By : InnocentLittleFlower Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Het > Het Views: 2953 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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We had spent the day with Lily helping her get her furniture where it needs to be she said she would unpack the boxes since they where mostly just knick-knacks and books and she wasn’t to sure where she wanted them to go. It had just started to rain when we left Esme made her promise if she needed any more help with anything to call her.
I watched her as I had pulled away she held her smile on her face but half way through us unpacking the truck her feelings began to change but her smile and laugh never faltered. There was this longing and sadness coming from her. I hadn’t thought about what seeing all of us paired together would do to her. I had to fix it some how I would go over there tomorrow and talk to her, ask her what would be easiest for her to handle.
“Jasper” Alice soft voice sounded over the thunder.
I turned to look at her she was worried and confused.
“What is it Alice are you okay” I asked concerned.
“Yeah I’m fine but…its Lily I wasn’t looking but it came out of no where...” Alice said
“What is it is she okay?” I asked standing up.
“I don’t know I saw her out side in the storm in her back yard she was angry and upset yelling at someone but there wasn’t anyone else there she was alone and then I see her getting up from half way across the yard like she had been thrown but there still isn’t anyone there” Alice said
“When?” I asked panicked
“I don’t know some time before the storm ends” Alice said
“I’m going to go check on her if you don’t hear back from me in a half hour get Carlisle, Emmett, and Jacob” I said heading for the door.
“What is it Jasper.” Alice asked
“I’d put my money on the assumption that Beau is after her” I growled
“Beau?” Alice asked
“The vampire who turned her” I said stepping out into the rain and then ran into the darkness. I ran threw the trees the anger building in me. There was no way I was going to let Beau take her not when I had just gotten her back. He would pay for everything.
I came out in front of her house the rain had soaked my cloths threw and my hair was dripping wet but it didn’t bother me. I went up Lily’s steps and didn’t bother to knock. I called for her searching the house. She didn’t call back and I couldn’t find her. I came to the door that led out back in the kitchen wide open. There was Lily sprawled on the ground picking herself back up out of the mud no one in sight other than her. I ran out to her and went to grab her arm to help her up and she screamed trying to fight against me.
“Lily, its okay it’s me your okay” I said
She stopped and looked up at me her soaking wet hair clung to her muddy face and I thought I saw for a split second in her shocked and scared face those beautiful blue eyes I missed in place of the gold ones. I helped her up and looked down at her. I then realized she stood there in nothing but a white long sleeved shirt, but it wants any old shirt it was one of mine from when I was human. I didn’t ask right now I wanted to her inside and cleaned up.
I lead her up to her room and went into her bathroom grabbing a towel and went to her where she sat on her bed and began to dry her hair as she just sat there looking at the floor.
“How did you know Jasper” Lily’s voice was whisper.
“Alice saw you out in the storm arguing with someone then on the ground but she said you where alone, that wasn’t the case though was it Lily” I asked trying to real in my anger.
“See me?” Lily asked
“She can see the future the moment someone makes a decision she can see the out come” I explained pulling the towel from her head and went into her closet to find her something dry to wear.
“Was it Beau was he here?” I asked threw gritted teeth
“Yes” Lily answered
“Why didn’t Alice see him” I asked bringing out another one of my old shirts and giving it to her. She gently to it putting it to her face and took a deep breath her nerves calmed and the fear subsided. She got up walking into the bathroom closing the door as she changed. She came out a few short moments later.
“It’s his gift he hides his existence his scent his thoughts everything its like he doesn’t exist he isn’t traceable in any way.” Lily said
“How do you know this?” I asked
“He use to show up every so often watching me he didn’t actually confront me until after I got home from the Gala I would chase after him trying to follow his scent but it just disappears.” Lily explained.
I just nodded taking the information in. She walked out of her room heading down to the first floor. I followed her to the room she was turning into a studio. She began messing with some brushes. On the walls she had already up wrapped some of her paintings she had done or was working on. On an easel there was a painting she was working on it was of a girl in a golden field her back facing me her brown curly hair blowing in the wind as a solider walked away holding a book in his hands.
“You should go back to your family jasper.” He voice said as she stood at a table still messing with brushes with her back to me.
“I’m with my family Lily” I said taking a stepping toward her.
She griped the side of the table “You know what I mean Jasper go back to your home, they will be worried about you”
“I can call them Lily I can stay with you as long as you need me” I asked watching her
“I don’t need you Jasper, I’ve survived a hundred years with out you I don’t need you to protect me” Lily said her voice shaky
“Lily…” I whispered
“You don’t belong to me anymore Jasper…It’s not the same anymore. I…I…I don’t love you anymore” Lily Whispered she was struggling with her words which where partial lies she said she didn’t love me but I knew that was a lie.
“That’s no true Lily if you didn’t love me you wouldn’t have so many paintings of me and you wouldn’t have my shirts, Plus I can feel that you still love me” I said getting a little defensive.
“What I paint and own are none of your concern Jasper and you having no idea how I feel.” Lily said glaring at me
“It dose concern me when it was my property and yes I can it’s my gift I feel and control emotions” I growled
“You gave up any claim on me when you walked away from me that day Jasper. You left me. You didn’t have to lie to the recruiters you didn’t have to go. I don’t knew what you where running from Jasper but from that day on I was alone I took care of my family and myself you just don’t get to show up again and decide things can go back to normal especially since you have a wife!” She growled
“I didn’t walk away Lily I left to protect you! No one else could that’s why I left and came back Lily you where sleeping but I came back you are the first human I refused to kill! I continued to love you after I became this monster I kept the book I still have it. I still love you I want you in my life but I can’t leave Alice I love her too she helped me climb out of a dark place.” I growled back
“Just leave please Jasper I cant deal with this tonight not after everything that has happened I need to be alone” She said turning her back on me again.
“Fine but if anything else happens call me please” I said before leaving. As I was walking out of the house I head her fall to her knees and beginning to sob what I knew would be tearless.
As I ran through the woods I called Alice letting her know everything was fine and I would be home soon.
When I got home I was still angry and hurt from what had happened I stormed up the stairs to my study. Alice followed me standing in the door.
“Are you okay Jasper?” She asked
“Physically yes please Alice I want to be left alone right now.” I growled
“Okay I’m glad everything is okay with Lily” she said before turning away
“But it’s not okay” I said in a ruff whisper.
Alice stopped and looked back at me “But you said on the phone…”
“She is unharmed but she isn’t fine. She is hurting Alice she had been for hundred years and I’m just making it worse I have to find some way to fix it” I sighed
“She is right I left her I thought I was protecting her but I was wrong I did more damage than good. I left her to walk around with a fake smile on her face while inside she became empty and broken I went back once and never looked back again.” I hissed to myself
“Jasper maybe you should go back to her, she had your heart first and still holds it some still.” Alice said
I whipped around looking at Alice “I couldn’t leave you…”
“Maybe this is why we met Jasper so I could help you when you need it so you could find her again and have a happy life.” Alice said looking down at the floor.
I hurried over to her taking her in my arms “Don’t think like that Alice.”
“But in the end Jasper you wont be able to have both of us, I’ve seen it one of us wont be here in the end” Alice said clutching onto my shirt.
“No ill make sure that doesn’t happen I love you I won’t allow anything to happen to you, and Lily is my best friend I won’t allow anything to happen to her either. She belongs with us in our family she dose like all of you it’s just something very new and its come on so fast it’s just overwhelming. Ill just need to figure out how to help her cope.” I said holding her close.
There was no way in hell I was going to allow the two women that meant the world to me be taken from me it wasn’t an option.
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