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I Should Have Gone To Rehab	By : selfproclaimedbeauty05 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Slash Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Okay, Here is another update guys. I hope you love it. I think this is one of my favorite chapters. Also I will be starting a new twilight story soon. It is really twisted so I hope you guys love it. Okay and this chapter isn't a lemon it is more of a lime. But at least I guy you some type of fruit, right? Read, ENJOY, and Review!!!!

Chapter 7: I Want to Suffocate You but I have a Headache!

"Paul….I am ready." I looked at Edward again. He was now taking Bella's hand into his. But before he turned to face the minister, he looked at me again. It was almost like he wanted me to do something. I felt a lump in my throat start to form. I couldn't believe I was sitting through this shit. I felt a slight whimper escape me. If Paul heard me he didn't say. He just made comforting caresses over my thigh.

"What do you mean you are ready?" Paul looked confused.

"I need some air. We can meet everyone at the reception." I didn't even glance back at the altar. I just got up while grabbing Paul's hand and walked to the front of the church. I could feel everyone's eyes on me but the only ones I cared about were Edward's. That just made me feel really sick to my stomach.
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We got to the reception hall. The first thing I wanted to do was hit the bar. We walked to the separate bar that was away from the main room the reception was being held. I must have had a guardian angel because I was very surprise to see Jasper already waiting at the bar.

"Jasper, what the hell are you doing here?" I looked at him surprised. He looked really hot in his suit. His suit was also very similar to Paul's and mines but he were a grey button up underneath his jacket. But he actually looked like a model.

"Let's just say I knew you would need something really strong to drink. May I recommend a couple shots of tequila?" He winked at me. 'I loved his southern charmed.'

"That will be just fine and keep them coming." I took both shots without hesitation. It burned a bit but I just push the feeling down.

"Jake… baby. Do you really think getting drunk is a good idea.?" Paul raised an eyebrow at me. I knew he was right. Getting drunk wasn't a good idea at all, but I didn't care. I needed to get rid of this feeling that was taking over me. I felt in pain. It was like my heart was being stabbed repeatedly. It was another emotion I was too familiar with.

"Paul, I am a big boy. I am fine. I just need something to take the edge off." Yeah more like make me numb from head to toe. As much as it pains me to say this, I really didn't want to feel a motherfucking thing right now. That also included my face.

"I don't agree with this at all Jake. What if …if….You…You know what I think I am going to go home."

"WHAT! Why?" I yelled.

"I am not going to sit back and watch you get all worked up over him. I knew that coming into this you still have some feelings about him. But it is painfully clear that you still aren't ready to move on."

I have never in my life seen Paul look so frustrated with me. I mean was I really acting that dramatic over Edward. I am still hurting. I had a right to be mad. Right? "Paul, look I just…fuck! I need this please don't be mad at me." I tried to give him the best puppy dog eyed look ever. But it was clear from the scowl of Paul's face he wasn't letting me off that easy.

"Okay, I will give you this one day, but after this Jacob. I don't want to hear about him. I want you to be happy and you can't do that if you just don't let him go." Paul moved closer to me. He kissed me on the lips.

"Thanks for understanding. But are you still going to leave me?"

"I unfortunately think that would be a good idea, because if I take you home when you are drunk…God only knows the things I would do to your body." He said in my ear. I felt my cock twitch at all the things we could do. 'Fuck, I need to get laid soon.'

"Umm…Guys I hate to interrupt but you guys are making me a bit uncomfortable…" Jasper's eyes were now slightly black. I guess he could feel the sexual tension.

"Sorry, Jazz. Don't be mad at us. Now you know how I feel when I hear Alice and you at night." I smiled at him.

"Fuck you, Jacob."

"I would but I think Alice would be pretty upset." I heard a low growl escape from Paul. Jasper was about to response to my last comment when his phone started to ring. He started to walk away to have his conversation with whoever was on the phone.

"So are you still leaving me or what?" I made sure that my tone was a bit suggestive. The tequila in my system was starting to have an effect. It probably didn't help that I hadn't eaten anything today either. I guess Paul was right.

"Yeah, I am going to go home. I am a bit tired and I still have a pack meeting later. Plus it is also my night to patrol."

"So that means I will be sleeping alone tonight?" I pouted. I was just starting to get use to not sleeping alone at night.

"Hey, it is just one night. I will be over first thing in the morning I promise." He kissed me one last time. "Will Jasper and Alice give you a ride?"

"Yeah, we live together. They fucking better." I smiled at him before he walked away. I sigh heavily. I once again was by myself. 'Well, if I am going to be myself. I might as well get another drink.' I went to the bar. I order another two shots of tequila. I down the shots and sat at the bar. I was waiting for Jasper to get off the phone. I was so deep in thought that I almost didn't notice a very disturbed Jasper walk back to the bar.

"Wow, man what is wrong with you?" I asked trying not to freak out.

"Jacob, I don't know how to tell you this."

"What is wrong?" I got out of my seat.

"Edward…and Bella didn't get….married." Jasper looked at me with hesitation. I think because he didn't know how I was going to response.

"What do you mean they didn't get married?"

"Well, I guess after Edward saw you leave the wedding with Paul, he immediately stopped the wedding. He told Bella that he was sorry but he couldn't marry someone he wasn't in love with. He also meant that he was still in love with you."

"WHAT!!!! You have got to be kidding me. Why didn't he drag me into this. I don't care about him anymore. I am trying to move on. I have a boyfriend for crying out loud." I was pissed.

"There is one more thing." Jasper winced in pain from my outburst.

"What more could he do?"

"He is on his way here to come and get you. He wants to talk. He wants to get you back."

"NO! I am not talking to him. I refuse. Fuck this I am leaving. Give me you damn keys. You can bum a ride with Alice." I thought he was going to object considering the fact that I had been drinking and was being a complete asshole to him. But he didn't he just gave me the keys and told me to be careful. He also informed me that Alice and him would not be home tonight, because they had to do damage control because of the wedding.

"Thanks, Jazz." I took the keys and went outside. It was raining heavily outside now. Hell I didn't even know it was suppose to rain today. I walked quickly to Alice's yellow Porsche. I wasn't even five feet away from the car and already I was drench. I started to unlock the car door when I heard my name.

"Jacob." My body went still and my heart stopped for a bit. I didn't want to turn around. I knew that voice instantly. He was right behind me. Least than a few feet apart.

"Will, you please turn around." I felt his hand on my wrist. The coldness of his skin brought a involuntary shiver to my very warm skin. I turned around. It was Edward. He looked amazing in his tux even though he was now soaking wet. The white dress shirt he was wearing was clinging to all the right spots. He bronze hair was all over the place. His eyes…Oh God his eyes looked enticing. He was sizing me up and down. I could tell that he liked what he seen. I looked at his lips. I missed them so damn much. The coolness of them. The way they use to caress my skin in our heated embrace. I felt like a deer caught in the headlights. At one point this beautiful creature use to belong to me. He was mines that was until he took my heart and broke it.

"What do you want, Edward?" I felt the hand of my wrist pull me closer. I should have backed up right now. I should have been disgusted with him touching me. But I wasn't. I was in a daze. His eyes were pulling me in.

"Jacob?" I made sure to throw my mental block up quickly. "I…I have missed you." Edward said in a whisper. I looked at him like he slapped me in the face. I backed up to put some distance between us.

"Are you fucking kidding me? You were about to get married and then you tell me now that you missed me. You are unbelievable. Do you know that?" I looked at him in utter disgust. How dare he pull that crap? I pushed him away to get in the car. I didn't feel like fighting or arguing with him right now. I didn't …know what I wanted anymore. I was just frustrated.

I didn't even get my ass in the seat good enough before he stopped me. "Jake, please just let me finish. Can we go somewhere to talk?" He looked at me with desperation in his eyes. I wanted to shut the door and drive away but…once again I was stuck.

"Okay, get in the fucking car."

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I don't know why I decided to go back to my place. This was very bad. I was going to take my ex boyfriend who I may possible be in love with still to my condo. Only because he decided to ditch his fiancee (who by the way is the reason he left me) at the altar, because he was confused over his feelings for me. I must be fucking insane. I think the alcohol has definitely hindered my thought process because I damn sure wasn't thinking right now.

Once we got to my place it was of course tension just like the car ride here. I immediately went to my room to remove my jacket and my shoes. I un-tucked my shirt because I was burning up for some reason. I grabbed a couple of towels from my closet to dry off with. When I came out my room, I just leaned against the door frame. I was observing Edward. I could tell that he was a complete mess right now. His tie was now lose and his shirt was un- tuck as well. He kept pacing back and front while running his fingers through his drenched bronze hair. I almost felt sorry for him. Almost.

"Here goes a towel to dry off with. And take off your damn shoes, your sister will be piss if you mess up the carpet." I threw the towel and he of course caught it. I walked over to my sofa and sat down. I didn't really care if my clothes were still wet. I just wanted him out of my house soon as possible.

"Thanks." He did as I requested and removed his shoes.

"You are welcome. Now, you have ten minutes, Cullen." I made sure that no emotion was on my face. I didn't want him to guess what I was thinking or feeling. I didn't want him to read me at all. He was standing near the island in front of the kitchen. 'Thank God, he stopped pacing back and forth.'

"Cullen? So now we are back to last names, Black ?" He looked at me with a frown on his face. "Do you really hate me that much?"

"I really can't answer that right now. It is not my fought that we are at this point. If I remember correctly, you left me." I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Jake, you walked out on me. I didn't leave you. I just simply said that we couldn't be in a relationship."

"Bullshit! You wanted to have your bitch and dick on the side. It doesn't simply work like that, Cullen. I am not going to be on the side. I am not going to bend to your will. You know what…Why am I even talking to you. You haven't change a bit. You don't miss me and I am starting to believe that you never did. You just wanted my body and you used it until you got your fill. Once you got it, you tossed me to the side."

"Jake, I am sorry that I hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. But you don't understand the pull I had towards her. She was like heroin. Her smell is intoxicating." I shook my head. I didn't want to hear this shit. I didn't want to hear him talk about her like that. I thought that is how he felt about me, but I guess I was wrong. It hurt so fucking bad. I thought I was over this feeling that I was feeling now.

"I can't listen to this. I get it. You loved her. She was everything you wanted and I was just the piece of gum that stuck to the bottom of your shoe. Well you know the bad thing about heroin is…. the high does not last forever. You always want more and more until you overdose. Sometimes the thought of using it is more dangerous than actually having it, Edward. " He needed to leave. This was a very stupid idea. I can't be alone with him. I wanted to cry. I wanted to throw myself at him for some reason and say…Just fucking love me! God I hate him so fucking much. "You need to get out of here."

"NO!! I am not done." Edward moved closer to me. He was now kneeling in front of me. He looked a bit angry at the thought of me make him leave.

"I don't want to hear anything you fucking have to say. Why do you feel the need to fuck with me? I am over you. I don't want you. I just want that bitch and you to leave me alone!" I was going to hit him. I could feel it.

"Jake, I can't do that. As much as you hate me… I can't leave you alone. I thought that after I left you for Bella, that I would get over you., but I couldn't move on. So now, I can't just let you move on without me." He brought a hand to my face. The other was now resting on my knee. I was too shock to move. " I will never be able to let you go." I felt the ponytail in my hair being taken down. He fingers were now moving through my hair. He was moving in between my legs. His face was now buried in the crook of my neck. "I missed you so much. I…don't know what to do without you." He was placing soft kisses on my neck. He still remember the spots that drove me crazy. I moaned when he started to suck and lick slightly on my throbbing pulse. I was hard in an instant. His hands were roaming all over my body. The hand that was on my knee started to move to the middle of my back. My erection was now rubbing against his. I groaned in pleasure.

"E…Edward…" I panted in his ear. He started to unbutton my shirt. It was now slipping off my shoulders while he crushed his lips into mines. His fingers were in twined in my hair tightly. I was gripping his back trying desperately not to tear his jacket. I broke the kiss to catch my breathe. Why did he have this effect on me? I was trembling slightly as he started to caress my warm skin with his cold hands. He returned back to my neck and started to kiss it again. My head was now resting on his shoulders. I wanted to rip the tux he was wearing off his body. I wanted him to fuck me then and there. I wanted him to make me his again, but then I realized something…..He at one point today was about to get married. The only reason he wanted me now is because he seen me with someone else.

Just as I was snapping out of my haze his grip tighten on me. I guess I underestimated how drunk I was because I wasn't budging . The position I was in didn't really help either. One arm was around my waist and his other hand was still buried in my wet hair.

"Edward…Let me go! I not doing this with you. I…. don't love you anymore. I have a boyfriend." I tried to sound convincing. It sounded really strange to say that out loud. I tried to get out of his grasp again but failed miserably. I looked into his eyes. They instantly went from golden brown to black. He growled at my last comment.

"Jacob, what does that have to do with me? He will never have you the way I have. You belong to me. I know you haven't let him touch you. He could never make you feel what you are feeling now." He started grinding his dick into mines. I gasped. He lowered my body so my back was arching a bit. It was like he was climbing up my body. I gasped when he licked at my pulse again. My erection felt like it was going to exploded. I bit my lip to stop a moan from escaping.

"Edward, don't please. I just… Let me go! What are you about to…?" I didn't get to finish my sentence before he cut me off. He was now nibbling on my lower lip. 'Oh, shit I miss that.' The gentle pull and nibble on my lip caused my dick to go from hard to rock hard. I could probably fuck a brick wall right now and make it cum twice.

"I am so sorry but I can't help myself. I should have did this a long time ago. " He pulled on my hair roughly and bite into my neck. I winced in pain. A pain like never before course through my body. but then an intense feeling of pleasure followed right after. I never felt anything like it before. It felt like my whole body was having an orgasm.

'Oh shit, that means!' I knew immediately what he was doing to me. The bastard was marking me. He had the nerve to stake his claim. 'FUCK!!"

"Edward don't …please." A moan like I never heard before came from Edward. The sound alone made me grip him tighter when everything around me went blank. All I could hear was his voice in my head. "I love you so much, Jacob. I should have never left. I am sorry"

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