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Find Myself In You	By : SensationalK Category: A through F > Black Dagger Brotherhood Views: 3874 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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It was Super bowl weekend, and Janelle had her neighbors and Tohrment over for Sunday. V and Butch wanted to be the daredevils of the group and grill outside on her balcony. She was currently watching the two fools dance around her balcony trying to keep warm while grilling the steaks and hamburgers. V and Butch had wanted to fire up the grill because one: steak and burgers tasted better from a grill, and two: baseball was so freaking better than watching Football. She had let them do their thing but warning them about setting her balcony on fire, and hell, she wasn’t going outside with temperatures close to 40.
“Oh God! V’s goatee is freezing, I see ice crystals!” Rhage laughed and pointed his fingers, Janelle stood in her open was able to see V, and she could also little whitening around his facial hair. She chuckled and returned concentrating on her making her famous German Potato salad and Noodle salad; Tohrment, Beth, Mary constantly looked at her asking her if she needed help, but she kept waving them off.
“Luke!” Qhuinn’s call made her whip around, damn; she hadn’t heard the door bell ring.
Qhuinn walked towards them and gave her a look that something bad had happened. Janelle watched her baby brother walk from behind Qhuinn, Luke’s was face tear streaked, red eyes swollen from crying and his lips in full pout mode.
“Oh Baby!” she wiped her hands on a kitchen towel and pulled her baby into her arms.
“I caught him cheating on me” Luke cried into her neck.
Janelle grimaced and held her baby brother tight. She knew what Luke was feeling; she had her heart broken many times. Kenny had been Luke’s first and his first love, Janelle had even gotten the text from her little brother saying that he had just lost his virginity.
“Girls make space! We have a bad case of heart break” Janelle watched at her girlfriends, they moved over and let Luke fall in between them.
“Qhuinn give that muffin!” Janelle made a plate of sweets for her brother, snatching the last chocolate muffin from Qhuinn’s hand startling him scared.
She handed her brother the plate, “Come on, Luke, it’ll make you feel better” Beth took one cookie from the plate put it against the mixed boy’s lips as he kept on sniffling. Janelle smiled slightly has Luke nibbled on the chocolate chip cookie, and then took it in his hands and bit a piece off.
“There you go,” Beth patted the cute boy’s back.
Janelle looked at Luke; actually you really couldn’t call Luke cute anymore. He found himself over the last year, and the little baby she always remembered was finally shedding away. He had defiantly gotten taller, reaching her height now Janelle had always been taller than the average girl, he had defined muscles, she could only guess since his arms were muscled, not freakishly buff but a swimmers tone. His baby fat cheeks were gone, his cheek bones high and defined, also Luke gotten lucky out of all ten kids had gotten pure emerald colored eyes from their Mother instead of hazel or brown that ran with his siblings. His skin had been always lighter than hers and the rest of her siblings but was starting to darken up.
Her baby brother was fucking sexy! It scared her a little knowing that Luke was now on the singles market, she was petrified that they would bum rush the poor boy just to get his hands on him. Especially if he kept up that lovely pout, that naive and innocent air around him, Janelle wanted to groan aloud, she was going to have to call her Father for the shot gun.
Janelle looked at her brother, “How did you fine him?” she asked him.
Luke sighed, “I knew something was up, Lionel was acting funny around me, like he was guilty about something. I had the early shift this morning at Target, but my boss told me to go home since I already had too many over time hours and there was nothing to do. I stopped by Kenny’s apartment to surprise him with a little afternoon nookie, and well I found out at he was already having his” Luke bit into his muffin with anger.
“Of course it was probably, the same thing like all of them say, ‘Baby, I’m sorry, but I got so alone without. I love you it will never happen again!’” Jane whined out in her not so good manly voice.
Luke nodded, “How did you know?” he murmured eyes widen in innocence.
Janelle awed at that precious face.
“Gay or not, they are all the same” Jane spoke, causing an uproar from the men in the living room. Janelle laughed and kept quiet as the debate started that women are just as evil as men, maybe even more so.
Luke squeezed himself out, and Janelle pulled him the kitchen.
“I didn’t want to go home, I know Dad would go all ape in my face telling me that I should have kept my fingers away from him from the start. I don’t understand how he can do it, always see the real person” he murmured.
Janelle sighed, “Daddy was a Green Beret, he was trained to see the real person” she nodded, “After my sixth heartbreak, I started listening to Papa” she answered him.
Luke sighed and nodded, Janelle pulled in him for another hug.
“Is that Potato salad?” Luke mumbled behind her back, Janelle laughed and nodded.
“Sure as hell it is, taste it and tell me how good it is” she winked at her brother, sliding open the drawer and pulling out a fork.
Luke dove into the salad, moaning and groaning, “God this is better than sex.”
Janelle laughed and patted her brother’s butt, “Thank you!”
Luke spent the rest of the evening with Janelle and her friends before heading out, packed with cookies and chocolate to get him sugar high.
“Poor boy, and he said that was his first” Beth murmured.
Janelle nodded, “Yeah, it makes me pissed to even think about it” she growled.
“I remember my first time clearly” Beth murmured with a dreamy sigh.
Janelle shorted, “I bled like a stuck pig, so much that my boyfriend called the ambulance because he got scared. Now try to explain that to your Father why you were in the hospital for bleeding at 16” she nodded.
“Ohh…I would have been so scared” Marissa looked shocked, shaking her head.
“Damn skippy, my Father was pissed. My Mother thought finally my little girl is a woman, but man, my Father blew his lid in the hospital,” Janelle shook her head, remembering how the hospital staff tried to calm him down, even offering a sedative to him.
“Mine was painful, didn’t bleed, but I thought he gave me a hysterectomy” Jane shook her own head, Janelle laughed.
“So true,” Bella nodded.
Marissa, Cormia, Mary and Bella told their stories, Cormia and Marissa confessing that Phury and Butch had been their firsts.
“Lucky bitches!” Janelle pointed at them causing them to laugh, “True, I would have waited for Wrath if had I been interested in him while growing up” Beth nodded.
Jane shook her head in protest, “Ladies, I know all of our men are related, and they have a really good gene pool” Jane pointed down the table to her crotch.
True, Janelle though, Tohrment was way over the average size.
“Now think back to your first time, painful then right, “ we all nodded, “That was maybe under average, average size, now double it,” Jane snap her wrist forward and nodded her head.
Janelle thought, and in sync with all but Jane, Marissa and Cormia, hollered a loud ‘OW’ and grabbed their crotch.
“I feel sorry for you guys. I have some new found respect for yall” Janelle nodded at Marissa and Cormia, who laughed hard.
“Are you guys talking dirty things again?” Qhuinn stepped over to where the women were sitting at Janelle’s dinning table.
“Yes, go on, youngster, this conversation is nothing for you” Janelle playfully waved her hand back toward her couch area were the men were engrossed in the fourth quarter.
“I’m not young, I can handle anything your talking about” Qhuinn held up his head prideful up.
Bella grinned and elbowed Beth, “Qhuinn, we’re talking about bleeding out our vaginas” she grinned.
“No!” Qhuinn slapped his hands over his ears, walking away from then, singing nonsense causing the men to turn their heads and looked at us and glare at Qhuinn.
“They are talking about bleeding out of their vaginas!” Qhuinn said morbidly, scarred forever in his young life. The men made a look at their females in disgust.
The women laughed, “You know, my Mother use to tell me that ‘Every good sailor takes a ride in the Red Sea’” Janelle grinned at the look of horror that came over their faces, again causing the women to laugh until they were holding each other because of their stomach cramps.
“If I laugh any harder, I’m gonna pee” Jane hollered, crossing her legs, causing the women to laugh again.
Janelle grinned and wiped her tears that fell down her face, “Somehow we always turn into dirty girls even without alcohol” she laughed.
“I know that you put something in those damn brownies” Mary giggled; Janelle grinned at her and waggled her eyebrows.
Janelle watched from her spot at the table as the Game came to an end, she had been rooting for New England but she had to keep quiet with the New York fans in her home.
“Ladies, your men have to go to work, early, so lets get ready to leave” Wrath announced.
“You’re pans, bowls, trays have been cleaned and dry, and the rest of the food has been equally divided” Janelle got up from the table.
“When in the hell did you do this?” Butch announced, the kitchen was spotless.
Janelle grinned, “Somewhere between drooling over Madonna and Nicki” she winked at them, “For some die hard Hip-hop fans, yall were checking Madonna out pretty hard” she teased them all.
Janelle laughed at the protests she received, Tohrment pulled her into his arms as she walked behind everyone to her front door.
“You want to come over tonight,” he whispered seductively in her ear.
She wished she could, “I’d loved too, but I got my physical therapist coming early tomorrow and you have to get an early start tomorrow” she twisted in his arms, leaning up to kiss him.
Tohrment made a face, “Can’t you change your physical therapist?” he kissed her again, Janelle smiled and shook her head, “Nope, Mama made sure that I got the best one from her hospital.”
Tohrment didn’t like Brian at all, not since three days ago when he walked in with Brian stretching Janelle’s upper thigh muscles and she was moaning like she was getting the best sex in her life. Brain might be extremely sexy, but he was really great at what he did. They only reason why she had stopped limping was because of him and those wonderful hands.
“Tohr, I promised when he starts stretching me again, I’ll moan your name okay” she winked at him; she hid the smile as Tohrment looked pleased and then dipped his head to kiss her again. Janelle walked him walk through the door with a sigh, she wished she could follow him, but they wouldn’t sleep all night if it was up to him. For someone ten years her senior Tohrment had a stamina that most boys her age couldn’t hold up to. God, she loved him so much.
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As promised, Janelle had moaned Tohrment’s name when Brian started to stretch her muscles after their workout had ended, startling the shit out Brian. She explained why she was moaning Tohrment’s name making the young man laugh, and then told her that he didn’t worry since he wasn’t swinging her way.
“Good, then I know not to call you if Tohrment ever gets hurt” she laughed as Brian hollered in laughter letting her leg go.
“I was talking to your Mother this morning before heading here at the hospital, it seems that Luke broke up with his boyfriend last night” he said gathering his things, stuffing them in his gym back.
Janelle smiled; she knew where this was going just like she predicted, they were damn sharks at the smell of fresh blood.
“Bri, are you seriously going to ask the over protective big sister for Luke’s cell number, because you better chance getting it from my Mother than me” Janelle looked at Brian with a ‘who do you think you are talking to’ look with one hand on her hip.
Brian let his neck loll back and roll his eyes in frustration, “Man, you’re Mother said the same thing” he groaned.
Janelle chuckled, “Brian, I love you and you have some good hands, but first Luke is my baby, and second he’s still underage, so no,” she nodded her head.
Brian groaned, he leaned over to kiss Janelle on her cheek and sighed, “Whatever, I’ll just have to sweeten your Mother up” he spoke, laughing and running to the door as Janelle lifted a leg to kick him in the ass.
“Bye, Janelle, make sure you do those exercises I showed you strengthen that right let up. They work great while riding someone” Brian called out to her as he closed the door; Janelle shook her head and chuckled.
Janelle moved to shower and get dressed, she had to do some grocery shopping and she wanted to stop by the mid-wife she had entrusted her patients with to get an update since she was going to back to work next week.
By the time she came back home and parked underground, she saw the black SUV. She knew that Tohrment had car pooled with Butch and V this morning. Janelle grabbed her things out of the car, heading into the building, walking towards the elevator. Coming to her floor, she walked into her apartment, Tohrment already sitting on the couch, the TV was turned on low; he was talking to someone, Janelle can assume it was John since Tohrment was the only one talking.
Setting her things on the kitchen counter, she walked to the two men on the couch. John was on the couch next to Tohrment, his blue eyes were sad as he signed.
Janelle watched his hand movements and sighed, “John, I won’t want to be evil or rude, but seriously why are you running after someone that can’t even get their life together. That girl is a ticking time bomb, I tell you,” she spoke to John as she sat next to him on the couch.
John looked at her, he seemed a little angry from hers words, ‘But I love her, and I know that she loves me,’ he signed.
Janelle nodded her head, “I’m sorry, John. You know that I love you; you’re another little brother just like Qhuinn and Blay. I’m trying to take care of you” Janelle leaned over and planted a soft kiss on his forehead, “But tell if you decide to give up, I got a lot of girls lined up for you” she smiled at him.
John smiled at her, nodding his head.
Janelle got up from her seat and moved so that she fell into Tohrment’s lap, bending her head back, she kissed him on the lips.
“How was work?” she asked, “The usual. I went over to NYC too see if I can get a couple of new clients, I’m heading back there tomorrow” he spoke to her; Janelle sighed as his finger tips stroked over her neck.
A whistle brought them back from their world; John looked a little disgusted, ‘He’s my Dad, you know. I still think this is really disgusting even if I’m 24’ he signed; Janelle went to punch John as Tohr laughed.
John got up from the couch dodging the punches, but Janelle got up from Tohrment’s lap, “I’m so going to karate chop your white ass!” Janelle struck a pose, and went after John. They made it to the kitchen, Janelle stopped out of breath, “Damn you, and your vital youth” she murmured.
John rolled his eyes signing ‘You’re only few years older.’
Janelle stuck out her tongue, she grabbed a bag from the counter and handed it to John, “I know collage students lack money, so I bought a little for your man house upstairs” Janelle smiled as John glowed and grabbed the bag.
He gave a silent cheer, “Actually, Janelle, John is loaded. Darius made sure that if he died, his kids and his grandkids would never have to work day in their lifetime” Tohrment spoke to her.
Janelle’s jaw dropped, “Give me that back!” she reached for the bag, but John jumped out of the way, running for the door. Janelle stood partially in the kitchen and then in the hallway.
John smiled and signed, ‘Thanks, Nellie, ‘. Janelle winked him and blew him a kiss, “You’re welcome sweetheart” she watched as John closed the door.
“How was your therapy” Tohrment asked as he started to pack the groceries out, “Great, I also found out that I’ve never called Brian if you ever get hurt” she said as she started to put her food away.
“And why?” Tohrment asked. “Because Brian doesn’t swing my way, I’ll be afraid if he tries something on you. You’re irresistible, Tohr, I think I’ll murder him if he tries to cop a feel.”
Tohrment stopped he was doing and looked at Janelle as she put her things away in the refrigerator, “Jealous” he smirked, leaning against the kitchen counter crossing his arms.
Janelle looked over her shoulder, “Damn straight, I don’t care who it is: gay, tranny, lesbian, a supermodel if they try something on you they are getting my fist straight in their face, Hell, I’ll take a grandma down if I have too” she spoke with her head high.
Tohrment grinned, widely, “Like this, I like this a lot” he moved over to Janelle, grabbing her hips pulling her fine thick ass into his harden cock, “I can tell” Janelle murmured, rotating her hips.
Tohrment had thing of taking her in the kitchen, Janelle grinded against the older man. She pushed him back until his back hit the kitchen counter, Janelle dropped to her knees working at the belt and jeans that Tohrment wore.
“Janelle” Tohr voice was whisper, Tohrment had think for tasting Janelle making her cum on his tongue over and over again, but Janelle had also showed him that she didn’t mind getting on her knees before him; she loved taking him into her mouth and blowing until his mind went blank.
Just last week she he had come back the office to visit him and bring him something that her Mother had cook while she had visited her parents. Then she had gotten him hot and bothered until he was straining with need, but Tohrment couldn’t take her in his office not with his Brother’s lurking around the building. Then she had proceeded to climb under his desk and give him the best blow job he had never gotten but just as he was about let loose, his younger brothers knocked on the door and came into his office. He scooted back from Janelle but it hadn’t been enough to keep her off of him without exposing himself to his brothers. Janelle had stopped, the sucking and slurping would have been a dead give away but she hadn’t totally stopped. She gripped his dick and stroked it, only teasing the tip of his sensitive cock. His brother’s spent a half an hour in his office discussing things that he needed to handle, a half an hour of teasing from a deadly tongue. As soon as his brothers left the room, he grabbed Janelle’s head and practically fucked her mouth until he came.
Looking down at Janelle, Tohrment breathing started to get heavy; those hazel eyes watched him as she mouthed his cock through his boxers. She gripped the hem of his boxers pulling them down, his cock flung out and slapped against his abs, hard as a diamond.
“Janelle” he growled as his woman’s tongue encircled the head, pulling it in and sucking. Tohrment’s head feel back and he rocked his hips wanting to get more of his cock inside of that hot mouth. Janelle sucked on the head, her tongue digging into his slit, “Fuck” groaning Tohrment’s head fell back down to watch Janelle. She grabbed his thighs and lowered her head, slowly.
“That’s it, baby,” he moaned watching pink lips stretch over his turgid cock, taking him until he hit the back of her throat. She looked up at him and swallowed, Tohrment’s hips bucked as he shouted in pleasure. Then he lost all control as she kept on swallowing him, he groaned as she pulled away from him.
Janelle watched Tohrment; she smirked in her head and then started to suck his cock. She bobbed her head on the hot hard flesh that was in her mouth, tasting Tohrment so intimately. Watching Tohr lolling his head side to side, she was pleased that she was given him such pleasure, making him feel like jelly. She picked up her sucking and bobbing.
“I’m gonna cum” Tohrment announced, Janelle smiled over the cock that was in her mouth; she wanted Tohr to fill her mouth. Tohrment leaned over and grabbed her head, Janelle going slack in his grip and let her mouth be taken. Tohrment pounded into her mouth, before his movements got jerky and he held to her close so that her nose touched his pubic bone, shooting deep into her mouth. It was few seconds later Tohrment grip on her head let loose and Janelle was able to get up on her feet.
She leaned into Tohrment’s body, “You’re gonna give me a heart attack with that mouth of yours” he murmured, Janelle laughed, “But you taste so damn good” she licked her lips, chuckling as Tohrment groaned; he grabbed the back of her head and kissed her.
Her front door started to rattle as someone started to bang on it, “Tohr!” it was Wrath’s voice, Tohrment hastily pick up his pants as Janelle ran to the door to open it.
“What’s wrong?” she asked, the big brother moved past her his eyes wild with anger, V, Butch, Rhage, Z and Phury running right after him.
“Someone set the Security headquarters on fire! And he left this behind!” he threw the envelope to Tohrment. Janelle heart started to thumb as Tohrment opened the letter and read it.
Tohrment’s eyes skimmed over the letter, “That bastard! That motherfucking bastard!” he hollered, Janelle snatched the letter from Tohrment, “Janelle no!” he went to reach for it, but it was too late. Janelle read it over, her heart crashing and squeezing together.
“This is from Lash! He’s threatening that he’s going to kill all of you because of me!” she hollered. He was threatening Tohr; he was going to kill him because of him. “He burnt down the business because of me!” she cried, her scars had just healed Tohrment and her Family helped her heal them and now he was trying to rip them all over again. Her legs got weak and before she could catch herself she was tumbling to the down, V moved quickly and grabbed her waist lifting her up.
“Janelle!” Tohrment move to her, grabbing her out of his brother’s arms.
Janelle shook, she didn’t scream, she didn’t cry but her body shook in his arms. “I knew this would happen. I know Lash too good, I knew that he didn’t run that he was still around. God, Tohrment he knows about you, he knows that I’m with you” Janelle looked at Tohrment.
Tohrment shook his head, “No, that’s just what he wants Janelle. Don’t let him win over you, you yourself said that he wasn’t going to get the best of you” he murmured taking Janelle close into his arms, refusing to let her go.
“That’s before this happen, what’s next Tohr, one of my or your brothers being attacked, my parents being killed. Lash is a damn psycho, and he’ll make sure that I will never be happy as long I’m still here,” she murmured.
Wrath grimaced, he knew what happening, and he damn straight knew what Janelle meant now. “I have to leave, I have to disappear” she stepped back from Tohrment’s arms. Wrath cringed; Tohrment just lost his wife a few years ago and now his new love was leaving him, Wrath knew that this was going to kill his older brother.
“Janelle” Tohrment’s face made her want to cry, he’s face looked so in pain.
“I’ll just be until Lash is found, alright. If he thinks that I’m gone, he’ll leave everyone alone, he’ll be to busy trying to track me down” Janelle smiled, trying to comfort him.
Tohrment let Janelle out of his arms, anger, hate and pain all written in the hard lines of his face. Tohrment didn’t say a word he just stormed out of the apartment mowing over Phury and V because they weren’t quick enough to get out of the way.
Z wanted to after Tohr pissed from the treatment of his twin but Phury shook his head, “Let him, he didn’t mean it on purpose” he straightened out his suit, and patted his twin’s back.
V got up and sighed, “Are you sure that’s the right thing, Janelle?” he asked.
The woman nodded, “Yeah, it’s the best thing, I need to keep him safe, to keep my family safe, all of you safe” she sighed.

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