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My Shiny Freak	By : Prettyflour Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Het > Het Views: 3183 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter 7: Feel the burn
Beta: Vintagejgc
"Cock-sucking-mother-fucker-piss-on-you-prick- douche-bag-FUCK- Fuck-FUCK!"
I'm guessing that this is hell.
Pain, no this much worse than pain. There are no words to describe it. It has become me. That's all that I am now. A fiery ball of everything that is dark. From time to time I gain my voice back, only to scream obscenities.
"Holy-shit-and-fuckholes-dirty-dumbass-clusterfuck-of-a-robowhore-you-suckass-bitch- fuck-you-shit-bag-fucktard-Fuckward- Fuck-you-FUCK!"
Oh, it feels good to get it out. Fucking Edward, he killed me and now I'm in hell. That shiny fucking gorgeous man. I am so going to haunt him from the grave. Vampire, shmampire, I don't care. I will rise up and haunt that that god damn sexy ass bitch. I will find a way.
And then began phase two of hell.
Bad new is, I'm still burning like hell; pun intended. Good news is that I can finally think straight. That might be a bad thing too now that I can think about the horrid scorching that is my entire fucking being. This sucks.
Phase three has brought something unexpected. I can feel, but I can't move. I want to move. I want to writhe, kick and scream, to release some of the flame. Ah, what I wouldn't do for a cool breeze right now. Just one moment of tepid comfort. Depression is setting in as I realize that I better get used to this shit storm that has become me. All the things that I chosen to do have brought me here. I've lied, stolen, disrespected my parents and treated people like shit in general. This is the price I will pay. To burn...
Things are changing once again. Spontaneous movement. I kicked my leg out. I fucking moved! Honestly, it didn't help the flames rise or fall, but I liked it. I started hearing voices. Hard to make out, but I can hear them. I try to call out.
"Ah-fuck-ass-fucker-burning-shit-on-you-blue-bus-window-licker-bitch!"
Dammit. Can't control my speech, which are still crazy shouts of curse words. My finger just twitched.
What the fuck is that noise? It is a loud banging, a hard thudding.
"AHHH! Fuck this. Kill the fucking incinerator. Fuck!"
My chest... All the fire has come to a single point in my chest. It's burning hotter than before, if that's even possible. The thudding is getting faster. It sounds like a racing heart beat. A heart that is a burning propane tank, that is ready to explode. Must scream!
"Fucking stop! AHHHH! GRRR! Fuckward! Edward!"
Oh my god, this pain is too much. It is fucking torture! I want to go back to not being able to think.
There was one last thud and then the heart was no more. The pain started to subside. OH! Thanking fucking god. It felt like someone just hosed me down. The fire is gone...
I started laughing. Not just inside my head, but out loud. I could feel my body shake with laughter. Everything is tingling. Well, this is an unexpected turn.
I just heard footsteps and opened my eyes. Is it possible to dream in hell? I scanned the room. There he is. This can't be hell if Edward is here... Maybe Charlie shot him and he has come to join me in this miserable after life. Would a bullet even be able to kill a vampire?
My brain has stopped. I no longer have any freaking idea of what I am, where I am or what I am doing.
I can't stop myself from glaring at him. He is perfection. He is shining like the sun. I meet his eyes. Red? Red eyes? I just can't keep up with his eyes colors anymore. Nor do I care to. He takes two steps toward me with his arms slightly raised. He is moving very carefully.
More footsteps. Alice was suddenly by his side, her smile inviting.
"Hi Bella," she say, her voice is like a bell.
She tiptoed her way over to me and offered me her hand. My hand darted out and clutched hers. Holy shit, my hand just moved so fast. I pulled my hand away from her just as quickly. I started moving backward. I somehow managed to get all the way to the back of the room and less than a second. Paranoia setting in.
"Bella."
Edward's voice broke my concentration. I was by his side in seconds. Looking into eyes, they were like two kaleidoscopes. Amidst the red, were flecks of gold and black. The details I could see in the inner workings of his eyes astounds me.
"Bella? Can you sit with me? We have a lot to talk about."
Seconds after I thought about sitting, I had placed myself on the couch. Edward sat next to me and turned to face me. The door opened and Dr. Cullen walked in.
"Carlisle is going to join us," Edward said and nodded to his dad.
Carlisle and Alice sat across from us.
"Nice to see you again Bella," said Carlisle.
I sat there speechless, as he too was super shiny.
"Do you know what has happened?"
I couldn't speak. I just shook my head no.
"You are like us now." Alice said.
"What are you?" I whispered.
"I think you know what we are," Edward said softly.
No. No fucking way. This isn't hell. This is some kind of prank.
I looked at Edward and only Edward.
"Are you telling me that I am a vampire?"
"Yes."
"You did this to me?"
"Yes and I'm sorry. Truthfully, I probably would have killed you if Alice hadn't stopped me."
It was Alice's voice I heard in the truck. Alice saved me, sort of. He leaned close to me.
"I hope I didn't hurt you. I tried to be gentile," he whispered.
"What? Tried not to hurt me?" My hands were balled into fists. My nostrils flared.
"Is that some sort of sick joke? I was burning. I thought I was in hell."
"I am so sorry love. It was the only way."
Love? Did he just call me love? My head was reeling with confusion. Edward's hand came to mine. His fingers brushed over my hands so softly and he was warm. I stroked his forearm, which was warm as well.
"You are so warm now, not cold anymore." I looked at him and wanted to cry. I don't know what to think or what to do. He put his arms around me in a soft hug. I squeezed him with my arms and he winced and pulled back a bit.
"Can you ease up a bit? You're very strong right now. You're not used to your new body."
I pulled away and pulled my hands close to my chest.
"Try again," he said. We were looking into each other's eyes and I wanted so badly to hold him. I reached out my arm and put it around his neck slowly and carefully, my other arm following. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me into him. I put on no pressure. I just let my body hang on his and I put my head on his chest. The comfort I felt in this moment was unparalleled to any other thing I have ever felt.
"That's good. You have much speed and strength now. You have to focus on moving slowly and with not so much force. It will take you a while to get used to it."
He stroked my hair then ran his hand down my back. I recognized this feeling. It's a yearning, I want to be closer to him. I want to feel his skin on mine. I want to rip apart the clothes that were between us. I started to breathe heavy. I looked over to Alice and Carlisle.
"Get out." I spit at them.
Wow. I wasn't playing around. They both looked at me curiously, and then looked at Edward who now donned a smile.
"Just go. We'll be fine." Edward told them and they got up and left the room. Carlisle was laughing and shaking his head as he walked out the door.
As soon as the door was closed, I pushed Edward down on the couch and pushed myself up against him. My lips found his soon after.
"Be gentle," he whispered. His warm hands were on my face. "Go slow."
I tried to move slowly, but I couldn't control my body. I was suddenly scared. Every time I tried to touch him, it was too hard or too fast.
I felt helpless and pissed off. I wanted to be with Edward. I wanted to be pressed up against him and enjoying his warm body, but I was fucking this up. I turned away in frustration.
Edward wrapped his arms around me from behind.
"It's alright. Come here." This man was like a snake charmer and I the serpent. I followed because I don't have any other choice. He laid me down on the couch and he hovered over me. This was familiar. I was instantly reminded of him over me in the truck. My hands explored his back. I made every movement slow and careful, but apparently not enough. Edward winced when I squeezed his leg and grabbed my hand.
"Let me show you." He guided my hands, demonstrating the proper pressure I should use when touching him. I'm beginning to understand, it's almost like a sweeping motion, barely making contact with the skin. I tried to unbutton his shirt but ended up ripping the shirt off of him. I practiced caressing his chest. I must have been doing OK, as he closed his eyes and seemed to enjoying my touch. Everything other than Edward just disappeared. His hands are genius. I was beyond words. All I could get out was moans and all he is doing is touching me. I was trying to be smooth and touch him softly, but I was failing miserably. I grabbed the arm of the couch and ripped it off completely with no effort, which sent us rolling onto the floor with we me on top of him. Edward tried to roll us over again, but I wouldn't let him. I was stronger than him. That made me smile.
"Why don't you let me get on top?" He asked.
I laughed. "No."
He tried again, but he wasn't strong enough to move me.
"No, I'm thinking that this will be your punishment."
I moved my hands down and rubbed him over his pants. I kept my touch was soft and light. He started grinding against my hands, his hands were in my hair and his lips on my neck, on the place where he had bitten me. I grabbed his hands and held them above his head.
"Please Bella. Touch me."
"I am touching you. What's the matter can't feel it?" I smiled and rubbed a bit harder.
"Oh god, I want to feel your skin against mine."
"Not yet. Your punishment is not over."
"Please Bella."
"I think I like it when you beg. Tell me Edward, what do you want?"
"I want you. I want to feel you."
I put my lips to his ear. "Beg me," I whispered.
"God, please. Please let me touch you. Please, I want to feel you. I'm begging you. Please, I want you. I want you more than anything."
With a flick of my finger, I ripped his pants off. Wow. That was cool! A hot and bothered naked Edward was underneath me, for me to do whatever I wanted. I wanted to punish him in the worst way. I liked hearing him beg for my touch. I continued to rub him as softly as I could.
"Bella, stop teasing me."
"Fuck you. I think you deserve a little teasing." I started licking him all over. I was making him squirm big time. My tongue licked almost every part of his body, almost… I purposely avoided his most sensitive areas and waited for him to beg me some more.
He pushed and pushed against me, but I overpowered him. I pushed his head toward the floor and watched as the floorboards were cracking and breaking against his weight.
"Fucking hell. Please Bella, please!"
Oh how I loved this. Never in my wildest dreams could I have imagined myself in this situation, the most beautiful man in the world begging me and pleading with me. He wants me… Somehow, he wants me…
Fuck it. I don't want to wait any longer. Teasing Edward is fun, but I am not teasing myself. Off go my pants and I slowly, painfully slowly lowered myself onto him. This time, when he tried to flip me, I let him. With each of his thrusts, I could feel the floor boards breaking under me. Within seconds, he had picked me up and we were going at it against the wall. I wrapped my legs around him. I grabbed him by the hair.
"Harder Edward."
He obliged and minutes later there was a Bella shaped dent in the wall. With one last thrust, he moaned my name then dropped to his knees.
He fell backwards and I followed landing on top of him once again. He put his hands on my face and pulled me down to him, kissing me with a passion that I had never experienced. When he finally broke the kiss, he looked into my eyes and said,
"I fucking love you."
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