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The Black Holiday	By : Renee1985 Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 4724 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Friday

BPOV
Could this really be happening to me; I thought feelings like this and things like this only happened in the movies or in books. I never thought I would fall for someone as soon as I did or as fast. I have only know him for two weeks and I know more about him then I ever did about anyone in my life. I thought while I lay there in Edward's beautiful arms. We had been "sleeping" together every night since the first night he stayed with me. I have never just cuddled with a guy or just lay in his arms, but Edwards's arms felt like they were made for me. Then like every morning the same panic hit. I have never had a long-term relationship or a long lasting one anyway. However I never felt this strongly about someone before either. My longest relationship was six months and since then they have just been shorter. Could I do this? Could I be in a relationship and make it work? I know I wanted to and I wanted it to work, because I knew that the feelings for this beautiful man in my arms were real and I wanted him. However once my own argument in my head was solved the new gut wrenching painful argument would start. How does he feel? Does he want a relationship? Can he even have a relationship? What are we? Question after question would run through my head I felt sick, like I would go crazy. I think what worried me the most was his previous reputation. Alice use to talk about her brothers and their women. Emmett was the worst out of the two until he met Rose. She keeps in check and they have been together ever since. Alice said he once told her sex with Rose was better then sex with anyone else. I give Rose credit for taming the beast, however she had a lot going for her. One, her looks, well actually that is all she had going for her, but Emmett seemed convinced she is what he wanted. However I don't know what I had to offer Edward that would change him of his previous habits. I wasn't that sexy and well to be honest I was pretty plain in the bedroom as well. I only knew one position and that was the basic man on top. I thought the only thing I was semi descent at was giving head, I had been complimented every time I had done it, and so they must have liked it. On the other hand someone with Edwards experience must be looking for somebody who knows what she is doing in between the sheets. That and the fact it was hard for me to grasp that he could change his habits had me on edge. I was still scared to let him get to me completely. I never really dealt with an actual heartbreak and the idea of going through one scared the shit out of me.
I felt him start to move around and new he would be up soon so I got up and got dressed, like I did every morning. I always made sure I was gone before he woke up, I didn't know if I should be there or not, however I took his rep into consideration and though he might not like to wake up to me every morning, who knows? So to make things easier I would get up and be out before he woke. By now his family knew there was something going on and Alice could not be more pleased. She took me out one morning for breakfast just her and I and told me all about her brother. I told her of my concerns; she just reassured me that if anyone could change her brother it would be me. She also told me I already have changed him; she hadn't seen him this happy ever not even with Tanya. That little bit of information gave me hope and I was hoping a lot now a days.
This Friday night we were going on our date that Edward had asked me on. Then we were all leaving on Tuesday to go home and back to school. Because Edward was coming back with Alice and I we were going to be riding in his car. Alice and I also had gotten a new dorm and were rooming together. We lucked out that we got a suite as they call it, with for rooms and a living room and kitchen as well as two bathrooms. Alice and I were going to share one and Jessica and Angela were going to share the other one. However they both had boyfriends that lived off campus so I was sure they would be spending most of their time with them. So that means Alice and I had the place to our selves. I was suddenly worried. What about Edward? Where would he stay? With Alice or me? I was suddenly confused about his and my relationship, what were we? Boyfriend and girlfriend or friends that sleep in the same bed, perhaps friends with benefits, although so far all we did was make-out and he also finger fucked me into and incredible orgasm. I am hoping Friday night would clear things up for me and if they didn't on their own I would demand some kind of definition for what we were. I also had been aching to touch him ever since that night we stopped, but so far our nights have just been holding one another and I didn't want to push for more; he seemed happy at our pace, even though I have been wanting and hoping for more on some of those nights. Friday, yes Friday night was going to be the final test to see where we go from here. Wow I worry way too much I thought.
Friday afternoon I was in my room getting ready to go out with Edward, feeling nervous as all hell. Alice came in and dolled me up. I really hated when she treated me like a guinea pig, but I also felt bad because she would always tell me that she grew up with two brothers it was difficult to get a girl fix. It felt weird going out with him and his whole family knowing and just being in his house getting ready, this was not going to be a normal first date at all.
"Alice, were is he taking me?" I asked
"Umm.. I don't actually know he won"t tell any of us anything. Emmett has been the worst out of all of u trying to nag any information our of him." She laughed.
"Alice, if I ask you something would you be honest, with me?" she looked at me and shook her head.
"Promise me first Alice." I stated.
"I promise to be honest." She looked puzzled.
"What does your family think of all this, what do they think of me?" I swallowed hard.
"Ha ha," she laughed, "is that what your worried about?" I shook me head.
"Bella, my family adores you a lot. My mother is already calling you her other daughter to her friends. My father thinks the world of you and says you have a good head on your shoulders. Emmett likes you too he thinks it is so funny to watch you stumble around like you do, he already calls you his clumsy sister. Even if Edward didn't like you, you would be a part of this family. We are all happy you are in our lives, and even more thrilled that you were able to touch Edward's heart in a way we haven't seen. However even if things for some reason don't work out with you and Edward, and I seriously doubt that, you would still be a part of our family." She was holding my face and staring into my eyes.
"DO. YOU. UNDERSTAND." I smiled and shook my head again.
"Now, lets finish getting you ready for my brother." She smiled at me and went back to work on my hair.
Alice had went down stairs to ask Edward what kind of attire I would be needing seeing how no one knew where we were going, and I didn't want to be over dressed or under dressed. She came back into the room with this knee length, beautiful ice blue, skin tight, silk dress and shoes to match. Luckily I had a matching bra and underwear to go with it. Once I was all dressed and ready to go I looked into the mirror. I stood shocked; I didn't even recognize my self at all. Alice had completely transformed me into someone gorgeous. I felt like tonight I would be equally as gorgeous as Edward and not look dull standing next to him, like I sometimes felt. I walked down stairs almost tripping in the shoes Alice lent me and entered the room. Everyone looked up at me including Rose -I must have turned eight shades or red -with their mouths to the floor. Emmett even whistled and Rose smacked his arm, I smiled. Edward walked in and froze for a second, looking me up and down. He walked over and kissed my check, while taking a deep breath. "You smell amazing and you look even better then you smell." He sighed, everyone started laughing and hugged us goodbye, telling us to have fun and be safe. Then we were off.

EPOV
I don't think I had ever sleep so good in my life; having her in my arms these past few nights, gave me the best feeling. She fit into me like she was molded just for my arms. I could feel the heat of her body and the softness of her skin. Touching her was like a drug to me. She would always fall asleep first, while I lay there tracing her features and storing them in my memory. The only down side would be my mornings. Every morning would wake and she would be gone, I would lie there trying to remember her, she was like a dream to me, like it wasn't real. Perhaps she was, this whole thing was feeling to good to be true anyway. I wasn't sure why she left every morning before I woke; however I never asked her to stay either. That however was going to change. Another thing that was going to change was our status. I had to know what we were to each other and Friday night I would make sure all my questions would get answered.
It was Friday and once again I woke alone. This was going to change I would ask her or beg her to stay if I had to. I was so nervous; I hadn't been on an actual date in a long time. All my hook ups were a result of meeting a girl at a party or by chance -like the chick I picked up in the grocery line -or by my friend introducing me to them; we never really got to the date part we just ended up in my bed. Dating was all new to me and very scary. However there was something about Bella that made me want to try and do my all to make it work, I would jump off a cliff if that's what it took to keep her. Just then Alice barged into my room almost yelling at me.
"Edward, I need to know where you are taking Bella?" she saw me start to smile. "So I can get her dressed correctly for the place, I don't want her under or over dressed." She quickly made her intentions made. I wasn't telling anyone where I was taking Bella, this was hard enough for us both and I was sure she was nervous too. I didn't want people bugging her on where I was taking her, so I told no one.
"Alice, she will look fine in anything she wears," I laughed, Alice was pissed I could defiantly tell.
"Edward, please stop being an ass. I want her to look nice, please." She sighed.
"Fine, a dress would be appropriate and that's all I am saying." She looked as if she wanted to beat me to a pulp. She walked out slamming the door. I started to laugh so hard her anger was intriguing. However I knew her anger wasn't deep, she like the rest of my family where all being so supportive, with the two of us. Esme and Carlisle were happy to see me happy and they truly liked Bella a lot. Alice was just as excited about Bella and me as I was; she loved the fact her best friend and I were going on this date. I heard her tell Esme that if I married her, they could be sisters. I smiled at the thought, even though I never or was even close to thinking about marriage. The most surprising reaction I got from my family was from Emmett. He was the most supportive and helping me through everything I felt, he told me why these feelings were happening that I couldn't explain. He said "Edward, I know what it is like to go from player to lover. I was the one that showed you that life, however I was always better then you," he smacked my shoulder, laughing, "But now I can show you how to be a lover to one women. I am your older brother and I want to help. This is the best experience I ever had and yes it was one of the scariest. Once you fall in love there is no going back. I also know you and when you get scared you tend to run and that would not be good in this situation. It would hurt you more then you know. I know your past but you must let go and move on and I think Bella is the one to help you do that, so if you ever need to talk; I know I tease you but that is my job. I am always here for you though in anything." He smiled and hugged me then left the room. WOW! Was all I could think that was one of the most intense conversations Emmett and me ever had. However I wasn't afraid of me running away from this screaming, I was afraid Bella would run. That is why I had been trying to go slow with this, for her. Tonight however was going to be the final test I wanted to be officially hers and her mine. But I couldn't also help the tension in my muscles telling me how much I wanted to speed this relationship up. Nights with her in my arms were the hardest to ignore the building tension; I always had to take long showers in the morning.
I finished getting ready and headed down stairs. I could hear everyone saying wow, and Emmett whistling. I almost tripped running down stairs I wanted to see for myself what she looked like. I turned into the room bracing myself, but nothing could have prepared me for the gorgeous creature standing in the middle of the room. She was already bright red from everyone's comments and Emmett's embarrassing display. I would never underestimate my sister again, I didn't think Bella could be more beautiful then she already was, but I was wrong. Her dark hair pulled up with delicate curls coming down to her shoulders and back. The dress was a nice ice blue and it went so well with her skin tone. It hugged her body perfectly and showed ff her figure well, I was glad though that it left some to the imagination; I didn't want anyone to see her but me. Her eyes looked even more dramatic and smoky, they were breathtaking. I crossed the room to her in three steps and pulled her into my arms. I took a deep breath and kissed her on the cheek, I wanted to take her right upstairs and rip the dress from her body and have her in a hundred different ways. I took another breath and her sent hit me like a flame in my throat. "You smell amazing and you look even better then you smell." I sighed and everyone started laughing. I was in a hurry to get going and be away from my family so I could gaze upon my angle. We said good-bye and I took her by the hand and we headed out, for our evening.

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