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A Demon's Angel	By : InnocentLittleFlower Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR > Het > Het Views: 2953 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: If any of you following this also have a Fanfiction I also have this on there and i update both sites one after the other with in a few minutes of each other so if you want to set it to Alert you when there is a New chapter you can. I am trying to get atlest a chapter up every day. This will be eassier on the weekends due to the face that a baby sit mon-friday so it just depends on how tired i am as to if i can get a chapter done.

Also I don’t want this to sound like I’m being a review whore or anything but if some of you that read could Review I dont mind anonymous reviews I would just appreciate so I know what yall are thinking around my story. Even if it’s just some helpful critiquing but try not to be rude about it or anything please.

And Lily kinda bashes Southern Bells in here I have nothing against them at all lol its just Lily’s thinking so please don’t take any offence to it.

Any ways here is the next chapter hope you guys enjoy

I had spent most of the previous night trying to figure out how to make things easier with Lily. It wasn’t until early this morning before dawn Bella came to me in my study suggesting that we ask Jacob to talk to her. He had some experience with this kind of thing. He might be able to talk to her and know how to help her cope. This was good but for the fact Jacob wasn’t the best with his words and he didn’t really cope with Bella loving Edward, It wasn’t until he saw Nessie that the love he had held for Bella disappeared and it didn’t bother him any longer. I thought about it for a few hours and gave in it was all I really had right now and it was worth a try and if anything Jacob might end up with a few scratched that would heal before he even made it home. After he and Nessie had breakfast and some quick talking from Bella we where able to get him to agree. His was now on her way to my Angel’s house.

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I was sitting in my Studio with double French doors open letting the fresh morning air in. The paints from last night made the air stuffy and I didn’t want to open my windows or doors last night with the storm scared rain would find its way in and ruin my paintings. Music played in the back ground on a stereo I had set up on one of my many tables the lines the walls. The song playing right now was one I sometimes I wondered if someone had written about me when writing the song, though this was a stupid thought I couldn’t help but see how much the song spoke of what I longed to say and what I felt. It was then that a husky voice broke me from my painting.

“I wouldn’t have imagined you as a rocker” Jacob said

I turned my head looking at the tall muscular tan boy standing just outside my doors in nothing but a pair of cut off jean shorts.

“Where are the rest of your cloths” I asked

“This is it; it’s easier to carry around a pair of jeans than an outfit.” Jacob said with a smirk

I raised an eyebrow in confusion earning me a chuckle from Jacob.

“I don’t magically have cloths when I transform, though Bella thought the same thing when she first found out.” Jacob said and went to step inside my house.

I glared at him looking at his feet. They where muddy the ground was still wet and muddy from last night. “Clean your feet before you take one step in here”

“Wow okay… you know you’re almost as scary as Esme” Jacob said as he went to get my hose to wash his feet off.

“I couldn’t see Esme being scary” I said going back to my painting.

“Mess up the house and tick her off she can be” Jacob said as he walked into my studio wondering around looking at my paintings.

“So you like Within Temptation I would of thought of you more of a country girl.” Jacob said stood and leaning against on of my tables.

“And why do you say that Jacob” I asked flatly.

“Well raised in Texas on a cattle ranch, one hundred years later and you still have a hint of southern accent. Plus the whole Lady and manners thing it’s very southern bell.” Jacob explained

“I was no southern bell, Those girls where all lost in their families money, constant teases, and thought of nothing more than marring a man for his money or his linage that is it. Mostly nothing more that air headed bimbos” I replied putting down my brush.

“Oh so you backed up your words or actions then” Jacob said with a smirk

My eyes grew big and a looked over at Jacob “I would never…” I growled

“Oh so you where a tease then” Jacob asked raising an eyebrow.

“I didn’t flirt I had the money and social standing as the rest yes and I thought about marriage yes but I wanted it for love not how much money he had or who is family was. I never flirted or lead a man on” I glared at the boy who stood in my studio

“Ah I see now. Hey you got anything to drink in here do you keep props like that?” Jacob asked heading for the kitchen.

I stood up with a huff following him what gave him the idea that he could just make himself comfortable in my house.

“No I don not have anything to drink. Why don’t you tell me why you are here Jacob” I asked harshly.

“The others are worried about you especially Jasper. They don’t like the fact that you’re hurting they asked me to come talk to you.” Jacob said going to a cabinet we had unpacked glasses and filled it some water from the sink.

“The don’t need to worry about me that’s what family members are for and I’m not family” I said leaning against the counter looking away from Jacob.

“That’s where you’re wrong, you’ve been adopted weather you like it or not your stuck with them. Trust me I know and I wasn’t the Cullen’s biggest fan for a long time.” Jacob said taking a sip of his water.

I turned my head to look at him “What do you mean you seem fine with being with them.”

“At first it was due to a treaty put in tact between them and my great grandfather back when they first moved into the area, then it was because I had a rivalry with Edward. First I hated him for Leaving Bella and just shattering her. I fell in love with her picking up the pieces that he left behind I had a crush on her before that but it grew strong during our time together. Then She went off to save him and I found out they where going to turn her and it just seemed like one sucker punch after another. Mean while I fought I fought for her and I fought dirty. It killed me to see her with him while I knew she still loved me as well. Even when she was pregnant I despised Reneesme because she was killing Bella my pack wanted to kill her but even though her and Edward where already married I still stood there and protected her that’s when the Cullen’s adopted me Esme did he best to keep me and the two others I had from my old pack with me comfortable. Though I went threw heart ach I wouldn’t change it for the world I’m happy with them I’m happy with Reneesme and plus Tease Rosalie is just too much fun.” Jacob said

“I didn’t know you could be so sentimental Jacob I thought you where just arrogant.” I gave a soft chuckle taking everything in.

“Yeah well don’t tell anyone else okay I do have a reputation” Jacob smirked.

“Though I can see how you can relate to how much I’m hurting Jacob there is a difference between me and you. I want him to be happy and he is happy with Alice so I want him with Alice. It just hurts knowing I won’t ever have him again and I won’t ever find someone else as long as my heart still yearns for him.” I said hugging my waist looking back down to the ground.

“The pain wasn’t as bad when I thought he was dead, I found happiness in my paintings because I would get lost in that memory I was painting almost reliving it I could still hear the sound of his voice, the touch of his hand, His scent as it mixed with the air. Now I feel like I wasn’t good enough for him. He left became this creature and then found someone better. I wasn’t enough and now I see him with her and know ill never be good enough” I said I could feel my voice begging to crack the pain starting to consume me again. I wished I could cry feel hot wetness run down my cheeks offering some type of release but it would never come.

I was surprised when I felt Jacobs large warm arms wrap around my icy stone body. I acted out of instinct wrapping my arms around his waist burying my face into his muscular chest as the sounds of crying came from me but no tears fell from my eyes.

“You aren’t the only one hurting Lily. Jasper is hurting as well He loves both you and Alice you two where there at to pivotal times in his life, now he doesn’t know what to do he can’t leave Alice because he loves her and he is hurting because he feels the pain knowing that it’s because of him. It’s not going to be easy and the pain will probably never go away but it will die down and become bearable. Just know your not alone anymore the Cullen’s have welcomed you with open arms and they take care of each other not letting anyone suffer alone. All you need is call and they come running.” Jacob whispered.

All I could do was nod I wasn’t capable of words yet. Jacob’s words where comforting but the pain hadn’t disappeared yet. He slowly pulled away from me looking down into my tearless eyes.

“I have to go now take today for yourself then call Jasper just to confirm your okay. Ill let him know your fine and that you just need a day to yourself but don’t disappear it would up set him and the others.” Jacob said

I nodded again and before I knew it Jacob was gone leavening me alone in my house.

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I was waiting out on our pack porch when Jacob came walking out of the forest. I stood up eager to hear what he had to say. Any news of my Angel I had to know if she was okay what I could do to help.

“Well…” I said as he came up on the porch.

“She is fine she needs a day to herself so it would be good if you just leave her alone until she calls. She said she would tomorrow but you really need to be careful around her Jasper. She dose want you to be happy with Alice and she still loves you but most of her pain is coming from not feeling good enough. She feels like she wasn’t good enough for her that’s why you walked away.” Jacob told me I felt like my heart had sunk to my stomach.

How could my Angel thing that if anything I wasn’t and had never been good enough for her perfection. A perfect caring heart, perfect soul, she was everything. I was the one who wasn’t good enough.

“Don’t go there Jasper, just leave her alone until she is ready to confront this, she needs space and time. It won’t be easy for her, she will always have that pain with her it will dull over time but its going to take a while so when she asks for time you give it to her. She is a good person I wasn’t even as good as she is when it came to Edward and Bella. It’s taking her a lot to do this but she will pull through just be patient.” Jacob said to me

I was shocked how sincere but how protective he was feeling over my angel was it because he understood what she was going through. I nodded to Jacob I would do as he said he knew what she needed right now better than anyone else.

It wasn’t until the next evening that Lily called. She apologized for calling later but she had gotten busy with the store and painting in the house that she hadn’t been able to call. I let her know it was fine and we talked about small things for a few minutes before the phone began its rounds threw the rest of the family. She said her Gallery which was more like a boutique would be opening in a few days and offered Alice and Rosalie as well as Bella to come work with her at her boutique once it was open. Alice and Rosalie accepted but Bella respectfully declined she enjoyed her time at home with Esme, and Nessie, then at night she had her classes. Bella said it was a waist of money not to go through with college.

So it had been a good day for her this pleased me. Knowing form Jacob she would have her bad days but for right now I was happy that she was having a good day.
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