She Loved them Both

Chapter 8: The thought of my venom shooting down her lovely throat both sickened me & excited me

Edward’s pov
How reckless could I be in one day? I had to suppress the urge to entangle my fingers in Bella's hair. I wanted to take her by the hair and shove myself deeper inside of her hot wet mouth. But I couldn't, I would end up crushing her skull. It wouldn’t be much longer; I was already so far gone. Her muffled moans did it. My mind raced, the thought of my venom shooting down her lovely throat both sickened me & excited me. But I couldn't have her head there like that, I would hurt her. "Move now Bella”, I bellowed shoving her as gently as I could. I pushed her up the bed & onto her back. I gripped my hardness, I was so close. Bella looked up at me with the sexiest pout & she undid her bathrobe revealing that perfect body. Her creamy skin would look so good covered in my silvery venom. I'm a monster. How sick am I? But Bella saw it in my eyes and nodded. She wanted it. I gave myself a few final strokes and then let out a low guttural growl and an explosion shot of silver spilled onto Bella's face. Her mouth open and she lapped it up, moaning. I growled her name as I continued to spill silver all over her breasts and down her stomach towards her sweet entrance. I let the last of it dribble into her soft mouth. I looked at her small body covered in my essence & it looked so good. She was mine, I had claimed her, and I had marked what was mine. Bella was mine always. No one else would ever have that pleasure or privilege. She took a breath and then turned to me. "I guess I need another shower", she said smiling. "No love just let it sit it will soak in soon & you won't even know it's there. It will probably make your skin feel a little softer too." I explained. "Like a spa treatment? The Edward Cullen venomous spa treatment?" she giggled. I cringed, what I was thinking covering Bella in my seed? I'm a monster. I reached for my love for comfort. A part of me knew that she would never see me that way no matter what I did. I squeezed her tighter & whispered, "Thank you for seeing me the way you see me, I love you."