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She Sleeps
By : bcullen1026
Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR
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Chapter List
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Chapter 8
BPOV
I don’t know how long I was waiting for Cat, but when she returned she looked happy to see me. “Hey Bella! Long time no see.” She laughed which made me smile. She was a surprisingly easy to get smile around. She sat down in the same spot as before. “So…you looked like you were going to tell me something before I left?” She made it a question giving me the option of saying no if I really wanted to. I made a snap decision to trust her with my story.
“You will probably think I’m crazy. My story sounds like a fairy tale, with Prince Charming and everything. It’s the ending that destroyed me, even though most normal people probably wouldn’t have ended up here.” I paused to see her reaction. She nodded for me to continue. I took a deep breath, glanced at her and then stared out the window behind her and told my story. I told her how I moved to Forks, meet Edward, feel in love, and had my heart broken when he left. I told her how I felt and how I ended up in this place. The only thing I kept for myself was the fact that my Prince Charming was a vampire.
This was the most I had spoken in a very long time and it felt good to get it all out. When I finished, the sun had set and it was starting to storm outside. Cat was looking at me kind of funny. She stood up and I was sure she thought I was crazy and was never going to talk to me again. It made me sad. I know I had only known her for a day, but I liked her already. Then she surprised me. She came around the table and pulled me up into a big hug.
“Oh Bella, I don’t think you’re crazy at all!” She pulled back to look in my eyes. “You loved him and he broke you, heart and mind, when he left. That is nothing to be ashamed of. In fact it speaks volumes about your character. You love with your whole heart and he is a bastard for breaking you! I am a little confused about why he left though. You said it was something that happened at your 18^th birthday party?”
I was so overwhelmed by the depth of her conviction that it took me a minute to compose myself enough to talk. “Yeah. His brother, Jasper, has a bit of a temper and he took a swing at me at my party, nothing happened, but Edward was angry, probably because I was creating tension in the family. Jasper had been getting his temper under control before I came along. Or maybe he just got bored and he got tired of saving me all the time, mostly from myself. I don’t know. All I know is that I still love him and I will until the day I die.” Before I could stop myself I told her about the piano. “That’s why I love piano music so much. He used to play for me. He even made me a CD with some of his music. They have it here and I get to listen to it sometimes. It is the only reason I get up in the morning anymore.”
Cat was so busy looking at me that we both jumped at the voice that was suddenly behind me. “Bella, I’m home!” He laughed. Cat composed herself before I did. “Hey Matt! Long time no see. How have you been?” I didn’t turn around. I was too busy trying to figure out how much of that conversation Matt heard. I knew that is he heard that I was still in love, even if it was unrequited, it would not be a good thing. “Cat, good to see you again. I am well thank you. I hear you are doing very well.” I was looking at Cat when he said her name so I saw her reaction. “I’m surprised you remember me.”
I could hear the smugness in Matt’s voice. “How could I forget such a beautiful girl?” Cat blushed at his praise and I wanted to throw up. “Come on Bella, it’s time to go back to your room.” I flinched when his hand touched my shoulder, he noticed. Cat didn’t. “Bye Bella. See you tomorrow?” I couldn’t speak so I just nodded.
Matt forced me to start walking toward my room. As we got closer to the door Matt leaned down and hissed in my ear. “Making friends and still in love? Oh Bella you have been very naughty today.” I shivered. I knew he heard the end of my conversation with Cat now I just had to figure out what he was planning to do.
I entered my room ahead of Matt so I didn’t see him lock the door, but I heard it. I stood as still as a statue in the middle of my room. He walked around me and sat on the bed. “Now Bella. You need to be punished for disobeying me today. I told you that you would be being watched and still you managed to piss me off. So strip. Now!” I was afraid. I didn’t know what he was planning to do, but I knew it would be worse than ever before. I stripped down to my underwear and bra. Then I hesitated. I really didn’t want to be naked again, but I didn’t want to make him angry. He noticed my hesitation. “NAKED, BELLA! NOW!!” I had never seen him this angry. I took off my bra and panties and stood in front on him shaking. I didn’t want to see his face so I stared at the ground.
“Look at me Bella.” I didn’t move. “LOOK AT ME!!” I still didn’t look at him. I heard him get up. He grabbed my chin and forced my head up to look him in the eyes. They were livid. “You had best learn your place bitch. This will only end one way and that’s my way. You will do what I say when I say it or I will make you wish you had never been born.” He didn’t scream. He was calm when he said it. Little did he know that I already wished I had never been born. “Do you understand me?”
“No.” I don’t know why I said it. I meant to say yes, but my words betrayed me. It took a minute for what I said to sink in, but when it did, I could tell. His eyes were more angry than even and I felt the hand holding my chin start to shake. His voice was low and hostile. “What did you say to me you little bitch?”
“I said, ‘No’ I don’t understand you and I won’t do what you say.” I don’t know where this was coming from, but I figured I might as well go with it. He dropped my chin like it was on fire and took a step back. “So help me Bella, you will learn your place.” I wasn’t expecting it so I didn’t see it coming. He backhanded me across the face so hard I hit the floor before I even felt the pain in my cheek, and when I felt it, I wished I couldn’t. He looked down at me. “Do you want to rethink your answer?” I stared up at him. He wouldn’t beat me, much. He couldn’t. Dr. Thomas would know something was wrong the next time I saw him. So I took a deep breath. “Yes, what I meant to say was ‘No I won’t do what you say, you sick pathetic Fuck! You disgust me and I hope you burn in Hell!!”
“Well Bella, I’m very sorry you feel that way, but you really shouldn’t make me angry.” He was smiling again. “Why? You can’t do anything to me. I’ll tell Dr. Thomas and he will see the evidence for himself. You will go to jail.” By the time I had finished my little speech he was laughing. “Dr. Thomas left this morning. Until they find a replacement therapist for the clinically depressed you belong to me.” My stomach dropped to my feet. Dr. Thomas was gone and Matt was in charge of me from now on? I felt sick again. I knew by the time they found someone to take Dr. Thomas’s place I would be in no condition to care. There was no one to hold Matt in check now and I was more afraid than ever before.
Matt had stopped laughing and was now staring down at me. He didn’t say anything and since I was looking at his face I didn’t see what was coming for me. He kicked me in the stomach, and didn’t stop. He kicked, punched and beat me until I lay in a crumpled heap on the floor. I was crying. I hurt so badly I just wanted to die. But he wasn’t finished with me yet. He kicked my shoulder just hard enough to roll me over so I was on my back looking up. “Now that that’s out of the way. Let’s have some fun.” He undid his belt and pulled off his pants. I turned my head away. I didn’t want to see him. “Oh now Bella don’t be like that. Look at me. Look at what you do to me every time I see you.” I knew what he was referring to of course, but I didn’t turn to look at him.
I heard him sigh. “Bella you are only making this worse for yourself.” He stepped over me so that one foot was on each side. He pressed the side of his foot into my already bruised abdomen. “Look at me.” The pain was too much. I turned my head and looked up. He stood above me, hard and heavy. “See what you do to me Bella? Now is that fair? This happens every time I see you and every time I have to endure it alone. Well now you are going to see firsthand what happens when a girl is a tease.” I tried looking away again, but he put pressure on my side until I looked back.
He grabbed himself at the base of his cock and started moving his hand up and down. I had never seen a man like this before. I always thought Edward would be my first, but he didn’t want me enough to stay so that dream when out the window. But I guess I had always had hope that he would come back for me and I would be waiting to welcome him back. Now I could see that even if he came back he wouldn’t want me anymore. I was dirty and I was even less worthy of him now than I was when we were together. I was glad he wasn’t here to see me like this.
Matt could tell I wasn’t paying attention to what he was doing. So he kicked me again. I cried out in pain. “Focus Bella! This is all for you after all. I’m imagining that this is your hand stroking me.” I was going to be sick. He started moving his hand faster. “Oh yeah baby…just like that…don’t stop…God Bella you feel so good! Fuck! I’m gonna cum baby…ya just like that don’t stop…Ungh…FUCK!” He came all over my exposed breasts and stomach. The fact that he was fantasizing about me made me sick. He stood above me panting. “Well that was fun.” He laughed to himself and walked over the bed. He pulled his pants back on and started towards the door. Before he left he pulled out a small towel. “Clean yourself up. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
I heard the door lock behind him. I couldn’t move, but I felt too dirty to stay where I was. I crawled over to the towel he left on the floor and cleaned off my chest and stomach. It hurt so much to move, but I wasn’t leaving a single spot on me. I finished cleaning myself up and I pulled myself up using the wall and the bed. I couldn’t stand up straight because of the pain in my ribs and back. I knew I wouldn’t be able to get dressed without passing out so I just fell into bed and pulled the covers over me. After I was safe in my bed I let the reality of what just happened consume me. I tried to muffle the screams in my pillow, but I am sure someone heard me.
I sobbed and screamed until the pain was too much and then I let the darkness take me. The last thing I remember was thinking that if he could see me now, Edward would be so disappointed in me.
CharliePOV
I was watching the game, when the phone rang. As I walked into the kitchen, it hit me that it was two months to the day that Bella left. “Hello?”
“Mr. Swan, it’s the Seattle Mental Health Facility. This is Matt speaking.”
“What’s wrong?!” My thought immediately going to Bella.
“Nothing is wrong sir. I was just calling to let you know that Dr. Thomas has left the hospital and we are in the process of looking for a replace for him. But Bella is being taken care of so there is no need to worry about her. I also wanted to let you know that she has come down with what looks like the flu so it would be best if you didn’t come visit this weekend. I will call you when she is feeling better.”
“Are you sure she is ok?” I didn’t like that she was sick and all alone.
“Of course sir. I am taking care of her. She is my only priority now.”
“Alright well if you’re sure. I’ll stay away for now but tell her that I love her and I am thinking of her. And I will see her as soon as she is better.”
“Of course sir. Have a wonderful rest of the day.”
I hung of the phone and just stood in the kitchen for a minute. Something seemed off about Matt. It was almost like he was too polite. But I convinced myself that he was just trying to relieve my stress over Bella being sick. I shook my head and went back to the game. I would see Bella next weekend, whether she was still sick or not.
JPOV
I was hunting. I had convinced Alice to let me go alone. I couldn’t take the emotions of my family for much longer. They were driving me insane and I couldn’t even be mad at them for it. This was all my fault. If I hadn’t taken a snap at Bella two months ago we never would have left. If only I had been able to control myself like my siblings this would not be happening. Alice was devastated, but she was trying to find happiness in the little things, for my sake. She was trying to pull everyone out of the depression they were in.
Esme felt the loss of Bella like the loss of her own child. And Carlisle was devastated that he couldn’t help Esme. Alice felt the crushing loss of her best friend and sister. She was also very angry with Edward. Any time he was around her rage spiked. Emmett was pissed. He loved Bella like a sister and felt very protective of her. And Rose, well Rose was smug, at first, and now she was just was depressed as the rest of us. Edward was the worst. He was in pain greater than anything I had ever known. It went deeper than even the pain of the change. He knew it was killing me so he left, which only intensified the feelings of the rest of the family so really it didn’t help.
I caught the scent of a heard of elk and took off in their direction. I knew that this would be the only time I had to myself and I wanted to make the most of it so I didn’t attack right away. I stalked them first. I took down the two biggest in one pass. I snapped their necks and drained them dry. When I was finished, I tried to come up with a way to avoid the house a little longer, but I knew I would have to return at some point. So I sighed and ran for home. When I stepped though the door it was like getting punched in the stomach, repeatedly. I knew that if something didn’t change soon, this family would break. I just wished Edward could understand and fix it.
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She Sleeps	By : bcullen1026 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR Views: 5823 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or make any money from this story.

She Sleeps