To love, And imprint | By : fusedtwilight Category: Twilight Series > Het Views: 2156 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Author: Here is chapter 9. I bet your all dying to know Lilith’s reaction, will she say yes or no. Thid only has a couple more chapters to go. If you like the series then good news I am considering continuing the story. Well we'll see.
Chapter 9
FLASHBACK
"How can you say that we just met and you’re dedicating the whole of your life to me?" she began to pace the room.
"You don't know anything about me how can you stand there and claim you love me!"
"I know it doesn't make sense but believe me I’ve seen it first hand and have now felt it I love you Lilith hazlegrove I swear I’ll love you more than anyone in your entire life, I’ll be whatever you want me to be a brother, a friend, a protector, a lover, or all the above."
"That's one hell of a commitment" she said. I went over to stand next to her.
"It is more powerful than a commitment, Lilith I love you but I’m not sure I can sit by and watch as another man swoops in and steals you away from me."
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying" I got down on one knee and she went stiller than a vampire.
"Lilith Hazlegrove, my Lilith, will you marry me".
LILLITH'S P.O.V
I stared at him in disbelief. I could not believe it. First I’m kidnapped by a bunch of thugs, then I’m saved by tall dark and handsome, then I'm almost kidnapped again by some masochistic Irish vampire, then I find out that tall dark and handsome is a wolf who is my soul mate all on my wedding day. What are these the supernatural days of our lives? What do I do? What do I say? How do you tell someone who is supposedly your soul-mate no when they propose? Jesus this whole fucking situation was over complicated and in a whole realm of freaken unbelievable. As if I didn't have enough shit to deal with, what with the whole vampire's trying to kidnap me situation. Now I got to juggle Seth’s emotions, I hate trying to juggle emotion’s I’m to angry to deal with other people's feelings. I mean I can't just go and marry some stranger, I’ve only known him for like seven hours, ok so he and me had a little exchange of sad history one on one but he was still a relative stranger. What did I know about him really, he was tall, he was from la push, he was eighteen, he had a car, lived with his mom.
Ok but what about a job, plans for the future, was he going to college?. But what about him as a person? he was kind, caring, he never yelled at me even when I deserved it, he had very beautiful eyes, whenever he held me he was so gentle as if I was glass, his skin was softer than it looked, he always had a sunny disposition, and was very perky, even though he was tall and built he was still gangly, that's ok I didn't really go for giant muscles guy's anyway he was tall and muscular make no mistake but the gangliest gave him a more slim muscular build. I had to confess I only knew him for some hours, and I may have been mean to him, but in that time I grew to trust this man who according to him was my other half. I may be a cold heartless bitch sometimes, but I couldn't hurt him, but I wouldn't go back on Alex it wasn't fair to him after how nice he had been to me.
"I'm sorry Seth but no" I said pulling my hand out of his.
He looked at me with a carefully neutral look, but I knew that look, I used it when I was trying to hide my feelings.
"I appreciate how much you care, and all you've done but we just can't." I said turning my back to him and walking to look out the window I felt felt him come up behind me but I stood facing the window.
"Why not?" he whispered.
"We don't know each other."
"We know each other."
"For seven hours that's not worthy of commitment."
"Were soul-mates Lil, that's more than a lifetime's worth." he said and I turned to face him.
"What's that mean soul-mate what makes you think that we’re such a perfect couple?"
"That's imprinting, I don't know how it works but it's nature’s way of telling us who our other half's, we don't know who, or why until it happens"
"Nature told you to fall for me, not your own choice?" I said skeptically, vampires and werewolves was one thing love at first sight another.
"I'm not the only one, Jake, quill, Leah"
"Leah? Who’d she imprint on?"
"Your brother."
"WHAT? Which one?"
"We don't know she never got a name." Great now my brothers were involved.
"What does this mean for them?"
"Them?"
"Yeah, listen I don't care what you say about imprinting, if she imprinted on one, she better expect the other. Cain and Able may be day and night but they have been sown at the hip since they were born you couldn't tare them apart with a chainsaw."
"That might be a problem then."
"Why?"
"Lilith, no one is supposed to know about us, only the council and those we imprint on can know about this." he said sounding frustrated. Wither he was frustrated with me or the situation with Cain and Able I couldn't say.
"Then we do have a problem, they never keep secret's from each other" I said, damn brotherly love.
"So where do we stand?" I asked if he was my better half then what was I to him.
"I don't know Lilith."
"Do we...have to get married" I asked wondering if I had a choice.
He looked at me nervously "No, no I’m not forcing you or anything Lil I just want you to know you have options besides Alex." he said his name with some contempt.
"What’s that supposed to mean?" I asked sounding a little angry. He looked at me with a humorous expression.
"Lil, do you really love him?" he asked.
"Of course I do" I said sounding indignant. I mean I was going to marry him for crying out loud.
"Are you sure?"
"Seth if you have something to say then say it" he kept on dancing around the subject so obviously he had something to say.
"Are you sure he even loves you, if memory is correct he was looking mighty friendly with one of those girls at the reception before we showed up."
"He was having a good time is all!" I said flushing in anger at the memory of him and the little tramp from before.
"Ya he was having a good time with his hand on her ass" he said the first stirrings of anger were in his words.
"How dare you accuse my fiancé of being unfaithful, he helped me when I was going through a rough time in my life, him the star football player, being friends with the poor, half-mixed, poor Goth chick"
"You’re a Goth?"
"No I just like wearing black" (and buying clothes from Hot Topic.)
"Look I don't think he's good for you."
"And I’m not sure I care what you think" I said crossing my arms, if he wanted a fight we would fight alright.
There was a knock on the door and Alice peeked in.
"Lilith can I have a word real quick?" she said
"Give us a second Alice." Seth said still glaring at me.
"No Alice you can have all the time you want this conversation is over." I said walking toward her and away from Seth.
He grabbed my arm before I could pass.
"Where not done talking Lilith, he's not good for you he doesn't love you I watched him when he was dancing with you, everyone see's it but not you!" he said his words full of anger. I pulled my hand from his grasp.
"First off Fido, You don't own me I don't see a ring on this finger." I said raising my hand and showing him my finger. "Well not yet anyway but when I do get one it won't be yours." I started to walk away again when he called out.
"Damn it Lilith. DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME!" he screamed and began to shake.
I raised my hand again.
"Let's see no ring on this finger-I lowered my pinky-no ring here-I lowered my ring finger-No ring here- I half lowered my index finger-and I don't see a ring on this finger" I said as I waved my middle finger at him. "So fuck off and leave me alone" and with that I walked out of the room slamming the door as I left.
"Problems in paradise?" Alice asked, as we walked to her room.
"Bite me Alice" I snapped.
"Careful who you invite to dinner" she grinned.
"I'm never going to get used to all this am I?" I sighed.
We walked into her room and sat on the bed, the room had an 18th century feel, the bed was a four-poster and there was a picture depicting the battle of the Alamo in the corner. Alice came to sit by me with a small box in her hand.
"Well here's your wedding present!" she said handing me the box. I opened it and found a cell phone.
"Wow thanks" I said I thought it would be a card or something.
"It has unlimited minutes and texting, it has good signal, and best of all you have a five."
"You gave me a five?"
"Yep, it's me, jasper, Edward, Bella, and rose"
"Shouldn't I choose my own five?"
"Yeah but you were going to choose them anyway so I went ahead and chose for you"
"You’re a little freak you know that?" I laughed.
She beamed at me. I put the cell between my breasts for safe keeping. She raised an eyebrow at my choice.
"What they don't put pockets on wedding dresses" I said shrugging.
"Soooo, I take it Seth told you about the whole imprinting thing right?"
"Gee how'd you guess?" I said sarcastically.
"I mean you heard him, he's no good for you" I said quoting him.
"Lillith-“she took my hand in her cold one-“Do you love him?"
"WHAT? I just met him I mean if he wants to fall in love with me he can go right ahead but I did not agree to anything."
"I was talking about Alex"
"Oh, well ya he's cool"
"He's cool and you’re going to marry him?"
"No...I mean yes...ah hell I don't know." I moaned
"This is all heka complicated"
"Heka?"
"Californian slang"
"Ok what do you think about Seth?"
"Seth? Well right now I want to shoot him and mount him on my wall."
"Angry feelings aside."
"Well he's sweet, kind, he's patient with me, but other than that I know nothing about him, I don't know his favorite color, or his favorite holiday, his likes and dislikes ya know?"
"Maybe you should talk to him?"
"Talk? How he's too difficult!" she sighed and shook her head
"Lilith, maybe now let me finish before you flip, maybe he's not difficult but you are." she raised a hand before I could interrupt.
"Maybe it's not that he's difficult, but you’re too afraid of him"
"If you mean the whole wolf thing it's cool with me"
"No not that I mean your feelings for him" I stiffened. Feelings?
"Look I saw the way you look at Alex, and I see the way you look at him, and anyone even a blind man can see your more comfortable with Seth, the way you walk, the way you hold yourself, it's obvious who you prefer, but it's your fear of real commitment and love that keeps you from jumping ship."
"Jumping ship? What is he the U.S.S Clearwater?"
"Seriously Lilith, you have a phobia of love"
"Can you blame me?"
"Just because one ignorant man hurt you doesn't mean they all will" she said. She could be very wise when she wasn't such an annoying little know it all.
"I know but...it hurt so bad you know? I seriously believed that he was the one, I gave Brandon my love, my heart, my maidenhead, and he threw it all away like garbage all for his inheritance." I felt the first stirrings of anger behind my eye's damn it I would not cry!.
"I feel so stupid you know? It's my own fault he did what he did, I should have never fallen for him, but I don't know why I did...I’m just an idiot"
"No you’re not" she said firmly. "Every girl has one person who turned out to be a mistake, what's important is that you learned from your mistake and don't do it again"
"I gave up boy's for years, then he shows up acting all nice and caring, I figured it was destiny or something, like all those lame ass Hollywood movies, two totally different people overcome all the odds and live happily ever after"
"Well in all fairness you did kind of back him into the corner on that."
"Oh yeah"
She got up and gave me a hug. "Listen I’m going to leave you alone, think about it Lil, close your eyes and think about your future, who do you see yourself with really?" she said and left me to think.
My life was at a crossroads, I had two choices, Alex rich, handsome, or Seth funny, kind, and furry. I wonder what dear Abby would say to that?
SETH'S P.O.V
Of all the truths’ in the world there was one that was absolute. Women are complicated. Ok I’m not being sexist I admit it was my fault; I should have prodded not pushed (Damn Edward and his words of wisdom). I headed downstairs to go for a run to cool off, when I saw Edward. He looked at me once and sighed.
"Prod not push"
"Great friggen advice" I muttered sullenly
"You were doing great till you popped the question."
"She didn't say no"
"She didn't say yes either."
"Well you’re a mind reader, tell me what to do Edward, she's marrying the wrong guy, you know it, I know it, hell the whole reception knew it, I can't let her live her whole life with a man she doesn't really love!" I shouted and began to shake.
"Calm down Seth, You have to realize how stubborn she is, violence and anger has been her constant companion, so you can't push without being shoved."
"You keep saying that but how am I supposed to get close to her if I have to keep tip toeing around her all the time?" I growled.
"It's not easy but love never is, just give her some space, and always be there for her that's all you can do." he said calmly.
"Yeah well I’m going for a run I’ll be back" I said and walked past him. As soon as I hit the woods I took my sweatpants of and shifted.
If there's one thing I love about being a shape-shifter, it's the speed. I ran, and ran, and ran some more. Hoping that the faster I ran the quicker I could get some idea that would help me with Lilith. I was so preoccupied with my thoughts that I didn't notice at first the sickly sweet smell.
Hello ladie how ye been?" asked a disturbingly familiar voice.
I growled low in my thoughts and looked to see Doyle, and one other vamp, and the twin vampires. I noticed the one had reattached his severed arm and seemed to be fully healed I crouched and was ready to spring when Doyle let out a chuckle.
"Now, now where not here to fight were here to talk" he said waving his hands.
"Actually there's no talking only seeing, right Zeke?" he said looking at the twin called Zeke.
He looked at me with his eyes in that reddish color that only a vampire that drinks human blood can have. But all it took was one glace and the world seemed to disappear and it was then that I remembered Alice mentioning a vampire with hypnotic abilities
LILLITH'S P.O.V
"So you flew all the way to the other side of the world to save him?" I asked.
I was talking to Bella; she was telling me about all her adventures with the Cullens and what she went through with Edward (I found the bit about the pregnancy particularly disturbing). Bella was pretty cool, she was very nice, and she knew about the whole love for two men situation. Talk about irony the one man who loved her imprinted on her daughter, talk about a supernatural soap opera.
"Ok so Alice see's the future, Jasper reads and controls emotions, Edward read's minds, Nessie can share her memories, and you are some kind of vampire power blocker?"
Yep, Carlisle thinks that what we were best at as humans comes with us as vampires, Carlisle was very compassionate so he became super nice which helps him make such strong friendships, Edward always was good at reading people so he go telepathy, and I was a very private person mentally so I got the ability to protect others from mind based abilities."
"Man this sound like a mix of Dracula and Heroes." I love that show Hiro is so adorable.
Leah walked in then wearing a pair of sweatpants, and a grey shirt. I hadn't had the chance to talk to her yet but I was determined to so we could both discuss the whole imprinting situation for both our brothers. But the look on her face made me stop, she looked worried.
"Seth's gone" she said with remorse.
"What do you mean were did he go?" I asked, my stomach went cold something was wrong.
"We don't know we can't even here him anymore, he's either dea-”she stopped before she could finish “-or the vamps got to him" I felt my blood freeze.
"Alice!" I said turning to Bella, "She might know she's psychic" Bella shook her head.
"Alice can't see the wolves, they are too unpredictable, her power is all about choice and sense the wolves are ruled by the instinct which is to unpredictable. Alice has never been able to see their future or anyone with them"
"Then how can she see me?"
"You weren’t with him at the time, it's something about being close to them." she said. Figures not even vampire powers are simple.
"Well what about the group telepathy thing?"
"We tried that but he's not there!" Leah said sounding frustrated.
Edward came into the living room then and looked grave, shit what now?!
"Bella love, Leah we have a situation"
"What?" Bella asked
"Carlisle has been contacted by the nomads, they called his cell phone and-"
"They called his cell phone, when did they get his number?" Leah asked angrily
"I don't know" Edward said sounding irritated at being interrupted.
"But we should go to Carlisle’s study they’re on speaker".
We all got up to walk to the study but Edward stopped me.
"Lilith I think you should stay here" he said holding up his hand.
"Uhhhh no." I said, "These vamps have made my day hell and if they’re going to try and barter for my life I want to be there".
He sighed in defeat, "Ok but only because Alice said that you would try and sneak in anyway." he moved aside to let me pass
We all quickly proceeded to Carlisle’s study, it had a whole bunch of old paintings from centuries ago that Carlisle had picked up over the his long life.
Everyone was there the Cullens, Jake and Nathan and Phillip. Carlisle glanced at us, and his glance lingered on me a little like he wished I wasn't here at the moment, it must be pretty bad.
"Ok, were all here state your intent." he said into his phone then he activated the speaker so we could all here the conversation.
"Uh can you lot here me now? Stupid bloody technology I miss the dark ages" a familiar voice rumbled. It was Doyle.
"Ok so say hello boy" a loud smack sounded forth and a familiar groan was the reply.
"SETH" I screamed.
"Is that the lovely Lilith? My you sound sexy when you’re angry" Doyle teased.
"Leave her alone!" Seth shouted, another smacking sound and another moan of pain.
"Quite boy or I’ll break ye jaw again"
"DON'T YOU TOUCH HIM YOU IRISH PIECE OF SHIT" I screamed.
Alice put a comforting and on my shoulder and I shrugged it off.
"Or what? You going to put a stake through my heart?" he laughed at his own joke.
"What do you want?!" Jacob demanded.
"Duh we wants the girl, how's about a little trade, we give you wolf boy, and you give us the girl."
"Done!" I shouted before the others could say anything, they all looked at me like I was nut's.
"Wow that was it? I thought it would be more negotiation then that?"
"I think we should rethink this Lilith." Carlisle said looking at me with kind, and calm eyes. Of course he's calm that's not his boy being tortured. I suddenly realized I had thought of him as my boy. Yes MY BOY. After all the things he did for me and I was still mean to him, I may be a street kid, and a hood, but my papa raised me better than that. I am willing to do anything to keep him save and if giving myself to some crazy Irish vamp would save him then so be it.
"No more deals it's simple we trade him for me it's that simple" I said looking to Edward, hoping he would take my side when he heard my plan. He looked at me and grinned then looked to Carlisle and nodded. Carlisle sighed.
"Fine name, the time and place." Doyle gave it but before he hanged up I had something to say.
"Alright Doyle I’m coming, but listen to me good, if you do anything more to hurt him I swear I’ll make you pay." I said in my most cold, angry voice. It was then that I felt that familiar feeling. That cold empty part of me, that allowed me to act without, kindness, mercy, sympathy, forgiveness, or compassion. That dark part of me that allowed me to survive years on the streets and had burned its way into my soul all those years ago when the most important thing to me died.
"Really?" Doyle whispered, sounding eager, "That a fact?" suddenly there was a loud sounding snap and Seth screamed in pain. Me and Leah screamed Seth's name Nathan held her back and Alice held my hand to prevent me from grabbing the phone and scream at it. It was then that I felt that sense of calm I felt in the car earlier. I looked at Jasper than Leah who was calming down. I knew what he was doing but was having none of it. I continued to struggle although less then what I was before.
"My master will be there for the trade, she's looking forward to seeing you again, Carlisle" Doyle said than hanged up.
"We can't just hand her over." Jake said.
"Don't worry she has a plan." Edward said grinning.
"Plan what plan?" Leah asked.
"Look they just want me what for I have no idea, now since there's only seven of them and seven of the Cullens and all the wolves we have the wolf circle around the area, that way we can talk them down buying us sometime for all the wolves to box us all in then once seth is with us and i'm with them, you all can pounce on them and take the fucker's out" I said and they all stared at me amazed.
"Wow she's not just another pretty face." Emmett laughed
"Hell yeah I knew Seth imprinted on the right girl." Leah said pumping her fist into the air.
"But once there so will be the vamp with the shielding power, we won't be able to use our powers, then there's the regenerator, and they could use you as hostage." Jasper said.
"Ok so it's not perfect, but Bella can shield to even out the playing field, and as for me being a hostage...don't worry about it." I said.
"Don't worry about it they could snap your neck like a twig." Bella said sounding worried.
"Look just because I’m a puny little human doesn't mean I can't help, it's the only way they’re going through a lot of trouble to take me alive, and I can't just stand around and do nothing while everyone else risk's their own lives for me, Seth did that and look what happened to him, if your all going to risk yourselves then I can at least offer myself as bait to help...please?" I said looking in Bella's eyes. She looked at me and I looked back, and something happen. You ever look at someone and get the feeling you know what they’re going through, well that passed between us and somehow I knew she had to go through the same difficulties I'm going through, when she was human at least.
"Ok then I’ll call Sam to give him the heads up, Leah call Embry and let him know" Jake said.
"Right." Leah said and went to go use the phone.
With that we all started to go through plans and ideas we had an hour to perfect this, please god please don't take another loved one from me.
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Saw the new episode's of hero's Yay it's back and better than ever! I just had to have a Hero's reference in here. Next chapter we finally find out which brother Leah imprinted on. I hope you all enjoyed the chapter till next time!
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