Heat of the Moment | By : astartelydianna Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 6422 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Author’s Notes: ok here you go yet another little chapter to keep you entertained
Part Nine
Bella POV
I sat with Jacob on the beach; we hadn’t talked much, mainly because I wasn’t sure what to say. Where could I start?
“Bella, what’s wrong?” he asked. “and don’t say nothing.”
“It’s difficult to say Jake...” I replied.
“You’ve chosen and it’s not me.” He muttered. I looked up at him and shook my head.
“No, that’s not it.” I sighed. “Jake, I don’t know what to do.” I gave up trying to avoid the truth. It was easier to give in.
“That’s easy, stay here with me. Never leave La Push.” He answered, smiling widely. I shook my head but I couldn’t help but smile.
“Jake I have a problem. I love you both. I don’t even know who I love more...” I whispered. “I’m sorry I can’t give you a decision yet...”
“Sure, sure.” He replied, calmly. “To be honest I’ve already got more than I ever could had hoped for. For you to not only want me physically but to actually say you love me and to say you can’t choose between me and your bloodsucker...I really never thought I’d get that far.”
“What am I going to do?” I asked.
“Well, I can do things to you that he can’t do...” Jacob said suggestively.
“Who says he can’t do them?” I replied. Jacob’s face flashed through stages of horror and surprise. I wished I hadn’t have said anything now.
“Do you have any idea how dangerous that is? He could kill you!” Jacob snapped.
“I’m a big girl, Jake.” I said. “I’m so sick of people being concerned for my welfare. Being a vampire is looking better and better. I’m sick of being the helpless one that everyone has to be gentle with!”
I felt Jacob’s lips crash against mine in response. He kissed me full force pinning me to the ground. I could feel his anger through the kiss. I felt like he was trying to eat me, like a starving man faced with a freshly cooked steak. He pulled away.
“Am I being gentle with you, Bella?” he breathed, kissing down my neck. “Have I ever been gentle with you?” He kissed me roughly again. “If you’re cold and dead how can I do this?” His hands ran all over me, squeezing and stroking.
My mind was lost in a sea of Jacob. He covered me in kisses as he started removing my clothes. I murmured some protests about where we were before I was being carried to somewhere else. I looked around as Jacob laid me back down on sand. We were still on the beach but a lot further up where it starts to join the woodland. Again Jacob was tugging at my clothes.
I gave in and let him take my clothes from me, he could take everything from me. He kissed everywhere. I felt him backing off while he removed his shorts.
(AN: sorry to interrupt but a quick author’s note to the sensible readers thinking these youngsters aren’t being careful. I don’t like to mention Jacob putting a condom on because I think it kinda ruins the moment so I just mention him pulling away so people can assume that’s what he is doing :D)
When he returned his scorching heat to my body he entered me also instantly. This time he was slower and was kissing me all over. How could he and Edward be so different and still be able to do all the same things to me. They were fire and ice but they were both like heaven to me.
When Jacob kissed my lips again the earlier force and anger was gone. He was loving and gentle. We had never made love like this before. I wanted to smile and I wanted to cry. I did neither as Jacob slid his tongue into my mouth causing a moan to catch in my throat.
We couldn’t get close enough to each other. The look in his eyes...I could feel everything he felt for me when I looked into his eyes. I was surely going to hell for hurting these two perfect men.
I began to pant as the pleasure built inside me and I my orgasm hit just moments later. Jacob didn’t show any sign of stopping yet. He leant down to kiss my neck and behind my ear.
“I love you, Bella...don’t change.” He whispered, causing shivers to run across my body. He started pushing harder and deeper into me but didn’t speed up. I felt the pleasure building again and I quickly came again, this time I felt moisture run between us. Jacob moaned and started to speed up. I was still enjoying the waves of pleasure following my orgasm when he came.
“I love you, Jake.” I whispered back, as he almost collapsed on me.
“Sure, sure.” He replied, smiling slightly. “I’m not going to change your mind am I?”
“I don’t want to be the only one getting old and dying Jake.” I told him. “Would you hate me that much?”
“Bella I would never hate you.” He said, rolling off me to lie next to me. It reminded me of being led side by side in the meadow. “It would break my heart Bella. You just wouldn’t be you anymore.”
You don’t know that. I’ll just be a little paler and less breakable.” I replied.
“Bella, werewolves and vampires can’t stand the smell of each other.” He said. “They don’t mix. You would be ice cold to me and I would feel like I was burning your skin. You wouldn’t be allowed in La Push...Bella if couldn’t be with you. I would always love you but we wouldn’t be able to be together.”
I felt my heart breaking, as I leant forward to kiss Jacob softly. I think Jacob had just made me decision even harder. If I chose Edward, I lost Jacob. If I chose Jacob, would Edward wait for me? No I decided that wasn’t fair either, because by then I would have aged and he would remain perfect and youthful and seventeen forever. It was now a case of not just choosing one of them but losing one of them too.
Author’s Notes: ok there’s another chapter please let me know what you think xx
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