She Loved them Both | By : Egoangel18 Category: Twilight Series > Threesomes Plus Views: 14830 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 9: “Bella do you want a child? Would that make you happy? I can’t give you baby..but Jacob could..”
Bella’s pov
I held my baby to my breast. She was enjoying her breakfast. I heard some commotion down the hall & I knew my boys were up. I was so exhausted from staying up with my little one, a part of me wanted to cry. As I thought through the hectic schedule of my day with four kids, a soft hot hand caressed my face. It was my husband. "Mornin Bells", his voice heavy with sleep. My mind cleared when I saw that wide-toothed grin. A sudden feeling of sublime happiness filled my being. There was no place else I’d rather be then right here with my babies and my Jacob. He pressed his warm lips to mine for a slow loving kiss and then began whispering my name over & over again. "Bella, Bella,"Bella, love. It's time to get up, were going to see Charlie today, remember?" the rough husky voice was gone now it was smooth like butter. Edward. My eyes shot open. I rubbed them for a moment $ then saw that Edward, my real husband had brought me breakfast in bed. The smell of eggs & bacon filled my nose. He placed a cherry oak tray in front of me & I noticed white lilies had been placed on the tray too. Edward was too perfect. "I know last night was out of control I hope you feel okay", he didn't look at me he just stared out the window. "Last night was wonderful”, I said vehemently as I swallowed down some grapefruit juice. He turned towards me, his face contorted. I could see that 'wonderful' wasn't his choice word for describing last night's events. I looked down making a business of tearing into my eggs. I wasn't ashamed of last night, but Edward seemed to think we should be. I wanted to fight him tell him to get over it, so what our sex life is wild maybe even a little dangerous. But I'd been in danger since I moved to forks 3 years ago; at least this danger was fun. I didn't fight though, I knew Edward. He couldn't openly admit to enjoying anything that risked my life, though I knew secretly he craved it as much as I did. "May I ask what your dreams were about?" Edward said gently as he traced my thigh with a finger. I looked up at him as innocently as I could squish up my eyebrows in feigning confusion. "you kept saying "my Jacob, my Jacob..." I almost chocked on my eggs. "What--I stammered with a piece of egg still lodged in my throat.”I've heard you talk about Jacob before but this time you said something different" he continued smoothly. I peered at him expectantly. "you said my babies. My Jacob. Our babies." he finished and then looked out the window again. I just sat there dumbfounded. Why did I have to talk in my sleep? It was just a stupid dream & now it was going to haunt Edward forever. They were just two little words, my babies. I feared those words would haunt him more than my Jacob. "Bella, it was almost a whisper, do you want a child Bella? Would that make you happy?" then he rushed to my side and knelt by the bed. He was so dramatic sometimes. He took my warm hands into his cool hands and looked up at me longingly. "Bella if you wanted a baby, you could have one, I don't have to change you right away, I want you to have everything you deserve." This was crazy talk. "Edward I why would I want a baby?" I'm only 18. And you & I can't get pregnant or I can't you know what I mean." I sounded really stupid now. I felt a small tug at my heart, I hated lying to Edward. The truth was I did want a child of my own but only with a man I loved. Someone who was my world, $ that man was Edward. "Jacob...”Edward spoke and tore me from my thoughts. What about Jake? What did Jake have do with anything? "I can't impregnate you Bella but...Jacob can", he said The last part so quietly I wasn't even sure he'd actually said it. Pushing aside my breakfast Edward took my face in his hands. He kissed me hard crushing his marble lips into mine. His scent left my brain foggy for a moment and then I looked into his eyes. The eyes of my husband, my soul mate, my destiny, my everything. "I do want a baby Edward...” no sooner had I spoken the words I crumbled into him a sobbing mess. Stupid hormones. I clung to Edwards’s strong back and wept into his cold chest. He ran his hands over my hair soothingly. "Shah love Shh it's alright. You will have everything you deserve I promise. We are going to talk to Jacob alright? We will work this out" he spoke reassuringly. But I was horrified by his words. My head snapped up. "what are you saying Edward? You're saying you want Jacob to father our children? Are you crazy? You want me to sleep with Jacob? Jake will never go for this it would kill him! I can’t hurt him again I just can't." I wiped the last of my tears away and stared at my husband wondering where he had gotten this ridiculous idea. "Bella I know it sounds wrong but it could be so right too." he reached for me but I turned away. What was his problem? Did he want to have a weird dysfunctional family with 2 dads one a vampire and the other a werewolf. This was insane; Edward had gone too far & just to please me. To give me what I supposedly deserve out of life. Anger churned inside me. Why did it have to come to this? My husband had to hand me over to another man. This would kill Edward. And Jake, oh Jake. I felt my heart sinking to the floor & then I saw it. I saw Jacob, Edward & I in the meadow. I saw our five no six kids running around. I kissed Edward then I kissed Jacob. The strangest part was the way Edward & Jake looked at each other, almost lovingly. "I'm going to call Jacob, we'll see him tonight." Edward spoke with finality.
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