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Find Myself In You	By : SensationalK Category: A through F > Black Dagger Brotherhood Views: 3874 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Ahhh…the last chapter before the epilogue!
My baby is over. I worked hard and long for this.
I also put a nice juicy Grapefruit in here for all of you!!!
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SensationalK

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“Well that’s the last picture“Janelle smiled as she stepped back, admiring her handy work.
After three days of lugging furniture, well the others lugging furniture, she finally finished her house…Tohrment’s and her house, their own home with a garden and a pool in the back to play in for when the little one in her decided to show up. Tohrment and Janelle had decided that it was better for them to move out since she had a two bedroom apartment, Tohrment wanted get out of living in an apartment complex. They had called Vin a week after she had gotten home, and the man told her that he had a house for her in the outer edges, not far away from people like she use to be, but in the suburbs so to say. The same evening they had gone to the house and Janelle fell instantly in love with the barn house style house with a cute picket fence. Tohrment had taken one look at her face after they walked through the house and shook Vin’s hand telling him that he had a buyer. Vin had also told Tohrment on a second thought that he had bought he whole street, most of the houses were currently being renovated but he but the offer down to hold them for his brothers. Tohrment had smiled and shook Vin’s hand telling him that he let his brothers know about the houses.
Janelle patted her swollen stomach as she walked towards the kitchen for the last two months her little man had gained weight and gotten bigger, so big that she couldn’t have a home birth. Her mid-wife had told at the beginning of the month that it was too much of a risk for her son to be born at home. She was also over due the baby should have been born a couple of days ago, but he was taken his time.
Janelle moved around the kitchen, Tohrment was coming home from work soon. John also moved in with them but stayed out in the pool house. He didn’t want to stay with his friends, now turned lovers, anymore wanting to give them their space. Janelle also knew that John wasn’t really alone in the pool house, hell, Xhex wasn’t quiet in bed or John was really really really good at what they were doing at night.
She heard the living room window slid open telling her that John just came in, “Food is almost finished, John!” she hollered, a whistle was what she got as an answer.
She heard John start to open drawers to deck the dining table that was in the living room. She smiled whistling, the front door opened telling her that Tohrment arrived home, his thick boots pounding on the floor.
“Jesus, don’t tell me that’s a pot roast” Tohrment murmured behind her, Janelle nodded as she turned around. “I love you so much” Tohrment groaned coming over to her, his hand reaching for the oven but she slapped his hand away.
“Back off buster!” she went to kick him playful away Kung Fu style with over exaggerated karate noise. Tohrment laughed, grabbing her leg and pulled her towards him, she squeaked in surprise, and then sighed as she was kissed by her Tohrment.
Tohrment let Janelle go and kissed her lightly again, “How’s little man?” he rubbed her stomach.
“Fine, surprising quiet” she murmured rubbing her stomach, “I think he’s brewing up something” she patted her stomach.
“Now, wash your hands, food’s finished with or without you, I’m eating” she pushed Tohrment away.
“You really would choose food over me” Tohrment said in mock hurt.
Janelle smiled and nodded, “Yes, sir. As much as I love you, but pot roast tastes better than you” she winked at him. Tohrment walked away in mock pout, she heard him greet John then the bathroom door close.
“John, can you help me?” she hollered for him, John’s feet pounded towards her, “Can you take the roast out? I’d do it myself, but I got this stomach that’s blocking my way” she smiled. John grinned at her and nodded before bending down to take the roast out he kissed her stomach that was over in overalls and rubbed it.
“Aww John…I wanna eat, not cry” Janelle pouted, her eyes flushing with tears.
John looked at her, ‘I’m sorry, I’m just excited, I’m going to be a big brother soon you know. I love this little guy already’ he signed to her.
“John I have too much hormones right now! Don’t tell me that!” Janelle wiped her cheeks as the tears started to flood. John looked like he was starting to panic, “Just take that stupid roast” she looked at him. John bent over fast and nodded, taking the roast out. “Bring it to the table, I’ll bring the rest” she said.
Janelle just put potatoes on the table when Tohrment emerged from the bathroom. As they ate, John and Tohrment telling about their day, Janelle telling Tohrment that she finally got done with the last of décor of the house also about the calling from Mary that she was finally pregnant.
“What!” Tohrment was stunned, “That’s my brother for you” Tohrment was proud. ‘
‘Doesn’t mean that all of your brothers are going to be Fathers next year?’ John signed matter of fact kind of way.

Tohrment stopped eating and nodded, “Yup, Mary is the last woman” as he counted all of his sister-in-laws in his head.
“Damn next year spring is going to be pure chaos” Janelle murmured, “Now, my only question is who’s going to keel over while their baby is going to be born?” she murmured.
In sync John signed and Tohrment spoke, “Vishous”, they looked at each other and then laughed. Janelle shook her head, but she could so see V faint dead away at the slight of Jane giving birth.
As the meal went on, John and Tohrment eating so much that Janelle’s stomach hurt for them, she rubbed her back. All day she had been plagued with some evil back pains, coming and going, some stronger and then others. Janelle stopped for a moment relaying what she thought in her head and shook her head, “I’m so fucking stupid.”
“What’s wrong love?” Tohrment asked, John and Tohrment’s eyes on her.
“No, I didn’t realize it but I’ve been having back pains all day. But their not back pains, I’m pregnant so they can only be contractions” she said slapping her forehead.
“Oh God!” Tohrment moved to get up from the table.
“Hold it!” Janelle held her hand up, making Tohrment freeze, “They are only minor, sweetheart, which means I still have a long time before I go into labour. So eat your food finished, cause you’re not bringing me to the hospital so I can stay for hours until this son of yours decides he’s ready to grace us with his presences” she spoke sarcastically to Tohrment.
‘You are Wonder Woman’ John signed, dumb struck, Janelle laughed and shook her head, “’I’m a mid-wife” she winked at him as she got up from the table and got dessert.
Janelle wished she hadn’t said anything because hour by the hour Tohrment was asking if she was okay. She started to rattle her nerves, and before she said something that would too cruel she went to take a bath. The hot water would relax her muscles and also help her dilate faster. After bathing, she lied down in her bed, she felt relaxed and the aches were dulling now.
“Are you okay, love?” Tohrment’s voice came from the doorway and she groaned, “Tohr.”
“Okay, I’m sorry, I’m stop asking but you will tell me if your not right?” he asked as he walked to his side of the bed undressing to get in bed with her, Janelle turned around Tohrment came under the covers. She pressed her body against him as much as she could with her stomach in being the way.
“You know I will, now go to sleep. I want to make sure that I have enough energy for what’s coming” she murmured. Tohrment kissed her head and nodded, tucking her into his arms.
Janelle came away in the night, her legs, thighs, and the bed around her soaked.
“Tohr” she called to him as she sat up, shaking his body trying to waking him up.
“What…” Tohrment mumbled sleepily, opening his eyes.
“My water just broke” she told him, getting up from the bed.
“Hun? What!” Tohrment was up and out of the bed, she laughed as the site of Tohrment’s boxers wet, it looked like he peed on himself.
“Wait, did my water break or did you pee on yourself?” she laughed harder as Tohrment glared at her.
“Not funny” he growled, it only made Janelle laugh harder.
“Can’t look at you without laughing, go change, please” she laughed as Tohrment stomped to his dresser to pull a new pair of boxers out.
Janelle followed suit to change even though her pains her stronger than before, she couldn’t stop smiling. “Still not funny” Tohrment grumbled, as he moved to the their closet to grab Janelle’s over night bag with clothing for him if the birth turned out on longer than expected and clothes for their son.
“I’m going to get John, move your butt to the truck” Tohrment grumbled, Janelle nodded as she hid the smile. She got into the back SUV parked in their garage, she called her Mother telling her that she was on the way to the hospital. John and Tohrment came from the side of the house and got in the SUV with Tohrment driving. They drove to the hospital, Janelle telling John why Tohrment was in a grumpy mood. Janelle went to her floor, the nurses greeting her; excited that finally her son was coming.
Janelle it was a half hour later when her doctor showed up, she was dressed in only a white tank top the covers covering her legs and waist.
“I’m just gonna take a peak and see how far are you, Janelle” her doctor spoke, lifting the covers folding it upwards, Janelle held on top it as her doctor looked at her canal.
“Ow!” Janelle grimaced as the woman touched her sore sensitive canal. Her doctor pulled her hands away, and snapped her gloves off.
“You’re dilated about half way. If your labour contractions don’t start in an hour, I’m gonna help by inducing it, alright” the female looked at Janelle and Tohrment, they both nodded. “Rest while you can, Janelle, I’ll be back in an hour” she murmured as she left with the nurse.
Janelle looked at Tohrment and then at John, they were more nervous for her than herself, “Are you guys okay?” she asked them both, they both looked at her and nodded.
‘Aren’t you scared?’ John signed.
Janelle shook her head, “No, I’m in good hands here, also with you and Tohrment here there is nothing to be scared of. Just excited, I want to him in my arms already,” she murmured.
“You will, Janelle, you will,” Tohrment got up to lean over and kiss her.
An hour later, Janelle contractions got worse; Tohrment and John were both holding her hands as she felt one after another. Her doctor came with a nurse and her parents following them in.
“Hey, sweetheart” Anna rushed over to her daughter, kissing her on her sweaty forehead.
“Hi Daddy” Janelle murmured as she saw her Father walk in.
“I’m gonna take last measurements, Janelle, then will be on our way” her doctor spoke, she was given another Ultrasound. Janelle and her Mother looked on understanding what they were seeing.
“Even after ten kids, I still don’t see jack shit” her Father murmured, “Here with you” Tohrment murmured, John was practically staring at the screen trying to find something.
“Jesus!” Anna cried out.
“What!” Tohrment got up, scared. Was there something wrong?
“What type of genes do you have Tohrment, Janelle is giving birth to a linebacker” she shook her head.
Tohrment grinned and his chest puffed out, “So he’s a little big” he said proudly.
“A little, she’s gonna tear” Anna looked at Tohrment.
Tohrment looked at Herald as he whistled, “You’re fucked.”
“What? Why is that bad?” Tohrment’s face fell.
“Not really, it’s bad for you. Usually after four weeks a woman is healed and fixed and you can go right at it again, but if Janelle is going to tear, you’re not getting any for eight weeks” Herald spoke, patting Tohrment’s shoulder.
Tohrment looked at Janelle as she nodded, “Damn, my good genes” he grumbled causing the room to laugh.
Her doctor sat down on the tool in front of Janelle, “So, as much I love this family, I can’t have all of you here” she announced.
“I’m leaving” Herald held up his hands, John following, they waited at the door for Tohrment.
Janelle and Tohrment decided that it was better for him not to be there for the first time, Tohrment was scared at he’ll do something wrong or be in the way, and was leaving Anna to do the job for him. Janelle respected his wishes as much as she wanted Tohrment to be there with her she didn’t pressure him into it, but the next child they were having he was so not cheating himself out of that one.
Tohrment kissed on last time, “Don’t worry. Just think about the next time you’ll be in the room, you’re gonna be a Father for the second time” she murmured to him between kisses. Tohrment smiled at her and kissed her again, before leaving the room.
The nurse got her ready, and her Mother held her back up in position most comfortable.
“Janelle, you know the drill, next contraction you push” her doctor sat in from of her, her hands already inside of her, touching her son.
Janelle nodded, then pushed as she felt the next contraction, “Push, Push, Push!” her Mother spoke to her, as Janelle gritted her teeth and hollered.
As the contraction faded, Janelle stopped, huffing, out of breath, “Jesus, I didn’t know it was this painful” she murmured.
Her Mother laughed, “Janelle, you’re popping a watermelon through a keyhole, well in your case a Buick” her Mother chuckled. Janelle looked at her Mother, and then held her breath to push again as another contraction, Janelle stopped with a scream it was so damn painful.
“Okay, Janelle, I can see the head. You got another couple of pushes for this boy” her doctor spoke to her. Janelle took a deep breath, she can do this, her Mother did this ten times, she can do this at least once.
After a couple of pushes, Janelle stopped, her strength was giving up on her, “I’m tired” she murmured.
“Oh, Janelle, come on sweetheart, you got one more push to go that’s all,” her Mother soothed her.
“Yeah, Janelle, that’s all that’s left then I can do the rest” her doctor spoke to her. Janelle tried to muster up her strength; she could feel the next contraction rolling over the hill heading towards her. She gritted her teeth as she started to push, then screamed, screaming so loud that her Mother winced, but it was the extra push she needed. She suddenly felt empty, and then there was a big bloody boy laying her chest. Screaming probably pissed for being taken out into this too bright, to cold of a world.
“Janelle you did it!” her Mother hollered, letting her daughter fall back into the reclined bed to rest.
Janelle looked down at screaming infant and smiled, her hand coming up stroke the bloody wrinkly skin of her son. Her son. Janelle started to cry, she had her son lying on top of her. The nurse took him for a moment to wash him and dress him while her Mother tended to her, washing her and dressing her into pyjamas after she got stitched back together. Clean, tired and happy Janelle was allowed to have her son back.
“He’s hungry” her Mother laughed, helping the nurse clean up so she could bring in the newly made Father, Grandfather and big Brother.
Janelle opened her pyjama top, pulling out a breast and held her son to a sore nipple. He latched on and drank like he never tasted something so good in his life. She had just finished feeding and burping him when the men of in her life were let it.
Tohrment came over to her, “Wow!” he swallowed, Janelle smiled looking at Tohr and then at her son.
Tohrment leaned down to take him out her arms and into his, “Yeah, you’re huge, little man” he kissed his son, smiling at him. He leaned down and kissed Janelle, “You did great” he murmured. Janelle smiled, looking at her son, “We both did” she answered back.
“Let me take a look!” her Father rushed to Tohrment, John pouting and rushing to them also.
‘He’s so cute!’ John signed excitedly.
Tohrment handed his son to Herald, “My first Grandchild” he murmured, holding him up by his head and butt so that John could finger the fat cheek.
“His name?” the nurse interrupted them, looking at Tohrment and Janelle.
“Throe Matthew” Tohrment spoke.
John looked at his Father wide eyes, “The Matthew was Janelle’s idea” he smile, John looked at her, Janelle smiled with a wink.
John moved to move hug Janelle, kissing her cheek. “Oh John!” she held him tight, then he turned to hug his Father, surprising Tohrment at first and then hugged him as tightly back.
“So, Tohrment, you know what this means?” Herald spoke, but his eyes never leaving his grandchild. He kissed his wife as she came around to see her Grandbaby.
“What?” Tohrment looked confused.
“Tohr, my only precious daughter just gave you your son. I expect that you get down on your knee and propose to her” Herald gave Tohrment the evil eye.
“Daddy! Are you out of your mind?” Janelle hollered at her Father, embarrassed that her Father would put Tohrment on the spot like that.
Tohrment laughed, “He has a point, Janelle, and you know that I’m traditional” Tohrment smiled.
Herald smiled, “Anna go in my pocket” he popped out a hip to his wife, she reached into his left pocket, “Wrong one, baby, but do that again,” he waggled his eyebrows at his wife.
“Herald!” Anna blushed even over 50 her man was sometimes still a teenager. She went into the right and pulled out a ring, “It’s my engagement ring” she murmured, looking at the beautiful ring. Herald had gotten promoted that year to a higher rank and also got some more pay and with the extra 2000 dollars he had gotten her a ring that blinded anyone in a ten mile radius.
“Yeah, I thought it would nice if my daughter would wear it” he bounced his Grandson as he started to complain.
Janelle stared at the ring as her Mother passed it to Tohrment, as a little girl she always wanted a ring like her Mothers. It was a white gold ring, and tiny diamonds fill in the shape of a beautiful flower. Tohrment held out of the ring, grabbing Janelle’s hand as he went down one knee.
“Oh lord, I gonna cry” the nurse in the room murmured, fanning her faces as she watched the scene before her.
Tohrment kissed her knuckles, “Janelle, I never thought I find someone like you. After Wellsie died, I thought I could love more, but you came, you came and saved me. I fell so in love with you that I know that Wellesandra is proud of me to love someone so hard again. You, her and now our son taught me how to love, laugh and be happy so much that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?” Tohrment held up the ring. Janelle started to sob as she nodded.
“Yes, Tohrment, I will marry you” she cried harder as Tohrment placed the ring on her ring finger. She held out her arms as Tohrment came into them, and kissed her, so passionately.
Herald smiled and looked at his Grandbaby, “Yes, Daddy is going to marry Mama” he squealed to the little child, who squealed in return with a smile and for the first time opened his eyes. “Oh…God…It’s Luke all over again” Herald murmured in entranced.
Anna looked at Throe in awe, “I never have seen this color before” she murmured, John stared at his little brother and nodded.
“What?” Janelle pulled away, Herald turned so that his Grandbaby could look at his parents.
Janelle was stunned, Her hazel and Tohrment’s marine blue eyes mixed together so make Throe’s eyes a bright green, a neon green with spots of brown and blue.
“Lady Killer!” the nurse murmured as she stepped over to see her charges eye color, “Defiantly!” Tohrment grinned.
“Or man killer, the homo gene runs in my blood” Janelle nodded.
“True, but as much as I love Frances,” Tohrment spoke, “Don’t be a Flaming, Luke-gay is fine by me” he prayed.
Janelle laughed, hitting Tohrment in the stomach. She yawned suddenly; as much as she wanted to stay awake her body was telling to give it up. John cell beeped, and pulled it out, he grinned ‘You got Uncles and Aunties downstairs waiting to see the new little addition to the family’ he signed to Tohrment.
Janelle sighed as much as she loved Tohrment’s family; she was too tired to keep up with them right now. Tohrment looked at her, “Don’t worry, I’ll take Throe downstairs so you can rest” he kissed her forehead.
Herald handed Throe to his Father, the little man cuddling up to his Father’s chest. Tohrment smiled at Throe, he was a big baby, but still so tiny, his little feet fitted in the palm of his hand. Janelle smiled, the nurse lowered her beds head piece so that Janelle was lying down but still elevated. Her Mother kissed her goodbye, her Father telling that she did a great job, and John kissing her cheek thanking her for a cute brother.
She smiled and waved as she watched them walk after Tohrment, who was practically glowing.
“You take a long good nap, sweetheart” the nurse spoke, “Because as soon as you step out of this hospital, you’re never going to sleep ever again” she chuckled as Janelle stuck out a tongue at her as she walked out the door shutting it behind her. She closed her eyes with a sigh, for the first time in her life she felt completed.
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Janelle held Throe up on her lap; he was three months now but a joyful bouncing baby. He danced on her lap as his Uncles sung to the new Bride and Groom, her and Tohrment. She didn’t want a big wedding, but with Tohrment’s family and her family they couldn’t avoid having a big wedding. The Wedding itself was beautiful, Frances had done his magic as a Wedding Planner, and gave her the wedding her dreams. She had always wanted to marry in the Bahamas on the white sand beach and the clear blue water but even the money she had saved, Tohrment’s good pay; they couldn’t afford paying for everyone’s hotel and flight so Frances had brought the Bahamas to her.
White sand as covered the floor, and the alter had been pained in blue and covered in bright color flowers, ultra lamps had been hung up to shine like little suns, lamp post had lined the aisle. The reception hall at the hotel was held in the same them with out the sand so that everyone can shake their asses. They had been greeted at the door with cocktails with little umbrellas and giving flower necklaces. Janelle had spoke to her brother about that was a Hawaiian tradition but Frances shrugged it off that he always wanted to give a little life to the party. Tohrment and Janelle had been given white ones while everyone else had gotten brightly colored ones.
Her wedding gown had beautiful; a modified version of what her Mother wore, with beads pearls and white lace. A shoulder free, corsage forming her upper body thin skirt that fell straight down into a long train, she didn’t wear shoes because she wanted to feel the sand on her feet. All of her guests had decided to follow the Bride’s decision and the wedding was held with bare feet. She had changed for her reception, she wore white pants suit with her hair half up and half down, the beads and tiara she had worn was till in her hair.
“Aheenngee!” Throe shrilled as the slight of his Father coming towards them.
Tohrment still had his black tux on, he had ditched the tie and opened the blazer and unbuttoned a few buttons of his white shirt. Janelle swallowed, if he looked good in jeans and a shirt, Fuck, he looked smoking in a tux.
“Yeah, whatever you said” Tohrment nodded enthusiastically at his son, kissing him, then he kissed Janelle as he sat down, groaning.
“I’m too old” he leaned back in his seat, throwing an arm over her chair.
Janelle laughed, “Don’t say that, my parents are over 50 and I haven’t seen them leave the dance floor yet since they went on it” she spoke to him.
“Well you’re parents are abnormal” he grumbled, again making her laugh.
“Why did you leave the dance floor, Mrs. Dagger” Tohrment looked at her with a raised eyebrow, rolling his neck. Janelle rolled her neck and pointed to their son.
“Little man got hungry, and I’m the milk machine” she pointed to her breast.
“Touché” Tohrment nodded, “Touché” he grinned at her, grabbing Throe and settled him in his lap.
“He’s fed, burped, and happy, go on enjoy yourself, I got him for a little while” Tohrment nodded to the dance floor. Janelle nodded, downing the rest of her non alcoholic drink she walked to the dance floor.
She was pulled to dance between Lamar and Richard, both of the grinding against her like two whores, she laughed as Richard bent over and Lamar picked up her hand to slap her brother’s ass. She watched Hakim hop on stage calling his brothers over. He gave them some type of signal and they nodded, grinning. Hakim moved to the lights lowering them to a soft glow, everyone gasping, “Party over!” Qhuinn hollered, he smiled at Blay who shook his head. A screen rolled down from the ceiling as Trice took the mic, and sat down on the stage, Tony following him with DJ and Jarred.
“Now, my brothers and I have been waiting for this for years,” Trice spoke, “It seems like every time we would get a girlfriend in Frances case boyfriend, Luke was her baby so he didn’t have to go through the pain like we did, Janelle would come up a way to embarrass us so bad that we couldn’t possible go out with that person again. Like naked baby pictures, Hell even naked pictures when we teens, videos, all sorts of stuff that was pure torture. When we got old enough, us brothers made a pact, when Janelle gets married on her wedding day with everyone around her, will pay her back” Trice nodded.
Janelle mouth dropped, “Trice!” she hollered.
“Roll it, Frances!” he hollered into the mic, she whipped around, Frances was standing next to Tohrment with the projector, and he grinned evilly at her and pushed a button.
Janelle watched in horror as her brothers showed the videos that were never to been to all of her family and friends. By the time the last of the video montage was finished, the ballroom was laughing and in tears.
Janelle was hiding herself, “I was teenager!” she shouted in her defence, “I don’t about that last one, Janelle, you were already in collage with that one” her Father was wiping his tears of laughter, she glared at her Father, screw being Daddy’s little girl.
Her Mother walked up to the stage and grabbed the mic from her son, “You see what I had to put with for the last 29 years,” she nodded her head, “Even though at times I thought my daughter was smoking something, she made me smile. I know her Brother’s love her deeply, because I photos and videos to show you that Janelle wasn’t that crazy” she smiled at her daughter and nodded, again Frances changed CDS, and another video showed.
As funny and humiliating as the other one was created by her brothers, the one that her Father and Mother put together was sweet. Showed pictures from her day of birth to the birth of Throe, most were from where she was still living at home. At the end of the video it was her singing to Throe in the rocking chair in his nursery, ‘You are my Sunshine’ it started to echo and fade into a video of her Mother rocking her to sleep where she was around the same age of Throe at the time.
Anna smiled and wipe the tears that started to fall, “I’m a Mother, so don’t laugh, but Janelle you really are my Sunshine” Anna spoke to her daughter, holding out her hand. Janelle ran to her Mother and was pulled into her Mother’s soft arms, the crowd awed and few of them sprung a leak.
Janelle moved away, she wiped the tears of her Mother’s eyes and her Mother did the same for her, “Trice, play some damn Hip-Hop, I paid to much for this make-up to let it get smeared” she waved her hand to her brother. Trice nodded, he had to clear his eyes too, man, he didn’t know that he could get that soft. He hit the play button and the music started.
Janelle danced with each brother, then her Father, and then Tohrment’s brothers wanted to shake a leg with her. After a while she found herself on Qhuinn’s shoulders as he danced with her Mother. She looked over to her table Tohrment was talking to her Father; Throe was dead asleep on his shoulder, like really knocked out. She smiled patted Qhuinn’s shoulders, he looked up and she pointed towards her table. She expected for him to let her down but he started walking, startling her so that she grabbed his Mohawk for balance.
“Let go of the hair!” Quhinn hollered in pain, Janelle got her butt planted correctly, so she could keep her balance and let go of the hair, and Qhuinn continued to walk to her table. He stopped in front of the table and kneeled down.
Janelle hopped off Qhuinn, “Thank you!” she smiled at him, Qhuinn winked and took off.
“I’m hungry” she murmured as she sat down next to Tohrment, her stomach growling.
She thought that she had only grumbled it to herself, but Tohrment leaned over to Herald and gave him his Grandson. He got up and a few minutes later, he came back with food from the buffet.
“That’s why I love you” she murmured with a sigh, Tohrment grinned at her, “What am I’m going to get for this?” he held the plate away from her fingers.
Janelle’s brow scrunched together, “I would tell you, but my Father is here, and you’ll just have to wait until we get home” she murmured, her eyes lowering with seductive intent.
Tohrment smirked, a gleam in his own eyes, “Are you?” he asked, Janelle nodded.
“How about guys leave?” her Father spoke.
Janelle turned around to him, “But” he shook his head, “It’s alright, you’re suppose to be on your honeymoon by now” he spoke, “The Bride and Groom always leave first” he nodded.
“You’re Mother and I have Throe for the next two days, you go home” Herald nodded, “We’re leaving soon anyway” he said.
Janelle nodded, she kissed her son one last time; this would the longest she was gone from him. Two days would test her resolve, but she knew that Tohr wasn’t planning on letting her think about anything but pleasure.
Tohrment took Janelle’s hand and pulled, knowing if she stayed anymore in her baby’s space she was going to change her mind about leaving him with her parents. He wanted his woman; he waited three months for tonight. Janelle smiled at him and waved her Father goodbye, “Tell Mama I love her” she told him, her Father nodded and Janelle and Tohrment took off for the exit.
The driver took them to their house, Janelle was eager to get inside but Tohrment’s hand stopped her.
“Wait!” Tohrment moved in front of her and opened the door before sweeping her off her feet, “Gotta carry my new bride over the threshold” he smiled at her, kissing her as they walked into their home as Husband and Wife.
Tohrment put her down, grabbed the back of her head and pushed her lips onto his. They both groaned at the contact, sure they had hot passionate kisses but this was special, finally they could allow themselves to go farther than before, because before was leaving Janelle frustrated and Tohrment locked up in the bathroom.
“I’m gonna take a shower and get dressed, you go upstairs, I got something special for you” Janelle spoke as she pulled back; Tohrment didn’t want a surprise he wanted now. Janelle gave him a look that told him that he better start moving if he wanted to get something at all. He kissed her one last time before heading upstairs to their Master bedroom bathroom, showering. His cock hard as a diamond, but this time he didn’t need to stroke himself, he was going to finish off inside of his woman…his wife.
He dried himself off, and sat on his bed, naked, no sense on putting on clothes; he felt so excited, like when he was a teenager and losing his virginity time first time. He leaned back on his arms; he waited for moment then decided to find his wife, but the soft clicking of heels stopped him. Janelle opened the door; he frowned at the slight of his wife covered in a black silk robe.
Janelle took one look at him and chuckled, “Don’t worry, sweetheart, this is coming off in a minute” she purred at him. Tohrment’s slacking cock jumped up to full attention at the sound of her husky voice.
“Sit back and relax,” she waved her hands towards the bed, Tohrment scooted back so that his back leaned against their headboard. “Now promise me that you won’t leave that spot” she lowered her eyes, was she walked to their stereo. Tohrment swallowed and nodded, Janelle gave him a beaming smile, “And don’t laugh. This is the first time I’ve done this for someone” she murmured as she turned on the stereo.
She hit play and walked to the front of the bed. Tohrment recognized the tune, he swallowed again, Janelle started to sway, her hips rocking to the soft beat. Beyonce’s ‘Dance For You’ glided through the speakers, and before the chorus Janelle ditched the robe, it fell off her shoulders and arms. Tohrment groaned at the slight, Janelle was wearing a white two piece set that left nothing to imaging. The lace was see-through; her breast encased in the material, her nipples could be seen and made Tohrment want to lick them over the material. His eyes fell over her, body she had been taking a Mother’s course of Pilates, and it showed. Her stomach flat shining slightly at the soft glare in the room all of her mocha colored skin was gleaming. His eyes dipped lower to the underwear she wore, again, the lace was see through he could see her beautiful slit through material, and yes he wanted to taste her so damn bad. The garner belt she wore was attached to white stockings it made her legs seem miles long, and her feet were encased in a pair of white pumps. His cock was leaking by the time he looked back up. It was then Tohrment noticed at she had opened her hair, her long dark brown curls flowing down her back.
Then the music changed to Aaliyah’s ‘Rock the Boat’ and Tohrment had to force himself to sit still. Her dancing became pornographic; his hand came to his cock to stroke himself it was too much for him to handle just watching. She touched herself and moan. Her eyes closing in pleasure as she swayed. Her hands rubbed her neck before descending down to her breast she cupped them, pulling them forward and squeezed, making them both moan. Her fingers played with her nipples; pinching them before flicking over them with a finger. Tohrment groaned as she played with her nipples. They were so hard now that they pushed against the lace wanting out. She freed her breast, Tohrment mouth watered at the slight; he had never been into big breast, but Janelle’s turned him on it was almost too much to handle. Her hands slide down her body as she kept on swaying, her hand rubbing over her core but before Tohrment got his hopes up. Janelle turned around and bent over, her legs spread slightly.
Tohrment closed his eyes for the moment and then reopened them, he was leaking badly. He spread his own legs to cup his balls rolling them in his free hand. Long manicured nails raked up long mocha color legs, and cupped a round, large, full ass, squeezing them spreading them apart, Tohrment moaned Janelle’s name. The song changed again to Donell Jones’s ‘No Interruptions’. Janelle turned back around and stepped out of her heels, unhooked her garner belt, and pulled her lace thong off; then the garner belt itself and then the stockings. She continued to dance; her eyes watching him intently as her fingers again came to her soaked sex. She kneeled low on the ground legs closed before spreading them.
“Janelle!” Tohrment’s body bucked as the slight, his eyes trained on her wet sex. He held his breath as Janelle started to play with herself, teasing her slit between fingers before slipping into her hot hole.
“Tohrment!” she threw her head back and moaned.
“You’re testing me, Janelle, you’re testing me” Tohrment growled at the slight.
“It feels so good” she moaned back. She rode her fingers, her free hand playing with her nipples. As the music changed again to Janet Jackson’s ‘That The Way Love Goes’, Janet pulled her fingers from her and stood up. Tohrment watched intently as those fingers came to her mouth and she sucked them in. That’s it!
Tohrment jumped from the bed to kneel on the edge and grabbed Janelle. As she came to him with a crash, his mouth was on hers; tasting her on her lips. He grinded his cock against her; his hands was wild and rough as he roamed body before him. Janelle moan into his mouth as his hands squeezed her ass cheeks, massaging them; Tohrment’s mouth pulled his mouth away from her to run a tongue over her jaw and down to her neck. He sucked at her skin before going lower, he kissed before tonguing around the areole, and he flicked his tongue over a nipple looking at her face as she panted her head thrown back. He pulled a nipple into his mouth with his tongue and sucked; Janelle’s hand came to his head holding him there as he played with the sensitive nipple. He let one go before turning its twin, sucking there. Janelle cried out as he played with her wet core from the back; his finger dipping in and out of the tight hole.
He moved so that he was sitting on the bed instead of kneeling, he kissed his way down as he did. Sitting, he threw Janelle’s right leg over his shoulder. He stared at the wet core his mouth watering at the scent of her. Grabbing her ass, he pushed her forward and stretched his neck to meet her wet lips. He licked at first before spreading the slick folds with his tongue before suckling on her clit. Hands gripped his head tight, Janelle hips jerked; he moved his hands to wrap around her thighs, to support her. The music changed again to Kelly Rowland’s ‘Motivation’, Tohrment suckled and then traced the tip of his tongue around her wet folds before digging his tongue into a clenching hold.
“Good God!” Janelle hollered Tohrment felt her start to fuck himself on his tongue. He pulled back to flick over her clit again his fingers replacing his tongue.
“That’s it Janelle, fuck yourself on my fingers” he growled out, right now all humanity left him and he was only a feral creature that wanted to take his female…female sounded way better than his woman.
“Tohrment, I gonna cum, baby,” Janelle hollered, still riding his fingers. Tohrment sucked her clit into his mouth and started to move his fingers. He was plunging his fingers in and out of her, three of them. “Fuck, baby!” Janelle threw her head back, and she came clenching around him. Tohrment showed her no mercy; he kept on sucking and finger fucking her. Janelle came twice more; she was utterly wet soaking his fingers. She tasted so damn good in his mouth down his throat; she was sweet but bitter like milky coffee.
“Fuck it, baby! Fuck me!” Janelle hollered, Tohrment let her go and Janelle removed her legs over his shoulder.
He scooted back a little as Janelle climb on top of him. He slipped inside of her, Hold Virgin, he didn’t expect her to be as tight before since given birth to Throe. She gripped his shoulders, and started to ride him.
“God, you feel so good” she moaned.
“You feel like heaven around my cock” Tohrment gritted out; he had one hand wrapped around her waist and the other back behind him giving him leverage as he bounced her on his cock. “That’s it, Janelle, fuck yourself around me, clench that pussy of yours” he groaned out.
Janelle couldn’t remember even Tohrment had such a dirty mouth, but she wasn’t any better. After three months of getting none they were both wild with need. “Like that, Tohrment, you like that” she clenched her walls around him. Tohrment threw his head back the muscles on his neck straining and popping out as he hollered. “That’s it, baby, you feel so damn good. You’re rubbing me all over me stretching me to my limit. Your cock is so big, Tohr, God, it’s so huge” Janelle moaned out.
Janelle went air born and found herself flat on her back. Tohrment was standing now he’d gripped her legs and pulled her upwards and bent her knees back. Thank God for Pilates. He filled her again; he was going deep that it was almost painful. Tohrment went silent, his eyebrow scrunched together as he concentrated on pounding into her. Janelle didn’t care; she was loud enough for the both of them. Just as she screamed she was coming, Tohrment pulled out spread her legs painfully wide and put his mouth on sucking her release from her. Janelle saw stars; she hollered at the assault. Tohrment pulled back; he stroked his cock a couple of times and cried out as he came shooting himself over her core, thighs and buttocks.
Janelle panted, her eyes closed. Her body shaking in the after shocks of the best orgasm she had in her life. She was little aware as Tohrment moved them to lie in their bed and then he held her tight in his arms. Janelle finally opened her eyes to find Tohrment’s eyes closed.
“We can’t do that again. Not for a while at least” she moaned; she was still throbbing.
“I’m with you. Thank God that we don’t have neighbours right now” Tohrment murmured opening his eyes after he spoke.
She felt his seed all over her thighs and core, “You had a need to mark me” she purred, Tohrment chuckled
“I lost myself for a moment” he murmured kissing softly her.
“Who knew that you were so kinky” she murmured into the kiss. “I like kinky” she smiled against Tohrment.
“Well…I gonna wait for our anniversary to do that again,” he murmured he rolled over her. His cock was hard, so she spread her legs, letting him slip into her. “I want to make love now. Just slow and soft, Janelle” he rolled his hips, “I’m all in” she murmured sighing.
She held Tohrment tight as they made love over and over again.

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