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She Sleeps
By : bcullen1026
Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR
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Chapter 9
EPOV
I spent the last month locked in this room. I had lost her trail. I had no idea where she went, but I lost her. I failed. I didn’t hunt. I didn’t deserve to sate my thirst. I didn’t deserve to call myself a man. I wanted to die, but I knew that it would kill my family and as much as I wanted to end this sorry excuse of an existence. I knew that she was still out there. I wanted to go back. I wanted to beg and plead and grove until she took me back. I needed to tell her I was an idiot and that I left to protect her. I fought the overwhelming desire to run back into her arms, for now. But I knew that I would go back and check on her soon just to make sure she was safe and happy. How could I not? I owed her that much. I should have stayed away from her in the beginning. It would have been better for her.
I was already wallowing on the past, so I decided to at least do it thoroughly. I closed my eyes and pulled her image from my perfect memory. I could see her as if she were standing in front of me. I could see everything, her beautiful hair, her gorgeous brown eyes, and how she looked when she blushed. I could even imagine her smell. God how I loved the way she smelled!
I pulled out a memory of her voice. “Edward, I love you.” I sighed. This was going to hurt when it ended. “And I you Bella, my love and my life.” The apparition in front of me sighed and she sounded sad. “Then why did you leave me behind?” If I could cry I would be weeping. My cold, dead heart was breaking on the spot. “I left to protect you, love. I am no good for you. You deserve someone who doesn’t have to worry about accidentally killing you, someone who can take you into the sun.”
I knew what she would say to that. “Edward Cullen you listen to me –“ Then she stopped. Her beautiful form started to fade away, and she disappeared, but not before I heard something I had only heard once before when I had almost lost her. Her blood curling scream. She was terrified. “EDWARD!!” I jumped to my feet prepared to attack before I realized that there was nothing to hurt. I knew it was all in my head but it felt so real. I was shaken. I was sorely tempted to call Alice and ask her to look into Bella’s future, but that would open a whole other can of worms. I needed to make a trip home so I could look in Alice’s head. Maybe she had seen something and just didn’t tell me. I flew out the door and was on my way to the airport in seconds. I had to stop and hunt on the way but that was easy enough.
BPOV
I sat up gasping for breath. My chest hurt and I felt like I had been run over by a truck. Then the memories of last night came flooding back. I was going to be sick. I sat in bed trying to calm my racing heart. Nothing was working. I tried to get myself standing, but as soon as I put pressure on my legs they crumbled beneath me. The shockwave of pain I felt from hitting the floor was unbearable.
I must have passed out because the next thing I remember is Matt’s foot connecting with my side. I groaned and rolled over trying to escape the pain, but he just kicked me again. “Get up bitch. You have to go meet the new doctor today. His name is Dr. Walsh and you can forget about telling him about yesterday. He won’t believe you.” I gave no outward indication that I had heard him so he reached down, grabbed hold of my upper arms and hauled me to my feet. The sudden movement made the room spin and I had to work very hard to keep the darkness at bay.
Matt looked me in the eye and for a moment I thought he was going to kiss me, but at the last moment he stopped pulling me closer to him. “Do you understand me you little slut?” It was at this point I remembered that I was still naked. I hadn’t yet had the energy to put my clothes on. Apparently I took too long to answer because he shook me. “Answer me!” I took a deep, shaky breath. “Yes.” He smiled and learned forward. Before I could even register what was happening his lips were on mine.
His kiss was fierce and demanding and I struggled against his hold. In some ways this was so much worse than him using me as a fantasy. To me kissing was reserved for those you had an emotional connection with, like Edward. And with that thought I was thinking about kissing Edward and him kissing me. This kiss was nothing like the one I was craving. It was warm and rough and too passionate. I wanted cold and gentle, and the one I wanted would have pulled away a long time ago. I stopped struggling. I knew that if Matt knew it was hurting me he would keep it up so I was hoping that by not reacting he got bored.
Sure enough after another few seconds he pulled away. “See. That wasn’t so bad now was it?” He looked so smug that I had the sudden urge to wipe that look off his face. He released my arms and took a step back. “Now get dressed. You have a session with the new doctor in 5 minutes.” I can only think of one reason why I did what I did next. I was clearly going to die in this place, if not in body then definitely in spirit, Matt would see to that, and I was never one to prolong the inevitable. I gathered all my strength, balled my hand into a fist, and punched Matt square in the nose.
He staggered a bit, but that was probably because I surprised him. I wasn’t very strong so I didn’t think I broken anything, but he was no longer smug. Now he was just pissed. “What the fucking hell?! That was a very stupid move my dear, one you will pay dearly for later, but right now you are going to put on your fucking clothes!” I had done what I wanted. I hope that he was angry enough to kill me later then I could get out of this place. I spared a thought for what Charlie would say, but the more I thought about it the better it seemed. Charlie could move on. He would no longer be the parent of a crazy person. He could have a somewhat normal life after I was gone.
I turned my back on Matt and began the painful process of getting dressed. As soon as I was finished he had the door open and was waiting for me to walk out. Apparently I didn’t get breakfast this morning. I walked down the hall toward Dr. Thomas’s old office. Matt didn’t tell me where I was going, so I could only assume it was the same place. When I stopped outside the door I saw that I was right. This was the new office of Dr. Daniel Walsh. Matt knocked once and opened the door. “Dr. Walsh this is Isabella Swan. Bella this is Dr. Walsh.” Daniel Walsh was tall and lean and quite honestly very intimidating. He just didn’t scream I’LL KEEP YOUR SECRETS!
“Hello Bella. It’s very nice to finally meet you. Matt has told me so much about you. Please sit down. Matt you may leave. Please return in one hour.” Matt just nodded once and left the room, closing the door behind him. Dr. Walsh was looking at me expectantly so I sat down across the deck from him. “So Bella, why exactly are you here?” I didn’t know what he was expecting me to say. I was only here because my father put me here. “Umm…I guess I’m here to get better?” It sounded like a question. “Bella everyone is here to get better. But why are you here? Why are you sitting across the desk from me?” Now I was really confused. These sessions were mandatory for all patients. “I’m here for you to help me.” It didn’t sound like a question this time.
“Wrong! You are here because you are told to be here. You have no choice in the matter and therefore I can’t help you.” I knew it. Matt had poisoned my doctor against me. He didn’t want to see me get better because Matt didn’t want me to leave. “Bella, I can’t help you until you help yourself. You need to accept the hand fate dealt you and live your life to the fullest.” Great not only did my doctor not want to help me but he sounded like the spokesperson for a self help guru. “Matt told me you are a compulsive liar Bella. He even told me that you might try to make me believe that he hits you. Why would he say something like that?”
My jaw dropped. He was making me out to be a liar?! “He told you that so that when I told you that he does beat me, you wouldn’t believe me, because if you did Matt would not only lose his job, but he would go to jail for a long time.” Dr. Walsh just looked at me. “Bella I believe he told me this because he knows that you are craving the attention. Your mother got remarried. You had to move to a town that you hated. Your serious boyfriend dumped you and your father signed you in here because he couldn’t take care of you. It sounds to me like you missed the attention.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Did he even hear what he was saying? “You can ask anyone who knows me. I hate attention. I despise being the center of attention and I would much prefer if no one noticed I existed.”
“Well Bella, you are clearly in denial and until you are ready to admit the truth there is not much I can do for you. So I am going to call for Matt to take you back to your room. You tell him when you are ready to talk to me again.” He couldn’t be serious. This was total bullshit. I was the crazy lying attention whore and Matt was the one who was in the right here? I don’t know how long I sat there contemplating what had just happened, but I figured it out. In one clean sweep, Matt had cleared the way for him to do whatever he liked. No one would believe a word I said anymore and I am sure he would continue to tell Dr. Walsh that I wasn’t ready to admit the truth and was therefore not ready to talk. I was doomed.
I vaguely remember walking back to my room, but when I got there Matt snapped me out of my musing. He slapped my across the face again. “You fucking little bitch! How dare you hit me!” The slap didn’t bring me to the ground like the previous one had, but I wished that it did. I wished a beating was all he had in store for me. He didn’t say anything. He just started circling me like the vulture he is. When he was directly behind me he stopped moving. I could feel his breath on my neck and I could feel his hands on my waist. His hands traveled up the sides of my body to my neck. I was sure he was going to strangle me, but both his hands slipped underneath the collar of my shirt. In one sudden move, he tore my shirt off my body by ripping it right down the middle. Without missing a beat me undid my bra and pulled it off. I was standing naked from the waist up and still he didn’t say anything.
His hands moved down to my chest and cupped my breasts. He squeezed, hard. It hurt, but it was bearable. It was when he pinched my nipples that I finally cried out in pain. He sighed against my neck. “Ah Bella, you know exactly what turns me on.” He was demented. Matt obviously had something wrong in his head. After another hard pinch and roll that brought tears to my eyes, his hands resumed their path down my body. When he reached my waist, he didn’t stop. One hand continued to move below the waistline of my pants. I started to tremble. I knew this was the punishment he talked about earlier.
When his hand cupped my center I jumped. At first he didn’t do anything, but then he started to move. He stroked me with two fingers through my panties. I didn’t give any kind of indication that I was aware of what was happening other than the fine tremble of my body. I tried to control myself, but I was terrified. “You feel better than I imagined, but I want to see for myself.” His hand stopped moving and returned to my waist. Before I could blink he had ripped off my pants and panties. “Step forward.” I didn’t move. He was going to have to work for what he wanted. “Bella, you are making this more difficult than it has to be.” He pushed my shoulder to get me to move, but he either forgot that I had zero balance or he just didn’t care. I tripped on the pants that had pooled around my feet and ended up on my hands and knees next to my bed.
I heard a hiss behind me. When I turned around, Matt was staring at my exposed ass and visibly panting. “We are going to have so much fun together. Now stand up and lay down on the bed.” I wasn’t going to make this easy for him so I stayed put. He just shook his head and grabbed my upper arms. He threw me backwards on the bed. Immediately, I curled up into a ball and tried to cover as much as myself as possible. “Fine, be that way. It’s no fun if you actually want it.” He walked over to me and grabbed one of my arms. I tried fighting him, but I was so much smaller than he was. He pulled my arm up and tied it to a leg of my bed. I didn’t know what he had planned for me, but I knew being tied up wouldn’t be helpful.
I started kicking and screaming. I tried to reach his face so I could claw his eyes out. “LET ME GO! YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME YOU BASTARD!!” He managed to dodge my attacks and grabbed my other arm. I was sobbing now. He moved to my feet. I continued to kick and scream and struggle against the bonds that held my arms in place. Despite my attempts to hold him off, he had my feet tired to the bed in no time flat. I was now laying spread eagle before him, totally helpless. “Matt please don’t do this. I’ll be better I promise. I’ll do whatever you say without question. I’ll never tell anyone about anything just please don’t do this to me.” He stood there and grinned at me.
“Oh Bella, it’s too late for any of that to do any good now. This is the only way you will learn. No be a good girl and shut the fuck up!” He pulled off his shirt and pants. He wasn’t wearing any underwear. I cried even harder if that was possible. I shut my eyes as he crawled over me and settled his hips between my legs. “Look at me Bella.” I shook my head. I felt a sharp pain in my shoulder and my eyes snapped open in surprise. I looked over and saw a perfect impression of Matt’s teeth. “Now then, maybe next time you will do what I tell you the first time.” He pushed himself up so that his lower body was the only thing touching me. I felt the tip of his cock press again my opening. I shut my eyes again. I didn’t want to see this. “This will hurt me more than you…actually no…it will definitely hurt you more.” He laughed. My eyes were open again, but this time they opened with a scream and Matt pushed his whole length inside me at once.
He didn’t give me time to adjust to his large member. He started slamming into me over and over again. I thought I was going to pass out the pain was so bad. But he didn’t care. Again and again I felt him pullout then slam back in. It was excruciating. I wanted to die. This went on in silence for some time and then he started talking. “Oh God Bella…you feel so good…it’s so much better than I could have imagined…ugh…fuck…your cunt is so tight and hot…it’s like it’s sucking me back in… oh God baby.” He started moving faster and harder and I kept crying, but I couldn’t keep still. I was in too much pain. “Ugh…I’m gonna cum…” I froze. He wasn’t wearing a condom. I started to panic. “No Matt please, anything but that. Not inside please! Oh God no! Stop, please!”
He just kept moving, but I couldn’t tell if he was close or not. I had no way of knowing when he would finish. “Bella I’m cumming!” I could feel it happening, but he kept moving and I kept pleading. “Stop! Matt no! Not there please! Oh God no more, please no more…EDWARD!!!” I knew he wouldn’t hear me. Even if he did he wouldn’t care what happened to me. Matt collapsed on top of me panting. After about a minute he got up, pulled on his clothes and left without so much as a backwards glace at me. I felt like someone had shoved a hot poker inside me. I felt like I had been torn apart. I curled up into the tightest ball I could and prayed for earth to shallow me whole.
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She Sleeps	By : bcullen1026 Category: Twilight Series > AU/AR Views: 5823 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or make any money from this story.

She Sleeps