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Pack Mother

Chapter 8
Fusedtwilight: Here is another new chapter. How will everyone react to the new power of the compulsion?
Embry P.O.V
I listened to Leah as she told me about her dream.
About the compulsion being able to enthrall us to her now.
I admit I was shocked. Last night when we had sex and I looked into her eyes I felt like all the breath had escaped my lungs.
I felt like all my life I had been looking at her through a pair of dark shades, not being able to see the true light and color of her.
But then it was like I finally saw her for the first time in a long time. She just seemed so bright, so vivid. So beautiful.
I felt the need to protect her and keep her safe swell into it felt like my chest would explode.
I did not give much thought to it before, why should I?
But now it makes sense.
Compulsion is not the obvious hit you in the face kind of thing like imprinting.
It is much more subtle, yet still powerful.
I held onto Leah as she cried. She begged me for my forgiveness, her whole body shook as she sobbed.
Should I be angry? Should I feel like I have been cheated out of something?
If I was supposed to I didn't.
All I could think about was Leah and trying to make her feel better.
"It's okay Leah," I said as I held her.
"No it's not Embry! Weren't you listening?"
"Yes, I was. I am compelled to you now."
She scrunched up her face in a look of disapproval. "Please don't say that."
"What?"
"That I compelled you. You make me sound like one of those vampires from Vampire Diaries."
I could not help the grin that split my face. "You watch Vampire Diaries?"
Her face flushed in embarrassment. "I am either here or at work so I have a lot of time to kill okay."
"Let me guess, your team Damon?" I asked.
"Hell no, I am team Tyler obviously," she said with a grin.
I kissed her on the cheek. "Finally a smile."
"Embry, what are we going to do?" I asked.
"Just go with it I guess," I said with a shrug.
"You are only saying that because you are compelled."
"Maybe. But it's already too late Leah. I don't feel mad or angry. I feel peaceful. This is good."
"Good? How can it be good Embry? For the rest of your life your going to always have a thing for me, even if you imprint."
"There are worse people to feel love for Leah. Besides, I think I was already developing a thing for you."
"What?"
"Come on Leah. It wasn't just the sex I liked. It was the time we spent together. I liked waking up in the morning and holding you in my arms, I liked holding your hand and listening to you talk." I placed my hand on her belly. "And I loved thinking about what our son is going to be like. I dream about him sometimes. About what he looks like."
"So what? Your saying you love me?" she asked.
"I think I love you, yes. I wouldn't mind seeing where this goes."
"How is this going to work Embry? Colin and Brady are compelled to me me now too, they feel exactly as you do. Their only sixteen for God sake! They can't be feeling like this for me!"
"Quil and Jake imprinted when they were sixteen and we both know what that is like."
"But this is different."
"Maybe. But it can't be helped and there is no point in me getting upset over something I don't feel angry about."
I took her hand and walked her over to the table and sat her down in front of her plate of food.
"Now hurry up and eat before it gets cold. The compulsion will be activating soon and we have a long day ahead of us. I will call Billy and Jake and let them know the situation so they can talk with the others."
"And then what?" she asked.
"And then well have sex then go about our day. I am not going to let this ruin my plans for us."
I kissed the top of her head. "Don't worry Leah. It will all be okay."
I left her to finish eating her breakfast. I called Billy up and told him the situation.
He already had his suspicions because of Colin and Brady's behavior the past few days but this just cemented hie belief that the compulsion had something to do with it.
He asked me how I felt, I told him I was fine. I explained to him I was not angry about this.
Maybe I should be, maybe the compulsion is keeping me from feeling like this is a bad thing.
But I don't feel bad, I feel great. I feel good knowing Leah and I have such a powerful connection.
It just means we will be together forever.
I do admit I am a bit jealous about Colin and Brady being in on this too. And if things go as they are supposed to so will Sam and Jake, though knowing Leah she will fight that tooth and nail.
But I will just have to accept it.
Leah has enough going on right now, I won't make things more difficult for her by acting like some possessive boyfriend.
I will do what ever I have to make her happy.
Because even if I wasn't compelled to do it, I still would because compulsion or no compulsion I do love her.
After she ate the compulsion returned soon after and I took her back to her room to make love to her.
We then spent the rest of the day together until she had to leave for work in the afternoon. We had gone for a hike through the woods and when it was time we phased together and went for a run.
I could see in her mind she was scared, terrified about this.
She was now more resolved then ever to keep from sleeping with Sam or Jake.
I could tell she was doing everything she could to hide something from me. I didn't know what, she had gotten better at hiding her thoughts over the years.
But I did not pry, I left her mind alone.
Our day together was better then I could have hoped.
It was a very complicated thing. If I did imprint I would still have feelings for Leah. But if the other imprints could learn to accept it then why not mine?
And if I never found an imprint I was okay with that.
Because I would have Leah and that was all I needed.

Sam P.O.V
Billy had called us to his house.
He told us to bring the girls as well.
He told us about Leah's dream. About the new terrifying power of the compulsion.
Colin and Brady were here. They were surprised but were not upset as I thought they would be. In fact they both seemed pleased by this.
"So who ever Leah sleeps with now becomes...compelled to love her?" Emily asked.
"It's not like imprinting Em," Brady said. "Trust me, I know the difference from the guys memories. I just...I can't see my life without Leah in it."
Emily and I shared a look. Jake and I were the only ones she had not had sex with yet. But if she did then we would be compelled to her like Colin, Brady and Embry were.
This complicated things even worse.
"But it doesn't effect those she has already slept with right?" Kim asked.
Billy shook his head. "That was before the compulsion grew stronger. Now if they were to do it again then they would become compelled."
"Well we're safe then, we already slept with her so we don't have to do it again," Paul said.
"Yeah, because that hasn't already happened," Rachel said looking angry.
"We'll try even harder to stay away from Leah now. I don't need to be compelled to her, I already have Kim," Jared said holding Kim's hand.
"Does Sue know yet?" I asked.
"I called her, she was over at Charlie's. She is quit upset," Billy said.
"I think we all are," Jake said.
"So what do we do now?" Quil asked.
"What we have been doing. Leah will remain at the Cullen's until we find a way out of this," Billy said.
"How much longer will that work though? The spirit will get tired of waiting and she will force Leah to mate with Sam or Jake until Leah has been impregnated by the pack. She doesn't care if they become compelled, she just wants the kids to be born," Paul said.
"I will not sleep with Leah, no mater what. I will not break my vows. Spirit or no spirit," I said.
"You might not have a choice, I didn't," Jared said sadly.
"Does this mean we can visit Leah now?" Colin asked. "I mean we are already compelled right, so it doesn't matter."
"You will continue to stay away from Leah," Jake said.
Colin and Brady looked like they were about to argue.
"Do you really want to put Leah through more stress then she is already under?"
They closed their mouths. Jake's words had an impact on them.
"Aren't you guys mad about this? What you feel now will never go away even if you imprint," Rachel said.
"Hey, there is nothing wrong with this. I like feeling this way for Leah. I want to become a better person for her. If it makes me want to be a good guy instead of an asshole then what the big deal?" Brady asked.
"Maybe the fact your free will has been robbed," Rachel pointed out.
"Isn't that the same thing as imprinting?"
All us imprinted wolves got on the defensive. We gave him very hard glares.
"Come on, don't look at me like that. Jake used to despise the thought of imprinting and was always pissed off about Bella being married to Cullen. But then he imprinted on her daughter and now he's all super happy and gets along with Edward. Paul used to be an angry jerk who phased on the fly now he is a not so angry jerk who almost never phases."
"Bite me pup," Paul said.
"My point is if they can become better men for their women why can't I?"
"Leah isn't your women!" Colin growled.
"Well she isn't yours either," Brady growled back.
"She likes me more then you!"
"Why because your mister fucking sensitive with your bullshit poetry? Please, I bet she threw that shit in the trash and is wearing the bracelet I made her right now."
"Wipe that smirk off your face! Leah would never wear some cheap shit like that!"
"Enough!" Billy thundered.
He may not be a werewolf, but when Billy gives an order. You listen. Period.
"As regrettable as it is it can't be helped. It was the only way Leah could save herself from Hippolyta. We will be more careful from now on and will continue to find a way to fix this."
"But dad, we have made zero progress," Rachel said.
"We will not give up. We must continue to try. The meeting is adjourned."
Colin and Brady walked off into the woods, continuing to glare at one another. Paul and Jared walked off with their imprints and Jake was talking to Billy.
Emily took my hand in hers.
"Sam?"
"Don't worry Em, I won't become compelled to Leah."
"But Sam, what if this pushes her over the edge? We are running out of time, a few more weeks and Leah will leave!" Emily said.
"So what? I should just sleep with her?" I asked.
"No! I mean...I don't know Sam! This whole thing becomes worse and worse. Maybe if we hadn't fought it then this wouldn't have happened!"
"Em you can't think like that."
"Can't I? Before you wouldn't have been compelled to her. Now you will. Tell me how are we supposed to fight this Sam? Because we are loosing this battle."
"You can't give up hope Em," I said.
"There was never any hope to begin with Sam, that's the problem."
She turned and walked away and I watched her go.
I sighed and rubbed my face. I saw Quil standing by himself, a thoughtful look on his face.
I wonder how he felt about this?
I know he like Embry enjoyed his time with Leah. It gave him a chance to experience a semi-normal relationship. I wonder how he felt knowing about the compulsion becoming stronger.
I was running out of time, if I didn't find a way to fix things Leah was going to try and run.
I wasn't going to have that happen. If I had to I would break my promise and tell everyone.
Leah belongs here, La Push is her home.
She had unwillingly made too many sacrifices already. I won't let her make anymore.

Leah P.O.V
One week.
That was how much time I had left before I would give in and move.
One week and it will have been two months since this madness began.
It has been three weeks since Poppy tried to steal the compulsion from me.
Embry had been a constant presence in my life. Guarding me when mom and Seth could not be around. Sometimes we spent a whole days together.
I hate to say I enjoyed having him around. He has become so caring and attentive, he knows my moods so well.
He cooks me dinner and give me massages, and when the compulsion hits he makes love to me s sweetly. I tried to suggest he spend time away from me to see if we could ween him off me.
But he begged me not to. He did not want to wind up like Colin or Brady.
Apparently they were not doing so well.
They had withdrawn from the pack, becoming very moody and somber. Colin's poems were much more sad and depressing and Brady's drawings were gloomy.
I had called Jake up to learn more, apparently they were becoming like I did when I first became a wolf.
Angry, sad, confrontational.
So I called them both up to speak with them, they sounded so happy just to hear my voice. I could almost see their beaming faces in my minds eye.
We talked about how things have been for us since we had sex. About how they had been doing, about how I have been feeling.
Colin asked me if I liked the poem, Brady asked me if I liked the bracelet. They were both so happy to hear me say yes.
After I had spoken to them they had taken a turn for the better, becoming happier and easier to be around. Colin was not writing me poems and Brady was making me bracelets and charms almost every day.
Jake and I had spoken about the possibility of them becoming my guards like Embry.
The three of us had a conversation over the phone about it. Embry was willing to share, he understood the need to keep the peace in the pack and was willing to share me with Colin and Brady.
I told Jake I would consider it, I wasn't sure is I was going to be around La Push much longer so I didn't want to get their hopes up.
Plus I didn't think I could stomach taking them to bed again.
Don't get me wrong, they were good looking and great lovers despite it being their first time, but like I said, sharing the minds of older men can give you an advantage.
But they were still so young, still those boys who should be my little brothers, not my lovers.
I had just gotten home from work. Tasha and Hilary were talking about getting some drinks tomorrow night.
I could use another girls night out. Hopefully this one wont involve another guy phasing and going down on my in wolf form.
Embry had to work tonight so he would be a little late.
Mom and Seth tried to convince me they could stay over a little later but I told them not to bother. Mom had a date with Charlie tonight and Seth had patrol and I didn't want them to be late for either.
The werewolves were gone, we had killed Poppy and her pack and there were no more animal attacks so I was safe, but the others refused to eave me alone with out some extra protection.
As I drove up to the Cullen's house I saw the lights were on. I figured Seth probably decided to stay over until Embry arrived. It was taking this all in stride. He was doing his best to handle knowing his best friends were enamored with me.
As I got closer to the house the compulsion hit me, which was at a bad time seeing how I was driving. I damn near hit a tree.
I was able to stay focused long enough to park my car in the drive way and I jumped out and ran inside the house.
Embry must have came over early.
But once I shut the door it was not Embry's scent I smelled.
I ran up the stairs to my room, unable to refuse the call of the compulsion. Even though I felt a sense of panic as I made my way to my room.
Damn him, why was he here!
I opened my door and stared in shock. The lights were out but vanilla scented candles cast a soft glow that lit up the room. Rose petals lay scattered on the floor and bed.
The CD player played some music from one of Edward's collection he had left behind.
It was all very romantic and had it been Embry I would have given him an A+ for it.
But instead of Embry laying naked on my bed it was Quil who was grinning at me. He had his hands resting behind his head, he manhood quivering in anticipation.
"Hey there sexy," he said.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
I began to strip off me cloths.
"What does it look like? Tonight is a special night and I wanted to mark the occasion," he said.
I was naked in front of him now. I began to walk to the bed.
"Do you realize what you have done?" I asked.
"Of course. That is the point."
I got on the bed and began to crawl to him. This was going to happen, it could not be stopped, but I could slow it down a little.
"You know what will happen Quil. You know what it will be like to be compelled to me."
"I know, and I want that."
I laid on top of him and he caressed my backside. I gently kissed him, finding I had missed the feel of his lips.
"Why? You are imprinted on Claire?"
He pushed my up so I was straddling him.
"Less talking, more loving," he said.
I slid down onto his hardness. He let out a groan.
"God I missed this!"
He began to bounce me up and down on his cock.
"What about Claire?" I asked.
"You're bringing this up now?" he asked.
"Answer me Quil."
"Most men are lucky enough to say they have one great love in their life, but how many can say they have two?"
"And what are you going to tell Claire when she gets older?"
"If I am lucky she will understand. If not then I will always be there for her. I want her to be happy, but I also want you to be happy too Leah."
The room was filled with the sweet scent of roses and the smell of our love making.
"You love me?" I asked.
"I care about you a lot, your going to be the mother of my son. I want us to be closer Leah, I want us to have a strong bond. You already compelled Embry and I see how happy he is with you. And I see how miserable Brady and Colin are without you."
"And that's what you want? To lose your free will?"
"Are you kidding? I didn't chose imprinting it chose me. But at least I can chose this. At least I can chose who I can give my heart to."
The thrusts began to increase. I placed my hands on his chest and I could feel his heart beating.
"Hearts are delicate things Quil. I already have three guys, maybe I don't want to be responsible for any more. Did you think of that?"
"I am a big boy Leah, I don't need you to take care of me."
He sat up and pulled me close.
"I just need you to love me."
"Tell me Quil, would you be here right now if Claire was older? Old enough to be taking care of your needs?"
His eyes darkened with a hint of anger. His thrusts became harder.
"Maybe not. But she isn't old enough. And maybe you are not the only one who wants to regain some control Leah. Maybe I want this for me instead of having it chosen for me."
I closed my eyes. I was so close. Once it ended he would be mine forever.
"Look at me Leah."
I refused to open my eyes. I could not watch it happen, not again.
"Leah, open your eyes!" he said more firmly.
I opened my eyes and he placed his forehead against mine.
"I want you to see it happen Leah. I want you to see the look of a man when he offers you his heart."
I came.
A few thrusts later and he came as well, and like that he was bound to me for all time.
I saw the familiar look of wonder and awe fill his eyes. I could feel his heart skip a beat.
"So beautiful," he whispered.
He kissed me on the lips.
I pulled back away from him and smiled.
"Quil?"
"Yeah?"
I reared back and headbutted him right in the face. I heard the satisfying sound of bone cartilage breaking and his nose exploded with blood.
"Ahhh! Leah!" he gripped his nose and popped it back in place. I could already hear the sounds of it repairing itself. "I know you like it rough but damn."
"This isn't fucking funny!" I growled punching him in the chest, really hard.
"I know your pissed."
"Pissed? No, I am fucking furious at you Quil Ateara! You are the dumbest, most irresponsible more narcissistic little prick I know!"
He just grinned at me. "We both know I am a lot of things." he waved his hand at his member which was still buried inside me. "Little is not one of them."
"Can you at least act made about this!" I said.
"Come on Leah, don't be like this."
"Oh fuck you Quil. Did you stop to think I didn't want to have another man compelled to me? Do you know what it is like to know that some guy only loves me because of my magical vagina?"
He raised an eye brow. "Really?"
"You know what I mean!" I growled.
"I wanted to see you again Leah. I wanted to hold you and kiss you and just be around you. I was already in love with you. I just wanted to be the first one willing to make a commitment."
"God Quil your not getting it! Between you and the others-"
"If your worried I am going to get all possessive and territorial with you don't. I want you to be happy Leah. I want you to get the love you deserve. I want to be in your life no matter what and now I will."
"Does Jake know you are here?" I asked.
He winced.
"No. I was supposed to have tonight off."
"And Embry? Did he know what you were planning?"
"He knew I was thinking about it. We had a talk and he said if I decided to do this he would not stop it. All we want is what is best for you and the babies. Plus we were already in a threesome some why not?"
"When he gets here we are going to have a serious talk."
He kissed me on the lips.
"Can we fuck around a little more before he shows up?"
My body erupted into burning flames centered at my core.
"Too late," I said.

Jake P.O.V
"Are you serious!" I roared.
We were in the woods, in La Push.
Quil stood before me looking sheepish.
"I wanted a relationship Jake. Is that so bad?"
"You are already imprinted Quil."
"Yeah, and guess what? We have a tea party every time I baby sit her. I want more then that Jake. I need a real relationship."
"But why Leah? Why not another woman?"
"How would I explain to someone about my connection with Leah? Or Claire. My only hope at having a actual relationship is with Leah Jake."
I sighed. "I know how you feel Quil, but damn it all! You get to patrol every night for a month!"
He nodded. "I am fine with that. I don't regret this Jake."
"Maybe not now. But when Claire is older and she decides she doesn't like the fact you are compelled to Leah you may regret it."
"What about Nessie?"
"What?"
"Do you think about how Nessie or the Cullen's will react when you are compelled?"
"I have kept them up to date on everything. And I will never be compelled by Leah because I will never sleep with her," I said firmly.
"It's going to happen Jake. You and Sam are the only ones left. The the pups will be of age in three years and it will be their turn. We can't fight it Jake. Maybe if we had just gone with the flow none of this would have happened. So what do you think will happen it we keep fighting it?"
I had no answer for him.
"I don't want to be compelled Quil I am fine with what I have," I said.
"I know man. But Leah is having to make all these sacrifices for us. Maybe it's time we started doing our fair share for her."
"We are already doing what we can for her Quil."
"Really? Because it seems like we are making this harder. We have fought this every single step of the way and what do we have to show for it? I don't regret this Jake. I fell...it's not like imprinting. But it's still something so beautiful. And I am glad I have it."
"And how do you feel knowing she won't be yours? You will have to share her with other guys?" I asked.
He shrugged. "I am cool with it. I just want her to be happy Jake. As long as lets me be a part of her like I am content."
I sighed. "You should not have done this Quil. If you wanted her to be happy then you should have realized how upset this would make her."
"I am sorry for that. But this was my choice. For once in my life since I became a werewolf I get to chose. And I chose Leah."
"Head over to Sam's Quil, Emily an he want to have a little talk with you."
He looked nervous about that. I didn't blame him. They were both furious when they found out what he did.
Emily was sweet, but she had a temper like Leah.
"See you later Jake," he said.
He walked off leaving me alone.
Leaving me alone to wonder how much longer I had before I too joined him and the others. How long before I became an expecting father and compelled to Leah?
How would I feel? Would I still be me?
It was like imprinting all over again.
Only a lot more complicated.

Leah P.O.V
I finally finished packing my bags.
Last night was the straw that broke the camels back.
I could not do this any more.
Fuck nature, fuck the compulsion, fuck all of it.
I was done.
I was not going to wait. I was going to leave right now.
It wasn't Quil's fault exactly. But if he was willing to just give in like that how long before Jake or Sam caved? Worse yet how much longer before nature decided to step in again.
No one knew, by the time mom or Seth got back I would be gone. I had given them both a lot of kisses and extra hugs before they left. I knew I would see them eventually after I settled down, but God knows how long that would be.
I had left a note for everyone on the table. I had already gone through several pieces of paper trying to write the right one. But either they were too short, or too long or the writing was too sloppy from my hands shaking.
I shut the door behind me and got in my car. I tossed my bag in the back and I started the engine.
Where would I go? I have no idea.
But I had to go far, far away.
I had my card and some spare cash. I would survive.
That is what I was. A survivor.
As I drove down the road I could not help but cry.
I was leaving my home. I was leaving my friends and family.
It was a painful choice but it had to be done.
I just hope they can forgive me.
I placed my hand on my belly.
"Well boys, looks like it is just you and me," I said.
I turned the radio up and let my tears fall.
This was a new beginning for me.
I was taking back control.
I was saving Sam, Jake and the pups from becoming compelled to me. I would not have them bound to me like that.

Emily P.O.V
I pulled up to the Cullen's driveway.
I got out and grabbed the cookies I had made for Leah.
Peanut butter cookies were her favorite.
I had heard what Quil did and gave him quit the talking too that made him flinch more then the one Sam gave him.
So I decided to pay Leah a visit. I was sure she needed some company. I told Embry I would look after her today. She needed some girl time, away from men.
I was going to talk to her about her plan to leave. We only had six days left and I was going to tell her I knew. She would be mad at Sam but I had to talk her out of this.
The door was unlocked, I walked in and looked around. I didn't hear anyone here.
"Leah?" I called.
No answer.
I walked into the living room and sat the cookies on the table.
I noticed there was a letter on the table.
I leaned down to read it.
To my friends and family,
By the time you all read this I will be long gone. Please do not bother trying to find me, this is for the best. I hate to do this, I wish to God I could stay. But I just can't do this. I won't let nature dictate our lives anymore. I won't strip any more people of their free will.
Embry, Quil, Colin, Brady I am sorry, please forgive me. I know this will be hardest for you because of the compulsion. But please stay strong. Your sons will need you to be there for them.
I will have the babies and have them sent to La Push. I will have them come and visit me of course but I think it best if they spend the most time in La Push.
I hope you can all understand why I am doing this. We have all had to sacrifice so much already. But I refuse to allow any more sacrifices to be made.
I am taking back control. But as I have learned nothing comes free and this is the price I am willing to pay.
I love you all so much. I will think about you every day and once I settle down I will keep in touch.
Think about me once in a while, and Billy, when you speak of these events make sure you tell those who listen of a brace girl who was willing to give it all up for her tribe, and please for the love of God do not omit my name.
That seems to be a trend in the stories.
Love Leah.
I covered my mouth with my hand.
"Oh no!" I gasped.
I instantly grabbed my cell and dialed Sam's number.
"Hey Em," he answered.
"Sam she is gone!"
"What?"
"Leah she left! I found a letter!"
"What?"
"A letter Sam, she wrote a goodbye letter. She is gone!"
"I am on my way to La Push now. I will call Embry or Quil they can-"
"No Sam there is no time...you have to do it."
He was quiet.
"Em...I can't."
"Sam please, I can't loose her. I just got her back."
"Em you know what will happen!"
"I know Sam!"
"Then why-"
"Because, I won't let her do this Sam. I have done everything I can to research this but I have found nothing. I have failed her. If this is what I have to do to keep her here then so be it."
"Em I can't! You don't know what you are asking!"
"Do you want her to leave?" I asked.
"Of course not! I would do anything for her!"
"Then bring her home Sam. Bring Leah home. It's okay, it will all be okay. I promise Sam. Just...bring her home okay. Your the only one who can make her see sense."
"You do realize this is Leah right," he said with a laugh that was more of a sob.
"I know. That's Leah after all. She is so damn stubborn." I took a deep breath and rubbed the tear from my eye.
I feared this day would come. I remember talking to Kim and Rachel about this. About the possibility of Sam sleeping with Leah.
I tried to act like I could handle it, like I could rise above it.
Yet the idea of him being with him hurt me.
But the idea of never seeing her again hurt me worse.
"Do this for me Sam. Do this for Leah. Bring her back home. Bring her back to her family."
He was silent for a few seconds.
"I love you Emily," he said. "You will always be the love of my life. My other half, my soul mate."
"I know. I love you Sam."
I ended the call and sat at the table and began to cry.
It began to rain outside. Nothing new in Washington state.
Just another day in the Olympic peninsula.
The next time I saw them the deed would be done, she would be pregnant with his child and he would be compelled to her.
I don't know what that would mean for us. But I would soon find out.
Leah has lost and sacrificed so much since she became a werewolf, she never had a choice.
I have been unable to help her, no matter how much research I could not find a way to help her.
So if this was the only thing I could do, if this was the best way I could contribute and help her.
Then so be.
Leah has made enough sacrifices, it's time we made some for her.

Sam P.O.V
I gripped the steering wheel of my truck tight.
I was going to find Leah and when I did I know what will happen.
A part of me doesn't want to do it, but another part wants it too.
I don't want her to leave. I can't bear the thought of her leaving the rez and living in exile for the rest of her life.
I love Leah, I always have and I always will.
We have had some good times and a lot of bad.
I admit I made some bad choices in the way I handled things between us when I imprinted on Emily.
I was young, I was still new to being a werewolf and adjusting to becoming someones imprint.
I had hoped with time Leah would learn to forgive us, but then she phased and having to see every day how much I loved Emily and every intimate moment I shared with her only added fuel to her burning fire.
I hated having to treat her like any other wolf in the pack, she wasn't just another member of the pack. She was my Lee-Lee. But I couldn't show favoritism. I couldn't be lenient with her behavior.
When she left my pack to join Jake's I was angry, sad, I felt betrayed. I never thought she would ever help the Cullen's. she hated them more then me.
If it wasn't for them I wouldn't have phased and never have imprinted on Emily.
I tried to justify it as she was trying to protect Seth. and after the situation was resolved I had expected her to come back.
But she staid with Jake and became his beta.
The sense of loss I felt when I realized she wasn't coming back was stronger then I thought it would be. Jared and Paul joked that Jake would beg me to take her off his hands after a few months.
But Leah surprised everyone when she began to practice yoga and go to therapy.
I realized then she was better off without me.
And it hurt.
She got better, she learned to heal her pain and move on.
The day of my wedding to Emily was one of the happiest, not only because I was marrying my soul mate and starting a new chapter in my life, it was also a new chapter for Leah.
A better chapter.
I was so proud of her, she was so strong to stand by Emily as her maid of honor. She never once showed a sign of distress but I knew her too well, I knew on the inside she was hurting.
Now after all that pain and hardship I was trying to find her, for Emily's sake and Leah's I was going to break my wedding vows and conceive a child with a woman who was not my wife.
I was scared, terrified.
What if this causes Leah to go back to her old self?
What if this ruins my relationship with her and Leah?
How would I be able to love them both at the same time?
I was not like Quil. My imprint was not a child whom I only had feelings of brotherly love. My imprint was a woman whom I married and felt the most powerful form of romantic attachment.
Could we survive this?
I knew the roads of the area like the back of my hand. I knew I had a small window of chance to find Leah, but I knew the roads she would take because like me Leah knew the area so well and knew what roads would get her out quickest.
The clouds had darkened and lightning flashed in the sky every so often.
It was nothing unusual.
"Come on Lee-Lee, where are you?" I asked.
Then I felt it, the compulsion.
It came without warning, without mercy.
I swerved on the road and thanking that no one had bee driving close to me or I would have wrecked I pulled over to the side.
My body writhed.
I knew it was powerful, I knew it left you feeling nothing but extreme pleasure. But it was different to actually experience it myself.
I unbuttoned my jeans and pulled down my zipper and freed my rock hard cock.
I wrapped my hand around it, letting out a husky groan. I began to stroke it, trying to releave myself of this ache.
I started the truck back up and began to drive, my left hand on the wheel and my right on my erection.
I looked ridiculous, driving down the road while masturbating.
I haven't done anything like this since Leah and I were together.
"Leah!" I moaned.
I remembered how we would fool around. I would be driving and Leah, the little minx would force her hand into my pants and fondle me.
I loved driving down the road with Leah freeing my cock and wrapping her mouth around it.
As I remembered my hand began to stroke faster.
I remembered our first time, it was in the back of of this truck actually.
I had taken Leah out for a date, the moon had been out and the stars filled the night sky. I had started a fire and laid a blanket in the back and we lay there watching the stars.
Then we began to kiss, then we began to undress and I claimed her virginity for myself.
I really did love Leah, I had planned on being with her the rest of my life.
She was always there for me, always there to remind me I was not like my father, that I was a better man. When I disappeared she never stopped looking for me, every day and night she had tried to find me.
But imprinted and things changed.
But now I was going to have her back again, I would once again plunder her sweet depths with my manhood, I would kiss and lick every strip of flesh on her body, I would taste the nectar of her woman hood on my tongue and I would make her once more scream my name.
I would pump my seed into her womb and do my duty to the tribe and have a son by her.
We would have that child we once talked about.
I cam in my hand and let out a cry.
She had to be close! Where was she? I wouldn't be feeling like this unless she was near.
Eventually I saw her car pulled alongside the road, the lights were flashing, she must be having car trouble.
The windows inside were fogged, I knew she must be trying to satisfy the urge until I arrive. The thought of her inside touching her self made my cock twitch.
I pulled up behind her and tucked myself back in my pants. I didn't bother to button my pants, they would soon be coming off.
I got out of the truck and headed for the car.
Eager to once again claim Leah, eager to once again have her be my woman.
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