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Heat of the Moment	By : astartelydianna Category: Twilight Series > Het > Bella/Edward Views: 6421 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Part One: somewhere in the book new moon

~Bella POV~

Jake and I had gotten close gradually since Edward had left. Actually that was a lie, since I had decided to leave my room and start speaking to people again was more accurate. He was my best friend and my distraction from everything Edward. La Push was somewhere the Cullens never went and so didn’t remind me of them. So the time I spent with Jacob in La Push was almost like taking myself out of my painful reality and jumping into a different world where they really did never exist. Edwards words when he left still haunted me. How could it be as if they never existed? I had walked up and seen their house. It was still there. Whether it was empty or not it was still their home. I couldn’t picture anyone else there so as long as it was there it was a reminder. I would stare at their table during lunch at school. I would look to my window at night expecting him to appear through it. It would never be as if he never existed anywhere but La Push with Jacob.

So here I sat talking with Jacob, in his car, in his garage, away from the pain of reality.

(Authors note: there is a little bit here taken straight out he book to try and make it fit in a bit better so i take no credit for that bit xx)

My head started to spin-I couldn’t seem to pull in the oxygen from the air. No lungs.
Jacob was entirely in control now, very still beside me.

“Why do you do that?” he asked. He tugged lightly at one of my arms, which was bound around my chest, and then gave up when it wouldn’t come loose easily. I hadn’t even realised I’d moved them. “You do that when you’re upset. Why?”

“It hurts to think about them,” I whispered. “It’s like I can’t breathe...like I’m breaking into pieces...” It was bizarre how much I could tell Jacob now. We had no more secrets.

He smoothed my hair. “It’s okay, Bella, it’s okay. I won’t bring it up again. I’m sorry.”

“I’m fine.” I gasped. “Happens all the time. Not your fault.”

“We’re a pretty messed-up pair, aren’t we?” Jacob said. “Neither one of us can hold our shape together right.”

“Pathetic,” I agreed, still breathless.

“At least we have each other,” he said, clearly comforted by the thought.

I was comforted too. “At least there’s that,” I agreed. I glanced at Jacob’s face. His expression was one of determination. I suppose i should have realise what he was going to do sooner. His fingers caught my chin and then before I could protest him lips were on mine. He kissed me angrily, roughly but passionately. His hand held the back of my neck. I tried to push against his chest, push him off of me but he didn’t even seem to notice my attempts to escape. I tried again, he seemed to notice this time but it only made him try harder. His lips forced mine apart. His breath hot in my mouth. He was on fire. So warm.... He seemed to ease up on my lips a little while his hands found my waist and crushed my whole body against his. I balled my hands into fists grabbing the material of his shirt. I meant to push him away but he mistook it as me responding and before I knew it he was everywhere. So hot against my skin so impulsive and passionate. I found to my horror that my body had all but given up the fight against him. There was a heat in me that I couldn’t explain.

This was wrong. Jacob wasn’t Edward. I loved Edward I couldn’t live without him... But something about this raw passion being wanted this way...was comforting. It distracted me from the pain. Like a drug...like alcohol, Jacob Black was my distraction from everything that was real and painful. There was no question, if Edward and I had never been Jacob and I would have. I did love him. Maybe not like I did Edward....but Edward wasn’t coming back. What was so wrong with making Jacob happy and trying to be happy myself....after all that’s what Edward wanted wasn’t it? Me to move on. Pretend he never existed. And Jacob Black was the only thing that could distract me and make me happy.

I vaguely wondered at what point of my debating with myself I had started kissing him back, clinging to him, pulling him closer. His kissed wandered from my lips across my jaw and neck. His hands started roaming up and down my sides.

“Bella...” he all but growled in my ear, nuzzling my neck.

“Make the pain go away Jake...” I whispered quietly pulling away slightly. That was all the invitation he needed. He climbed out of the car and lifted me out of the car after him. He carried me over to a small sofa in the corner of the garage. He leant over me and continued to kiss me softer than before but still with the same passion. His hands found their ay under my shirt lifting it up to expose first my stomach which he covered in kisses before pushing it further up and lifting it over my head. My bra was the next to go. Immediately his focus shifted to my neck and breasts. Before I realised what I was doing I found myself tugging at his shirt also. He leant up and helped me remove it, causing me to blush at my half nakedness. The redness of my face only got worse as the reality of what we were doing and about to do sunk it.
Jacob smiled my favourite smile when he saw my blush. He moved back to kissing my lips, reassuring me.

Before I realised the rest of our clothes were long gone and his hot skin was pressed into mine. It scorched me. His hands were all over me. He was asking me something through his kisses but I could barely here him, all I knew was that for a split second he was gone and then his kisses were everywhere again. I felt his hands gently rubbing my most intimate of places before I felt him there waiting. He leant up on his arms and kissed me again full of all the passion he had. I felt him slowly pushing into me and sighed into his mouth. With no protest from me he pushed the rest of the way in causing nothing more than a wince of discomfort. He waited revelling in the new sensation while I stretched around him. He started moving and I felt like I could barely breathe. He filled me and the feeling was amazing. He was so hot and passionate and loving. I knew this was wrong, but it felt right. If Edward wasn’t coming back why shouldn’t I try to be happy.....

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Author’s Notes: ok well that was the first part....the easy part. Now it gets more complicated as Bella and Jacob begin some kind of relationship and then Edward comes back into her life.
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