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Regret, Realization and Reclaiming	By : xxxathaelaxxx Category: A through F > Black Dagger Brotherhood Views: 2102 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Author Notes: My second Qhuinn and Blay fic but first sex scene with them so please be kind in your reviewing. Inspired song: What do you want from me by Adam Lambert (Qhuinn's POV). Takes place after the kissing scene in Lover Enshrined.

[ Thursday - Training Room Center ]
Qhuinn walks away from Blay and leaves him with a hard on to tend to while he goes upstairs to his bedroom to sulk. John enters the room prepared to train when he notices that Blay appears to be blushing and sexually aroused. Blay fixes and excuses himself heading to his bedroom to relieve the sexual tension Qhuinn had caused by kissing him. John looks utterly confused not sure what went down between those two and decides to follow Blay worried about his best friend.

Qhuinn slams the door to his bedroom and flops onto his bed staring at the ceiling.

Blay’s already naked and in the shower when John enters the bedroom. John hears Blay over the water moaning loud and groaning. “Qhuinn!,” Blay shouts as he came. John knows the meaning behind that sound. John leaves the room without being heard by Blay and walks toward Qhuinn’s bedroom.

John barges in and Qhuinn jumps up quickly. “What the fuck John?” Qhuinn asked hatefully. “I saw Blay in the training room,” John signed. “So we go there to train,” Qhuinn said. “Did you kiss Blay?” John signed. “Yes,” Qhuinn answered. “That’s explains the condition I found him in,” John signed. “You barged into my bedroom to tell me Blay’s aroused by my kiss which I already knew,” Qhuinn says. “No Q. I came here to tell you I went to his room to comfort him after you left him that way when I heard noises coming from his shower,” John signed. “Yeah its called water,” Qhuinn stated sarcastically. “Shut up for a second. He was masturbating and called your name out,” John signed. “What do you want me to do about it?” Qhuinn asks. “Go claim him duh,” John signed. “Why on earth would I want that?” Qhuinn asked. “Because you love him,” John signed.
“I can’t love a male. I want to have kids someday and being mated to a male wouldn’t accomplish my goal,” Qhuinn replied. “Bullshit. You two can always adopt or have a Chosen carry one for you,” John signed. “Well that’s not all. I’m a defective male and not worthy enough for Blay. He deserves a male of worth. I hurt him back there badly by rejecting him I don’t think he can easily forgive that,” Qhuinn said. “He loves you Qhuinn. You obviously don’t know the power of love and the things you’re willing to do for it,” John signed. John walks out of his bedroom leaving Qhuinn absolutely speechless.

Blay removes the towel, places it inside the dirty hamper being a neat freak and all. Blay decides to be bold and sleep nude. ‘I can’t believe Qhuinn finally kissed me but only because I asked him to. His lips are rough yet soft. That action lead me to relieve myself in the shower. I had to though otherwise I would be left with a hard on. I wish he hadn’t left me and he could have helped me. Stop thinking like that or you’ll need a second shower,’ Blay thinks.

[ Friday ]
Qhuinn walks downstairs after taking a long shower, heads toward the training room to practice his moves when he sees the area where he kissed Blay and stops dead in his tracks. ‘I can’t be here. That spot just reminds me of what I tasted and never can have. I’ll find somewhere else to train,’ Qhuinn thinks. Zsadist watches as Qhuinn walks out of the training center and shakes his head in disappointment. Qhuinn doesn’t pay any attention to his surroundings and actually runs into the one person he’s trying to avoid. Blay. “Sorry B,” Qhuinn said, walks around him. “Hey Q we need to talk,” Blay says. “Not now okay. I need to shower,” Qhuinn stated. “You don’t appear to be sweating. Unless there’s some other reason you need to take a shower,” Blay replied smirking.
Qhuinn turns to face his best friend. “I went to train and couldn’t,” Qhuinn said. “Why not?” Blay asked still smirking. “Because of what happened between us okay,” Qhuinn answered. “So you felt the same as I did,” Blay says, backs Qhuinn into a wall. “Blay this can’t happen. You deserve a male of worth to be your mate not a fucked up mess like me,” Qhuinn stated. “You threw it in my face that we can never be but all I ever wanted was you,” Blay replied honestly. Blay places his hands upon the wall on either side of Qhuinn’s shoulders. ‘Should I kiss him? No I need to let him make the move. If I do that he may never kiss me again. Damn him!,’ Blay thinks. Qhuinn stares intently into those beautiful sparkling blue eyes and wanting Blay to kiss him.
‘What is he waiting for? Does he want me to kiss him again? I haven’t an idea on what I’m supposed to do here. This is all new territory for me,’ Qhuinn thinks. Qhuinn decides to make the first move knowing Blay’s too scared to do so and kisses him softly on the lips. ‘Oh my god he’s kissing me!,’ Blay thinks. Qhuinn deepens the kiss much like yesterday with his tongue slipping inside his mouth and letting Blay’s hands roam everywhere on his body. ‘This is what Heaven must be like,’ Qhuinn thinks. Everything seems to be going according to plan when a voice interrupts them. “Finally,” Butch said. Qhuinn pulls away from Blay feeling really embarrassed and shoves him aside running toward his bedroom.

Blay sighs. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare him off,” Butch says.
“It’s not you. He still hasn’t reached acceptance yet,” Blay stated. “He’ll come around trust me,” Butch replied.

[ Friday ]
Qhuinn, John and Blay are off rotation duty tonight so they decided to head out to Zerosum for some fun. John sits at a booth and sips out of his beer bottle while staring at Xhex. Qhuinn and Blay are on the dance floor having a good time but not with each other. Blay’s dancing up against a dark haired guy who’s hot and wants to make Qhuinn jealous. Qhuinn’s dancing with a red headed girl which he’s not partially interested in and just needs a distraction from Blay. Qhuinn glances over at the two and sees the guy place his hands upon Blay’s waist causing Qhuinn’s bonding scent to release drifting across the room.
Blay gets a whiff of dark spices in the air smelling Qhuinn’s bonding scent for the first time and it makes him hard. ‘I wonder how far I should go. What will it take for him to claim me?,’ Blay thinks. Qhuinn tries his best to ignore Blay and pushes more into the female body in front of him. Blay grinds his ass against the groin of the human guy behind him feeling his erection through his jeans and leans his head back on his shoulder. Qhuinn spins the human girl to face him and presses his cock into her lower area making her moan which Blay can hear over the loud music. Blay reaches around and grabs the guy’s ass squeezing it roughly. Qhuinn moves up and gropes her breasts. Blay turns to face the guy and whispers something in his ear.
Qhuinn watches as the two head toward an empty couch in the back and Blay straddles the guy’s waist. Qhuinn looks away from them and dances with the gothic bimbo. Blay nibbles on the guy’s neck making him moan and buck his hips. Qhuinn glances at them feeling his fangs extending and his bonding scent leaking out again only stronger this time. Blay can smell his scent even more now and grins against the guy’s neck knowing he’s getting to the male. Qhuinn scrubs the girl’s memory and she walks off to dance with some blonde dude. Qhuinn approaches the couch and flops down on it yanking Blay off the guy’s lap draping him over his own. The guy protests and Qhuinn doesn’t give a damn he needed his male now.
Blay feels the warmth of Qhuinn through his clothes which makes him horny. Qhuinn ravishes Blay’s mouth and rubs his cock into an erection. The guy sits there and watches appearing disappointed. Blay moans into his mouth and opens his own wider allowing Qhuinn’s tongue inside. Qhuinn’s rock hard dick strains against his black leather pants knowing they were going to have to leave the club to finish. Blay rotates his hips around pressing more of his penis into Qhuinn’s and enjoying the sensation. ‘Must fuck Blay,’ Qhuinn thinks. ‘I’m so turned at this moment. I never thought he would claim me,’ Blay thinks. Qhuinn pulls away and stares into those beautiful blue eyes. “We should finish this back at the mansion,” Qhuinn said.
Blay nods and is utterly speechless. Qhuinn picks Blay up and sets him onto his feet and stands up. Both walk over to John. “We’re going home,” Qhuinn says. “Okay me too,” John signed. John gets out of the booth, follows them and notices they’re holding hands. ‘It’s about damn time,’ John thinks. All three dematerialize out of the club.

John goes upstairs to his bedroom to sleep.

“Which bedroom?” Qhuinn asked wanting Blay to make the choice. “Mine,” Blay answered. Qhuinn takes a hold of Blay’s hand and leads him upstairs to his bedroom. Qhuinn opens the door like a gentleman, lets Blay enter first then he closes and locks the door behind him. ‘Why do I feel nervous? I have had sex before. Lots of times in fact. This is Blay not some one night stand. You’re finally going to be making love for the first time and with your best friend,’ Qhuinn thinks.
‘Oh my god I’m so scared. What if it hurts? I can’t believe I about to lose my virginity to Qhuinn. I love him so much. Will he regret this in the morning? I hope he doesn’t because my heart can’t take that kind of rejection anymore,’ Blay thinks. Qhuinn gently pushes Blay onto his back on the bed and starts making out with him needing him as aroused as he was. Blay arches slightly desperately wanting friction on his cock, Qhuinn senses this and grinds his dick into Blay’s. Qhuinn’s hands roam everywhere on Blay and enjoys hearing the noises coming from his lover. Blay pulls back when breathing became apparent. “How far are we going?” Blay asked out of breath. “All the way,” Qhuinn answered panting. Qhuinn attacks Blay’s lips again and slips his tongue in licking inside. Blay bucks his hip in tune with Qhuinn’s thrusts soon the two found a rhythm.
Blay feels a warm sensation in his stomach and his balls tighten signaling he’s about to orgasm. Qhuinn doesn’t let up on his ministrations only gets rougher until Blay cums in his jeans. Qhuinn absorbs Blay’s moan in his mouth. Satisfied he’s gotten his best friend off Qhuinn moves away from Blay. Blay panics thinking Qhuinn’s changed his mind already and is leaving. Qhuinn stands up, removes all of his clothes throws them onto the floor and stares at Blay like he’s a dish about to be eaten. “You have too many clothes on B,” Qhuinn stated huskily. Blay nods. Qhuinn tugs, yanks Blay’s clothes off and tosses them aside ready to claim his male. Qhuinn opens the drawer to the nightstand beside the bed and takes out a tube of lube wondering how many times Blay has thought of him while masturbating.
Qhuinn squirts some of the clear liquid onto his finger, sets the tube on the bed knowing he’s going to be needing more and slips his finger in past the ring of muscles gently caressing inside. “Oh god Qhuinn,” Blay moans. Qhuinn moves down where he’s in between Blay’s legs and engulfs his entire cock into his mouth as he adds a second finger. “More please,” Blay begged. Qhuinn sucks on his dick and scissors his fingers faster wanting his male prepared for his large penis. Blay arches off the bed moaning and pleading not caring if the mansion heard him. Qhuinn sucks his cock harder and faster along with adding a third finger in his ass. “Fuck me Qhuinn please,” Blay begged. Qhuinn’s dick is dripping pre-come and hard as a rock desperately needing release. Qhuinn pulls off Blay’s member with a wet pop and removes his fingers.
Blay whines at the loss, Qhuinn squirts a lot of lube upon his penis and soon is moaning when Qhuinn pushes his large cock inside his virgin ass. Once he bottoms out on the first attempt Qhuinn begins moving fast and hard no longer in control of his actions then emits his bonding scent. Blay wraps his legs around Qhuinn’s waist forcing Qhuinn to go even deeper and he grunts like an animal. “Blay you’re so tight and perfect,” Qhuinn replied breathing heavy. Blay bucks his hips in time with Qhuinn’s thrusts causing Qhuinn’s fangs to extend. “Bite me,” Blay demanded. Qhuinn sinks his teeth into Blay’s unmarked neck and drinks deep. ’He tastes delicious. I've never known blood to be this addictive,’ Qhuinn thinks. After Qhuinn penetrates Blay’s skin he feels a warm sticky substance on his stomach and Blay’s inner walls squeeze Qhuinn’s dick snugly.
Qhuinn moans and shoots his load inside Blay’s ass filling him to the brim. Qhuinn removes his fangs and licks the excess blood while sealing the punctures shut. Blay’s completely out of breath and happy. Qhuinn pulls out of Blay and rolls over on his back panting. “Your turn,” Qhuinn said. Blay looks down at the cum dripping out of his ass and onto the sheets blushing. “Are you sure?” Blay asked. “Of course,” Qhuinn answered. Blay positions himself in between Qhuinn’s legs and slowly swallows his cock even though it has just been in his ass which turns him on. Blay sucks a little harder and faster hoping to get Qhuinn hard again. When he feels Qhuinn harden in his mouth he pulls off and grabs the lube coating his dick with the liquid. Blay puts the tube back onto the bed and slides his member slowly inside Qhuinn’s virgin ass.
“Oh yes Blay,” Qhuinn shouts as Blay bottoms out. Blay slams his cock while Qhuinn presses his legs against Blay’s torso causing him to be pushed deeper into Qhuinn’s ass. “So tight and warm,” Blay moans. “Come on Blay fuck me,” Qhuinn begged. Blay's bonding scent leaks out covering them both in it as he thrusts harder and faster angling his dick slightly to brush against Qhuinn’s prostate. “YES BLAY DO THAT AGAIN,” Qhuinn yells. Blay grins knowing he’s pleasing his lover and continues his movements as his fangs extend in arousal. "Please Blay feed from me," Qhuinn begs. Blay penetrates his neck and drinks hard reveling in how great Qhuinn tastes.
Blay removes his fangs and laps up the blood to seal the wounds. Qhuinn grips the sheets tightly as his orgasm rips through him and he’s coating his own stomach in white. Blay thrusts rougher feeling Qhuinn’s inner walls contract around his penis and he squirts his big load deep inside Qhuinn. Blay pulls out of his male and rolls to his side with Qhuinn spooning him. Qhuinn senses cum leaking out of his ass and onto the sheets but doesn’t care. He’s happy for the first time in his life. He’s regretted pushing Blay away, realized he’s in love with him and has reclaimed him.
“I love you Blay,” Qhuinn says. “I love you too Qhuinn,” Blay stated. “Sorry it took me awhile to realize it,” Qhuinn replied. “It’s okay Qhuinn I forgive you. I’m just glad you finally claimed me,” Blay said smiling. Soon the two were fast asleep.

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