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Author Notes: Another Qhuinn and Blay fic. I just love writing about these two. There's so much angst, hurt and love between these two males which makes it easy for me write. Inspired song: Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional (Qhuinn's POV). Takes place after the kiss in Lover Mine. Enjoy![ Saturday ]
Qhuinn had walked out on Blay leaving him with his pants down around his ankles sporting a hard on and heads toward his bedroom knowing what a mistake he’s making but doesn’t turn back.Blay stands there against his dresser sighing because he almost had his best friend in that way. Blay feels ashamed and embarrassed so he pulls his pants up at that moment his cell phone rings. Blay picks it up and answers it. “Hello,” Blay said. “Are we still on for tonight?” Saxton asked. “Of course,” Blay answered. “Okay I’ll be there in a few,” Saxton says, ends the call. Blay hits end on his phone and throws it onto the bed. ‘What the fuck is wrong with me? Why won’t Qhuinn have me?’ Blay thinks. Blay immediately removes his clothes all of sudden feeling dirty and takes a shower. Once he’s out Blay puts on some clean clothes and materializes downstairs.
Qhuinn’s listening to the song ‘Snuff’ by Slipknot on his ipod with a tear rolling down his cheek.
Saxton knocks on the door and Blay answers right away both leave the mansion holding hands.
[ Sunday ]
Qhuinn’s sitting next to his best friend eating breakfast when he feels eyes on him. Qhuinn looks up from his plate and all the brothers are staring at him. Qhuinn hurries and finishes eating then excuses himself. Blay stands up and leaves his plate untouched also excusing himself. “Wait Q,” Blay shouts. Qhuinn stops walking but doesn’t turn around. “Where are you going?” Blay asked. “To the training center,” Qhuinn answered. “You just ate,” Blay said. “I know. Maybe I can work it off,” Qhuinn says. ‘You’re perfect the way you are. You can’t see that I want you so bad it hurts,’ Blay thinks. “One word from you and I’ll leave him,” Blay stated. Qhuinn moves to face his best friend frowning. “Don’t Blay. He’s the right male for you. I want you happy,” Qhuinn replied. “I’d be happiest with you,” Blay said. “No you wouldn’t. I would only ruin you and I couldn’t bare the thought of that happening. Saxton’s a male of worth and he’ll treat you right. He better or I’ll kick his ass,” Qhuinn says, enters the training center.Blay hangs his head and shakes it in disappointment. “He’ll come around I promise,” Zsadist stated. Blay looks up at the brother who appeared. “I don’t know Z. He sure doesn’t want me,” Blay replied. “Oh he does alright. Qhuinn thinks he’s a defect who doesn’t deserve anyone worthy especially you,” Zsadist said. “All I want is him not Saxton,” Blay says. “It’ll take some time but soon he’ll see that there’s no replacement for you. I used to feel the way he did before I met Bella,” Zsadist stated.
“Really?” Blay asked. Zsadist nods. “How did you change your mind?” Blay asks. “It was Bella who made me see that I wasn’t a monster. She loved me despite my past and what I’d become. She wanted me for me. I remember back when she first went into needing. Wrath and Rhage couldn’t do it because they were mated. She didn’t trust the other brothers enough just me. I had to service her even though I felt I was too tainted and would contaminate her with my bad sperm,” Zsadist explained. “What happened after that?” Blay asked. “I fell in madly in love with her. So see if you’re patient and have faith you’ll get your happily ever after,” Zsadist answered. Blay nods. “Thanks for talking to me Z,” Blay replied. “No problem kid,” Zsadist dematerializes out.[ Monday ]
Qhuinn, John, Blay and Xhex are on rotation tonight as usual John wanted to pair off with his mate leaving the two alone to patrol. Qhuinn walks beside Blay not saying a word and keeps an eye out for lessers. “How have you been?” Blay asked needing to hear his male’s voice. Qhuinn and him haven’t spoke to each other since yesterday morning. “Fine,” Qhuinn lied. “Saxton’s taking me out tomorrow night,” Blay said. “It better be some place nice and classy,” Qhuinn says, looks everywhere but at Blay. “Yeah,” Blay stated softly. Qhuinn stops walking and finally glances toward Blay. “Maybe we shouldn’t patrol together anymore,” Qhuinn replied. Blay also stops moving and stares at Qhuinn. “Are you that much of a coward that you can’t be around me?” Blay asks angrily. “No. It would easier for you if we patrolled on different nights is all,” Qhuinn answers defensively. “Why?” Blay asked bitterly. “I figured you can do your job without being reminded,” Qhuinn answered. “No matter what I do I’m always being reminded of what I can’t have so why should this be any different,” Blay said coldly. Qhuinn looks away and sighs. “I’m trying to make things on you better,” Qhuinn says. “I don’t need your pity,” Blay stated. The two continue on down the street and didn’t come across any lessers at the end of their patrol they dematerialize home.Blay heads upstairs to his bedroom and Qhuinn does the same. Qhuinn walks out on the terrace outside his bedroom and stares out into the night. ‘I should leave and find somewhere else to live. Blay would be so much better off without me around to hurt him,’ Qhuinn thinks.
[ Tuesday ]
Saxton waits for Blay to come downstairs and Qhuinn enters the living room from the kitchen scowling at his cousin. “Hey Q,” Saxton said. “Hi,” Qhuinn says. Qhuinn flops down on the couch and turns the TV on. “I could be waiting here all night for Blay. You know how that male is when it comes to getting ready,” Saxton stated. “Nope,” Qhuinn replied. Qhuinn flips through the channels trying to find something to watch so he can tune out his cousin. Blay walks downstairs and Saxton approaches him. “We better head out or we’ll miss the movie,” Saxton said. Blay nods and ignores Qhuinn. “See ya cousin,” Saxton says. “Yeah whatever,” Qhuinn stated.John walks in the living room and takes a seat next to Qhuinn. “What are you watching?” John signed. “UFC,” Qhuinn answered, turns to face him. “Looks like Blay’s out on a date with Saxton,” John signed. “Yeah I saw,” Qhuinn said coldly. “If you want the male so damn much then go after him,” John signed.
“I’m not worthy of him and believe it or not Saxton’s better for him,” Qhuinn says. “We’re all sick of the tough guy act and pining over Blay lately. Either fight for your male or shut the fuck up,” John signed. Qhuinn stares at his best friend for the first time seeing everything crystal clear. “You’re right,” Qhuinn stated. “I usually am,” John signed, grins. Qhuinn shuts the TV off, stands up and John does the same. “What are you going to do now?” John signed. “I’m not sure,” Qhuinn answers. “We need a female’s opinion,” John signed. “Who?” Qhuinn asked. “Beth,” John signed. “I don’t think I can talk to the queen about this,” Qhuinn replied nervously. “Why not?” John signed. “I’m a little scared to approach her. She’s the queen,” Qhuinn answered appearing scared. “She’s a person just like you and me. Just fucking go to her or I’ll drag you up there myself,” John signed. “Okay I’ll do it,” Qhuinn said. “Please come find me when you’re done,” John signed. Qhuinn nods as John dematerializes out.Qhuinn runs upstairs, stands outside Wrath and Beth’s bedroom his stomach doing flip flops. Qhuinn knocks on the door and Beth answers. “Hello Qhuinn,” Beth says. “Are you alone?” Qhuinn asks. “Yes. Wrath’s in his office working,” Beth answers. “There’s something I need to talk to you about,” Qhuinn stated. “Of course,” Beth replied, steps outside into the hallway.
Qhuinn paces back and forth as Beth stands against the wall. “You’re making me dizzy walking like that please stop,” Beth said. Qhuinn feels like he’s going to be sick and leans against the wall behind him. “I’m very nervous at the moment Queen,” Qhuinn says. “Since we’re being informal here you can call me Beth,” Beth stated. “Alright Beth,” Qhuinn replied. “Tell me what’s on your mind,” Beth said. “I’m in love with Blay,” Qhuinn admitted finally out loud for the first time. “I already knew it. Everyone can see how much you care for the boy,” Beth says. “I didn’t know I was that obvious. I thought I was hiding my feelings well,” Qhuinn stated. Beth shakes her head. “I’m tired of pining over him. I want to claim him as mine,” Qhuinn replied. “Awesome,” Beth said. “I haven’t a clue on how to win him over though,” Qhuinn says. “It’s a good thing you came to me. You need to show him how you truly feel about him and let him know he’s the one you want. Make a public scene if you have to whatever it takes to convince him. Here’s an idea play a song and wait for him in his bedroom when he gets home from his date,” Beth stated. “Sounds like a great idea. I’ll do it,” Qhuinn replied. Qhuinn approaches Beth, shakes her hand and walks down the hall to Blay’s bedroom.Blay and Saxton enter the mansion after their date hours later. “I had a great time tonight,” Blay said. “I did too,” Saxton says. “Would you like to come up to my bedroom?” Blay asked blushing. “Sure,” Saxton answered. Blay takes a hold of Saxton’s hand and leads him upstairs to his room. Blay stands outside his bedroom door hearing music playing and wonders did he leave his iPod on. Blay opens the door and turns the light on to discover Qhuinn lying on his bed. A mental image he’s thought of a thousand times especially during the shower but can’t believe it’s actually happening.
The song ‘Vindicated’ by Dashboard Confessional plays through the iPod speakers.
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
Qhuinn gets up and shuts off the music once he’s realizes Saxton’s with Blay. “Sorry to interrupt your date. I’ll be going,” Qhuinn stated. Qhuinn walks past the two males and heads down toward his bedroom.
“I guess that’s my cue to leave,” Saxton replied. “Yeah he practically confessed his love to me just now,” Blay said. “I knew our time together wouldn’t last forever but I enjoyed it none the less. Good bye Blay,” Saxton says, kisses him on the forehead. Saxton dematerializes home.
Blay knocks on Qhuinn’s door and nervously waits for his male to answer. “Go away I’m busy,” Qhuinn shouts. Blay ignores him and barges in anyway at seeing Qhuinn lying on his side crying stabbed Blay right through the heart. “What part of go away don’t you understand?” Qhuinn asked sniffling. “The part where you don’t mean it,” Blay answered, sits on the edge of the bed. “You should be with Saxton,” Qhuinn said. “Well it’s kind of hard to when you declared your love for me. We’re over,” Blay says, touches his cheek gently. Qhuinn half smiles and stares into the most beautiful blue eyes he’s ever seen. “Do you still love me?” Qhuinn asks. “Always,” Blay answers. Blay strokes his cheek a bit and leans down to kiss the tears away. Qhuinn rolls onto his back and grabs Blay roughly draping him across his waist.
Qhuinn presses his groin into Blay’s and kisses his male passionately on the lips enough to leave a bruise. Blay moans into his mouth and grinds himself harder against Qhuinn’s cock. ‘If he keeps this up I won’t be able to hold back any longer,’ Qhuinn thinks. ‘Finally I have my male there’s nothing that could make me happier. Well maybe a blow job,’ Blay thinks and blushes. Qhuinn pulls back a bit when breathing became important and he noticed that his male’s blushing. “What are you thinking about my lil vixen?” Qhuinn asked. “Nothing,” Blay answered blushing an even brighter red. “Come on you can tell me. I won’t judge,” Qhuinn stated. “I was thinking nothing could make me happier than I already am except maybe a blowjob,” Blay replied, hides his face in Qhuinn’s chest. “Don’t you hide yourself from me B,” Qhuinn said, forces Blay to look at him. “I want you to give me a blowjob,” Blay says. Qhuinn emits his bonding scent, dark spices fill the air around them and causes Blay’s dick to twitch in response. Qhuinn flips them over hovering above his mate and undoes Blay’s jeans gently not wanting to ruin his designer clothes. When Qhuinn has his jeans down he grins at the tent in Blay’s boxers and does the same with them. Qhuinn stares at his male’s member which is big (he's still larger) and beautiful if there’s such a word for a penis. Qhuinn positions himself in between Blay’s legs and sucks the tip making him jerk at the sensation. “Oh god Qhuinn,” Blay moans. Qhuinn’s drunk on the sounds his lover makes and sucks more of his cock inside his mouth. Blay grips the sheets, arches his back and shoves his dick into the back of Qhuinn’s throat. “Sorry,” Blay stated apologetically. Qhuinn doesn’t seem to care he’s lost to lust and lets Blay fuck his face. Blay releases his bonding scent and the dark spices float down to Qhuinn’s nose causing his erection to become extremely painful. Qhuinn flips them back over with Blay straddling his face and he sucks his member deeper inside his mouth. “Oh Qhuinn so good,” Blay moans. Qhuinn alternates sucking and licking driving Blay crazy. “So close….Qhuinn I’m close,” Blay pleads. Qhuinn sucks harder and faster keeping his mouth tight on his cock not wanting any of his sperm to escape his mouth. “I’m cumming,” Blay shouts, squirts his load down Qhuinn’s throat. Qhuinn swallows his salty delicious semen without any problem even though this is his first time blowing a dude. Qhuinn’s balls tighten and a warm pool begins to form in his belly signally he’s on the verge of climax. Blay feels highly sensitive since he came and yet he still thrusts his hips fucking his mate’s face. Qhuinn shoots his load soaking his black jeans and sucks harder on Blay’s dick needing him to orgasm again. “Qhuinn please I can’t. No more,” Blay begged. Blay’s hips move on their own accord and soon he’s climaxing into Qhuinn’s throat. Qhuinn happily drinks it down and Blay’s legs shake due to the intense orgasm. Qhuinn pulls off Blay’s member with a sloppy wet pop and Blay rolls onto his back panting heavy. Qhuinn’s out of breath as well. “Wow,” Blay replied. “If you thought that was great wait until I fuck you,” Qhuinn said huskily. “Not now I’m tired,” Blay says, pulls his jeans up. “Same here,” Qhuinn stated, moves on his side to stare at his gorgeous male. “I love you Blay,” Qhuinn replied. “I love you Qhuinn,” Blay said.Please Review!!!
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