Too Save Everything | By : brebaby947 Category: M through R > The Outsiders Views: 1548 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 1 Good News
“Oh god Johnny…SHIT!” John collapsed on top of Steve and quickly rolled off the other man. “Sorry, I didn’t crush you did I?” Steve shook his head. Steve relaxed for a few moments before he turned and made to find his clothes. Once dressed he noticed John was no longer in the room but he could hear running water in the bathroom. Steve shook his head he knew there was never a chance between him and the beautiful blond; it would always be just this…sex. He was tired of this and he didn’t know how much more his heart could take of the torment but he was too addicted to leave it behind for good. John had called him the previous night when he had gotten back to Boston and the young gangster had immediately left the party in search of his wrestler. He had been surprised to hear from the wrestler so soon but John didn’t give him an explanation and he wasn’t about to ask the other. John walked out of the bathroom and shot a weird look to Steve. When Steve didn’t respond he waived his hand in front of the other boy. “What?” Steve said looking up at John. “You zoned out man. You ok?” Steve nodded and continued his search of his other shoe. “Hey John do you see my other shoe?” John looked around when he spotted it he picked it up and held it out to the other man. Steve went to grab it but John grabbed him and pulled him close. “You gonna come back soon?” Steve nodded and took the shoe and put it on. “Text me when you want me to come over. Ok?” John nodded and Steve dropped his head. He finished and made for the door, he took one look back at John’s retreating back and left. The house wasn’t large or what you would think a star wrestler would own but it was bigger than his. In this area he really needed to watch for the cops or he would be picked up for being poor in a rich neighborhood. Steve laughed at the irony but quickly made his way out of the area and back to his own hood. He had moved from Tulsa three or four years ago with his mom. His dad had kicked him out one final time and instead of continuing to stay with his friends his aunt and mother came and got him without a choice. Life here hadn’t been much better than in Tulsa but at least he didn’t have to deal with the fights with his dad. Steve continued downtown until he came upon a shady area. The apartments were filled with drugs and hookers. He walked past a couple guys sitting on a stoop and nodded to them, they nodded back and Steve continued on. As he came up to a not so grungy apartment, it being one of the newer apartment complexes, he made his way up the steps exchanging “hi’s” and hand slaps as he made his way up. Making it to the apartment door he unlocked it and headed inside. No one was home of that he was sure. He made his way to the back room grabbed a few things from his room and made for the door again. He needed to make sure that he had everything before he left he won’t be able to come back again at least for a few hours. He checked his pocket for his smokes, blade, keys, and other things he may need and made for the door. Steve made his way down the street to one of the rattiest apartments on the block and knocked on the first door he came too. “Hey Randal where the hell did you disappear off too last night?” Steve nodded his hello and shrugged his shoulders. “Had some business to attend too.” The other gave him a look but let it go. “Killer, what we got going on today?” Steve asked the man. Killer had been one of the first people he met once he made his way to Boston. He was a tall black man that stood about 6’2 and 210lbs pure muscle. He had spent just as much time in jail as he did out and Steve knew that he probably shouldn’t hang out with these guys but ignored the nagging feeling. He understood all Dally’s stories from New York now and won’t want to live in the bigger city. He had found a whole new respect for his former friend. “Hey man what’s eating you?” Steve shook his head. “Just thinking about my old home.” The other boy nodded knowing the story about Steve’s move. “Have ya heard from any them boyz?” Steve shook his head. He had sent letters and even tried to call but he had never heard back from any of the boys in Tulsa. The last person he had talked to was Evie and that had been two months ago. She had told him that she would say hi to all the guys for him and that everyone was doing well. “So any way’s what’s up for the day?” Steve asked. “Man same shit, chillin and sellin’.” Steve smiled and reclined back. They weren’t street dealers if their customers wanted something than they came to them and only during certain hours and they were never the same on any day of the week, less chance of getting caught. Soda felt his cell vibrate and pulled it out. ‘Hey what are ya doing?’ he read from John. ‘nothin just chilling with my boyz’ Steve replied as five or six other guys walked through the door. ‘You seemed distracted this morning. Did I do something?’ the text came through and Steve screwed up his face while thinking. He lost himself in thoughts of this morning and it was two or three minutes before he realized that he was being spoken too. “STEVEN RANDAL” Killer yelled. “Huh, what?” Steve asked looking around. All the guys were laughing at Steve’s face of confusion. “Who the hell you texting that you are all in another world on us?” Killer asked with clear intrigue. “Nobody ya need to know about.” Steve said with a smile. The other boy whispered ‘well see about that’ and Steve just chuckled. He quickly sent back a ‘no’ to John and tucked his phone away. He knew John would answer but he wasn’t going to risk being caught again. He slightly listened to the conversation the guys were having about the females, drugs, who got busted and so on. He eventually drifted off to sleep on the couch not caring that he was supposed to be on duty. “Hey man you gonna get up?” Killer said shaking Steve. “Hmmm…what?” Steve asked sleepily. “Man you feel asleep. What is with you, man? Every few weeks you act all weird and then you go back to normal.” Killer looked at him worriedly. “Nah man I’m just not sleeping right lately. That’s all.” Steve said sitting up. He checked his phone and there was a missed call and four messages. He checked the messages all of them from John… ‘Yea ok if your sure’, ‘hey man just tried to call’, ‘you coming over tonight’, ‘hey man you alive?’. Steve chuckled at the last. He hadn’t answered a text from him one other time. He had been arrested, he was let go because he wasn’t involved, John had gotten so pissed and slightly worried about the other. He texted John back saying that he was fine and he would be there around 11. It was currently 8:20 and he hoped time would fly. A few customers filed in over the course of a few hours and Steve was extremely bored. Around 11:15 Steve made up an excuse and peace’d out making his way to John’s house. He was so tired by the time he made it there he wondered if John would care to skip the sex in favor of just a blow job and sleep. He didn’t know why he was so tired as of late but it was so annoying. “Hey man?” John said walking up the driveway just as Steve was coming up. “Your late” “Haha yea it took me longer to get out of there than I thought it would.” John smiled and gestured for him to go inside. Once they made it inside John pushed Steve up against the door and kissed him hard. Steve’s kissing was lazy he just was so tired and John seemed to notice. “Hey what’s up with you?” Steve shook his head and smiled moving in to kiss John again but John pulled back. “Come on man please tell me?” John knew he cared about the younger male quite a lot and in the past few months since they meet things have progressively gotten closer and closer. John’s wrestling career had put strain on their relationship. John wasn’t quite sure what type of relationship this was anymore but he liked it just the same, although some days he wished for more…okay most days. “I’m just really tired and I don’t know why. We slept last night and I took a nap today.” Steve said just as he stifled a yawn. “Are you feeling ok?” Steve nodded and wrapped his arms around John’s neck. He loved being the non-aggressor in the relationship. John wrapped his arms around the younger man and Steve laid his head on Johns shoulder before Steve knew what was happening John had picked him up bridal style and was walking to the bedroom. He only played the role of a top dog because he had too, he never liked being in control and loved being with John because he didn’t have to be in control. “Not really. I have been nauseated for days and I’m always tired.” John looked at the man as he laid him down gently on the bed. “Why don’t we just get some sleep then?” John said smiling. “Are you sure?” Steve asked as John laid down next to him. “Of course, babe.” John wrapped his arms around Steve. “I’m happy you’re here” John whispered. “Me too John, me too.” Steve reached up and kissed the other man softly. “Steve?” John knew he had to take the risk this time and he was not going to back out. He had been trying to ask this for a while. “mmmhhhmmm” Steve responded. “I know there is nothing exclusive or official with us but I would really like there to be. What do ya think?” John asked rather nervously. At the beginning of the statement Steve’s head had popped up. “Really?” Steve asked. When John nodded Steve attacked him with a kiss that could stop John’s heart. “Of course, wait what kind of title?” Steve asked. “Well boyfriend’s sounds silly, especially with us so how about…exclusive lovers. Steve, I want you by my side. I hate when you walk out that door in the morning and I don’t know where you are gonna be or what your going to be doing all day. I don’t know if your gonna be in jail or dead from day to day and as a fuck buddy I really can’t ask you to stop dealing, but I hope as a lover I can get you to see how much danger your in.” John said finally admitting the truth. “I care about you so much and I don’t want you to ever leave me even for a short period of time.” Steve kissed the man on his lips gently. “I don’t know how to stop luckily I’m not in the gang I just hang with Killer so if I want to get out I can. I don’t know how easily it will be or how long it will take.” Steve said honestly. He knew how dangerous a gang here could be so he was never initiated but leaving would still be hard. “If I have to move you to California I will do it but I want you safe and all too myself.” John said wrapping Steve closer and placing a gentle kiss on his nose. “What’s the matter?” John asked as Steve sat straight up in bed. “I don’t know I feel like I’m going to puke.” Steve said as he bound out of the bed and to the bathroom. John followed really concerned about his young lover. “Maybe I should take you to the hospital?” Steve shook his head. “No I don’t have any insurance it’s probably just a flu bug.” Steve said holding his stomach. John nodded but didn’t look any less worried. Steve threw up only once more before he brushed his teeth and John helped him back to bed. “Damn let’s just get some sleep.” Steve nodded and got as close as possible resting his head on John’s chest and quickly falling asleep. John followed after an hour of just watching his lover in sleep. The next morning John woke up to the sounds of someone in the bathroom losing whatever was left in his stomach. John rushed to the bathroom. He noticed upon walking in Steve looked paler than he did the night before and John was starting to get scared because when he looked there was blood mixed into the contents. “Alright that’s it you’re going to the hospital now. No arguments!” John helped him up and he was able to wash his mouth out before leaving in John’s car. When they arrived at the hospital color was starting to return to Steve’s face but John still wanted him to be checked out. He checked them in and gave his address to the lady for the bill. Steve helped John fill out the paperwork and was soon called into see the nurse. John continued to sit there until Steve noticed his absence. “Aren’t you coming?” John smiled and walked with him. They were led in to a room where the doctor would be with them shortly. “Let me take your vitals and then the doctor will be in.” Steve nodded at the woman. She did a few minor tests like pulse, blood pressure and breathing. She nodded at them then left the room. “John I’m kinda scared.” John nodded and stood next to the man and pulled him close. They didn’t have to wait long for the doctor to come in. She was a female named Amy Clarkson. “Ok Mr. Randal what seems to be the problem here?” Dr. Clarkson asked. “Well I’m really tired; nauseas, and today I woke up puking.” Dr. Clarkson nodded and wrote a few things down. “Anything else?” She asked. “A lot of cramping.” She nodded. “Ok I think I may know what’s going on here. Why don’t you lay back?” Steve nodded and felt the doctor push lightly on his stomach after pulling his shirt up just a bit. “I’m gonna get you an ultrasound just too be sure but I’m almost positive I know what’s going on. “ Both men nodded and followed the woman to ultrasound. She moved them into a room and had Steve lay down. She squirted the liquid on too his stomach and he hissed. “Sorry I know its cold.” She placed the handle on his stomach and moved it around a bit. “I knew it.” Both boys turned and looked at her. “We’ll let me be the first to say congrats boys. You’re pregnant Mr. Randal.” Steve looked at John with worry in his eyes but all John was doing was smiling. He got up and joined his love at the bed and kissed his head softly. “Really?” The doctor nodded her head and pointed on the screen. “I’m assuming you haven’t eaten much because of the nausea?” Steve nodded. “That’s why there was blood the morning sickness wore on your esophagus and caused a small tear. You should be just fine just eating more and we will have to get you on daily vitamins.” Steve nodded and looked to John. “Are you sure about this?” Steve was looking at John trying to find any amount of doubt in his eyes but could not find anything but love filling them. “Of course. This is wonderful news.” Steve smiled and John kissed his forehead again.
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